Chapter 102: Learning to Love
"The door is unlocked, come in. As soon as I finished saying this, the door creaked open, and the old man walked in with two bottles of Erguotou.
I looked the old man up and down and said, "I said, did you go to the wrong room in the middle of the night? ”
The old man rolled his eyes and said, "People are small and big, and they don't know what they have in their heads." I can't sleep, come and drink with me. ”
I shook my head and said, "Old man, you are so good, ask someone to drink with you at three o'clock in the morning, and how do you know that I haven't slept? I'm still a student, and I have to go to class tomorrow morning." ”
The old man twisted the lid of the wine, poured two glasses of wine, and smiled at me: "Are you stupid to me? The yin qi around you is drilling into your room, what can you rabbit cub do except practice? Also, who said that you can't drink in the early morning, if you don't drink some, I really can't sleep." ”
After speaking, he raised his wine glass again, took a sip, squinted his eyes, and trembled all over his body, full of drunkard.
I shook my head and said, "Look at you like that, do you love wine so much?"
As I spoke, I also picked up the wine glass and took a sip, but I didn't feel anything other than spicy, I always thought that wine was a thing that could only help the fun, and I drank it every day, and even became addicted to it, I felt that it was completely unnecessary.
The old man blushed and said, "What do you know? Everything in the world is in wine, don't look at me as if I am drinking wine, in fact, I am savoring the life of this world." ”
The old man actually had his own set of crooked reasoning, and I smiled and said: "Since you have tasted all kinds of life, have you tasted something? Seeing that you have not fallen in love with drinking for a day or two, aren't you still scared when you see my mother-in-law? ”
The old man shook his head and said, "Can this be the same? I was young and frivolous at that time, and the mistakes I made cannot be remedied, but now I can see her often, and I am very content, and I dare not even think about the rest." ”
As soon as I heard the old man's words, I realized that I seemed to have found a soulmate, and at the same time I was surrounded by love, I wonder what stories there will be between the old man and his mother-in-law?
I said tentatively: "Actually, there is no mistake that is irreparable, the key is that you dare to admit it, and you have to face it, men, there is never a lack of courage to start over." ”
The old man drank most of the glass of wine and smiled at me: "It seems to be quite like that, but you haven't been giving up for the past two days, isn't it also for a girl?
As soon as I heard Chen Wanyi's name, my heart felt like it had been pricked by a needle, but I didn't deny it, and nodded: "Yes, but I didn't do anything, I'm sorry for her." Or rather, I don't have the opportunity at all, and I'm not qualified to do anything to be sorry for her. ”
When I said this, I suddenly felt how ridiculous it was for me to fall in love with Chen Wanyi wishfully.
The old man waved his hand at me, and then said, "Then tell me a little truth, do you hate her?"
was suddenly asked by the old man, I was a little confused, do I hate Chen Wanyi?
I shook my head and said, "I don't hate, but I'm a little unwilling." ”
The old man nodded with interest and said, "If you go on, why are you unwilling?"
I smiled wryly and said, "Actually, it should be my own vanity, I wanted to forget it in a chic way, but every time I see her, or when I think of her, I always feel unfair in my heart." Why, if she likes a mortal, she won't like me?"
The old man smiled: "If you want to compare like this, then you will lose completely in this life." ”
I scratched my head and said, "What do you mean?"
The old man continued: "You said that compared with the Wu girl, who is better than the Chen girl?"
I didn't even hesitate and said, "It must be Wu Lingna." ”
When I said this, I didn't have any thoughts of revenge at all, but the facts were there, no matter what aspect it was, Wu Lingna's dumping of Chen Wanyi was not a star.
The old man smiled: "You don't need to say this, everyone with a discerning eye knows who is better, and the better one is dead to you, but have you ever looked at others?"
I shook my head and said, "It's different, I know Wu Lingna is good everywhere, but I really don't feel that way about her." ”
The old man looked at me with a smile and said, "Maybe what you think in your heart is what that girl in the Chen family thinks in her heart." ”
I waved my hand and said, "I know this, but I'm just unwilling in my heart, and it's quite unbalanced, why is this?"
The old man shook his head with a smile and said, "How old are you, how can you still have a child's temper, but I can say a word to you, rabbit cub, you may really not be able to fall in love with Chen Yatou." ”
I shook my head and said, "I don't know if I'm in love or not? ”
The old man smiled: "You are just unwilling, and the most unwilling thing about you is not that you are not with her, but that she has found someone who is not even an ant in your eyes." ”
The old man's words are on my heart, what kind of thing is Lin Feng, I won't say anything else, his character alone is rotten to the extreme, I really don't know where Chen Wanyi fell in love with him?
I immediately said: "This is a reason, but it can't be said that I don't love Chen Wanyi." ”
The old man smiled: "It's not that you don't love, it's just that you don't love deeply." ”
The more I listened to the old man's words, the more confused I became, and I shook my head and said, "Can you put it more simply?" ”
The old man laughed and said: "Look at Wu Yatou, you will know what love is, think about how she treats you, think about how you treat her, and then see if there are people like you, unwilling and full of complaints." ”
As soon as the old man said this, I thought carefully about the scene after Wu Lingna came to me, in my eyes Wu Lingna is like a child who doesn't grow up, always sticking to my side and not talking, and often making a small temperament.
But on the other hand, she always puts me at the top of her heart, and when necessary, she will be like Xiao Hei and Lao Bai, as my brother, paving the way for us to move forward. What touched me the most was that when she went to block Chen Wanyi and Lin Feng that day, she actually knew in advance, but she could not break it, and when I came back from being injured, she didn't complain, in her words, she just took me home.
I scratched my head, looked at the old man who was already half drunk, and said, "You say, why is Wu Lingna so good to me? And I have already made my position clear, I don't like her, is it worth it for her to do this?"
The old man waved his hand and said, "Then let me ask you, if you are asked to do these things for Miss Chen, and you don't get a response, will you do it?"
I don't have a temper at all, I never do meaningless things, and since I don't get a response, then why should I humble myself to the dust to please others?
The old man saw that I couldn't speak, and laughed: "So, rabbit cub, you are far from falling in love with someone, but Wu Xiaoya is already really in love with you, really in love with someone, and will not care about the ratio of pay and return, and never ask whether it is worth it or not, because when you really fall in love with someone, everything you do for him comes from your own instinctive reaction, how can you talk about anything meaningful and meaningless." ”
The old man's words, I am a little embarrassed, it is true that I can't seem to do this level for anyone now, to say so, in fact, this love is the most difficult science.
The old man smiled and hugged me over, and said, "Don't think about it, you will understand slowly in the future, come, have a drink." ”
This night, two people who were hurt by love, drank all night, you say a word to me, talk about everything, it is also on this night, I suddenly fell in love with that drunken and hazy feeling, in that kind of half-drunk and not drunk, I can completely empty myself, do not force myself to do anything, and will not think of any troubles.
I don't remember what I talked to the old man about when I was already drunk in the second half of the night, but I gave myself a firm belief that I learned to love others and let go of some obsessions.
Regarding the isolation of Chen Wanyi in the class, and the fact that the prince and the prince often troubled Lin Feng, I made a special trip to gather the group of brothers under me together, and told them very seriously that from now on, this childish trick must be stopped.
After solving this matter, I feel a lot more relaxed, now I will not deliberately go to see Chen Wanyi again in class, and I will not often think of the unwillingness in my heart, since I want to learn to love others, I have to let go of myself first.
Two days passed, and today is the day of the Wudao Customs, and a group of us gathered around the door of the Wudao room early in the morning, and this wait was more than half an hour.
Wu Lingna was a little anxious and said: "I said that he shouldn't be suffocated inside, right? I haven't seen him come out once in three days, and I haven't even eaten." ”
Xiao Hei scratched his head and said, "No, although Wudao can't do spells, but no matter how he says it, he is also an instrument maker, so he can't suffocate to death." ”
Wu Lingna stomped her feet and said, "But it's been two hours since the agreed time, and I haven't seen any movement." ”
I waved my hand and said, "Come on, don't guess, wait, don't ...... sure"
I haven't finished saying this, I just heard a bang, and a big explosion came from the room, which shattered the glass in the house.
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