That's right, I'm cheating on Jiang Beisheng.

It all started when I stood in front of that little window out of boredom.

Jiang Beisheng who swallows clouds and spits mist, Su Xin who smiles like a flower, and the cool shade of the trees, as well as the conversation and laughter who don't know how to avoid or be cold, all this outside the window can't help but make me have a question: What kind of person or thing will a daughter who never disobeys her father take this precious first time because of what kind of person or thing?

Apart from "love", it seems that there is no other more unjust excuse.

It was originally just my guess, but now, I woke up from the shock, and my trembling fingers picked up a strand of hair, and I forced my composure to pull it behind my ear.

Although my mind is not 100% calm at the moment, this does not prevent me from doubting one thing, is it the "stop" that Bai Muyan mentioned several times when he does this?

Gotta find a way to spy on it.

Before spying, you need to resolve this trouble in front of you.

I smiled symbolically: "I lied to you, it's my fault." After all, from the perspective of trust, I didn't ask you openly, I broke your trust. But don't forget, what is the purpose of my deception to you? To put it bluntly, I am just using my dishonesty to confirm very well that you are also dishonest with me. Now it seems that there is no such thing as a unilateral foul, to be exact, you and I will commit it once. Based on this situation, I think that we should either take a step back and no one should say that anyone is wrong, because no one is more innocent than anyone else. Of course, if you have to worry about separation or divorce to the end, you decide, and I will accompany you to the end. ”

Jiang Beisheng's angry eyes gradually became flickering brightly, and his tone was still blindly strong: "Are you reminding me that I am not qualified to be angry with you?"

"Speaking of being angry, that's my birth, right?"

On the chaotic street, I fought for my uncompromise, and Jiang Beisheng fought for his unwillingness.

"Why?" he looked unrepentant, like a vicious queen who cast a spell on Snow White.

"Based on what I've been doing these days. It made me inexplicably angry: "Jiang Beisheng, I'm different from you, I haven't seen the big world, and I've lived in this broken place since I was a child." When I was a child, I was an unknown junior at the bottom, and now I am a temporary worker who is active in various notification documents because of my backs. I haven't lived proudly like you. Uh, by the way, you're a million-dollar professional manager, and if you don't explain to you what a temporary worker is, I'm afraid you still think it's a good career, right?" I said sarcastically, "If you think so, you're going to be disappointed." Because this girl is not so blessed, since the first day I entered this unit, I have been an embarrassing existence of handing over my self-esteem. We do the most work, suffer the most anger, take the least money, get promoted and get rich, all of them are others. We are not eligible. ”

The glimmer in Jiang Beisheng's eyes was completely extinguished, and he frowned lightly: "If you don't say it, how do I know." ”

Out of thin air, he hit me again.

"You're right to say that, blame me. A sneer swept from his face sadly: "Then I'll come and talk to you today." ”

There are some things, don't mention it, don't feel wronged, and when you mention it, it's really wronged.

I started with the trivia of being put on probation for three months and me probationing for a year. I have been saying that I can't calm down: "Information office is that there are countless software to download and systems to install." I am obviously an archivist, but I am contracted to report and manage all the software and various system data in this department. I didn't enter the workplace on the first day, and I knew that people who were powerless and powerless deserved to be oppressed and bullied, so I endured it. What really makes me unbearable is that I am doing the most up-to-date work, but I am distributed with antique-level office equipment. Do you know how many night shifts I spent on the night shift because I couldn't get started because the equipment was too low, so I had to wait until others got off work, borrowed their computers, and stayed up late?"

Revisiting the old things, it was a little sad, and I sniffed: "You won't know, because I can't count it myself." It's like the report I made to my boss asking for a replacement device, so much so that I didn't want to remember the number that made me feel ashamed. I don't want to remember the reply that made me figure it out on my own. ”

Stubborn tears flashed in my eyes, and the more I spoke, the more sad and indignant I became: "Can you imagine it? It's this guy who asked me to figure it out by myself, but for the stinky salmon that I didn't even know how to use an Excel sheet, I replaced it with a new ultra-thin LCD screen." Just because the stinky salmon complained several times, the clarity of the picture of the old equipment is not enough, which affects the effect of chasing dramas. Hehe, Jiang Beisheng, are you hypocritical or not? How can you say that people can live so shamelessly?"

“……”

"It's probably because my voice is too small, no matter how unwilling I am, every day, such shamelessness and hypocrisy are tacitly staged. Before, I thought I couldn't escape, but then I finally realized that no matter how big the world is, there is no place for people like us who are destined to survive. Xu sat for a long time, the soles of my feet in the air, began to feel the pain of being eaten by things, I hung down, knocked my calf, and seemed to improve: "To tell you the truth, there were countless times at seven o'clock in the morning, I lay on the bed shivering, like a devout nun, with my hands folded, earnestly praying that the ticking time could be still. Because time stands still, I can stop at seven o'clock forever and not have to go to work at eight o'clock. Running away is the only way I can think of to protect myself. Am I pathetic?"

I choked up: "My mother warned me that to be a man, you must know how to be happy. Therefore, I have always believed that although work is very sad and makes people want to run away all the time, it meets the conditions for me to survive, so I don't want to complain too much. But now, because of some of your practices, I have become the target of public criticism overnight. Don't you know, the public opinion and criticism in the past few days almost swallowed me alive. ”

"You," Jiang Beisheng finally gathered a cold breath, and his hand leaning on the car body accompanied this sigh, and rubbed the bangs on my forehead: "Forget it, I don't blame you." ”

What?!

This girl said so much, you give such a sentence?

Don't say anything else?

For example, what is the real purpose of you doing this with Su Xin?

I coughed dissatisfied: "Jiang Beisheng, if you really pity me, just hurry up and tell me bluntly, what do you want to do when you get involved?" After speaking, for fear of being perfunctory by him, he hurriedly added: "Don't forget, we must trust each other, if you dare to lie to me again, this supplementary agreement will be invalid." ”

"I have to correct you a little bit, I didn't lie to you all along. Wu Xiaoqi, Su Xin and Mo Jia cooperated, it was not me who asked Su Xin to accept Mo Jia, it was Mo Jia who had the ability to move Su Xin in private. I just played a small role in fueling the troubles when Su Xin was stopped by Su's father. ”

Well, in this way, it is back to square one.

(To be continued)