After thinking about it for a long time, he didn't come to a tangible conclusion.

For a long time, he couldn't tell whether he had transferred his feelings for Lin Wanyun to Cai Yue.

Xiao Tian felt that he did love Caiyue, although this kind of love did have many connections with Lin Wanyun, especially at the beginning of his acquaintance with her.

His identity determines that he will be very wary of anyone who tries to approach him, but after confirming the blood relationship between Cai Yue and Lin Wanyun, Cai Yue has become the only woman he has been extremely close to as soon as he met.

In his heart, he could hardly resist the feeling of wanting to get close to Cai Yue, except for her face that was similar to Lin Wanyun, and because of her blood relationship with Lin Wanyun.

Caiyue's appearance greatly stimulated him, whether it was his desire for love, or his desire for family affection.

But he later missed her and cared about her, all because of her, not because of Lin Wanyun, especially when he was really intimate with her in bed, he knew very well who the woman in his arms was, and he knew very well who the object of his desires was.

Breaking away from the memories, Xiao Tian looked at Chu Mingzhu, who was still a little tired in his sleep, and said that he didn't feel sorry for her at all, it was fake.

There was a sporadic light rain floating outside the car window.Xiao Tian drove the ambiguity in the car a little more.He wanted Chu Mingzhu to sleep a little longer.He could also accompany her for a while.But it was too late.After thinking about it.Xiao Tian still started the car lightly.Drove slowly towards the Pearl Hotel.

When I arrived at the door of the hotel, Chu Mingzhu still didn't wake up.

"Jewel, wake up, go to sleep in the room, be careful not to catch a cold."

Xiao Tian gently stroked Chu Mingzhu's forehead.Chu Mingzhu opened his eyes a little confused.Seeing Xiao Tian in front of him clearly.

"Xiao Tian, where are we now?"

"On the doorstep of the hotel."

Chu Mingzhu propped up the chair and sat up slowly.Xiao Tian draped the coat he had covered Chu Mingzhu over her shoulders and wrapped her tightly.

"You can sit upstairs with me for a while." Chu Mingzhu looked at Xiao Tian with praying eyes.

Xiao Tian was a little hesitant, he should have gotten out of the car and personally sent Chu Mingzhu upstairs, but he had concerns.

Chu Mingzhu couldn't help but show a wry smile when he saw Xiao Tian's hesitation.

"Are you so wary of me, are you afraid of being with me, or are you worried that your little woman is going to be angry with you when she finds out that we are together."

"Pearl, it's not what you think, go upstairs." Xiao Tian thought about it for a while, and still felt that he should send Chu Mingzhu up.

Chu Mingzhu's face showed a hint of relief.

Xiao Tian drove the car into the parking lot, accompanied Chu Mingzhu to get out of the car, and the two went upstairs together.

It's the same scene, it's the same two people, and even tonight it's dark and it's raining heavily.

As soon as Xiao Tian walked into the suite, the scene on the sofa that summer night unconsciously came back to his mind, and he felt that he couldn't stay here for too long.

"You must be exhausted these days.It's late.You should rest early.I should go."

"Don't go." Chu Mingzhu hurriedly stopped him. I haven't looked for you these days, except for cooperation, and now I'm leaving, and I don't know when I'll be able to meet you in the future, can't you sit down and talk to me for a while?"

Xiao Tian didn't look back." I'm sorry, I think I'd better leave now."

"You're deliberately avoiding me.You've been treating me like this since we've known you.Why?I don't believe you don't like me at all." Chu Mingzhu really showed him her grievances and dissatisfaction as a woman again.

Xiao Tian turned his head and looked at Chu Mingzhu.

He was indeed deliberately avoiding her.He was indeed a little afraid to see Chu Mingzhu's expression like this.Because she almost never made people feel that she would be such a sensual woman.Xiao Tian was afraid that seeing her at this moment would make him soft on her.

"I want you to be happy, but your happiness is not mine, you know very well, I can't be with you."

Chu Mingzhu stared at Xiao Tian.This is the man she loves deeply.She can finally talk to him face to face.There is no need to just look at the photos on your phone or computer.Let yourself just look in the direction of the city and miss him.

But at this moment, although they are face to face, the distance is still so far away.

Is she really just the guardian of his hole cards?

"How do you know it's not you if you haven't tried, you're so sure that woman is your happiness, there's something I can't compare to her, there's something I don't fit for you, you tell me."

Chu Mingzhu asked Xiao Tian loudly.In her opinion.She would be Xiao Tian's good helper in any way.Her age, her beauty, her knowledge and intelligence, her identity and status.She couldn't think of anything that didn't suit him.

How could Xiao Tian tell where Chu Mingzhu was bad?

Compared to Ouyang Qing, her only drawback is that on the surface she is not as gentle as Ouyang Qing, but in fact, she is already like a little woman in front of him.

"Pearl, you're very good, but feelings don't compare like this, and when the right man in your life comes along one day, you'll understand how I feel right now." Xiao Tian really couldn't explain the reason why he didn't choose Chu Mingzhu.This was the only reason he found that sounded more reasonable... He's not the right one for her.

The right person in life... It was a feeling he had the moment he knew he was in love with Caiyue, a strange feeling that couldn't be explained, and it set her apart from all women, even if she wasn't as good as other women.

"The right man in my life is you.I have never liked any man since I was a child.I have never thought about any man.Only you make me worry about me.Let me be willing to do whatever it takes, as long as I can be by your side.

I've thought about it and tried to let myself let go of you.But I can't do it.Xiao Tian.I can't forget you.I'm Chu Mingzhu not a woman who no one loves.If I can not love you.Why should I let myself beg you to love me like I am now."

Chu Mingzhu said as tears flowed out again.

Xiao Tian believed that everything Chu Mingzhu said was true, but he really couldn't give it what she wanted.

"Pearl, I know how you feel right now, just like when I was here that summer, I said my heart was dead, but soon I met Caiyue, my heart is alive again, and you feel like I have to do it now, but when the man in your life who really belongs to you appears, you will find that you can feel happy with him, believe me, when the time comes, everything will change."

"No, it's not." Chu Mingzhu collapsed in Xiao Tian's arms even more than he had just been in the car, and began to cry again. I don't want you to come to me just because your business needs me.

"Don't do that, we can't do that." Xiao Tian wanted to push Chu Mingzhu away, but Chu Mingzhu hugged him too tightly, he couldn't push him away at all, helpless, he could only gently pat her back again, comforting her.

Chu Mingzhu cried for a while, slowly raised his head from Xiao Tian's arms, stared at him, and said to Xiao Tian with tears on his face: "Xiao Tian, you know how much I love you, I can be your permanent hole card keeper, and I will turn over that hole card for you at any time you need to. I don't ask you to do anything for me, but you can't kiss me like kissing her."

Xiao Tian felt that his heart was really stinging, he felt that it was not only the bottom of his heart, but also that his nose was a little pantothenic.

He likes Chu Mingzhu, she has an extremely outstanding and very attractive beauty and sexiness, she has a wisdom and courage that is rare in her age, and she also has the vitality, enthusiasm and simplicity commensurate with her current age.

His long-lasting, almost family-like affection for Ouyang Qing prevented him from having the kind of intimacy between a man and a woman with her, but Chu Mingzhu was different, she came into contact with him as a woman who loved him when she appeared in front of him, she was direct and bold, decisive and brave.

Xiao Tian even thought that if Cai Yue appeared later, he and Chu Mingzhu would probably develop into a real lover relationship, and in fact, she was indeed one of the few women he had ever thought about and really had an intimate relationship with her.

He really couldn't look at Chu Mingzhu's tearful eyes like this and refuse her, he didn't even dare to agree to Chu Mingzhu's request to kiss her.

Real life is far more complicated and ugly than romance and romance movies, and he can't guarantee that after this kiss he will be soft on her and agree to her more demands, or just because of the momentary weakness of his body and will, he will really have more sex with her.

It's not that there is no man who can't sit still.He used to do this to her.But reality tells him never to overestimate yourself and underestimate your opponent.

And this kiss may become a good memory for her to spend with him in the future, but it can also become a poison that breaks her heart.

He turned around again, turned his back to Chu Mingzhu, and said after being ruthless: "Zhu'er, you will always be the noble princess in my heart, take good care of yourself, rest early."

After speaking, Xiao Tian quickly opened the door of the suite and walked away quickly.

Chu Mingzhu felt a gust of cold wind blowing in her face, so cold, so cold, she hugged herself tightly, only to find that she was still wearing Xiao Tian's coat.

She slowly closed the door, wrapped her hands around Xiao Tian's coat, and the tears slipped silently.