Chapter 297: Going Away Alone and Parting
Gu Qiuyue stood aside, stunned to look at the two girls crying and laughing, thinking that they hadn't seen each other for a long time, they missed each other very much, and couldn't help crying, but listening to them, it was obviously not like this.
She was confused in her heart, she didn't know what the two of them were whispering, and she wanted to avoid her, not wanting her to hear it.
But there is one thing she understands, He Mengying is going to the capital for graduate school, and she is leaving today, the train at half past six in the afternoon, it seems that the time is very tight, I don't know who else is involved in this matter, so that the two of them are so solemn.
"Mengying, I'll cook something delicious and eat at home at noon. Gu Qiuyue looked at the backs of the two girls and said.
He Mengying smiled back and thanked: "Auntie, don't be busy, Xiaojing and I went out to eat, just went out shopping, and there will be few opportunities like this in the future." ”
Su Xiaojing closed the bedroom door, pressed He Mengying on the bed, and asked eagerly, "You really didn't tell Liu Zhiyu about such a big thing?"
These days, He Mengying is also exhausted, her butt is touched by the soft bed, and she lies lazily on the bed, still resting comfortably like this.
She looked at the ceiling, opened her red lips, and said slowly: "It's a big deal, I didn't tell him, my original mobile phone number has been thrown away, I just want to say goodbye to the past." I haven't been in touch with him since my phone was turned off, I don't know anything about him, and if you don't tell me, he probably doesn't know about me. ”
"Hmph, what you commanded at that time was so decisive, can I say it! Do you know how tired my heart is when I hide it from him like this? Let's get along with the three of us, isn't it impossible for you to say goodbye to him? I don't know what you think, I think it's better to tell him about this matter, and it's not like I won't see each other for the rest of my life!" Su Xiaojing's words in her heart have been holding back, almost holding back the problem, and when she says it at this time, her heart is more comfortable.
"Hey!" He Mengying sighed, "Yes, in order to forget, maybe we will never see each other for the rest of our lives." I'm completely disappointed in Yunjiang, and I may have few chances to come back in the future, so if you miss me, go to the capital to find me. As for Liu Zhiyu, I can only thank him from the bottom of my heart, I will remember his kindness for the rest of my life, I can only do this, I can't help it. ”
He Mengying said indifferently, but her heart is like colic, it is easy to leave, but it is difficult to forget. That feeling, not love, is better than friendship, it should be family affection, she thinks so, she can only think like this. He was so kind to her that she could not repay her, but she could only remember it forever.
"You, how can you think like this? Is this the result of your calm thinking?" Su Xiaojing reproached angrily and glared at He Mengying.
"Huh. He Mengying sat up and smiled bitterly, "Well, I think so, am I very paranoid? Is it indifferent and ruthless? Xiaoxiao, you know that I am not that kind of person, you know in my heart, I will never lose you as a best friend, even if we are separated by the world, we can't work together, we can't see each other often, but you are always my best confidant in this life, the closest relative." ”
He Mengying said, tears flowed down again, her heartache only Su Xiaojing understood, she couldn't tell anyone else, even if her loved ones couldn't, she had already made up her mind to leave, let alone confide in Liu Zhiyu, she couldn't help but raise her hand and rub her heart, it was a heart-rending pain, this pain can only be borne by herself.
Su Xiaojing also cried, walked over and hugged He Mengying tightly, speechless to each other, let the tears flow, so many years of sisterhood day and night, how could they suppress the surging heart, in Su Xiaojing's room, let the tears flow like a small river, rippling with many good memories.
"Let's go out, find a place to eat, I'll invite you, give you food." Su Xiaojing wiped her tears and said.
Women love to cry, women are sensual, but women are not fragile, and women are not cowardly. Women are strong, women are brave, forget the pain, face life, come out of crying, and welcome the future with a smile.
In the private room of the café, soft music washes people's hearts and calms their restless moods, but Su Xiaojing and He Mengying's moods are always difficult to calm down.
Two people sit next to each other, sipping coffee, confiding in each other, sometimes crying and sometimes laughing, there have been joys and pains, all of which make them remember deeply, all the feelings have been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, they want to keep time, let time stand still, but that is all luxury.
They didn't go shopping, and they didn't have that mood, they just wanted to spend such a short time together quietly, cherish each other, and have true feelings.
Time is shallow, like a year of water; floating life is like tea, sweet and bitter thoughts. They take a sip of bitter coffee, experience a sense of life and a trace of coolness, and enjoy a purity and leisure that belongs to the soul.
Life is like this cup of bitter coffee, the sweetness contains bitterness, and the bitterness also has a hint of sweetness.
The afternoon was very short, and before they could say enough of what was in their hearts, it was time to part. There are profits and losses in the month, and the flowers are blooming, and I want to say goodbye to the most bitter part of life. Affectionate parting since ancient times, even more so Kan, snubbing the Qingqiu Festival! Where to wake up tonight? This past year should be a good day and a good time. Even though there are thousands of styles, who can you talk to?
Su Xiaojing was reluctant to give up, and He Mengying couldn't speak. In the end, He Mengying still said what was in her heart, if she didn't say it, she would be sad for a long time.
"Xiaoxiao, I'm about to leave, I want to say I'm sorry, not because of my selfishness, but because I can't help myself. Originally, there was a good start between you and Liu Zhiyu, and it should go on smoothly and happily until you fell in love with each other and finally entered the palace of marriage. However, because of my opportunity to join, it disrupted your emotional exchange, and the relationship between the three of us became ambiguous, which is the effect I subconsciously want to pursue, I know it's not good, but I still can't help but do it, please don't blame me......" He Mengying glanced at Su Xiaojing apologetically and said.
"Mengmeng, don't say that, I never blamed you, this is our true feelings, and everything goes naturally. You ......" Su Xiaojing interrupted He Mengying's words.
He Mengying raised her hand and interrupted Su Xiaojing's words again, smiled and said, "Your heart, I know, you listen to me." Because Liu Zhiyu helped us, I don't know when it started, so I had a good impression of him, and I also had more feelings in my heart, I want to compete with you, after all, women like good men. My time with you was my happiest and happiest time, and I want to thank you for spending this wonderful time with me. Now I'm leaving, and I won't come back in the future, so my heart is down, Liu Zhiyu will be completely handed over to you, he belongs to you, you have to treat him well, my heart is here for you. Liu Zhiyu has kindness and love for me, and treats me like a sister, I know that it is not love, it is a purer, purer and greater family-like love, I can't repay him anymore, this is my biggest regret in this life. But, thankfully, you, my best friend. Xiaoxiao, with you, I can rest assured, you can answer the message to him for me. I will look at you from afar, silently bless you, and sincerely wish you happiness. ”
He Mengying's voice fell, looking down at the coffee on the table, this coffee is really bitter, but there is sweetness in bitterness, pain is temporary, happiness is eternal, she raised her clear eyes again, smiled sweetly, and sincerely blessed her best friend.
Su Xiaojing listened to He Mengying's words, and hugged her affectionately, at this time they had no tears, the tears had dried up, and their hearts had become strong, what was parting was people, what remained unchanged was the heart, their friendship would never change, their hearts were connected to each other, for a lifetime.
"Mengmeng, don't say you're sorry, there's nothing sorry between us, and you don't have to blame yourself for anything. As for Liu Zhiyu's matter, we have just started, and we can't talk about love yet, so we are equal, and any of us have a chance. It's just that I didn't expect that you would go so resolutely. I understand your heart, I empathize with your suffering, I will help you realize your wishes, and I will bless you with your blessings. Since you don't want to go back to Yunjiang, I miss you, I will go to the capital to find you, our hearts are always connected, and we will remain unchanged for the rest of our lives. Su Xiaojing held He Mengying's hand tightly, her palms facing each other, and her hearts were connected.
"Well, you must come to me, I will miss you. He Mengying smiled faintly.
"I will definitely go, besides, parting is not the end, but a new beginning. Your dream is in the capital, that is the city where you began to cultivate a new world in your life, and your future life will be even better, I always firmly believe. Su Xiaojing made a guarantee.
"Hehe, I also dream that we all have a better future. Although dreams are like stars in the sky, we may never be able to pick them up, but they can show us the way. As long as we walk on the bright path and always pursue the dreams in our hearts, I firmly believe that we will be happy. He Mengying's eyes were full of brightness, and her heart became more and more determined.
Su Xiaojing accompanied He Mengying back to her residence to pick up the suitcase, He Mengying had already taken care of everything, the house was also cleaned up, and she could just take her things to the train station to take the train.
He Mengying told Su Xiaojing that the house was given to her brother so that her family could have a place to live when they came to the city, which was the only real big thing she could do for her relatives.
He Mengying hugged Su Xiaojing tightly, reluctant to separate, and Su Xiaojing was not like this. At the moment of parting, tears are spilled, and in the end, it is still necessary to leave.
"Xiaoxiao, I gave my heart to you, you have to be good, I have to be good, we all have to be good, remember to go to the capital to see me, goodbye in the capital......" He Mengying tried to smile, this is not life and death, this is a new beginning of life, she should be happy.
"Well, definitely, Mengmeng, I'll go see you!" Su Xiaojing smiled back. Watching He Mengying's figure disappear into the carriage, she knew that she had to smile and watch He Mengying leave, a smile ignited hope, and a smile predicted the future.