Deadwood closed the door, and a person was stupid, staying in the dilapidated façade room.

Heart, it hurts.

My heart really hurts.

My heart hurts, really, really.

regret

I regret it,

I really regret it.

But in this world, there is no regret medicine.

Deadwood went mad,

Scold yourself,

Hit yourself,

Hate yourself,

Scold yourself why you are so stupid,

Why are you so naïve to hit yourself,

Hate yourself for being so brainless.

Clothes are reluctant to buy expensive clothes, meals are reluctant to eat good, things are reluctant to buy, money is reluctant to spend, hard work and frugality for several years, save a penny and save a hundred thousand, once all given to others, I am afraid that it is not enough, and I borrow a set of credit cards to others.

Is there anyone more stupid in the world than him?

Deadwood's heart is like ashes, regretting not being at the beginning, and seriously suspecting that there is something wrong with his brain.

Once, again, and again, the dead wood slapped and slapped, and his big mouth twitched himself, and his face was hot and painful.

Not enough, not enough, the dead wood wants to wake himself up, and he wants this painful pain to make himself remember it for a long time.

Before I knew it, it was getting dark. The dead wood, who was physically and mentally exhausted, got up like a walking corpse, and walked back to the rented house insensitively, and as soon as the front foot entered the door, the back foot of the landlord's aunt followed.

"Deadwood, you're back. This month's rent has been paid, and it has been in arrears for a week. The landlord spread out her hands and put the payment codes of Alipay and WeChat in her hands: "Alipay WeChat is still cash." ”

"Auntie, I'm gone" Deadwood's voice was a little blurred, with tears in his eyes: "I was cheated, and now I have no money on me, and I still owe a lot of debt." ”

"It's okay, who hasn't encountered something yet. ”

The landlord's aunt looked at the dead wood, which was obviously bigger, and the face was red and purple with palm prints, and the eyes full of tears that were almost about to shed tears, obviously felt that the state of the dead wood was not right, and hurriedly comforted:

"Xiaomu, you've been living with Auntie for half a year, and the contact time is not very long, but Auntie can see that you are a good boy. In life, who doesn't encounter some difficulties. Don't be afraid of things, you still have to live your life, it's better to die than to live, don't do stupid things. Auntie is also older, sixty or seventy, I can't help you, so let's do it, Auntie doesn't want the rent these days. ”

"Thank you, Auntie, thank you, I'll move tomorrow. ”

Deadwood bowed deeply to his aunt by bending over 90°. Auntie's kindness made the dead wood's already cold heart regain a trace of warmth.

"It's okay, it's okay, that's all Auntie can help, but you'll have to move out tomorrow. The landlord's aunt emphasized, turned around on crutches, and walked tremblingly towards home.

Deadwood clenched his fists, and secretly made up his mind:

"If you succeed and get ahead in the future, you must repay the landlord and aunt well. ”

Deadwood stood at the door of the room, silently watching the aunt take a step, trembling step after step, moving into the door, and then turning and entering the door.

Deadwood closed the door and lay on the bed, reached out and took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and said secretly in his heart:

"Hey, now I don't have a penny, I still owe a lot of debt, and I can only find a substitute to pay it back first, and the most important thing is how to live in the future.

In terms of accommodation, the house will be settled in the Internet café first, and there is no need to spend money.

You can't skip food, and even if you eat less, you need money.

Hey, a penny is hard to beat a hero, I have thoroughly realized it today.

I can't help it, now I can only ask my friends to help.

If you owe me money, let them repay it all and lend me some more, as well as my brothers, I used to help you, and now I need your help when I am in trouble. ”

Deadwood flipped out the address book of his mobile phone, flipped to the phone marked Wang Jianhong, and dialed the phone.

Wang Jianhong and Deadwood are fellow villagers, dropped out of school early to work, and did not meet for a long time.

"Wang Jianhong, you send me the money you owe me, I need it urgently. "Deadwood gets straight to the point.

"Who are you???" Wang Jianhong seemed to be a little confused, he couldn't remember the dead wood, and asked a little uncertainly when he heard that he was asked to pay back the money.

"I'm deadwood, when I was in Taiyuan, you said that you had money in hand, so I gave you 800, I didn't ask you if I didn't need it urgently, but now I have something to use. Deadwood patiently explained.

"Hehe, Deadwood, just a little money, do you want it? Besides, you gave me this money voluntarily, and you are embarrassed to ask for such a little money? I really misread you, don't contact you in the future." ”

With a "snap", Wang Jianhong hung up the phone. Deadwood called again and kept showing that it was on the call, and the WeChat message showed that it was rejected.

"What the hell!" Deadwood was a little angry, muttered a word of annoyance, and pulled Wang Jianhong into the blacklist.

The address book of the mobile phone flipped to a phone marked Zhao Qing and pressed the dial button.

Zhao Qing, a colleague who used to work for Deadwood, because they are all fellow villagers and young, Deadwood has always taken good care of him, and when they work together, they will say that they have something at home to ask Deadwood to borrow 500 yuan, and they have not paid it back.

"Hello, the call you made is down. Deadwood hung up the phone helplessly, clicked on WeChat, and found that the message was rejected, and it turned out that he had already been blocked.

"Hehe, Zhao Qing, if I take care of you so much, this 500 is quite a dog feed. Deadwood was angry and decisively blocked Zhao Qing's mobile phone WeChat.

The phone's address book flipped through a phone number marked with the prince, and called directly.

The prince is a friend of Deadwood, and they often hang out together because of the same job. After the prince took out a loan to buy a car, the capital turnover could not be opened, and the dead wood contracted his food for most of the year.

"Prince, I haven't seen you for a long time, what are you doing?" Deadwood greeted warmly.

"Brother Mu, what is the matter with the phone call?" replied the prince.

"My brother has been in trouble recently and wants to borrow some money. "Deadwood gets straight to the point.

"Okay, okay, I'll send it to you later, I'm playing with the girl here, hang up first." The prince hung up the phone. After a while, WeChat received a message: "I'm sorry, it's inconvenient to talk with a girl around, and I don't have much money, so I still have to play with my sister, you can figure it out yourself." ”

"Hehe~" Deadwood smiled bitterly and dialed the phone number marked Brother Feng, Brother Feng and Deadwood had business dealings before, and the two cooperated very happily, Deadwood gave Brother Feng a lot of support, and Brother Feng also gave Deadwood a lot of discounts in terms of price. Later, Deadwood changed careers and cooperated a lot, but the connection between the two has not been broken.

"Brother Feng, I haven't seen you for a long time, what have you been busy with lately. Deadwood said.

"Dead wood, what can you do, I'm busy making money, I'm finally in business for a few days, I'm busy with my brother to arrange a wine party, let's have a meal together." "Brother Feng is still as heroic as before.

"Brother Feng, you don't need to eat, just wait for you to get together when you are free, don't break the bank. My brother is experiencing something now, and he needs some capital turnover, so help my brother. Deadwood said.

"Oh, what's going on with you here?" Brother Feng asked tentatively, Deadwood didn't hide it, and briefly explained the matter.

"Oh, what you did was not reliable, you used to do a good job of traveling, and my brother still has high hopes for you, I am very optimistic about you, and I will give you such a big discount. After listening to this, Brother Feng pondered for a while and said, "Is this tourism still dry?"

"The tour has been temporarily suspended, so let's solve this trouble first, and we'll see later. "Deadwood tells the truth.

"Oh, the tour has stopped, I'm not sure if I'll do it or not!" Brother Feng's tone changed significantly: "Xiaomu, it's not that my brother won't help you, my brother has no money now, the money for doing our work is too heavy, and a lot of accounts have not been settled. ”

"By the way, I'm with your brother Liu, he's not much better than me, so don't contact him to trouble people. ”

"Brother Feng, are you finished, you have to sing after eating. Deadwood, who was about to reply, heard someone else's voice on the phone, and was talking to Brother Feng, Brother Feng replied: "What's the hurry, I can still lose you for a treat, and I will call a few little girls to have fun with you when I sing for a while, I will treat you." ”

"Dead wood, there's something going on here, brother, hang up first. After Brother Feng finished speaking, he hung up the phone, and there was a faint sound of clinking glasses and fists on the other side of the phone.

Deadwood's heart was cold, and he opened the address book to a phone marked the original day, and dialed it after a long time.

Yuan Tian is a good friend of Deadwood, the two are quite close to each other, although they have not known each other for a long time, but the two have nothing to talk about, eat and live together, work together, and really miss that good time. It's a pity that Yuan Tian's family had an accident and owed a lot of debts, and he has been making money to pay off his debts all these years.

"Yuan Tian, how are you doing?" said Deadwood.

"Hehe, Brother Mu laughed, you don't know my situation, where it is getting better, I have been busy paying off my debts in the past few years. Yuan Tian smiled helplessly.

"Hey, I know the situation on your side, I've helped you for so many years, I'll lend you a little 20,000 yuan, I also know your difficulties, I haven't asked you for it, it's not that I can't help it, I won't look for you, I'm in trouble now, how much do you give first. Deadwood said sincerely.

"I have one or two hundred on me now, you wait for me to see if I can make up some. Yuan Tian hung up the phone after speaking. After a while, WeChat prompted that 300 yuan had been received.

……

Deadwood smiled bitterly, always thinking that he was a good mix, all brothers in the four seas, and only when he encountered something did he realize how ridiculous everything was.

What a deformed world? Those who owe money have become uncles, and those who borrow money with kindness are not as good as grandchildren.

When I asked you to borrow money, they were like grandsons, and they knelt down and begged you. When they asked them to pay back, they pretended that their grandson knelt down and begged, hehe~

If you owe yourself money, you will give some money on the same day, although it is a dime, but you can still admit it.

The rest, hehe, either blocked and deleted, or you don't have any money, what can you do with me.

Haha, this deformed world.

Willing to give, the dead wood that has never opened his mouth to beg for people, and the first time he borrowed money in his life, he suffered Waterloo. There are only a few classmates who haven't been in touch for a long time, but they are quite mixed up at school. After leaving school, I met people who thought they had a good relationship, and those so-called friends were all perfunctory, and their acting skills were superb, comparable to actors.

"Hehe, adversity sees the truth, what a false beauty, it turns out that everything is just my own wishful thinking. ”

Deadwood put down his phone, and the tears he held back were like bursting a levee, and he couldn't control it anymore - he poured down.

Mourning is greater than heart death, dead wood lying on the bed smiling miserably~