Chapter Seventy-Three: Anger, Humiliation, and Despair

Guo Yang sighed. He suddenly thought that whether Xue Chunlan lost her judgment, or used the topic to play, or deliberately made a big fuss, when it came to this, he couldn't continue to talk to Xue Chunlan, no matter what he said, she wouldn't believe in preconceived ideas.

Guo Yang turned his head to look at Zhou Bing with a calm gaze: "Xiaoice, I can't explain it, but I have a clear conscience, my feelings for you have not been mixed with the slightest distraction from beginning to end, not in the past, and not now." ”

Zhou Bing got up and smiled softly: "What should I do, let Mom, make you so angry." I don't know what Yang Yang is like? Mom, don't listen to this kind of rumors!"

Zhou Bing walked up to Guo Yang and took Guo Yang's hand: "Yangyang, I believe in you!"

Xue Chunlan was furious: "Don't pretend to be so innocent and pitiful! People like you, I know what's going on! Don't think I don't know the lowly and ugly face in your bones, that Ji Ran is the daughter of Ji Danian, secretary of the Political and Legal Committee of the municipal party committee, you step on two boats, left and right, and coax girls everywhere, isn't it just to climb high branches? Why, when I see my opposition to you and Xiaoice, I look at the princess of Secretary Ji's family again? Ill-intentioned and morally corrupt!"

Zhou Dingnan's face changed, and he grabbed Xue Chunlan's hand: "Chunlan, what are you talking about?"

Zhou Bing almost cried on the spot, because of shock and anger, her whole delicate body was trembling violently, if it wasn't for Zhou Dingnan's quick hand to come over and support her, she would fall to the ground and faint.

Mother Xue Chunlan actually said such bottomless and hurtful words, this kind of unobstructed, torrential humiliation full of open guns and hidden arrows, even no one can accept it!

Guo Yang's head banged, his face turned red, and he felt that his entire chest was about to explode!

Xue Chunlan's sentences were like knives that directly crushed his self-esteem, and at this time, he felt that the world was spinning, in addition to sadness, it was still sad, but it was immediately replaced by endless anger.

Xue Chunlan's face froze, she knew that she had said too much in anger. The corners of her mouth twitched, and she sat there embarrassed, silent.

Guo Yangqiang couldn't help but spin the world, settled down, and looked at Xue Chunlan who was sitting on the sofa. At this moment, a deep despair rose in his heart, and he began to wonder whether his initial insistence was right or wrong.

He had to admit and face such a reality, on the issue of marriage, the concept of the ancestor proposed by the family has been verified by countless realities.

The huge gap between the so-called superior and ordinary people has a natural and irrefillable gap in terms of psychology, emotion, and behavior, and the contempt for sentient beings, the arrogance of the superiority, and the deep-rooted belief that all the lowly people regard as lowly in the other party's bones are far from being changed by his personal strength.

Love, of course, is a matter of two people. Guo Yang thinks that no one can separate him from Zhou Bing, and the only one who can separate the two is themselves. But the destination of love is marriage, and he wants to marry not only Zhou Bing, but also accept Zhou Bing's family, and vice versa.

Even if two people break through all obstacles and come together, then in the future, the estrangement and even hostility with each other's families is not a good thing for him, and it is not a painful torture for Zhou Bing?

Guo Yang slowly closed his eyes, and two tears rolled down his eyes.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

In his previous life, he let go because of anger and humiliation. And in this life, he once again had the idea of letting go, but not out of anger, but out of sadness and despair, and out of some kind of love.

If his love wants Zhou Bing to pay the pain of breaking with his family and a lifetime of spiritual pain, then what is the meaning of such love? !

Guo Yang slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were full of sadness and gloom, he smiled reluctantly, and said softly: "Aunt Xue, I understand, I finally figured it out." ”

"In your heart, whether you admit it or not, a person from a humble background like me should not have any thoughts of wrongdoing. I am an ordinary person, I am not qualified to be the son-in-law of the Zhou family, although I have never thought of climbing anyone's high branches, but in fact, I am with Xiaoice, I am afraid that I will not be able to escape these rumors in this life. ”

"I don't deny that your words have touched my bottom line. I once told Xiaoice that I will try not to give up until you accept me. But now it seems that if my love makes Xiaoice, you and your family, and me so painful, then there is really no way to continue this kind of love!"

"Yangyang...... Don't!" Zhou Bing was shocked, unable to control his emotions anymore, and fell into his father's arms crying.

"Xiaoice, please forgive me, I can only let go, because our love is too heavy and suffocates me. Moreover, my love will keep you living in the abyss of pain for the rest of your life, and I can't do that!"

After Guo Yang finished speaking, he turned around and walked slowly towards the door.

Zhou Dingnan hugged his daughter who fainted because he was too excited, and said in a trembling voice: "Xiao Guo, your aunt is also unintentional, don't mind too much, you come back, at least I support you!"

Guo Yang's footsteps froze, his body shook, but he still strode away.

Behind him, Zhou Dingnan's angry and helpless voice came: "Chunlan, you ...... What can I say about you?!"

……

Guo Yang didn't know how he left the Zhou family, he stumbled and ran on the Dongfeng Road leading from the Nanshan villa area to the city, and his mind was blank. He didn't know how he got into the flamingo bar in the city, and he got drunk again, and was finally discovered by Feng Qi, who had come to drink with friends, and took him back to Feng's house.

Early morning.

The two-headed yellow orioles raised by Old Man Feng on the balcony of the Feng family chirped and chirped, waking up Guo Yang who had a splitting headache, and at the same time, a low conversation between Feng Qi and Feng Yuanliang came into his ears: "Dad, I'll talk to Guo Yang in a while, don't worry about it!"

"What's going on with the girl of the Zhou family? Why did they break up again?" Old Man Feng frowned: "Young man, it's really unreasonable, you don't do your business in a good time, you have to waste time by torturing yourself in these things of love and love, why bother?"

"Guo Yang drank too much last night, and the words he spoke to me were intermittent, but I made a phone call to Zhou Dingnan last night, and I basically understood it clearly-Xue Chunlan is really too much, and she is too deceitful, how can a person with such strong self-esteem endure her endless humiliation? Okay, Dad, don't worry about it......"

Guo Yang slowly closed his eyes, and his eyes appeared in front of Zhou Bing's delicate face that was painfully distorted before parting last night, the corners of his mouth trembled, and his heart trembled and spasmed.

"Xiaoice, forgive me, sometimes, letting go is also a kind of love. I hope you can understand that I don't give up by letting go, but for you to live a better life in the future. ”