Chapter 5: The Four Seasons (8) (4)
These days, Jin Ye always has trouble sleeping at night. Sometimes I also get sleepy, which makes my father and mother sleep badly. Ye Er thought that it was the same old mistake from the previous year, so she hurriedly ran to ask Jin Lian to take a look, and then make trouble. Sure enough, Jin Lian said that Jin Ye's soul had fallen, and asked her to burn a piece of paper at night on the high slope where the shrine was placed at the foot of the North Mountain, and it would be good to chatter. Because of the miracle a few years ago, Ye'er firmly believed in Jin Lian's words. She hurried back in a hurry, wanting to call the people of her second brother to handle it. She waded across the river, and as soon as she landed on the riverbank, she collided head-on with Jing'er, and there was nowhere to hide.
Ye Er was flustered and wanted to turn sideways. As soon as I walked to Jing'er's side, I heard Jing'er ask quietly, are you okay. It was this sentence that made Ye Er stop raising her toes suddenly. Her body stiffened as if she were about to stop breathing.
Ye Er involuntarily whispered back, It's okay, what about you.
Jing'er sighed softly and replied in a low voice, not good.
Ye Er's heart trembled and asked, What's wrong.
Jing'er said, you know, you know my thoughts.
Ye'er's heart was about to jump out of her throat. She pretended to be calm and stroked the ends of her hair that had been blown by the mountain wind, and said, how can I understand your mind, I am not you.
Ye'er's actions gave Jing'er a sense of intimacy that had not been seen for a long time. Ye'er's action of brushing her hair is still so familiar. A few years have passed, and the movements are still so natural and soft, and the demeanor is still so peaceful and charming, although the peace cannot hide a little panic. In the eyes of the current Jing'er, Ye'er is still the original Ye'er. It's just that there is an unfamiliar complexion condensed between the eyebrows, which Ye Er has never had.
Jing'er stared at Ye'er's eyes and said, you know, it's your mind that I can't guess.
Ye Er replied in a panic, It's not what it used to be, don't you dare to think about it. Find someone worthy of you, and my mind will be gone. Don't take yourself lightly. With that, she quickly flashed past Jing'er and rushed towards the house.
Jing'er was stunned. He recalled what Ye Er said over and over again, and felt that Ye Er didn't seem to have any thoughts about himself, just his own wishful thinking. Suddenly, an unspeakable sourness and grievance came to my heart. He squatted weakly on the ground, holding his face in his hands, choking and sobbing.
Jing'er's illness seems to be getting worse. When he returned home in the evening, he didn't eat, so he lay on the bed wrapped in his clothes. It seems to be asleep, but in fact it is not asleep at all. Maosheng came over several times to ask Jing'er why he didn't eat, but Jing'er was impatiently sent out. Maosheng didn't dare to go again, so he told Muqin and asked her to ask Jing'er what was going on. Xylophone also felt strange, so he rushed over, took off the quilt on Jing'er's body, and asked what was going on, was he sick.
Jing'er said, I'm not sick, I ate too much at noon, and my stomach is uncomfortable.
Muqin looked at Jing'er suspiciously, I'm afraid not.
Jing'er got up with a grunt and asked, why are you so annoying? I said it, and you don't believe it. Then you say, why don't I want to eat? If you don't do anything like that, you can take care of useless things, it's too idle.
The xylophone made Jing'er stunned, she didn't expect Jing'er to talk to herself like this. has always robbed others by himself, but today he called his baby cub to rob him fiercely. had the heart to reprimand Jing'er, who was becoming more and more undisciplined, and saw Jing'er's pitiful appearance, and his heart softened first. Xylophone exited the room bored, ignoring him.