The beginning of adversity, true parental affection
The landlord's eldest brother saw that Deadwood hung up the phone, and he came back to his senses when he was unresponsive, and said embarrassedly:
"Uh, you're on the phone?"
"It's okay, it's okay, it's already hanging. What are you looking for me?" looked at the landlord brother who looked like himself with a simple face, and the dead wood really couldn't get angry, so he said helplessly.
"It's okay, it's okay. The landlord touched his head, smiled shyly and said: "Dead wood, you haven't cleaned up yet, I'm resting tomorrow, I'm fine at home, I'll come over to see if there is anything you need help with! ”
"Jingle bell, jingle bell~" As soon as I hung up the phone, the mobile phone rang, and the dead wood saw that it was my father calling again, so I hung up the phone casually, and my father called again as soon as I put down the phone.
"Okay, then you get busy first, I'll go back, something to call me tomorrow." ”
The landlord heard the mobile phone ringing, rang non-stop, waved his hand and turned to leave.
Deadwood got up and closed the door and locked it, and connected the phone: "Dad, why are you in such a hurry?
"Why do you want to move suddenly, where are you moving, what is going on????" as soon as the phone was answered, my father asked questions like a cannonball.
"Dad, it's okay, I don't want to live here, I want to change places. Deadwood said perfunctorily.
As the dead wood spoke, his heart beat a drum, and the secret saying was not good:
Oh no, Dad doesn't know how much he's heard, no, I can't let him worry, I have to find a way to stabilize him first.
"If you lie to me again, I will hear it. Say, what's going on, what's going on?" Father was a little angry, and his voice was much higher.
"Dad, it's really okay, you're thinking too much. Deadwood said with a slurp.
"Is there something wrong with the beauty and health shop? That daughter-in-law has been gone for two or three months and hasn't come back, is it because she ran away with the money and is not ready to come back at all?" ”
"Dad, it's okay, I can solve it myself. Deadwood didn't want his father to worry about his own affairs anymore, so he hurriedly said.
"Solve it? How do you solve it? You can solve a fart. I invested so much money, and I didn't hear a single one, and now no one can find it, come, tell me, what will you do?" the father yelled angrily.
"Dad, I ......" A sour feeling welled up from his nostrils, and Deadwood's heart was full of grievances and helplessness, and he couldn't speak.
"You wait, I'll go down right away. Father said unquestioningly.
"Dad, where did you get the car at night......" Before Deadwood finished speaking, his father had already hung up the phone decisively.
Deadwood stared blankly ahead, although the light was on, it was dark in front of him, and it was as silent as death.
A cool breeze blew, and the dead wood shuddered and curled up in a ball.
A cold breath gradually spread:
helplessness, helplessness, frustration, melancholy, boredom, grief, depression, grievance, sorrow, melancholy, loss, depression, loneliness, inferiority, sadness, sadness......
The dead wood is all gone, there is no love in life, the mentality collapses, and the thoughts of suicide come to my heart.
Suddenly, Dad's voice hit my heart, and Dead Wood instantly burst into tears.
……
"Tick~Tick~" The clock on the wall is still walking at a regular pace, full of rhythm, and time passes slowly minute by minute.
I don't know how long it took, as if petrified, the dead wood was motionless, huddled in the dark corner with its head bowed, quietly waiting for the final judgment.
"Baby, open the door!"
The sound of the father's wheezing and talking, accompanied by the knock of "Dong Dong Dong ~", broke the silence of the night.
In the room, the head was curled up, the tormented dead wood, slowly raised his head, and his dull eyes silently stared at the door with the stiff rotation of his neck.
The heart is burning, hesitating, hesitating, uneasy, and overwhelmed......
In a short period of time, it seems that centuries have passed, and Deadwood thinks about a lot of things.
Parents have worked hard for themselves for most of their lives, and they must not shut their parents out of the door and avoid them.
No matter how much you fail, you can't be unfilial.
Deadwood held his hands on the wall, struggled to get up, dragged his heavy body, moved his stiff legs, and numbly, approached the door, trembling his hands, and opened the door.
"Dad, I'm ...... I'm useless, I'm ...... Right...... I'm sorry for you. ”
Deadwood didn't say a word, and said with a sobbing voice, his voice a little vague and intermittent.
"Manly man, what has become of crying!" a woman's angry roar came from behind her father.
"Mom, you...... How do you ...... What's coming?" Deadwood shuddered, stopped crying, and said with a trembling lips, his voice a little shaky.
"Can I not come if there is such a big incident?" the mother yelled angrily.
"Mom, didn't you sleep with a leg pain? How are your legs now, are you feeling better?" asked Deadwood, a little worried.
"Do you still know that you care about your mother? Thank God for letting me and your dad worry less, it's not worrying at all for such a big person, look at the good things you do. Mother hated that iron could not become steel, and said angrily.
"Mom, I'm ......"
Deadwood was sad and speechless, his heart was aggrieved and ashamed, and tears gushed out involuntarily.
"You can't say a few words, no one wants these things to happen, and the baby feels uncomfortable. When my father saw the appearance of the dead wood, he was distressed and uncomfortable, and rebuked his mother.
"Hmph~" The mother glared at the father, then at the poor dead wood, and stood aside without saying a word.
Deadwood looked at his elderly parents, his heart was like a knife, he couldn't breathe in pain, hesitated for a moment, and couldn't help but say:
"Dad, Mom, you must be tired from rushing all the way down, go sit in the house, don't stand outside the door. ”
Deadwood got out of the way, took his parents into the room, and sat down on the couch.
"Dad, Mom, you two sit down and rest first, and I'll pour you two cups of tea. ”
In the eyes of parents, you will always be their child, obscure and selfless, pay for you, whether rich or poor, health or disease, whether good or bad in life, when you need it most, you can never give up.
Staying by his parents' side, Deadwood's irritable heart calmed down, as if the sky was falling, and it was no big deal.
Deadwood turned around and took the kettle to boil water, took out the teapot, put the tea leaves, filled it with boiling water, poured a cup of tea for his father and mother, and the three of them sat quietly on the sofa, not knowing what they were thinking.
"Baby, your mother and I are here, let's talk about it, what's the situation. ”
Father was the first to break the silence and said straight to the point.
"The woman went out to work for two or three months and didn't come back, no one took care of the beauty and health shop, the business was getting worse day by day, I thought that this is not the way to go on, so I contacted her to see how to deal with it, yesterday she called me and said that she didn't want me anymore, let me get out, the money has not been given to me, today she arranged for the people in the store to move things, saying that the business is not good and loses money, I didn't let it move, because there was a bit of a quarrel in this matter, and it was a little unpleasant. Deadwood thought for a moment, organized the language, and said in a fifteen-ten.
"What did she say about your money?"
"Yesterday she said I would wait for her to come back and deal with it for me, and today she said that her dad was hospitalized and had no money, so she asked me to sell the things in the store, and there were some second-hand furniture left in the store, a bunch of broken copper and iron, worthless things, and the porter said that selling all these things was not enough for their transportation fees. Deadwood said truthfully.
"Baby, you~ You have obviously met a liar. ”
The mother patted her thigh and said bitterly:
"This is a leather bag company, and it has nothing to lose. Besides, she didn't run her shop well and ran out to work, do you think it's normal? Do you know where his family is? Can you find someone?"
"I don't know where Sister Na lives at her house, I only know that she is from Dongli District, Tianjin, and I secretly left her ID card information, but I don't know if she still lives at the address on the ID card. ”
Deadwood said helplessly, ashamed and embarrassed. Suddenly he remembered something, and continued:
"She took me to her husband's house Liu Huihui and Liu Huihui's sister's house, but she said that she was divorced. Liu Huihui and we are fellow countrymen, not far from us, but Liu Huihui's mother is a stepmother, and she has always been not very good to Liu Huihui, and Liu Huihui has been working in Beijing, so he doesn't go home much. Liu Huihui's sister's house is near here, why don't we go over and have a look?"
"What are you doing at his sister's house? What about knowing where his father's house is? They don't owe you money, and both of them have been working in other places and basically don't come back. What's more, now that the two are divorced, what's the use of going?"
The mother lamented her misfortune, was angry, got angry, stretched out her hand and pointed to the dead wood and said angrily:
"You~ You said you, huh, I don't know anything, I don't even know where people are, so you dare to give so much money to others? Hundreds of thousands, that's a small amount? I haven't had that much money with your dad for most of my life. What do you think, huh?"
Deadwood looked down and looked at his feet silently, not knowing what to say.
Indeed, now that I look back and think about it carefully, there are obvious problems in many places, and I am not stupid, but I have done such a ridiculous thing that makes people laugh and be generous.
I don't know if it's because the ghost is obsessed, or if I was brainwashed by rhetoric, I was trapped step by step like that, and finally I was out of control, and I ended up ruined and in debt.
Maybe this is the so-called "the authorities are fascinated, and the bystanders are clear", if it weren't for Sister Na's too ruthlessness, it is estimated that the dead wood would still be stupidly kept in the dark, and she was in the game without knowing it.
Perhaps, it was forced by life that I took risks and came to this point. Deadwood's eyes wandered, and he said lightly.
Deadwood remembered that in the years after graduating from college, he was upside down, struggling in the big city, struggling to survive, sad, bitter, aggrieved, and helpless.
Deadwood's heart is like knocking over a five-flavor bottle - I don't know what it tastes like, sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty, everything.
Life is too hard, and I am not willing to be mediocre, dreaming of becoming rich and getting ahead, fantasizing about returning to my hometown and returning to my hometown with glory.
Looking at his parents, who had worked hard to raise him, dying of old age, he was anxious, impatient, anxious, and in a hurry, and finally brewed bitter fruits.
Deadwood sorted out his thoughts and told his parents about the unknown past that he had buried deep in his heart.