131 - I want to see her
() "Got it. ”
Bao Jingtao hung up the phone, and the appraisal report on the table burned his heart like a flame.
Fate is really wonderful, he just lost a child, and God gave him a child.
He wished it was a joke played by God, but unfortunately, there was no if, and it was like that in real time.
Jin Yiyi is resting today, taking the children at home, she usually hires a nanny when she goes to work, and she doesn't dare to tell her parents about this.
Staring at the child's cute face, the undried tears on Jin Yiyi's face said it all.
Bao Jingtao likes Jin Shuting very much, and he can be regarded as willing to come to the bitter end, and he can see the moon when the clouds are open.
She believes that Bao Jingtao will be very good to her.
"Baby, last time you saw your father, your father is very handsome, you inherited his genes, so you are also very beautiful, when you grow up, you must be a big beauty. I know you love mom too, but ...... After a while, you may not be able to see your mother, if you grow up, you must not forget that your biological mother's name is Jin Yiyi. ”
She looked at the baby playing on the sofa, full of emotion, it is not easy to educate children, there are times when there is anger and anxiety, there are times when there is relief, every time the baby's progress is the driving force of her life, several times, she faced life, moved the idea of suicide, but when she saw the baby's smiling face, the belief in life was suddenly aroused.
In this world, there is still a baby, she can't die.
When she gave birth in the hospital, there was no one around her, everyone else was accompanied by her husband, and she came to the hospital alone to give birth. All the receipts were signed by herself.
Fortunately, the baby was very well-behaved and did not let the mother toss more, and soon fell to the ground.
Under the care of Jin Yiyi, the baby is in good health and has not been sick.
Every time Jin Yiyi saw the baby's angel-like face, she felt that this was an angel sent from heaven.
She's so cute, and I feel heartbroken when I look at her.
The child screamed, and Jin Yiyi picked up the toy she bought for her and began to play with her.
She thought about Bao Jingtao's final plan, either to put the child directly under him to raise, or to send him to his mother's house, it was impossible for him to marry her and raise this child.
Therefore, at this time, she was ready to be separated from the baby.
Gu Xiaoni was watching a movie outside and didn't know anything about it.
In the evening, Bao Jingtao got off work, returned home, and stood at the gate, hesitating.
How is he going to face Gu Xiaoni, the woman who runs for their family.
Although he fooled her when he was with her at the time, in the end, she really fell in love with him.
Her breakfast, her smile on him, was full of love.
In such a situation, if you tell him that you have an illegitimate child, will Gu Xiaoni leave this house in a fit of anger?
When explaining his previous feelings, he didn't hide it from her, he just really didn't expect that something like this would happen.
Standing at the door, dragging heavy steps, he walked into the living room.
There is no shadow of Gu Xiaoni in the living room, where will she be?
Do you watch TV in your bedroom or do you do work in your study?
Walking slowly in the huge room, there was no voice of her in the house, as if something important was missing.
A heart hangs in her chest, and the paternity test is in her bag, I don't know what kind of mood she will feel when she sees it.
Gu Xiaoni was sitting in a dark movie theater, and the scene of the two breaking up was shown on the screen.
"Hey, people who love each other, why don't they always be together?
Gu Xiaoni writes books, she always likes to write happy endings, life is already hard enough, why should she be abused when she reads it, isn't it good for the family to be happy?
However, it turns out that broken love is easier to remember.
She came to see the movie alone today, the movie is "Little Huanxi", which tells the love story of a working woman and a little milk dog.
Now, this theme is very popular, whether it is TV or movies, there are works of this kind of theme.
It's a pity that the ending in this TV series makes Gu Xiaoni dislike it very much.
Let a lover not end up married, is this screenwriter sick?
The girls watching the movie around were crying, but Gu Xiaoni, as an old aunt watching the movie, was unmoved.
She has written so many love stories, and she is already familiar with the screenwriter's routines. Sensational tears, she won't shed it.
The phone shook, and Bao Jingtao sent a message.
"Where are you, my dear? I'm home, and I haven't seen you. ”
"I'm at the cinema, I'll be home later. ”
"Watching alone?"
"Aren't you at work...... It happened that there was nothing wrong with the crew, so I came out, and I wanted to go home, but suddenly I passed by the movie theater and saw a new movie that was being released, so I came up to watch it. ”
When Bao Jingtao is not at home, she goes shopping alone, watches movies alone, and lives like a single dog.
I wanted to take the nanny with me, but the nanny had something to do today and asked her for leave, so she had to come out by herself.
"I'm waiting for you at home, I have something I want to tell you, I hope you are mentally prepared. ”
"Well, wait a minute to get home. ”
Putting away her phone and walking out of the cinema, Gu Xiaoni thought about Bao Jingtao's words.
What do you need to be mentally prepared for? Is it divorce?
Impossible. He likes me so much, how could he divorce me.
Or is the company facing a financial crisis? She has already experienced this kind of thing once, and she has been mentally prepared for it for a long time.
Thinking about many possibilities in a mess, she returned home with doubts.
Bao Jingtao sat on the sofa and waited for her.
The two sat together, Bao Jingtao was unsettled, first held her hand, solemnly told her that he loved her, and then said slowly: "I have known you for so long, I have never lied to you, when the two of them said together a promise, to help you achieve a career, I also did half of it, although the other half has not succeeded, but I have worked hard." ”
His tone was slow but firm, and there was no light in his serious eyes. Gu Xiaoni suddenly felt that what she was going to say next must be very important.
Otherwise, Bao Jingtao, who is not afraid of heaven and earth, will not show such a worried look.
"There are some things that I don't know, others told me, I just found out that there is such a thing, I thought about it for a long time, I feel that I can't cheat you, the nature of marriage is not allowed to cheat, even in the end, you may get angry and will leave me, I think, I can't lie to you. ”
"What's the matter?"
As he became serious, Gu Xiaoni also became serious.
"If I had a child, would you accept him?"
Speaking of which, Bao Jingtao's meaning is already very clear.
There are no ifs in this world.
He had a child, and he listened to him as if he didn't know it, and he was told later.
"Whose child are you with?"
"Jin Yiyi. I didn't expect her to be pregnant. Didn't tell me, secretly gave birth to the child. ”
Five thunderbolts.
Gu Xiaoni was stunned in place, her whole person was like a wood, and her brain was blank.
Bao Jingtao's face was full of guilt, this matter was originally his fault, and he should have borne it, but he didn't want to hurt the two women to be sad for him.
He...... Got a kid?!
"Tell me the whole thing. ”
The more panicked you are, the more calm you must be, you must not mess up with yourself, and you must understand the facts in order to face them objectively.
Gu Xiaoni forcibly calmed down, and she couldn't panic herself.
Bao Jingtao told her everything from beginning to end, without concealment, without deception, and the true narrative made Gu Xiaoni silent.
originally thought that what happened in Ying's house would not happen to her family, but unexpectedly, reality caught her off guard.
"And what are you going to do?"
"I want to send the child to my mother. The education in the UK is also good, let her grow up in the Bao family, and then give Jin Yiyi a sum of money, which should be regarded as compensation. ”
This was Bao Jingtao's idea, and before he said it again, he thought about ten thousand Gu Xiaoni's reactions.
"I think she should like you very much, do you know, how much courage it takes to give birth to a child for a man? I also believe that she is a strong person, it is very hard for a single mother to take care of a child, when I am pregnant, the body's reaction makes me very uncomfortable, I can imagine how hard she is alone. ”
"She suffered. ”
The last few words were said by Gu Xiaoni from the bottom of her heart.
She never expected that Jin Yiyi was such a woman, and if it were her, she would not have done such a thing.
"I want to meet her. ”
Gu Xiaoni made this request after thinking about it.
She wanted to know if it would be hard for the woman who could give birth to him to give birth to a child what she looked like and what kind of life she lived.
The usual tone is like saying: I want to eat chili peppers at night.
There were no mood swings, no anger, no anger, only calm, and even, Gu Xiaoni didn't even frown.
"Are you sure?"
Bao Jingtao thought that Gu Xiaoni would be like thunder, jump up and beat him up, or cry and make trouble, crying towards divorcing him, but she didn't expect her to be so calm, like a calm sea level, without a trace of ripples.
What she said far exceeded Bao Jingtao's surprise.
He cautiously asked, and got an affirmative answer from Gu Xiaoni.
"Well, I want to see her, I want to talk to her, you help me make an appointment and let her bring the child, you reassure her that I will not do anything to her child, the child is innocent. ”
"Well, I'll ask her for you. ”
Bao Jingtao picked up his mobile phone, went to the study, closed the door, and called Jin Yiyi.
Jin Yiyi was making milk powder for her child, and when she saw Bao Jingtao calling, she answered it.
"Hey. ”
A low feed was full of Jin Yiyi's exhaustion.
The child cried, changed diapers and made milk powder, and everything was pressed on her alone, making her breathless.
The nanny went out to buy something, and she was the only one in the house.
"I told my wife about the child, she said, I want to see you and the child, talk about it, don't worry, my wife is a kind person, she won't do anything to you. ”
"If you don't come, I can't take the child to see her, I don't worry, at most the two of us can see her. ”
Jin Yiyi is very alert, if there are only three people to meet, it is too simple for her to do something that is not good for the child.
All things, just let her resist alone, and never hurt the innocent.
"yes, I see. ”
hung up the phone, and the final result of the discussion was that Jin Yiyi, the child, Bao Jingtao, Gu Xiaoni, and the four of them met together, and the location was set in a small restaurant downstairs from Jin Yiyi's house.
The child is too young to take her too far.
At night, Bao Jingtao and Gu Xiaoni lay on the bed, and no one slept.
Thoughts were flying, and the two of them also looked at the ceiling, unable to sleep.
"She must love you very much. ”
Gu Xiaoni's words fell on the surface of the water like a leaf, and even the ripples did not stir up.
After being silent for a long time, Bao Jingtao slowly spoke: "But I have you." I didn't want anyone else anymore, I'm sorry she's true, I can't think of any other way to make it up to her than money. “
"I know that you did not betray me, all this happened is doomed, and the child is actually very pitiful. ”
"I didn't expect that, you didn't blame me. ”
"What can I blame you? It's happened, and all that's left is to fix it. “
has written a lot of bloody plots, and she never expected that one day, she would face the same situation as Li.
She doesn't want to be a crazy woman who doesn't know what to do, and when it comes to big things, reason is the most important thing.
"I really, how can He De marry you. If it had been those women, I'm afraid I would have had trouble with me a long time ago. ”
With a long sigh, Bao Jingtao hugged the people around him tightly, as if he had the most precious treasure in the world.
What an excellent quality it is to be calm and calm in the face of things, and not to add to the chaos.
As the other half, learn to appreciate the good qualities of the other person.
Gu Xiaoni didn't answer, closed her eyes, felt the body temperature coming from him, and fell asleep.
In the dream, there are all kinds of pasts.
Looking back on this life, it was like a special movie, replaying scenes in her dreams, and finally, the picture of the dream was frozen in the winter decades later.
The snow was falling, and she lived in a small house, with the heater on, and her gray hair sat on a stool knitting a sweater.
When you are old and have nothing to do, knit a hat for the old man to wear, so that it will not be cold in winter.
The man around him listened to the trendy songs and danced the square dance, he used to go to work every day and had no time to exercise, but now he is idle, not only can he dance, but also learn to shake the empty bamboo and fish.
She was working silently, and suddenly, there was a burst of laughter behind her.
It turned out that the children had returned with their children.
Everyone gathered together, talking and laughing. The cold outside is melted by the affection in the room, and the room is bustling, and the snow outside the window forms a surprising beauty.
When Gu Xiaoni opened her eyes, Bao Jingtao had already gone to work.
Breakfast in the kitchen was already prepared, and after breakfast, she went for a run in the gymnasium.
Sweat ran down her skin, and at night, she was going to see Jin Yiyi, and she wanted to be in the best shape.