058 It seems far and near
Cai Yue closed her eyes and leaned into Xiao Tian's arms.
"You've got something on your mind." Xiao Tian hugged her, his eyes were also closed, but his mind was reminiscing about the fragment just now.
"Nope." She hesitated for two seconds before she spoke.
Her hesitation made him think of something else.He moved his hand to her waist.Slightly forced.He took her into his arms.He always liked not to quit when it was over.He liked the feeling of being physically connected to her.As if that would make him more sure that she was completely his.
He found that the pigeon egg that he had put on her when he proposed was gone, and he tried to hold back the question in his heart, and his voice still asked her gently, "Why did you take the ring off?"
She knew very well that her mother would never happily agree to her being with a man with a dazzling status like Xiao Tian, so after getting up, she took off the engagement ring that Xiao Tian gave her.
The ring Qiu Yan gave was just a two-carat transparent diamond, and it was worn on her index finger. She lied to her mother and said that she was doing business for entertainment and catching up with fashion, so she covered it up.
She explained to Xiao Tian truthfully.
He grabbed her hand, staring at her hand with complicated eyes, especially the ring on her index finger: "Is that really the case?"
He was reluctant to admit it, but he did have a thorn in his heart, and he couldn't pull it out.
He was used to strategizing and crisscrossing the world for so many years, and he was a little unaccustomed to the embarrassment he was facing, but he had to press everything down to be uncomfortable and unaccustomed, because he loved her, he loved her, and he wanted her to stay by his side.
For so many years he no longer allowed himself to be attracted to women, except because he had been used to it for a long time, and because he did not like the feeling of being bound by feelings. People crave love and tenderness. But for people like him, love is a dangerous thing, because to have uncontrollable love means to have weaknesses that can be attacked by the enemy.
But now that he understands that he loves, with his personality and strength, he can only firmly control this love, but because he missed her, there are a lot of branches.
"Hmm." She replied softly, and tried to pull her hand back, but he still held on to her hand with a slight effort.
"You're hurting me." She frowned slightly, and withdrew her hand again.
She saw suppressed anger in Xiao Tian's eyes.She knew why he was like this.It's just that she didn't think she was what he thought.She had just explained to him truthfully.She didn't lie to him about anything.She didn't owe him anything.
Xiao Tian's gaze moved from her hand to her eyes.
She didn't like to be stared at like Xiao Tian, as if he were a high monarch, and she was a concubine who needed to be served carefully.
Although Xiao Tian and Qiu Yan also have dazzling identities, but unlike facing Qiu Yan, she admits that she will have a strong inferiority complex in front of Xiao Tian, because she has been in love with him for too long, and a long time of love will make people invisibly lose their self-esteem.
She wanted to turn her body in one direction, but Xiao Tian held her tightly, and she could only meet his gaze and look at him again.
He stared at her for a long time, and then reached out and stroked her face.
Ever since he knew what he wanted for her, he had been slowly learning, slowly reining in the strength he had developed over the years, because his strength had hurt her like that, so every time his anger and domineering habitually rose, he would try to convince himself to suppress it.
Once he told Han Lu that she couldn't perform on the runway, once he thought that if she wanted to go on stage, he would just tear down the runway, because he wanted to dominate her beauty, but now, he slowly began to accept that she was given freedom to do what she wanted.
He pressed her face to his chest, his eyes slightly misty, looking somewhere, "Caiyue, I love you, I love you more than you think, and I love you with all my heart no matter what." His voice was soft, like he was talking to himself.
Her face was pressed against his chest, and in addition to his heartbeat, she could clearly feel the resonance of his chest as he spoke.
She suddenly felt like crying.
So she cried.
People's intellect and insecurity always make people find ways to find some legitimate reasons for what they do that can be accepted by themselves, but many times people's psychology is complex and subtle, but far more than people's intelligence, in that case, people can only follow their own feelings, follow the instincts of the body.
He didn't ask her why she was crying, he just hugged her tightly.
Caiyue fell asleep in Xiao Tian's arms.
She must have been very tired last night.I didn't sleep enough this morning.I was called up by him again.Xiao Tian thought that she needed to make up for her sleep.Not to mention that her body was already weak.When she slept steadily.He gently moved her from his arms to the pillow.Then he put on her clothes and went downstairs.
As soon as he got downstairs, he went directly into the kitchen and took a special look at the amphora oyster soup that Sister Li had boiled for Cai Yue.
He specifically asked a famous gynecology doctor about this soup and checked the information on the Internet.Fertility and Desire Enhancement.I'm afraid that she won't like to drink it.Xiao Tian specially instructed Sister Li to let her use the base made of chicken soup hung over a fine fire.
Tasted it, it tasted good, baby should love to drink.
Walnut Ejiao paste was prepared a while ago.Divided into small portions and sealed.He asked people to take a can and send it to her company, so that she could eat a little as a snack every day.I also left some in the villa.I thought about when she came.I could take it out at any time to give her a supplement.She just finished her period.Eat this is just right.
He looked at the time, he went upstairs again, and entered the conference room on the second floor.
Cai Yue just took a nap and woke up.When she woke up and saw that Xiao Tian was not there, she got dressed and went downstairs.
"Sister Li, Xiao Tian."
"Isn't the chairman in the living room?" Sister Li was busy making lunch in the kitchen, because Cai Yue was there, Xiao Tian asked for a big supplement and exquisite lunch, so Sister Li was busy many times in advance.
"Not in."
"He's not out of the house.
Cai Yue pushed open every door on the first floor that she could open, and saw that there was nothing, so she went up to the second floor, the big study was not, the small study was locked, she knocked on the door, and there was no room, she thought about it, and walked to the door of the conference room.
She wasn't very familiar with Xiao Tian's villa, although she lived here for a while during her recuperation, but at that time she was unable to move and looked like a child, except for the gym and the recreation room, she didn't go into any other rooms.
Listened.It seems that there is a voice.It seems that Xiao Tian is inside.But today is the weekend.Is it Yuntian's executive meeting?She tried to twist the door lock with questions.Found that the door was not locked.She pushed the door open.
The area of the conference room is not very large, only about seventy or eighty square meters, and the huge main screen displays different pages at the same time.
Cai Yue's sudden entry made Xiao Tian turn around instantly.His eyes were very stern.His villa was cleaned except for regular and regular hourly workers.Most of the time, only he and Sister Li were there.Sister Li would never enter his work room without his permission.
Xiao Tian didn't expect Caiyue to wake up so soon.Seeing that it was her, his eyes instantly softened.He pressed the pause and mute buttons on his side.He said softly: "You go out first.I'm busy."
Cai Yue was frightened by Xiao Tian's stern eyes just now, although it was only for a moment, she still felt a trace of grievance in her heart.
Although she was still in the meeting, Xiao Tian stood up when she saw her with aggrieved eyes, and hugged her: "Baby, good man, you can't come in here, go out first, okay?"
Although he had known that Caiyue knew a little bit about his identity, he would never allow her to step into this realm, even if he loved her again.
Cai Yue bit her lip and nodded.She turned around and exited the conference room.When she walked to the door, she glanced back.The people on the main screen were all wearing non-commissioned officer uniforms.At a glance, these people didn't look very young.And the rank didn't seem to be low.
She sat in the living room still thinking about what had just happened. After waiting for an hour, Xiao Tian still didn't go downstairs. Sister Li's meal was ready, and she didn't see Xiao Tian Caiyue and didn't have any taste.
Looking up at him, she suddenly felt a strangeness to him.
Although he had only been in the conference room for a few seconds, he still revealed some information about Xiao Tian's secret identity. All the participants were wearing formal military uniforms, only he was wearing civilian clothes.
She had known for a long time that the man she loved was a man with a dual identity, and that no matter which one of his identities was incredibly distant to her.
Was this man really her lover?
She was still in her own delusion, Xiao Tian had already walked to her side, he kissed her on the cheek, and then asked, "Did you get angry just now?"
She didn't quite get out of her own myths, she still looked at him with confusion in her eyes: "What are you talking about, what are you angry?"
He saw that she was a little absent-minded and a little dazed, and after thinking about it for a moment, he didn't say anything more.She was the wife he thought of.He couldn't have kept her completely secret-free all the time.But even then he couldn't have told her more.