Chapter 182
It's like the truth that no one has ever been young, everyone has their own twenty-six years old.
My twenty-six-year-old with Garfield was so unremarkable that she owed me a barbecue of squid whiskers, which was a big deal.
Ten years on, it is not too much to use the countless opportunities that can be made up in between. But she didn't compensate me.
Today, because of a hairy boy, this belated squid whisker is presented with both hands. She did this, not to make amends, but to provoke.
I used my teeth to bite off a squid whisker from a charcoal-scented bamboo skewer and put it in my mouth. The aroma of cumin after being roasted by the flame is indeed the best aftertaste of youth. I ate with relish, and Garfield showed an unmatched appetite.
"When did you find out?" The soul saved by cumin was sunny and happy, and Garfield said happily: "Don't deny it, otherwise you won't collude with the security guards downstairs to squat at the door of my house and wait for the rabbit." ”
"I don't want to deny it. Waving a bare bamboo stick, I replied calmly: "Not long, more than five hours ago." ”
"That'...... Isn't that ......?"
"Well," I nodded, and smiled sinisterly, "It's a coincidence, of course, if you don't want to use it by chance." Anyway, when he was wandering around the streets and wasting time, I was able to keep an eye on it. By the way, I followed you to the movie theater parking lot, and after making sure it was him, I turned back and waited for the rabbit. ”
"What's the point?" Garfield gave me a dismissive look at my plan, "Stop us in the parking lot......"
"It's very different. I interrupted her excitedly, and the bruises on my forehead flared up: "It's perfectly okay to go to the cinema with the opposite sex, but bring the opposite sex to the house, heh, I'm an adult, I understand that adult games allow this kind of play, the problem is, I don't allow you to play like this." ”
A good drink made Garfield's face blush, and the bamboo skewer was pinched in his hand and it was not withheld.
"You have to believe me, before today, I have been staying at my mother's house, tonight, I really don't lie to you," After hesitating, the bamboo stick still put it down: "It's the first time I've brought him back, no, no, no, it should be said that it's the first time I've brought a man other than Wei Siming home." Uh, no, that's not the point. The point is, judging from the perspective of a woman's emotional needs, it seems that I should resent you. After all, my current personnel classification has been allocated as a divorced single woman, and it is reasonable and legal to ask a man who meets her eye to go home for the night. ”
My expression lit up, and I burst into laughter.
"Don't tell me, you're laughing at me. "Garfield protested very seriously.
I waved my hand, but my heart was much better: "You misunderstood, I'm not interested in laughing at a woman who is trying to get out of the shadow of unmarried." I laugh because I'm happy. ”
"Don't take graduates outside of the Chinese department for fools. You are changing the soup but not the medicine, and you are laughing at me in a different way. ”
"Correct you again, I'm not a Chinese department. ”
"Uh, would you like some beer?"
"There's no need. I sniffed: "Do you know why I'm happy?"
Garfield easily pulled the tab off the can and took a sip of his beer: "I don't want to know." "Sober-minded refuses to bring me up again.
But I want to mention it.
"When I wasn't sure if the man who drove your car to pick you up was Wei Siming, my heart was heavy. For more than an hour, I had all my thoughts, and the most dangerous thing was that I almost believed that there was a rift between us. So, you don't want to tell me that you're remarried. ”
Garfield was stunned, as if struck by my whimsy.
"Let's put it this way, from the perspective of choosing a man, Xiao Jin is more unacceptable than Wei Siming, but from the perspective of you hiding it from me, Xiao Jin can get my forgiveness more than Wei Siming. No, it should be said that because it's Xiaojin, I'm not even angry anymore. Because if it were me, I found such a little gold, and I couldn't confess to you. ”
"You're trying to mislead me. Garfield's confused eyes lit up, and the beer can in her hand was pinched by her: "Yes, that's right." After a brief moment of brevity, the woman was furious and threw her neck up to drink all the beer.
"I'm a single woman with a lot of gold," as the sound of the can falling to the ground, the woman with a squid whisker and a mouthful of wine was imposing: "Xiaojin is a poor boy who is worthless, but why is the relationship between money and love artificially regarded as a contradiction between fish and bear's paws." ”
I hiccuped.
"Fox, for women, falling out of love and divorce are two different things. Garfield's squid whiskers are high and low, pointing east and west, and pouting: "It is the loss of love that causes emotional emptiness and pain, and what makes people suffer from failure." Especially for a woman like me, who has been married for many years but has not given birth to children, the only thing that can be done to me is to turn a blind eye to me by people I know or don't know. It is conceivable that the malice of this society towards me has reached the point where it is difficult to write. To put it more shamelessly, the multi-gold advantage that I have worked hard to build up has become a kind of excuse for them to vent their jealousy because of this divorce. That's why I'm locking myself up in my mother's darkened little house. Because I want to be genuinely comforted by others, and I want not to be ashamed. So, hiding under my old mother's wing and being cut off from the world became my last means of self-preservation. ”
That's a exaggeration, isn't it?
I hiccup again.
"Just when I thought I was going to live my post-divorce life as hopeless, Kim showed up. Don't tell me he's a cheese trap, a cheater. At least, not for me now. If I had to give him a metaphor, I would prefer to describe him as 'a ray of sunshine piercing the darkness' that brought me back to this world of light. So, it's not because he loves me and pursues me that I'm with him. On the contrary, it was I who needed him to make the choice I have today. ”
"Cat, I don't deny the arrival of Kim, inherent in his positive and desirable side, but we are adults, adult women. I accentuated the tone of the last four words: "Do you know what that means? It means that we can no longer do what we like when we start any relationship with any man, and we have to consider the question of 'the pros outweigh the cons' or 'the diss outweigh the pros'." ”
"Feelings are not a multiple-choice question, let alone a judgment question. Garfield's eyes were hazy with tears: "Fox, please, don't say anything, don't care about anything, okay?"
"But ......"
"For the sake of enjoying being so loved by this young and beautiful man, please. ”
This sentence, as if exhausting all of Garfield's strength, gasped for breath.