In just a few minutes, I recalled all the mistakes of Zhang Xiaoxian in the past few days, there were too many wrongs.

Suddenly found that my friend really did too badly, kept saying that Zhang Xiaoxian was good, but did not really take care of her feelings, maybe I should care more about her, pay more attention to her usual behavior, even if I was a little careful, I should also find that Zhang Xiaoxian was wrong, if I persuaded her, she may still be by my side now, and she will not leave.

Thinking back on these now, my heart really tingles, and I feel that all the mistakes are my fault, all because of my hindsight, Zhang Xiaoxian left me.

I can now imagine how much she would cry the night before she left.

Sending me messages in the middle of the night maybe just to talk to me, but I'm asleep, missing the opportunity to say goodbye to her, and I really can't stand it anymore, and I feel like it's getting hard to breathe.

"This is just our speculation, is it reliable?" I looked at Bao Xiaopang, my mind suddenly became messed up again, I don't know which one might be right, what can I do to find Zhang Xiaoxian.

"I think this may be very big, Zhang Xiaoxian must be because of your other girlfriend and then agreed to some conditions, maybe you can find another girlfriend if you find Zhang Xiaoxian, there must be a connection between the two.

I stared at Bao Xiaopang in disbelief, I really didn't expect that he usually watched him giggle, and it was quite reliable at a critical time.

His analysis is really not unreasonable, at least this is the only possibility that I can find them now, because Xiaoya told me in the letter not to look for her, but the letter was not written by her, maybe I can go to the company tomorrow to find an assistant, she has been accompanying Xiaoya for the past few days, what should I know.

According to Bao Xiaopang's analysis, Zhang Xiaoxian must have begged Zhang's father because he wanted to save Xiaoya, and Zhang's father had been trying to let me leave Zhang Xiaoxian, and this time he just caught the opportunity, so he simply threatened Zhang Xiaoxian with this condition.

As long as Zhang Xiaoxian agreed, he would save Xiaoya, Zhang Xiaoxian has been struggling with this problem for the past few days, she is also very hesitant and has struggled for a few days.

Thinking of this, I suddenly hated myself, I slapped it on the head, it must have been that day I took Zhang Xiaoxian to the hospital to see Xiaoya, Zhang Xiaoxian was very worried when she saw Xiaoya going crazy, and then she made up her mind.

I'm really damned, if it weren't for me, Zhang Xiaoxian would definitely not leave, I suddenly regretted it, and I wanted to die.

I continued to think about it, if this is really the case, because Zhang Xiaoxian left me and Zhang's father promised to help Xiaoya, then it is very likely that they are together now, that is, it is enough to find any of them, and I don't know whether to be happy or what when I think of this.

Because so far, I don't know the whereabouts of any of them, even if I know what happens to them together, the world is so big, I have been growing up in A for the past 19 years, and I have been to very few places, and I have few connections, and I have few friends, and it is even more slim to find them, and my heart suddenly twitched again.

"What's wrong?" because of my action just now, I slapped my head, and in Bao Xiaopang's eyes, it looked like he was hurting himself, and he couldn't help but get nervous.

"It's okay, let's go. "It's really late now, and it's time for the two of us who were wandering the streets to go home.

Bao Xiaopang went back to Xiaoya's house with me tonight, and he happened to be my companion.

The night alone is really too difficult, think about the past I can still hug left and right, but now? Alone in the empty room, I am the only one in the house, and the feeling of being cold from head to toe is not solved by turning on the air conditioner.

When we got home, we fell asleep, maybe we were too sleepy, maybe we drank too much, or maybe we were really tired, and even the sleepiness came so quickly.

The next morning, my head felt like it was going to explode, and it hurt so much.

I sat up from the bed with a thud, banged my hand on my head a few times, and shook my head a few times with a frown.

My eyes fell on the ground when I was squinting, Bao Xiaopang was lying on the ground like a pig, sleeping very soundly, still there with his mouth chirping, saliva flowing from the corners of his mouth, looking particularly disgusting.

I got out of bed and walked up to him, kicked him a few times with my unshoed foot, Bao Xiaopang slept so soundly that I didn't react to kicking him at all, turned around again, and continued to sleep with him.

I stared at him speechlessly, shook my head, and this time pressed a little harder on my feet.

"Ahh

"What are you doing early in the morning!" he still looked very aggrieved.

"Go to school. I said two words coldly, and then walked out of the bedroom, Bao Xiaopang followed me.

There are no washing products for him at home, and he usually doesn't come to the house, so he just washes his face and waits until he goes back to the dormitory to get it when he gets to school.

Because of this, he can now sit on the sofa in the living room and watch me go about his business, and then he will yell at me as if he was urging me to do anything.

After cleaning up, we went to school together: "I haven't forgotten what I told you last night!"

I'm still a little worried, Bao Xiaopang drank so much last night, and I asked him to help investigate Qin Hao's affairs later, and I don't know if he took it to heart, since he is usually more than two, I think it is necessary to remind him again.

"Don't worry! I'll start casting fishing nets today to help you inquire, but ......" Bao Xiaopang's words suddenly changed, coupled with the gloomy smile on his face, I knew that there must be something here, and there was definitely a routine waiting for me behind.

"Say it! Don't sell the machine. I said.

"I'll ask you for sure, but you'll have to reimburse me if there's any extra expense in between. "Although it is very hurtful to raise money between brothers, this is also the Bao Xiaopang I know, who never suffers, especially in terms of money, plus his own family conditions are average, so he naturally cares about it.

This is not a problem for me, just the money left by Xiaoya is enough for me to squander, and I agreed very happily.

"However, how are you going to check?" I'm a little curious, where did Bao Xiaopang's ability to inquire about the news come from, and it seems that he has done it every day, and he has never missed it.

"Well, it's inconvenient to disclose. "Bao Xiaopang continued to pretend to be deep with me there, and I didn't continue to ask, as long as he can get things done, it doesn't matter how he does it.

Wu Jiajia's matter, Bao Xiaopang can help, and I suddenly opened my mind: "Can you get foreign news?"

If Bao Xiaopang can be found abroad, it will be really awesome.

"No, I can't. Bao Xiaopang shook his head helplessly, although for a Bao inquirer, he has always used this as his touted capital, but now he has to admit that he really can't do it.

Not to mention abroad, even City A has many, many things that he doesn't know, after all, he is not omnipotent.

I also realized that it was not enough to put my hope in him, I had to rely on myself.

I decided, let Bao Xiaopang help me inquire about Qin Hao first, and then I will go to Xiaoya's company to find an assistant after school in the afternoon to see if she can tell me something.

I don't have to worry about Wu Jiajia's affairs now, Bao Xiaopang can be regarded as sharing a lot of responsibilities for me, so I can only comfort myself like this.

But what I didn't expect was that I was walking in school with Bao Xiaopang, and I happened to see Wu Jiajia and Qin Hao walking together in front of me, and the fire in my heart that could not be extinguished burned again.

Early in the morning, it's obvious that they came to school together, or they just had breakfast together, should it be so good?

What is the relationship between the two of them that will be like this, and they have to wait together early in the morning?

My feet stopped suddenly, I couldn't take a step, I didn't know if I should go forward, watching Wu Jiajia and Qin Hao walking together, my real boyfriend could only watch from a distance behind, and no one knew how big the shadow area in my heart was.