517 Lonely and lonely

Populus euphratica didn't care about the freezing sensation of the snow above his head.

Nor did he shake it to the ground.

In addition to not thinking about this, it is more because when it snows in winter, she likes to hold her arms and snuggle up to herself and walk slowly on the side of the road.

From time to time, he gently looked up at his slightly smiling cheeks and showed a happy smile.

How I used to hope that the two of them could slowly turn white in the snow.

That's a good prayer.

Exhaling a mouthful of turbid air with the smell of wine, Hu Yang leaned on the tombstone and said with some pain: "Xian, almost all the promises I promised you have been fulfilled, and Zhuoma and they also have books to read, and there will no longer be no teachers to teach them." ”

"Do you know that when I received the notice from above that our village primary school had been merged into the town center primary school, I was both happy and at a loss. ”

Hu Yang looked at the clear blue sky in Tibet in the early morning and said.

I am glad that I did what I promised her when she was dying, and I lived up to my promise and my love.

I can finally be free, and I can even go looking for her.

Because in the first few years, when the first snow fell, he wanted to close the doors and windows, light a plate of charcoal in the house, and lie on the bed and walk quietly.

But think of her pleading eyes, and Dolma's eyes eager for knowledge.

Eventually, this most negative thought was abandoned.

So when I realized that I finally didn't have to continue teaching here, this old thought came back to my mind.

However, when they left the village, they stood quietly on the playground and waited for them.

Just to say "thank you", send a snow-white Hada.

At that moment, he gave up this desperate thought, and he was proud and proud of what the couple had done here.

At a loss, he seemed to have lost his spiritual support and motivation to live.

Even if he participates in "Huaguo New Singing", he just wants not to let himself be idle.

Humans are very strange animals.

When I'm busy, I don't have time to think about anything else.

If you are bored, you will have all kinds of cranky thoughts.

"Sometimes I wonder, what is the meaning of life, why didn't I have the courage to walk away?" said Populus Hu after taking a sip of wine and squinting his eyes.

The cold wind was still howling, and it did not answer his philosophical and profound questions.

Populus euphratica didn't think to get an answer from here.

Smiled bitterly.

The sun had risen from the other side of the mountain, revealing its round face, where the light was reflected, pulling out two long shadows.

Cold and lonely.

After a long time, the voice of the poplar sounded again.

"When I went back this time, I found that the outside world has changed so much, and I don't know the big ones, and I don't know them anymore, and I don't know why I feel like I want to escape. Poplar muttered.

Indeed, he had spent too much time in the small village of Ali.

As a result, I feel the slightest fear of the ever-changing and fast-growing society outside.

"I flew back to the capital from Nikko City, and many of the old alleys were gone, there were no familiar streets and crowds, and some were just old trees still standing on the side of the road. ”

"Last time I took Dolma and them to the Bird's Nest, but unfortunately you weren't there. ”

As he spoke, his voice was a little sad, and he took another sip of wine and looked at the snow-capped mountains in the distance.

After learning that the country's Olympic bid was successful, she was stunned and ran to the bar to drink, which was the first and only time she took the initiative to say that she wanted to go to the bar to drink.

That night she couldn't sleep with excitement, and she pillowed on her chest to paint herself a picture of her going to the Olympics.

I talked about it for a long, long time.

said that he wanted to go to the opening ceremony with him, watch the diving competition, and watch the table tennis competition......

Seeing her like this, Hu Yang made up her mind at that time that everything she wanted would be satisfied.

It's a pity that all this has come to naught, and a piece of ice and snow has separated the two from each other and can no longer see each other.

Later, from the opening ceremony to the closing ceremony of the Olympic Games, Populus euphratica did not take a step out of the small village.

Because he didn't want to go alone, even if he had companions by his side, his heart was still lonely and lonely.

Besides, she also said at the beginning that she wanted to go with herself to see it.

So that summer vacation Populus stayed in the village to accompany her, sitting and watching the sunrise and sunset.

"In addition to the capital, I also went back to Pengcheng, but I didn't go to Dameisha, and it was too late. Hu Yang turned his head and looked at her apologetically.

"I forgot to say it, you are an aunt again, my sister gave birth to a daughter, called Beibei, Xu Beibei. ”

Thinking of Beibei's little feet, little fingers and little face.

Poplar unconsciously showed a hint of a smile.

"I saw her less than two hours after she was born, only a little bigger. Poplar stretched out his hand and gestured in the void.

The wrinkled skin of a newborn baby in the first few hours is indeed not very good-looking.

But as long as you like it, it's beautiful.

"The little girl especially likes to stick to me and like me to sing to her. Hu Yang said with a smile.

Every time he hummed a little tune to lull her to sleep, she would lie quietly in her arms and fall asleep.

If it's not noisy or noisy, can you not let Populus euphratica like it?

"If you see her, you'll like her, well, Babe will like you too. Hu Yang said to her with a faint smile.

Speaking of Beibei, he doesn't seem to be so sad anymore.

Perhaps the child's lovely face and innocence are the best antidote to get out of sadness.

"You're jealous, eat the vinegar of that little girl Beibei..... Haha...."

Suddenly, Hu Yang pointed at her and laughed.

The smile is a little sad, a little uncomfortable, and more of a miss.

After laughing, she said to her gently, "I'll sing you a song, okay?"

After waiting for a while, it seemed to be waiting for her answer.

"You said you wanted to listen to what I sang to Beibei first and then sing a song for you alone, no problem, as long as you like it, I'm willing. ”

Cough a few times to make your throat feel comfortable and soft.

Looking at the rising sun, feeling the faint warmth, thinking about Beibei's lovely appearance.

【Baby, go to sleep】

[I will be with me in my dreams]

[Laugh with you and be tired with you]

[Snuggling up to me]

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【Moonlight Illumination Hall】

【Shrimp boy, you obediently get out of bed】

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【Sleep Peace, Little Baby】

【How beautiful the blue night sky is】

【Sleep Baby】

[Night has fallen]

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Singing and singing poplar on the string of words, he didn't notice it yet, and continued to hum in a low voice.

Even if you know the strings, it doesn't matter.

He just wanted to sing to her, and she just wanted to stay with him and listen to his voice, not caring what he was singing.

What we care about is each other's company.

The soft lullaby song blends into the cold wind of the early morning, drifting somewhere.

However, his voice changed as he sang.