Chapter 36: Wrestling (3)
(Go to the net.)
When the heat dissipates a little, Zhize wants to go back to deal with official business, and Chunyu and I also leave and return to the palace. Go and see the net. On the way back, it was obvious that Ruyan looked worried, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"Ruyan, what are you thinking about you little girl?" I couldn't help but ask. Who knew that Ruyan didn't react, still immersed in her own world, I didn't expect that she had reached such a state of selflessness, so I had to call her a few more times, and Ruyan woke up like a dream.
"What do you think, so distracted?" I said, disgusted.
"No, I didn't think about anything..."Ruyan instinctively wanted to cover up, but seeing that I didn't give up, she had no choice but to tell her thoughts: "If you go back to Niangniang, the slave just thinks that Mrs. Chun is a little confused..."
It turned out to be for the spring rain, I couldn't help but chuckle, just now when I was in the pavilion to escape the summer, Ruyan has been serving beside me, I must have learned some of the means of spring rain, but what she didn't understand was there, but it was impossible to know.
"The slave maid listened to Niangniang, Mrs. Chun used to be Niangniang's personal maid and has always accompanied Niangniang, but the slave maid looks at it today, Mrs. Chun's conversation and insight are far beyond the level that a maid should have... Niangniang, what is the origin of Mrs. Chun?" asked Chunyu as she looked at me curiously.
I couldn't help but smile wryly and shook my head, if I want to talk about the origin of Chunyu, I really don't know anything, I only know that Zhize once questioned her identity at the beginning, and then the matter was over. But if you want to talk about my origin, I guess my origin will be even more surprising than hers.
"What's this, isn't it just a little clever. I pretended to be relaxed and said, with a slight unconvincing tone in my tone: "You little girl, sometimes you are very clever, do you still think that you are different from Mrs. Chun?"
"It's far away!" Ruyan's head shook like a rattle, and she replied in a loud voice, "Where can the slave compare to Mrs. Chun... In short, the slave maid felt that there were some things that could not be learned no matter how she learned, and Mrs. Chun would definitely not be as simple as it seemed. ”
Is it really as Ruyan said? I couldn't help but slowly stop and start thinking about it. To say that when Chunyu was still by my side before, although she often gave me ideas, it could only make people feel that she was clever. Since the incident of reporting for Zhize, many of her actions have not escaped my eyes, and in the complicated political struggles, she can always show her unique insights, as if... It's as if she's pretty comfortable with that.
Seeing that I was silent, Chunyu sighed to herself: "Actually, although Mrs. Chun is so smart and clever, her life is also very hard..."
"What's so bitter?" I asked curiously.
"Generally, the ladies in the palace want to do everything possible to please the emperor and win the emperor's favor, but in the eyes of the slave maid, since Mrs. Chun is so smart and clever, and the emperor appreciates her so much, so..."
I couldn't help but laugh a little dumbly, I couldn't imagine that the spread of gossip news in this palace was really in all directions. Seeing Ruyan's overly sympathetic look, I couldn't help but smile and asked her, "Then why do you think the emperor didn't spoil her?"
"This... How dare the slave maid..."Ruyan replied with difficulty, although there were all kinds of gossip among the palace maids, but talking about these things in front of the queen would indeed make people jealous.
"But it doesn't hurt to say, don't ramble. Originally, I didn't have any scruples about these things, I was just curious, so I encouraged Ruyan to continue.
"According to the slave maid, it is the identity of Mrs. Chun... The emperor didn't like it. Ruyan said tentatively.
"Oh, how so?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
Ruyan saw that I didn't blame, so she opened the conversation box and talked endlessly: "Niangniang, you think, even if Mrs. Chun is smart and how much she has helped the emperor, but she used to be a servant girl after all, and her status is too low, I am afraid that the emperor will look down on her from the bottom of his heart." East $ Fang $
"Maybe the emperor felt that sharing a bed with Mrs. Chun was tarnishing his identity. "It's coming," Ruyan added.
I was stunned for a moment, then reacted and smiled reluctantly: "According to what you say, I really think that Mrs. Chun is a little sympathetic." ”
"It's not like that!" Ruyan's eyes widened and she kept nodding.
The memory pulls me back to the previous days, thinking of the bits and pieces I spent with Chunyu, I always feel that I owe her a lot, and I am quite unwilling to be a sister who was originally so good, but now it has become like this. However, why would Chunyu inexplicably ask Zhize for a name, if there was no such thing, I think our relationship would not be as cold as it is now.
"Ruyan, go, accompany me to Yonghe Palace!" finally made up his mind to uncover this mystery by himself, although he may not be able to change anything, but at the very least, he can uncover the knot in his heart.
For my visit, Chunyu seemed a little surprised, there was even a hint of surprise in his eyes, after the salute, Chunyu sent all the palace maids who accompanied him back, and there was a huge palace room, leaving only the two of us.
Sitting at the table, I first took a curious look at the setting, although it was a little shabby because of its simplicity, but it was also very emotional. Chunyu made me a cup of tea, smiled at me, and then opened the rattan box on the table.
"What is this?embroidery?" I watched curiously as Chunyu took out the needle and thread from the rattan box and shuttled back and forth on a piece of silk cloth fixed with bamboo sticks. Although it is only half embroidered, it looks like it should be embroidered with lotus flowers.
Chunyu didn't answer, just smiled faintly, but the movements in her hands did not stop at all, looking at her focused demeanor of flying needles and threads, it seemed to exude an obsessive beauty, which made people intoxicated.
"Sister came here, could it be just to come to see me embroider lotus flowers?" I don't know how long it took, Chunyu slowly opened his mouth, and suddenly woke up, only then did he realize his gaffe just now, and inadvertently glanced at the table, and found that there was a neat stack of silk cloth on the side of the table.
"You embroidered it yourself?" I couldn't believe it when I looked at the artwork in hand.
"The embroidery is not good, which makes the mother smile. Chunyu is still as modest and cautious as ever, even if the embroidery is so fine, she still doesn't show the slightest smugness.
"I usually don't have anything to do..."Chunyu's movements suddenly paused, and after putting down the things at hand, he unconsciously pinched the index finger of his right hand with his fingers, put it in his mouth and sucked it for a while.
"Are you alright?" I asked, uneasy.
"It's fine, I just accidentally got a needle prick. Chunyu smiled at me, covered the injured index finger with a handkerchief, and a drop of pale red blood gradually became wet.
"Niangniang, I really didn't expect you to come and see me, originally I thought," Chunyu lowered her head, with a hint of a smile on her face, and said softly: "Niangniang will definitely hate me forever..."
"In the beginning, I did have some resentment towards you... You know, when it comes to feelings, I don't want anyone to share them with me. Seeing that she said so frankly, I also put aside my worries and spoke my heart.
"But..."Chunyu clasped his hands together, unconsciously thumped on his knees, and replied in a low voice: "Niangniang, don't worry, there are some things... I'm not going to fight with you. "As for what it is, it doesn't need to be repeated, we both know it.
"But why is that? Don't you think that if you do this, it can't help but make me embarrassed, and it won't make you happy?" Chunyu's attitude made my emotions a little excited, since you know everything, but why did you choose this path?
"Luck—blessing?" Chunyu raised her head, repeated these two words in a lengthened tone, and then laughed herself, but her smile contained more of a certain helplessness and sadness.
"Niangniang, thank you for your concern, there is a reason why Chunyu made such a choice, and for some reasons, Chunyu had to do this. After laughing, Chunyu's face gradually became flat.
"What the hell is going on? Can't I help you? Chunyu, do you remember, I have always regarded you as my sister!" Seeing her calm appearance, I became anxious, and subconsciously, I felt that Chunyu must have something to hide from me.
"Niangniang's kindness to Chunyu, Chunyu has always been in mind, but if some things are helped by others, it will not be like that. Chunyu politely withdrew his hand from my hand and lightly rejected my kindness.
"Then can you tell me what it is?" I have always been very clear about Chunyu's character, if it is what she believes, then she will definitely not repent.
"Don't worry, when the time comes, Niangniang will naturally know. When she said this, Chunyu had a faint smile on her face, and it became more and more difficult to feel her inner activities.
Although Chunyu didn't tell me what her purpose was for entering the palace, I didn't have any secrets to explore, and when the truth came out, it would all be revealed. After this meeting, the relationship between me and Chunyu has gradually improved, although it is not as close as before, but it is not as cold as it was at the beginning.
This year's summer has been extremely hot, and even though I am in the palace, I can still enjoy a cool life. I don't know how much the drought that has been going on for months has affected the world outside the palace, and Shizawa is being tormented by this problem.
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