Chapter 188: Letter to Xu Meng

Came to the living room, rummaged through the cabinets at Qingxuan's house for a long time, and barely found a pen and a piece of paper, it seems that Qingxuan never works when she goes home, because I haven't even found a decent desk in her house.

I had no choice but to write on the coffee table in the living room, it seems that it is time to talk to Qingxuan, at least in front of my boss, I will not forget the appearance of work!

Although I have studied all the courses from elementary school to high school, but my writing essay has never passed, let me write love letters and apologies for this kind of thing, I can't write, but I am quite good at reviewing books, because of work, I have skipped class countless times since I was a child, so it is inevitable to write hundreds of review books, and naturally I have reached a level of familiarity with writing review books!

However, I must not be asked to write, "Dear Xu Meng, I feel guilty for my actions that day, and I reflect on the crimes I committed over and over again with great pain and remorse! The water is not deep, and if there is a dragon, it will be spiritual. I can't admit my crime...... "I guess if I write like this, Xu Meng will never pay attention to me in the future!"

Do you write this kind of love letter, you still have to know it in reason, and move it with emotion, the latter is particularly important, but how can a person like me, who has grown up mixed in the shadow of swords and swords, know what it means to move with emotion.

At this time, I had to use an old saying in people's mouths: "I don't know how to ask Du Niang about internal affairs, and I don't know how to ask dogs about foreign affairs!" I had to use the power of modern science and technology to ask for help on Du Niang, not to mention that Du Niang's efficiency is really fast, and after a while I found out a lot of versions of love letters, I found about dozens of love letters, and then I carried out "take the essence of them, remove the dross", and finally sorted out the following love letters:

"Loneliness adorns the two nights when you and I have no contact, I pick up the lonely pen, dipped in melancholy ink, and write my guilt for you......!" It doesn't feel right.,I'm using a ballpoint pen that is serious.,How can it get ink!

"Actually, you don't know, you've always been one of the people I care about the most. This summer, God arranged for you and me to meet....." By the way, I almost wrote God as "Brother Feng Yi".

"From the first time I saw you, my eyes were deeply attracted by you, maybe this is the legendary love at first sight!Every time I go to class, my eyes are always hooked by your sideways, I try to take my eyes off it, but I can't take it off anyway..... "I'm wondering if it's a bit fake here, I'm basically sleeping during class, how can I have time to see Xu Meng's figure, but it's too late to change it now, it's wrong!"

"Xu Meng, I'm sorry, it's all my fault! It's my behavior that hurts your heart, please forgive me! My mistake has kept me awake at night. I haven't really done anything for you, I haven't even taken you out for a good time, and not only that, but I've always embarrassed you, saddened you, and put you in embarrassment. "Now that I think about it, it's not just the love letter I copied casually, it's like this even in reality, I really haven't taken Xu Meng out to play well, and I always get her into trouble, the most typical time is that I asked Xu Meng to sing to me, and finally the whole school thought that Xu Meng was doing that kind of thing for me.

"I'm not an ancient emperor, and I don't deserve to have three wives and four concubines, but sometimes love always happens in an instant, and when Qingxuan and I fall in love, some things have already happened......" Xu Meng's character who will blush when she sees underwear advertisements, how can she write so much detail directly in the letter, she can roughly understand what it means!

"I did that kind of thing to Qingxuan, as a man, I have to be responsible to the end! Give Qingxuan a real and reasonable name, I can also leave with my hands, and the big deal is as if nothing happened, but if I can throw Qingxuan away like that, it's hard to guarantee that one day I won't throw you away like Qingxuan! What I promised Qingxuan is not decades, but a lifetime!"

"I still have to say sorry to you, because I can't abandon Qingxuan, but I don't want to abandon you either, people like me are really damned, I really don't understand where I'm so good, I can get so many girls to favor me!"

"Even if I am reluctant, even if I die with heartache, I can only be helpless, and I can bear your sadness silently by myself. In the two days you left me, I forced a smile in front of outsiders every day, and then I hid under the quilt and cried alone in the middle of the night. "This piece is a bit nonsense again, because I sleep with Qingxuan every day, but it is more affectionate to write like this, and it should be a white lie for the sad Xu Meng.

"I left in obscurity, I originally wanted me to live in seclusion in the mountains alone, never to be contaminated with the red dust of this world, so that you will never know the castle in my heart and the love that is still ashamed, and I will never know that in this small and closed corner that has been abandoned by you for a long time, there is a pair of affectionate pupils, which are silently watching you and never leaving!" If I am like this, Lao Tzu will not say a word, Gao Gao will first beat that person, and then let him explain clearly, if the explanation is not clear or the plot is wrong, he will be beaten and thrown into the police station!

"Maybe I made a big mistake in my last life! God gave me a long-cherished fate, not to hate each other late, but to complain that I don't know how to cherish it. There are pieces of laughter and laughter in the memories, and there are sad tears at the moment. I am stranded with you on the other side of the river of time, seeing that the other party is about to go away, but after all, I can't escape the entanglement of fate. I didn't want you to come into my world, but you just broke into my world and made my world warm before leaving. I originally wanted to bless you with the eyes of only a passerby, I can only love you with lonely feelings!"

It's the end when I write it here, but I always feel a little sad, and I still add a sentence at the end: "Forgive me, love you! Let you go, I regret it! So, I can't give up loving you anymore!"