I mustered up the courage and took the first step to do bad things, and I thought that my life would also develop in this direction, with a few more brothers and more things, so that the blank life was enriched.

But, when the accident comes, you can't stop it. Who would have known that the girl in white I was going to blackmail would exist in my past and change my future.

In the past ten years, my life has been gray, but in this gray, there is an unknown bright spot, it is she who triggered my cognition of love and made me fall in love.

In my heart, her status is completely different from Duoduo.

For Duoduo, I mixed with many complex feelings, from longing for her to be good to me, to hating her, to subtle touching, and finally self-blame and guilt, to now I can't forget it, and it's hard to let go.

And she has always been the purest goddess in my heart, sacrosanct. Since junior high school, I have been in the same class as her, she has fair skin, sweet appearance, like a fairy in a painting, quiet personality, spotless. Her academic performance is good, her family is good, but she is not proud, she is very kind and gentle, she is the only girl in the school who treats me as a human being, and the only embellishment in my dark life. However, I only look at her from a distance and never blaspheme.

I know very well in my heart that she is a white swan soaring in the sky, and I am a toad in a stinky gutter, I don't think about what happens to her, I have self-knowledge, I don't even have the qualifications to daydream.

In the same class for six years, I didn't say a word to her, not a word, even once, after Duoduo ran away from home, I was depressed and degenerate, and my grades dropped sharply, she took the initiative to ask me about my situation, I didn't respond, I was silent.

The affection for her has always been hidden in the deepest part of my heart, it is my first beauty, and it is also my most precious memory.

However, I never imagined that fate would play such a joke on me again, in a distant strange city, on a quiet road, I met her again after a long absence, she was still the pure and sweet goddess, and I was a hooligan who was ready to blackmail her.

At this moment, the girl in white who was walking towards me was the goddess in my heart, Su Xuejing.

The dramatic collision made me instantly blindfolded, and the idea of extortion had long since disappeared, and my mind was blank. It wasn't until Su Xuejing raised her eyes and glanced at me that I trembled like an electric shock, and I suddenly woke up.

I don't know if she recognized me, I just knew that I had to run away from this place, I ran as hard as I could, ran to the end of the road, turned the corner, and I stopped, gasping for air.

At this moment, my face was flushed red, and the frequency of my heartbeat was at its peak, and if there was a crack in the ground, I really wanted to get into it right away.

After slowing down for a while, I slowly calmed down, and at this time, I suddenly realized that Wang Yadong and the others did not come with me, I immediately realized that it was not good, and quickly looked at the path.

Sure enough, Wang Yadong and the four of them were surrounding Su Xuejing with bad intentions, looking at their posture, it didn't look like robbing money at all, like quitting sex, indeed, when encountering a beautiful goddess like Su Xuejing, who could not be tempted, especially the lustful Wang Yadong, he would never let go of such an opportunity.

Soon, I saw Wang Yadong move, he actually did not care about the sacrosanct Su Xuejing in my heart, and suddenly, I felt uncomfortable and uncomfortable, I wanted to rush over to stop Wang Yadong immediately, but I was afraid of him, I only had to be beaten in the past, I didn't want to be beaten in front of Su Xuejing, and I didn't want her to know that I was in the same group of bastards.

However, I couldn't watch her being bullied by Wang Yadong, just when I was very anxious, my brain suddenly had a flash of inspiration, I couldn't care about anything else, and immediately screamed at Wang Yadong at the top of my voice: "Brother Dong, the police are coming, run !! quickly"

Hearing my shout, Wang Yadong and the others spread their legs and ran wildly, they didn't even think about it, they fled in a panic. These bastard students who often do bad things must be very sensitive to the police, and I can only scare them away if I move out of the police.

As soon as a few of them ran, Su Xuejing immediately escaped from the path and went to a crowded place.

At this time, my nervous heart relaxed, stared at the place where Su Xuejing left for a long time, I lowered my head, walked back silently, and walked near the south gate of the school, I suddenly saw four pairs of feet in front of me, I quickly raised my head, and found that Wang Yadong and the four of them were staring at me fiercely with fire-breathing eyes, especially Wang Yadong, his angry eyes were about to burst out.

My frightened heart was pounding, and I didn't know what to do for a while, and Wang Yadong yelled at me directly: "Where are the police?"

I replied in trepidation, "Just left!"

Obviously, it is impossible for me to fool my clumsy acting skills, Wang Yadong heard my answer, and became even more angry, he raised his leg and kicked me violently, I was kicked back again and again, and finally fell to the ground.

Soon, Wang Yadong rushed over again, squatted down and lifted my collar, and roared: "Wu Lai, you are really kind, Lao Tzu treats you as a brother, covers you for so long, and specially took you out to play with you today, you are good, not only are you not grateful, but you dare to play with me." Why, have you taken a fancy to that beauty? Do you want to be a hero to save the beauty? Are you really like Fang Zixuan said, the toad wants to eat swan meat!"

Wang Yadong is the person who cares most about face, his majesty is unquestionable, even the close brothers around him dare not damage his majesty, and I, not only did not listen to his instructions, but also deceived him, he must want to skin me alive now. Wang Yadong, who started the fire, is really much more terrifying than Fang Zixuan.

I was so scared, I was so scared that I couldn't even breathe, I felt that there was a very dark aura that completely enveloped me, I trembled, and choked up: "Brother Dong, I really see a police..."

Before I finished speaking, Wang Yadong directly hit me to the ground, and said angrily: "You have your mother, you are stupid to me, I didn't see it after a long glance!"

After saying that, he gave me another kick, and another kick, and he treated me like a punching bag, and kept kicking, kicking very hard, I was helpless, very frightened, very painful, my hands, holding my head tightly, the whole person shrunk into a ball.

However, the more Wang Yadong kicked, the more angry he became, scolding while kicking, saying that I didn't know what was good or bad, and he ruined his good deeds, and he finally met a girl who was ruined by me.

I curled up on the ground, crying and yelling, don't fight, don't fight.

But Wang Yadong kept kicking me as if he hadn't heard it, and finally a brother next to him stopped him and said, "Brother Dong, wait, don't you think this is wrong? It stands to reason that Wu Lai is so daring, even if he doesn't dare to blackmail and retreat, he won't dare to lie to you!"

Wang Yadong stopped kicking me, turned his head to look at him, and said unhappily: "What? Do you think the police are coming?"

The brother hurriedly shook his head and said, "It's not, we haven't seen any police at all, but since Wu Lai dares to lie, there must be a reason for him." Do you think, when he saw the woman just now, the whole person was obviously wrong, and then he dared to lie to you, doesn't this prove that this kid knows that beautiful woman?"

Wang Yadong seemed to be woken up on the spot, he pondered for a while, and then immediately asked me, "Do you know that beautiful girl?"

I shook my head blankly, not daring to admit it.

Wang Yadong obviously didn't believe it, kicked me, and shouted: "To be honest, otherwise I won't make you able to get up today!"

No matter how stupid I am, I can see Wang Yadong's idea of wanting to fight Su Xuejing, if I say that I know her, then Wang Yadong will definitely pester me endlessly, I don't want to cause any more trouble, so I endured the pain, continued to shake my head, and replied in a trembling voice: "I really don't know!"

At this time, Wang Yadong's patience was gone, he was too lazy to talk nonsense with me, and shouted directly: "I can't get up if I fight!"

Suddenly, several pairs of fists and feet swept in, my bones were about to break, and even squeaked, and I felt that the sky was dark, and I couldn't make a sound anymore.

It wasn't until I rolled my eyes that they stopped, and then Wang Yadong's warning voice came suddenly: "Wu Lai, from today onwards, you get out of my circle, and besides, you'd better not lie to me, if I know that you know that you know that beautiful woman, I will make your death ugly!"

After saying that, he took people with him and went away angrily.

At this time, I was about to lose consciousness, I wanted to move, but I couldn't, I couldn't exert my strength, I only felt pain, a pain in my heart.

Time passed slowly, and I walked on the side of the road for a long time like a dead dog, and finally a kind aunt helped me up from the ground and said that she would take me to the hospital, but I refused her offer and just sat on the bench on the side of the road to rest.

It took me a long time to regain some strength, and then I struggled to my feet, shuffled with heavy footsteps, and limped towards the school.

The closer I got to the school gate, the more uncomfortable my heart became, and tears fell uncontrollably.

For more than a month, I have endured all the suffering, obeyed Wang Yadong's orders before and after the saddle, and carefully did not dare to make a small mistake.

For the sake of him treating me as a brother, in order to be able to be righteous and angry, in order to be looked down upon by them, I even agreed to do such a thing as blackmail.

But in the end, the feeling of being taken seriously, the excitement of finally having a brother and a friend, turned out to be my wishful thinking alone. After all, Wang Yadong just regarded me as a slave who came and went when he was called, and if he made a little mistake, he was so cruel to me, and he had no mercy.

Why, why is God so unfair, I just want to raise my head and be a human being, I just want to have a few brothers and friends, why has even this become a luxury?

In the end, I was still alone, still disliked and ridiculed, and whoever was unhappy would come and beat me a few times.

In the future, no matter how cautious I am, I may be ravaged by Wang Yadong or Fang Zixuan at any time.

In this school, I no longer have support, no support, everything, still can only rely on myself, I tried to support my injured body, slowly walked into the campus, walked to the infirmary.

As soon as Sister Angel saw me, she seemed to recognize me and asked directly, "It's fighting again!"

I shook my head weakly and said weakly, "No!"

Sister Angel glanced at me deeply, and then said, "Classmate, is someone deliberately bullying you, or I'll help you talk to the school leaders!"

I secretly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and said strongly: "No need, it's me who caused it!"

Hearing this, Sister Angel didn't say anything more, just silently helped me wipe the wound and apply the medicine, wiping and wiping, she couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "Who, you are so ruthless, you are all like this, classmate, you really have to take care of your body, don't really have an accident." ”

Her words touched my heart again, and the tears quietly slipped down again, feeling that no one in this world is more miserable than me!

After applying the medicine, I said thank you to Sister Angel, and I left.

Back in the dormitory, I climbed straight into bed, I didn't eat dinner, I kept hiding under the covers, thinking about my dark school life, and kept sobbing.

This night, I had a fever, the fever was very serious, my whole body was soft, my head was very painful, the whole person was confused, covered with a thick quilt, my body was still shaking, if I could, I really wanted to just sleep like this, and never wake up again.

But I couldn't sleep, I just felt so uncomfortable, I tried to control myself, I didn't let myself make a noise to my roommate, I didn't let anyone know that I was sick, I just gritted my teeth and persevered until the next morning, my tears were dry, my body was soaked with sweat, and my brain was still in chaos.

Just as I was about to close my eyes and fall asleep, my bed was suddenly shaken violently, accompanied by a cacophony: "Get up, get up!"

I didn't have the strength to get up, so I could only curl up under the quilt and stay motionless.

Seeing that I didn't move, someone couldn't stand it anymore and directly lifted my quilt and told me to roll down.

I opened my weak eyes and saw that Wang Yadong was also in the bedroom, I was helpless, I could only slowly climb off the bed, but my sick whole body was weak, my feet were weak, and when I got off the bed ladder, I rolled down directly and fell to the ground, and immediately, there was a burst of laughter in the bedroom.

Amid everyone's laughter, I trembled and struggled to get up from the ground.

As soon as I got up, Wang Yadong flashed in front of me, pulled the corners of his mouth, and said in a dark voice: "Wu Lai, I found out that that beauty's name is Su Xuejing, and she is from the Normal University next door to us, coincidentally, she is from the same city as you!"