Chapter 37: The Unbearable Relief
Han Mingchao called Mo Wushuang several times and asked to meet and explain many things clearly. However, Mo Wushuang didn't give Han Mingchao this opportunity at all, Mo Wushuang felt that because of the two of them, they had already experienced so many things, and now the two of them didn't know what to say even if they sat together.
After many things are missed and misunderstood, they will never be able to make up for it. Mo Wushuang felt that Li Mingfen was already mixed in the lives of the two of them, and it was an insurmountable ditch. Many times, Mo Wushuang sat in the office, and what appeared in front of him was the shadow of Han Mingchao. She also knew that she wanted to be Han Mingchao, but once some things became a painful memory, they could never go back to the past.
Han Mingchao felt that the fate of the two people was not over, and he didn't want everything to be wrong again and again. Of course, Li's bankruptcy, Li Mingfen's imprisonment, Li Linhai's death, and Feng Zimei's madness all brought him a lot of psychological pressure. However, no matter how much pressure he felt, he couldn't afford to lose Mo Wushuang.
Because, some things have passed away and can never be turned back, and he would rather have the courage to grasp it all than just let happiness slip from under his nose. At least, Han Mingchao felt that his love for Mo Wushuang was a kind of happiness, a kind of happiness that could not be exchanged with other things in his life.
Mo Wushuang's repeated refusals did not resist Han Mingchao's repeated phone requests. After countless phone calls to no avail, Han Mingchao changed his tactics and waited for her downstairs at Mo Wushuang before getting off work every day. However, Mo Wushuang was ruthless, she just didn't want to talk to Han Mingchao face to face, she was afraid that when she spoke like this, looking at his eyes, she would be captured by his affection again.
I'm afraid that Han Mingchao has been waiting for her downstairs in her office, and the formalities for going abroad have been almost completed. So, Mo Wushuang and John resigned silently from domestic work. Amy looked at Han Mingchao, who had been wandering downstairs, and she couldn't bear it.
"Wushuang, I think it's necessary for you to meet Johnny, he is really affectionate, I'm afraid you will regret it if you miss it. Because, Amy witnessed the grievances between Han Mingchao and Mo Wushuang, and she felt that the two lovers were separated like this, which was really a bit irresponsible for her own emotions. It's obvious that they love each other, why do they torture each other so much.
"Amy, there are many things you don't understand, I have my helplessness, and I don't want to be so ruthless. However, Li Mingfen's imprisonment and her family's experience, how can I get together with Han Mingchao again. Mo Wushuang stroked his slightly bulging little belly, with infinite emotion and infinite loss in his heart.
Mo Wushuang doesn't want to give his unborn child a complete home and a complete love. However, she is helpless about many things. She can't get out of Li Mingfen's magic circle, Li Mingfen has been whipping her heart like an invisible whip.
Mo Wushuang felt that he was not ashamed of Li Mingfen, and he did not feel guilty again. But she knew that as long as she lived with Han Mingchao, she would not be able to escape the shadow that Li Mingfen brought to everyone.
Amy looked at Mo Wushuang's helpless face with a painful expression flashing in her eyes, and knew that she was also in an extremely contradictory inner entanglement. Amy also understands that Mo Wushuang doesn't love Han Mingchao, but he loves too much. Perhaps, this heaviness cannot be resolved by herself for Mo Wushuang, so she chose to flee.
"Wushuang, I want you to live happily, I personally think that you are in love. So, why bother with yourself. However, I also know your helplessness, and I can understand your pain. Hopefully, when you return to Paris, we will keep in touch and remember that you must be happy. ”
Amy was very reluctant to Mo Wushuang's resignation, but she knew that there were too many rights and wrongs here, and staying here would make Mo Wushuang suffer more. Therefore, she didn't want to persuade Mo Wushuang to stay anymore. Because everyone has the right to choose their own life, and others have no right to interfere.
"Amy, thank you for your concern, I also know that you are for my good, I will be happy, I am very happy to work with you during this time, and we will have the opportunity to work together again," This is not Mo Wushuang's polite words, she has always felt that she and Amy are happy to get along as a partner at work, and they have always been very harmonious as friends.
After speaking, Mo Wushuang glanced at Han Ming downstairs and didn't speak anymore, because she felt that she was cruel to do this, but she had to be so cruel. Mo Wushuang understood that when Han Mingchao didn't tell him about his pregnancy a few years later, he would definitely hate her. However, Mo Wushuang couldn't manage so much anymore, and after knowing that after he told him about this, he would definitely not be able to go abroad.
Mo Wushuang finally went home through the other exits, and did not go to work in the rest of the day. Because, everything is handed over clearly, she doesn't want to go to the company anymore. She didn't dare to stand in the company's office, and when she looked downstairs, she saw Han Mingchao waiting for her downstairs, and she was afraid that she would soften her heart in an instant.
However, Mo Wushuang is also in a very bad mood at home these days, she hides in her room and sleeps every day, she doesn't see anyone, and she doesn't go anywhere. In all the silence, the cold winter has passed, and the early spring has come.
The weather in spring was very unpredictable, and the sky was always clear, but suddenly there was a night of violent storms. When Mo Wushuang went to close the window, he saw a familiar figure downstairs, shivering in the wind and rain of early spring. She wanted to pretend that she didn't see Han Mingchao, closed the curtains and went back to the bed to sit in a daze, and after sitting for a long time, she still couldn't help but run to the window to see if the fool had left.
At this time, there was thunder and lightning, but Han Mingchao was still standing in the wind and rain and looking at Mo Wushuang's window. Such a scene made Mo Wushuang very uneasy, she paced around the room anxiously, and she didn't know if she went downstairs to persuade Han Mingchao to go home.
Time was passing by every second, but Mo Wushuang felt that his heart was becoming more and more irritable. She was already fidgeting. She kept telling herself that I couldn't look out the window, that I didn't see anything. However, in the end, she couldn't help but walk towards the living room.
Because, stay in the room. She couldn't help but go to the window to see if Han Mingchao was still there, every time she saw Han Mingchao standing persistently in the wind and rain, her heart became entangled, and a lot of unbearability and reluctance surged into her heart.