Chapter 155
"Of course not. Mobile"
The firmness that shone in Jiang Beisheng's eyes, and the sonorous words that came out of his mouth, made me a little unsure for a while whether to remain suspicious and unwavering, or to let go of the mustard and be a family that loved Chen Yifen and Zhang Sheng.
"What?" Jiang Beisheng knew everything about my refusal to express his position, and saw that he straightened his face, and his firm gaze was like a long sword cast from a fine light, approaching my eyes: "You don't believe it?" asked without leaving a trace of leeway.
I thought about it for a moment and said very seriously, "Let me believe that there must be an explanation, right?"
"Then why didn't you just ask her at the time?"
After speaking, Jiang Beisheng pointed to the porcelain cup placed on the opposite corner of the coffee table, I naturally bent over and handed him the cup, and his behavior of taking the cup was more natural than mine.
It was this back and forth nature that suddenly reminded me of the daily life of Nanako and Mr. Bean, and a delusion of an old husband and wife warmed up in my mind.
Knowing that it is a delusion, but still stupidly appeasing this feeling is wrong again and again, it will surely become a gloom that every woman who is bewitched by love and cannot extricate herself will experience.
I don't want to deny that I'm one of them.
"Jiang Beisheng, Su Xin...... Didn't I take the initiative to contact you?" the excitement of the old husband and wife turned me from the rigor of talking about business into a big lemon full of sourness.
The porcelain cup in Jiang Beisheng's hand seemed to have a slight shock, and the hand drinking tea lagged slightly, and it was like a lake after the wind, quietly regaining calm.
This throat tea, in the end, I still drank it.
When the cup fell back on the corner of the coffee table, the smile hanging on the corner of the man's mouth became a little unkind: "Whether there is contact or not is my private matter, I remember, it seems that not inquiring into each other's private affairs is also a clause in the contract." You can't just forget, do you?"
"Don't you think it's a little unfair when you say that?" the book is right, love makes people weak and unreasonable. Jiang Beisheng's refusal is obviously a choice with sufficient reason and clear evidence, but I can't accept his emotional avoidance with a sitting and ignoring look like before: "Who keeps complaining that I'm not honest enough? And who makes me always abide by the principle of coexistence of mutual trust?"
"These are two different things. Jiang Beisheng didn't mean to back down at all: "You are talking to me about work, not your old lover." ”
"You mean, in exchange, I should talk to you about my old flame Mo Jia?" I retorted, full of the irritable factor.
Jiang Beisheng was silent, and like all boxing matches, this controversy also ushered in an intermission. The length of the break, which also strictly follows the rules of boxing matches, is short to only a moment.
"I'll go see Zuo Lan," after taking two steps, the man came back to look at me, his eyes deep but not affectionate: "I hope that when I come back, we can calmly continue the previous topic." ”
The ghost is at peace with you!
As soon as Jiang Beisheng's affectionate back stepped into the bedroom, I immediately jumped up from the sofa and ran away without looking back.
No matter how fierce emotions and sparks erupt in a dispute between a woman and a man, there is no better way to make a truce than with a sweet word. However, most Chinese men prefer to avoid self-avoidance.
Just like Jiang Beisheng's excuse to see Zuo Lan, it is the same reason.
When I came out of Zuo Lan's house, I didn't go back to my house, but took the elevator all the way down. The greening of the community is good, and a few retro buildings and pavilions are also repaired every now and then to decorate it. When I first moved in, I had a habit of walking around the neighborhood after dinner, and this habit persisted for a year.
If it hadn't been for that accident that caused disability by throwing objects from high altitudes, I think I'd keep this habit going to this day.
Because of the respect and cherishing of life, I decided to go outside.
Out of the gate of the community, to the left is the direction of the cold drink shop.
But the fate between me and An is destined to be full of twists and turns, I believe in the store to see, An is not there, there is a little girl in front of the bar I don't know is dressed very fashionably. Now there are not many people in the store, and I only have three tables of individual customers, so the little girl can take care of it alone.
I picked up a window seat and sat down, and within a minute, a hand covered in black nail polish pinched an orderer and brought it right under my nose.
"Good beautiful nail polish. I took the orderer and said sincerely.
The little girl showed a very flamboyant smile: "Auntie has a good eye, this is this year's popular color." ”
The corners of my mouth trembled: "My sister also came from a young age, just like you will become an old aunt one day." ”
"Maybe, maybe not, after all, no one knows which one will come first, the accident or tomorrow. The little girl rolled her eyes innocently: "If the first thing is an accident, I will be sixteen years old, an eternal girl." Am I right, Auntie?"
"It's not clear if it's right or not, but one thing is clear, when my sister is sixteen, she doesn't dare to talk back to someone who is five years older than herself. I straightened my back: "Because I'm afraid that trouble will come out of my mouth." ”
"Oh my God," the little girl screamed, five spread fingers on her head, and her big pretty eyes showed a dead look after being frightened, "don't you even need skin care products? Sister, don't you know how old you are?"
His grandmother's might as well be an honest old aunt from the beginning.
As if I couldn't get up in my throat, I coughed: "Give me a cup of iced tea." He hurriedly sent the sharp-toothed little girl away.
When the iced tea was served, I was surprised to find kidney beans wandering alone on the street in front of the cold drink shop.
I called her, and she turned around, smiled at me in the transparent window, and walked in a little lacking in spirit.
Her taste is similar to mine, and sure enough, she also orders iced tea.
"You're looking for me?" I asked without even thinking about it.
Kidney Bean didn't answer directly: "Feeling bad?" asked rhetorically without being abrupt.
I nodded, told me about today's events again, and also mentioned part of the conversation with Jiang Beisheng, what I didn't mention was the part where I was jealous and awkward.
"Xiaoqi, I agree with Jiang Beisheng's point of view. ”
I sighed in disappointment, "Why?"
Kidney Dou sighed: "Although you haven't been in the statistics department for a long time, from your description, you can also hear that Zhang Sheng has taken care of you in private quite secretly, but you should have heard such a sentence 'water has left traces, geese have left sound'." So, no matter how careful she is when she takes care of you, it is still possible to be noticed. ”
If you want people to know, you can't do it unless you do.
Makes sense.
"Internal power struggles, the most taboo is ill-informed. I believe that no matter what kind of eyeliner the person who first noticed that Zhang Sheng was good to you, it would not be long before everyone knew it. In such a situation, if you were Manager Mo or a fairy, would you not be suspicious of the person who left the statistics department and went back? Don't you think that such a return may be an internal response?"
"Imagination is a good thing, but there's really no need to overdo it. "I have a different opinion on this.
Kidney Dou lowered his eyebrows and smiled lightly: "A man says he loves you every day, will you wonder if he is so casual is not sincere? If this man reforms his ways and suddenly stops talking, you have to wonder if he doesn't love you anymore, is he empathetic and don't fall in love? In the same way, Zhang Sheng refused you to leave, and you accidentally pushed her downstairs in an argument with her, who would still suspect you if you were so hateful, just thinking that you were timid and afraid of things, and didn't dare to offend them. Xiaoqi, in this society where there is more affection than hushing and warmth, it is rare for Chen Yifen and Zhang Sheng to be thoughtful. I believe that even if they fail in the end, they will not abandon you. ”
I hope so.
I took a big sip of iced tea: "It seems that I should still consult Jiang Beisheng more in the future." ”
"That person," Kidney Dou's face turned cold, and his eyes continued to be low, "He is a very deep and calculating person. It's good that you don't offend him, offend ......" Kidney Bean's vocal cords suddenly lost his voice as if he was stuck by something, and after a while, he laughed miserably: "Xiaoqi, don't have the illusion of love for this kind of person, you are not his opponent." To love or not to love, it is not. ”