Chapter 1042: The past is unbearable

Lin Feng admitted that he had a purpose in meeting Xia Meiyan, but this did not prevent him from having a friend's love for Xia Meiyan, and it was because of this that he was very concerned about Xia Meiyan's life experience. [Latest chapter reading.]

From Qin Muyu's description that time, Lin Feng judged that among the three women who competed for the position of the Lord of the Thousand Nights Palace, Xia Muxing was very likely to be Xia Meiyan's mother, and Xia Muxing had passed away, and it was impossible to take a blood test to prove it.

Qin Muyu claimed that they had never found Xia Muxing's daughter back then, but she should have seen Xia Meiyan, even if she hadn't seen her in person, Xia Meiyan appeared so frequently on TV, in various magazines, and poster advertisements that she was a household name.

Qin Muyu didn't show anything, and she didn't mean to hide it. But Lin Feng thinks that Xia Muxing's daughter is Xia Meiyan, and this time it will definitely not be wrong. Of course, he didn't know who Xia Meiyan's father was, what his origin was, and what could make Xia Muxing, one of the noble leaders of the Thousand Nights Palace, fall in love with him, and it was definitely unrealistic to say that it was an ordinary man.

Is it Xia Qingyun? This seems to be unlikely, after all, Xia Qingyun is identified as having two daughters, one is the current Dragon Soul Captain, and the other is Shen Ruoxi, Xia Meiyan and the Xia family are not related by blood, and her surname Xia is probably because she takes her mother's surname.

"Do you want to know?" Xia Meiyan looked at Lin Feng and asked.

Lin Feng said: "Yes, I want to know, so I hope you tell me the truth." ”

"What's the matter? Are you trying to propose marriage to them? I'll tell you if so. Xia Meiyan said to Lin Feng playfully.

Lin Feng was speechless, Xia Meiyan smiled again, and then the smile retracted, and her expression became formal but dark.

"I'm wondering, really wondering why you're asking me these questions all of a sudden today, and I don't think that's your conscience, because you've never really cared about me, paid attention to what I felt in my heart. In this world, I don't actually care about other people's concern for me, there are only two exceptions, one is her, and the other is you!" Xia Meiyan looked at Lin Feng and said lightly.

"In the past, I was a little bit of a mess with you, but you don't know, every time I actually need you like that, do you think that I only have a gorgeous aura as a star? Of course not, our aura is actually to illuminate the darkness in our hearts, because there is no one to dispel the darkness for me. Of course, there are actually two people who can do it, but unfortunately, she can't do it anymore, and you don't want to do it. ”

Xia Meiyan's eyes were hot as she spoke, Lin Feng could already clearly see that something was flashing inside, and he saw the sorrow in Xia Meiyan's heart, because a certain past scar in her heart was uncovered again.

Lin Feng didn't say anything, and took the initiative to gently hold Xia Meiyan's hand, Xia Meiyan looked at Lin Feng and said, "Can I lean on your shoulder and say, in your arms, I won't be so painful." ”

Lin Feng nodded, reached out and gently hugged Xia Meiyan, calming her emotions, Xia Meiyan gently leaned on Lin Feng's shoulder.

"Do you think that I am a glamorous star, and that my parents must be very talented and background-rich people? At least they are relatively wealthy and can give me enough money and opportunities? On the contrary, they are too ordinary to be ordinary, and a good family has become impoverished because of my so-called father's endless profligacy, and a great woman has worked hard to support this family until the end of her life. ”

Lin Feng felt that something was wrong when he heard it, the wealth of the Thousand Nights Palace was conceivable, and what Xia Meiyan said was completely incompatible with what he had inferred.

But at this time, Lin Feng still has to continue to listen, no matter what the result is, he has to be a listener to Xia Meiyan, as Xia Meiyan said before, she actually wanted to confide in Lin Feng for a long time, but unfortunately Lin Feng has not been a listener to her.

Xia Meiyan has a very bad impression of her father, she was once too ruthless, he is her psychological shadow all the time, her mother brought her all the happiness of childhood and girlhood, and her father is the opposite, he brought her all the hardships of this period.

Since she was sensible, she came home from school every day, facing her mother's warm smile, and the smell of food in the small room, eating together, singing together, and playing the warmest game between mother and daughter.

Simple and warm happiness depends on whether that person comes back, and if he returns, this happiness ends and is replaced by a nightmare.

The smell of alcohol filled the whole room, and the angry roars, vicious insults, fists and kicks, and the helpless crying of the mother swallowed up all the happiness and warmth in an instant.

Xia Meiyan's family is very poor, relying on his mother to run a small laundry, and his father is a man who only has wine bottles and gambling cards in his eyes, and he can give everything for these two things, including her and her mother.

Drinking, gambling, winning money and spending all night, never returning all night, losing money or drinking, beating his mother all over the body, being collected for debts, selling the laundry tray that sustained the family several times, and the mother tried every means to redeem the only source of income on which they depended.

A few years are spent in this boring cycle, and it seems that there will never be an end. This period of time had a great impact on Xia Meiyan, because of the psychological shadow downstairs at that time, she was particularly disgusted with people who drank alcohol, and refused to drink alcohol when attending any public places.

She is now a big star, with countless expensive clothes in her home, and a large room in her house dedicated to all kinds of clothes.

But whether at home or in the company's private dressing room, she does not allow others to hang their clothes together and expose them to her sight, and that kind of scene will unconsciously remind her of the small laundry back then, the hard-working figure.

One day, a few years later, their nightmare seemed to be solved, and their father was sentenced to ten years for gambling debts and theft, and he went to prison, where it was impossible to harass them for ten years.

It was not good news, but it was certainly a boon for them, they had lived together for ten years of simple and stable life, bitter but harmonious and sweet, and they did not want to see that man again, and when he was about to be released from prison, they decided to move to another place, where he could not find it.

It's a pity that it was a step late, when they just had this idea and were ready to implement it, one day he suddenly came back, such a person actually got the opportunity to reduce his sentence for half a year, which they didn't dare to imagine, of course, this made them even more afraid.

Ten years of life did not make him the slightest improvement, his tyranny is increasing day by day, he forced his wife to get him good wine and food, in the greedy enjoyment of wine and food, drunk germination, his eyes focused on his daughter, ten years of not seeing, the daughter has become a slim girl, the posture is outstanding, the body curve has appeared.

He drank and ordered his wife to go out to buy him wine, broke her apart, and then pounced on his daughter like a hungry wolf.

"This ......!" Lin Feng scolded in his heart, and at the same time, he also understood that this couple must not be Xia Meiyan's biological father and daughter, and his previous judgment had hope, but at this time, he wanted to listen to Xia Meiyan continue, not just as a listener for her.

He pounced on me, ten years of vicissitudes and hardships had made my mother much older, and my sixteen-year-old body had already constituted a fatal attraction to him, and this beast was ready to do things that were inferior to beasts. Xia Meiyan gritted her teeth and said hatefully.

Seeing Lin Feng's surprised gaze looking at her, Xia Meiyan smiled faintly: "Don't worry, I'm still icy and jade, in that case, with a bitter hatred for that person, I only had one thought at that time." And I did the same. ”

The bottle shattered, half of which sank directly into his lower body, and his sinful thoughts were over forever. Later, although he went to the hospital in time, because of his injuries, only one life was saved, and he became a waste.

Lin Feng sweated, he originally thought that this kind of thing could only be done by Blue Rose, listening to Xia Meiyan's description, she was a very quiet and introverted girl back then, and she was timid, and that time could be described as the most helpless resistance under strong persecution.

Xia Meiyan was sad, not because of this incident, but because not long after this, her mother died, it was a disease caused by years of hard work, severe kidney failure, ten years of hard work, plus something like this happened, she completely collapsed. He walked quickly, gave up all treatment, and died not long after he became seriously ill.

This is Xia Meiyan's biggest regret, her son wants to raise but her relatives are not there, the more she has today, the more painful the memories of that scene make her miserable.

"That father of yours is still there?" Lin Feng asked Xia Meiyan.

Xia Meiyan sneered and said: "It's still there, in the dilapidated house back then, it's still alive, but you can't gamble or drink anymore." I am very kind and will often send people to send him some money and gifts!"

"I don't think this is your revenge with virtue, if so, I can only say that you are broad-minded enough. Lin Fengdao.

Xia Meiyan said: "Don't think so until you know what gift I give him." ”

Lin Feng looked at Xia Meiyan, and she continued to say coldly: "He has lost his dignity as a man, and no woman is willing to accompany him, I won't let him be so lonely, so I often give him inflatable dolls, all kinds of them, and they are all the best and the best quality." ”

Women are terrible! Lin Feng frowned, and Xia Meiyan couldn't escape this law.

Xia Meiyan said: "Do you know what my mother said to me when she was dying? Except for that sentence: If you want, let me be your mother in the future!"