Talk on the rooftop

One is three hours, and one crying is a tissue, so Dai Feng accompanied her to blow the cold wind on the rooftop for three hours, crying until she had no strength to twitch, sighing and looking at the gradually setting sunset, and it seemed to feel a lot better after venting her emotions. Dai Feng accompanied her like this......

"Okay, I'm almost crying. He wiped his nose as he spoke.

"Don't cry! I still have two packs of tissues, or you're crying two packs of tissues." Dai Feng looked at her with a smile and said.

Suddenly, he also looked at Dai Feng with a look of disgust and unhappiness, "Are you human, I cried the sun down, and you still laughed at me, gloating at me and laughing." As he spoke, he threw the tissue in Dai Feng's hand to the ground, and Dai Feng picked up the tissue and stood up to leave. Seeing that Dai Feng was leaving, he suddenly became a little anxious.

"Why are you going? Don't you have something to talk to me about?"

"Don't you hate me, then I won't let you watch the sunset when I go down. "It sounds like Dai Feng is a little angry.

"I~ When did I say I hated you......" Dai Feng didn't listen to her explanation and turned around to leave. "I was wrong~ Wrong, I shouldn't have said that about you, I know you're trying to make me happy, but I really can't laugh. Dai Feng hesitated, turned around and walked back to her, looking at her crying makeup and swollen eyes, he still sat down softly.

"I know that you are the only one here who is really good to me, and I also know that you are trying to comfort me, I'm sorry~ I didn't mean to say that about you just now. ”

Suddenly is as important to Dai Feng as Shen Yizhen is to Suddenly Ran. Her joys, sorrows, and sorrows all affect his heart, even if the whole world says that she is not good, she is perfect in Dai Feng's heart.

"I'm not angry at what you just said to me, I'm angry that you are too self-conscious, do things without thinking about the consequences, don't think about yourself, is it worth doing this for a person who doesn't know if he has himself in his heart?"

"Then do you think these things you have done for me over the years are worth it?" suddenly asked if Dai Feng's silent dedication and protection to himself over the years was worth it?

Dai Feng smiled and said, "Are we the same?"

"Are we different?"

"Yes, over the years, I have watched you cry by your side, watched you laugh, seen the joy of your success, and also seen the loneliness of your failure, but I don't regret it, everyone has their own reasons for insisting, you are insistent for me without reason, even if I know that there is no result, I will do these things. "Dai Feng's dedication to Suddenly has been out of ordinary people's love, the kind of love that does not ask for anything in return, as long as you are happy and you are happy, I can do anything.

"It's tiring and hard to persist for no reason. Suddenly, there were flickering tears in his eyes, looking at the silhouette of Dai Feng shining in the sunset.

A slight smile appeared on the corner of Dai Feng's mouth, but he looked very bitter. "It's all my willingness to be tired and hard. ”

"Yes, it's all voluntary. Just like me, for a person who doesn't know if there is a result, I pull out the scales that disguise myself one by one, and then I can't help laughing even when it hurts. ”

"Do you like him so much? A person who has known him for just a few months, hurts himself to this point for him, your self-esteem, your pride, your persistence, your ideals can all be given up. Have you really figured it out?"

"You know what! Before I was 17 I didn't think I would ever care about someone in my life to love, let alone like or be liked. Until I saw you at the pawn shop, it was an inexplicable sense of intimacy, it was you who persuaded me to return to my loved ones, and it was you and my grandmother who made me feel loved again. I even thought that staying by your side was the right choice for me, but slowly I realized that I was an unrestricted person, and in that circle I had difficulty breathing, and I would feel that I would cause trouble for you and my grandmother in whatever I did. After returning to China, although it was very hard and tiring, I was very free and had no sense of constraint. At the beginning, I knew that Shen Yizhen was using me, and I didn't refuse his contract, in fact...... In fact, all of us understand that if there was no Step shake, without the famous Professor Gu, without you Dai Feng, how could there be Vivian and Tao Ran today, everyone said that I am gifted and spiritual, but there are many people who are more talented and spiritual than me, why did I break out, it is not because of this relationship. Shen Yizhen told me that no matter how I got to where I am today, no matter whose shoulder I stepped on, since I have come to this point, I should go on, he has asked me more than once, is it really what I want to see when I give up the opportunity! I also asked myself, and the answer is: No. I was able to let go of my guard and get to this point because he gave me direction and courage, although he has been pushing me forward step by step in a way that provokes me, proving that I can. Without those bickering, without those noisy and noisy, Tao would not be today. It's because of him, a man I hated to the point of gritting my teeth, hating and hating to the heart, and I can't forget it. ”

Dai Feng was distressed and sad when he heard this, and at this moment he knew that Ran's feelings for Shen Yizhen were more than just liking, everyone knew how deep it was to love someone to the point of hate, how much pain it should be to hate someone to the point of love, and how much courage to dare to face such feelings.

"It's because he touches your bottom line again and again, persecutes you, hurts your heart and hurts your self-esteem, that you have different feelings for him, right?"

Suddenly lowered his head and choked up and said, "Yes, he has seen my most embarrassed appearance, said the most hurtful things to me, and trampled on my self-esteem, he is such a person." One day I suddenly found that even if this person no longer appeared with me, his shadow would appear in my mind, and I would inadvertently think of him, and I couldn't hate him until I hated it deeply. ”

"What's his attitude?"

"I don't know. Suddenly he shook his head with a smile. "I don't know what he thinks, I don't know if he has someone he likes in his heart, and I don't know if the person he likes is me. He's always been a mystery to me, a mystery I can't see through and guess. I still don't know what I mean to him. But I don't regret it, I don't regret doing a lot, heh~ Maybe it's like you said, there's no reason. ”

"I'm really worried that one day you will completely ruin yourself for this illusory relationship, and it will really be too late for anything by then. ”

"If I do get to that point, don't pull me back. I chose the path myself, and no matter what the outcome is, I will go to the end. But I don't want to hurt anyone, especially you, on this path. Speaking of this, Dai Feng suddenly looked at Dai Feng, Dai Feng understood what she meant, and it could be seen from Dai Feng's expression that he was against these words.

"No, I won't let you ......"

"Dai Feng. Suddenly interrupted him, "I know what you want to say, I know what I said, don't do anything for me, count me as begging you......"

The two of them knew each other too well, and suddenly looked at Dai Feng with tears in their eyes, and Dai Feng's eyes were also full of reluctance and distress.

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