Chapter 218: Give Me a Kiss [Fifth Update]
When I got out of the hospital, I originally wanted to take a taxi and then we went home first, and there were two women at home, and they could also help me enlighten Zhang Xiaoxian.
However, Zhang Xiaoxian didn't want to take the car, she said that walking on the street at night, the wind could make her wake up a lot, what she needed now was calm and thinking, so she wanted to walk back slowly, even if it took two hours to get home, she didn't care.
The more tired her body is, the better she feels, I know she is torturing herself, but I can't say anything, I can only rely on her temperament.
If she wants to go, I will accompany her, if she wants to go crazy, I will accompany her crazy, if she wants to laugh, I will naturally accompany her without hesitation, in short, as long as she is happy, I will be happy.
"Why did God do this to me, didn't he always hate me? I didn't have a father since I was a child, and every time I see other children have fathers who don't, do you know how uncomfortable I feel in my heart? I finally accepted the fact that I didn't have a father and grew up, I didn't think that I would lose my only mother, and now I'm used to the days without relatives, but why did I suddenly run out at this time and say that he was my father, he wanted to take care of me, I just wanted to ask him, since he thinks of me so much, where did he die all these years, when my mother died, when I was most desperate, why didn't he appear. Zhang Xiaoxian stopped suddenly.
She looked at me in despair, as if I was the person she said hurt her the most, she wanted to vent her anger, but now she didn't even seem to have the right to vent.
"If you want to cry, cry out! I'll be with you. "I whispered that I would be with her tonight, and I would be with her wherever she wanted to do.
She didn't say anything more but continued to walk forward, and I followed her closely for fear of accidentally losing her, so I followed with great care.
As we passed by a restaurant, Zhang Xiaoxian suddenly stopped.
"Can you come in with me for a drink?" Zhang Xiaoxian said.
I nodded, maybe it's okay to drink some, just like Bao Xiaopang was in a bad mood yesterday, we drank with him all night, but he woke up this morning as if he was a different person, from head to toe refreshed.
After we went in, we found a random table and sat down, Zhang Xiaoxian ordered a bunch of wine, and poured wine directly into her stomach without even eating.
She's just a girl, and I don't know if it's good to drink so hard, if it were a normal change, I would definitely scold her, but today is a special situation, I can't stop her, I just hope that after today, she can figure it out.
In fact, I want to tell Zhang Xiaoxian that it's not bad that she has a father now, at least her father still remembers her and wants her to live a good life.
Unlike my dad, I always knew he existed, but he never took me to heart, and no one would understand that feeling.
Zhang Xiaoxian is afraid that she will not be able to live with us after leaving her father, she is afraid that we will forget her, in fact, these worries are completely unnecessary, she is really too sensitive.
Soon she had wiped out half of the wine on the table, and seven or eight empty bottles were placed on the table.
I'll sit here quietly tonight with her, and I won't drink a sip.
I help her drink when she wants to, I serve her when she wants to complain, and I help her do whatever she wants.
Zhang Xiaoxian really drank too much, she seemed to be smiling there while drinking, crying for a while, and pulling me to say something to dig out her heart and lungs, but it sounded like a fog, she ran until more than eleven o'clock, the boss was about to close the store, and she couldn't drink it at all, so I carried her on my back and left.
At night, a cold blow whistled through the cheeks, winter is really coming, and there are no people on the streets of A City at night, and at this point, most people have already fallen asleep.
Only the bustling lights in the community are still on, the neon lights on the streets are flashing, and the figure of Zhang Xiaoxian on my back is stretched for a long time, I don't know if this kind of life with her drunk on her back will be there in the future.
Zhang Xiaoxian, who was lying on my back, suddenly moved irritably, the softness of her chest pressed against my back, and she gently writhed on my back, rubbing my heart.
It's really hard to have a chance to have something to do with Zhang Xiaoxian, of course, I don't have any illusions, Zhang Xiaoxian is the person I want to protect, I won't have any serious thoughts about her, but she writhes behind my back like this, the inexplicable throbbing is still very obvious, at least I have a strong reaction now.
Wang Bo...... Wang Bo...... Wang Bo ...... "Zhang Xiaoxian kept calling my name in her mouth, one voice was smaller than the other, but in this dead of night on the street, I heard it really, I don't know why she called my name like this, I actually heard a feeling of heartbreak, and a sadness surged in my heart for no reason."
"I'm here!" you say...... "I know that she may be talking drunk when she drinks too much, and I still answer her, I am really an idiot.
Zhang Xiaoxian stopped talking, lying on my shoulder and seemed to be asleep, her face was close to my neck, and even the air hit my neck, which was hot and special.
I flipped her upside down, and the moment she fell, her softness rubbed against my back again, and the tingling sensation returned, and I carried her on my back and continued to walk forward.
It didn't take long for Zhang Xiaoxian to talk drunk again, and this time I didn't feel good about it, I never thought that she would tell me this, if she hadn't drunk too much today, instead of her usually telling me seriously, I might really be at a loss.
Wang Bo...... I like you, always ...... Loved it, loved it...... I don't want to leave you, understand?" Zhang Xiaoxian spoke very quickly, so I heard every word she said clearly.
Zhang Xiaoxian's words were repeated at least five times, and she whispered in my ear over and over again that she liked me, and my heart broke when I heard it.
These words are usually inaudible, Zhang Xiaoxian knows that I have a girlfriend and knows that I am prosperous.
However, liking someone is like that, the feeling comes, even if the other party has an object, the feeling of liking still does not change.
And I am so good to her, I am always dedicated to her things, she has long been used to me being good to her, used to the feeling of being by my side.
But now, it seems that we are going to separate, and she seems to be really going to leave with her father, no wonder Zhang Xiaoxian thinks so, maybe this is what she says in her heart!
She likes me and can only tell me when she's drunk, and I'm glad she's drunk now, so I don't have to give her a response.
Maybe I love her too! I feel the same way about her as Xiaoya and Wu Jiajia, but I don't want to break this window, I'm afraid of delaying her, I'm afraid I can't give her the happiness she wants.
I'm at a low point in my life right now, and her dad is about to take her to live a good life, I don't want to delay her at this time, let alone keep her, although I can't bear to.
Before I knew it, I walked into the community, Zhang Xiaoxian seemed to be more awake now, and she patted me on the back and asked me to put her down.
I didn't know why, but I put her down, and I just wanted to let go of her and she was about to fall, so I had to hold her again.
"I'll help you up!" they won't say anything when they see it. "It's really hard for her, and she drinks too much and thinks about these trivial things.
It is said that wine is intimidating, maybe Zhang Xiaoxian is not as drunk as I imagined!
But I believed, I believed that she was really drunk and didn't know anything.
"Wang Bo......" Zhang Xiaoxian suddenly stopped me, and I stared at her: "I'm here." ”
"Can you kiss me......? It's a farewell. She shook her head and looked at me.
I don't understand her anymore, how can she make it seem like she is parting, and let me kiss her, I haven't really dared to touch her for a few years with Zhang Xiaoxian, let me kiss her suddenly I really don't know what to do?
And I think she's drunk too much, that's why she's like this, she's drunk and I don't know, but I'm sober! I can't do that kind of thing that takes advantage of people's danger!
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