Light and moving, gentle and graceful, sweet and playful. Just the agility of the guitar strings, the emotions are quietly beating at the tip of the heart, a little, a move, a pull, a touch, like the steps of a ballerina, soft and tough, so beautiful that people can't help but start to raise the corners of their mouths and slowly melt into it.

At the first note of the prelude, Lan Li has the whole world.

"The moment I meet you in the dark, you will shed the light, no matter how many setbacks, you and I will be enough, dance together until the night fades, revelry and drink, when you are drunk and vomit, I will help you hold your hair. ”

This is not an esoteric and difficult poem, nor is it a rock of emotional catharsis, but a romantic and gentle narrative poem, in the soft and beautiful melody, the sparks of acquaintance, encounter, and love burst out eloquently, just like the opening story of "Flying House Travel", but the condensed memory fragments amplify the power of time, and they hit it hard like a thousand pounds.

It was their first encounter, like a light that lit up the night, illuminating the whole world, the love and fall at first sight, the frenzy and intensity of a moth to a fire, they had not yet understood each other, but they seemed to have been together for a lifetime, the interplay of souls, the interlacing of eyes, so strange, yet so familiar.

You looked back at me and smiled, I was not drunk for a moment, I hugged you tightly in my arms, and then you asked me to leave tomorrow, I told you that I had already said it before, I'm afraid you still have to rest first. ”

Involuntarily, the corners of his mouth rose, his ears were slightly hot, his cheeks were slightly reddened, his fingertips were slightly jumping, and even his heart couldn't help but start trembling slightly, and a fragment of "love is crazy" appeared in his mind:

The encounter between Anna and Jacob, in Jacob's bright eyes, can clearly see the process of the fall of the world, and they fall in love little by little, calm, but grand.

The sweetness and happiness outlined in the three words are really too beautiful. Young and magnificent, cautious and panicked, deep and devoted, cautious temptation, the touch of the beginning of love, just the exchange of eyes between the eyebrows, the mountain alliance and the sea oath have been deeply imprinted, before the expression of language, the two sides have identified each other.

Quietly, Lan Li sat on the low stool, the guitar strings flew up and down, without any superfluous embellishment, but the surging emotions had already hit his chest fiercely, happiness was quietly overflowing, and he sang affectionately:

"I love you too much, but you never know, too afraid of parting can only pretend not to care, I have so much desire for you, but I have never revealed it, but I want to stay with you silently, until each other is white. ”

Hot tears wet her cheeks unexpectedly, Heather raised her head, and just stared stunned, dumbfounded, tears slid down one after another, and the surging emotions were too fierce, too intense, too hot, so that she was helpless, and could only freeze in place, her eyes wide, and let the tears flow wildly.

It's her notes, it's her heart, it's her story.

Every word is so familiar, but every note is so unfamiliar. After the familiar words are rearranged and combined, they are entangled in the melody and refreshed, vividly expounding the intricate emotions in the depths of the soul, and interpreting the deep surging of the heart vividly and vividly, bursting out with incredible charm.

It's her words, but now it's a melody, and it's singing her heart!

Even now, Heather remembers their first meeting vividly. On that sunny, windy afternoon, she met him.

She is like a hedgehog, sharply and forcefully hurting everyone who comes close, even if it is a stranger who passes by, she has been sick for four years, she hates everyone around her, she hates the world, because everyone is sympathizing with her and pity her, as if she is a dinosaur skeleton that will fall apart at the touch of a touch.

But he didn't. He said patients are not the only ones who need help. Every normal person may need help.

The gentleness and brightness of her eyes in that moment, she fell like this. She loved him for three years, but never confessed. She was so timid, so scared, so afraid of parting, that she could only pretend not to care, too eager to have it, so she could only pretend she didn't care.

Everything is hidden in the bottom of my heart until today.

The heart began to tremble slightly uncontrollably, and even reached the fingertips, and the whole person curled up into a ball, still unable to control the crazy wave that burst out from the inside out. Thinking, stopping, emotion, stopping, reacting, stopping, the whole person is completely on strike, just completely integrated into it, quietly wandering.

Then, she heard the deep call, "Just-Say-You-on't-Let-Go, and be willing to stay with me." ”

Don't let go.

Hard, the heart. Heather heard, she heard again, this cry from the depths of her heart. This is the promise of "moving forward", the promise of "time", and the call of tonight's concert. All of them are just waiting for a "I won't let go".

It is not only a promise to never give up, but also a refusal to give up dreams, refuse to give up life, and refuse to give up persistence.

Raising his head, Heather looked at Lan Li in the spotlight quietly, quietly, his face was so calm, the sparse light and shadow outlined the contours of his cheeks, eyebrows, eyes, nose, lips, and the slender fingers, as if possessing magic, between the sketches and jumps of the fingertips, words and notes met, and then music was created—

Soul, vibe.

The surging moment robbed Heather of her breath, and she opened her eyes wide in a daze, lest she miss a small moment. The hazy vision obscured all the light, but the performance on the stage was so clear, as if she could touch the depths of Lan Li's soul.

"I wake you up with breakfast, I hold you coffee, I kiss you on the forehead, I take the children to school, wave goodbye, thank God for the honor of meeting you. When you look back at me, at that moment I forget my years, I just want to dance with you at this moment, your charm that never fades, let me promise that you will only be more moving in the future, you inexplicably make me want to have a home. ”

The future, for Heather, she never really had. It was an unreachable, untouchable, or even unexistent object, like a light falling on the palm of the hand, which really existed, but could not be held, and the harder and harder it worked, the more eager it was, the more painful, sharper, and bitterer the empty palm became.

But at this moment, it was so real, so precise, as if she only needed to stretch out her fingers, close her fingertips, and she could have it.

She longs to be able to attend her graduation ceremony, she longs to be able to dance with him at the ball, she longs to be able to hold his hand and move forward hand in hand, she longs to be able to wake up her lover with a cup of coffee, she longs to be able to start a family with the other half of her destiny, she longs to have a home of her own.

The desire is so strong and so hot that it almost burns her chest and makes people breathless, but the simple and simple lyrics outline a happy and romantic future, a future she has never had and dare not have. I was so eager that my heart began to ache.

She never dared to hope extravagantly, because the future was too far away, the crush was too bitter, and he was too dazzling. In the depths of her heart, she only had a small, small wish, silently waiting, silently looking up, silently waiting, she didn't even dare to get closer, just silently guarding that little secret, standing in place, quietly watching, until the end of her life.

Isn't this too greedy?

"I was carried away by love, I want to tell you, my dear, your love for me is not changed, you and I have been in the same boat all the way, looking back on the road of growth, I just want to stay with you until each other is white. ”

Three years, just three years, things seem to have changed a lot, but nothing seems to have changed.

He accompanied her to begin her rehabilitation, she witnessed him realize his dreams, he encouraged her to start chasing her dreams, she waited until he finished the album, he ran all the way, guiding her to run towards the sun, she stubbornly and persistently waited, standing at his concert. He, her, and the scene of the "one-man concert", on the road of walking alone, they have met too many friends, and they are no longer alone and alone.

This journey has been so long, so bumpy, and so hard, but they have all grown and experienced. We are in the same boat through thick and thin, and never give up.

For Heather, this was enough. He has accompanied her to the present, she has looked up at him to the present, the scenery along the way is so beautiful, it is like a dream that she can't wake up from, she has memories, brilliant and sweet memories, held tightly in her arms, refusing to let go, this is all she has. As for that little secret, she will always treasure it in the depths of her heart and wait silently.

But now, he knew, he knew it all.

Heather looked at Lan Li in the center of the stage in a daze, letting the tears flow wildly, in the light and shadow, Lan Li raised her chin and cast her gaze, in the sparse and soft shadows, she could see the slightly shining eyes, and he sang softly and softly-

"I just ask you that you won't let go, and you're willing to stay with me. ”

Emotions, breaking the embankment in an instant.

Heather could no longer hold on, she could no longer be tenacious, she could no longer be stubborn, all the strength was shattered at this moment, she could only open her mouth, but she could not make a sound at all:

I'm not going to let go, I'm not going to let go, I'm not going to let go!

Deep down, she was screaming, shouting, roaring, but in the real world there was only silence, without the slightest sound, all the defenses, all the persistence, all the strength, all the masks, all the protective shells, all crumbling, completely crumbling.

He heard it, he heard it all. His struggles and pains, her loneliness and loneliness, her longing and longing, her fears and timidities, her dreams and her soul, he heard them all.

This is the man she loves deeply, this is the man she has a crush on, this is the man she looks up to, this is the man she longs for.

"I'm not going to let go. "That's her promise.