Chapter 444: Gone Crazy

When Xia Xiaoxiao's hand fell to the ground, my heart seemed to explode with a shocking thunder, I couldn't breathe well, and my soul seemed to be shattered, so painful.

If I hadn't seen Xia Xiaoxiao close her eyes in front of me at this moment, I might never know how much I cared about her, and I might not have been able to understand how terrible it was to lose her.

All along, I have always used Xia Xiaoxiao as a tool to use, approaching her, pursuing her, all just for my own purposes, I almost never treat her sincerely, but, after all, I am a person, not a cold-blooded animal, after so many days of getting along, I am not completely emotionless for Xia Xiaoxiao, especially after learning about her poor background, I can't help but give her deep care.

However, I think all of this is just a good feeling, and it will not affect my plans, because no matter what, she is the biological daughter of the leader of the Hong Gang, the daughter of my enemy, and I will not change my plans for her.

But now, I heard Xia Xiaoxiao's sincere words. Seeing her being tortured so badly and so painfully, and even in the end, watching her slowly die, all of this made me physically and mentally broken, and I finally realized that I had more than a good impression of her.

Xia Xiaoxiao, her status in my heart is more important than I imagined.

Together, we have lived together in this dark dungeon, experienced so many hardships and tribulations, ate insects together, slept together, breathed this rotten air together, fought against death together, invisibly, our feelings have changed by leaps and bounds in this ordeal, almost to the point of inseparability.

I always remember what Xia Xiaoxiao told me, she said that she did not allow me to die before her, it turned out that death is a painful thing, but watching the other party die is more painful than death.

The two of us are like a union now, one is missing, and the other is really cutting off the flesh on the body, and the pain is unimaginable.

At this moment. I can't describe my state at all, I just feel that the whole person is fluttering, my soul is scattered, my lips can't help but squirm, making an extremely hoarse voice, and keep calling: "Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao!"

While speaking, my hand kept shaking Xia Xiaoxiao's body, but Xia Xiaoxiao didn't react at all, she just collapsed in my arms, her face was bloodless, and she didn't move.

I felt an unprecedented panic, my body was weak, slowly, I stretched out my trembling hand, probed Xia Xiaoxiao's snort, this probe, my whole person was recruited, but in my heart, there were waves.

I was surprised to find that Xia Xiaoxiao still had some faint breath, she was not dead, she was not completely dead, it seemed that she was just completely unconscious. At this moment, I was surprised, delighted and scared, afraid that Xia Xiaoxiao would die in the next second.

Looking at her who was dying, a strong belief suddenly rose in my heart, no matter what, I can't let Xia Xiaoxiao die, at least, I can't let her rot here with me, I promised her, we can escape, we have to get out no matter what, I can't watch her die in front of me, absolutely not.

Thinking of this, I suddenly had a hard heart, and directly used my teeth to bite my fingers, and fresh blood soon flowed out, and I immediately put my fingers into Xia Xiaoxiao's mouth and let her suck it.

In this difficult environment, blood is nectar, which is more effective than anything else, especially for people like Xia Xiaoxiao, who are hungry and thirsty.

My blood moistened Xia Xiaoxiao, making her gradually have some reactions, and the smell of blood also continued to stimulate me, making the waves in my body surging, as if I suddenly came to a very strong spirit, only to feel that the blood was gushing, and the blood in the body could not be exhausted. I kept squeezing my fingers, squeezing out the blood, and gave Xia Xiaoxiao a drink.

Finally, Xia Xiaoxiao, who collapsed, woke up, her eyelids were trembling, trembling for a while, she opened her eyes with difficulty, her eyes were confused, the whole person was still weak and weak, as if she had not completely come back to her senses, just looked at me in a daze.

I quickly pulled my fingers out of Xia Xiaoxiao's mouth, maybe my mouth was bigger, and the blood was still dripping, I was afraid of wasting, so I immediately put my fingers in my mouth and sucked up the excess blood.

Xia Xiaoxiao saw me like this, her godless eyes suddenly flickered, she seemed to understand what I was doing, and suddenly, tears appeared in her eyes, tears were faint, and she was very puzzled and made an extremely weak voice to me: "Xu Can, why are you doing this?"

I licked my lips, looked at her firmly, and said in a sonorous voice: "I won't allow you to die, never allow!"

When I said this, the blood in my body was even more surging, full of breath, and my self-confidence also rose sharply, and I had a stronger belief in life, especially, I absolutely couldn't bear Xia Xiaoxiao's death in front of me, and this belief almost burst my body.

However, I have faith, it doesn't mean that Xia Xiaoxiao has faith, she has never had hope for life, for her, death is an inevitable result, and if she wants to live, it is nothing more than dreaming and deceiving herself.

She gently pursed the corners of her mouth, revealing a very bitter smile. He said to me with difficulty: "Don't be stupid, we can't get out, I can't hold on, don't waste your energy on me, after I die, if you want to continue to insist, you can drink my blood and eat my meat, I am willing!"

Hearing Xia Xiaoxiao's words, I only felt a twist in my heart, I kept shaking my head, and said in a panic: "No, you won't die, I don't want you to die, I promised you to take you out, I will do what I say, can you hold on for a while!"

At this moment, I am like a madman, at a loss, incoherent, but my inner belief is becoming more and more profound, I have red eyes, and I keep begging Xia Xiaoxiao to insist on living.

And, when Xia Xiaoxiao saw me like this, she couldn't bear to say anything more frustrating, or rather, she was tired and didn't have the strength to talk more, she just hummed softly, which was considered to be a request to me, and it was also to make me feel at ease.

I got Xia Xiaoxiao's answer, my eyes suddenly glowed, my confidence exploded directly, the qi in my body was furious, and there was only one thought in my mind, that is, I want to go out, I must go out.

Thinking like this, I directly put Xia Xiaoxiao down gently, and said to her again: "Wait for me, wait for me!"

After speaking, I quickly stood up, I don't know if I was stimulated by Xia Xiaoxiao's departure just now, or stimulated by the smell of blood, anyway, I am now full of energy, not tired at all, on the contrary, the blood in my body is still boiling, the breath is still rushing, what I need most at the moment is to vent, is to realize the belief in my heart.

Now that the frenzied kidnappers have forgotten us, and since no one has come to save us after so many days, if I want to get out, I will have to find a way on my own. Although I walked around last time, I felt that there was nothing I could do, and I felt completely hopeless.

But this time, I had to do everything I could to do the impossible, and the first thing that flashed through my mind was to shout for help, no matter where I was, no matter what happened, there was always nothing wrong with shouting for help, so I immediately walked to the bottom of the wooden door of the dungeon, looked up at the door panel above, clenched my fists, and shouted loudly: "Help!

My voice was very loud, almost roaring out of all the violent breath in my body, but, this dungeon, the space is too small and too closed, and the wooden door above is very tight, and the sound doesn't seem to be able to get out, no matter how loud my voice is, it can't get outside, but the small dungeon keeps reverberating with my deafening echo, almost shattering my eardrums.

I was crazy, my voice was hoarse, but there was still no movement at all, obviously, this method didn't work, but I still didn't give up, I was thinking of other ways, trying to think. I remember the last time, I thought of opening the wooden door overhead, but the wooden door was too far away from the ground, and the door panel was locked, so I couldn't reach the wooden door, let alone open it.

This time, however, I was going to get out of the way, and since I couldn't reach the door, I would pile up dirt right under it, and when the time came, I could feel the door when I stood on it, and I could hopefully open it.

Thinking of this, I didn't delay a second, and immediately used my hands to dig the soil, there were no tools available in this place, I could only use my hands as a shovel to dig and shovel the soil.

It's just that the soil on the wall and on the ground is very strong and hard, even if my hands are hard, it is difficult to dig, my fingers are broken, my nails are broken, and only a little soil has been dug out, at this rate, even if my hands can hold it, it may take at least a year and a half to dig before I can use it. In other words, this method, for me, will not work.

Failed again and again, the more I failed, the more anxious I became, I seemed to be running out of reason, just like a mad dog, I kept messing around in the dungeon, I thought of all the ways I could think of, I did everything I could, but the result was useless. It seems that it is impossible to escape from this place by yourself, just like Xia Xiaoxiao said, we can't get out, we can only wait for death,

Waiting for death, how terrible is this word, I don't want to wait for death, I gave myself such a strong belief to hold on, but when there is nothing to do, my heart will still ache and be depressed.

I was discouraged, and finally had to return to Xia Xiaoxiao's side in a gloomy way, and at this time, all my ambitions were consumed, and some were just guilty and helpless.

What makes me even more sad is that when I returned to Xia Xiaoxiao's side, I found that Xia Xiaoxiao at this moment had closed her eyes and was lying quietly on the ground, motionless, I squatted down and touched her, and found that there was still a faint breath, but. I didn't dare to save her again, because I didn't have the face to wake her up, and I didn't know how to face her, and if I woke her up, it would only make her sad and disappointed.

Rather than letting her live a little longer and suffer, it is better to let her die peacefully, so that she doesn't have to continue to suffer, but, watching Xia Xiaoxiao's life slowly disappear, my heart couldn't help but tremble, and the violent qi in my body surged again, I really can't stand it, I can't watch Xia Xiaoxiao die at all, this feeling is really too uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

Moreover, the reason why I have been able to survive here for so long is also related to Xia Xiaoxiao's company, if Xia Xiaoxiao next to me becomes a corpse, I am afraid that I myself will not want to live for a moment.

The more I think about it, the more frightened I become, the more painful I become, in my mind, I keep flashing clips of me and Xia Xiaoxiao together, she in my mind, wild and beautiful, extremely cold, and sometimes there will be a youthful smile, like her. It's so beautiful, so vibrant.

But in front of her, miserable and withered, extremely embarrassed, the breath of life is gradually fading, not like a person at all, but like a tortured female corpse, such a gap, let me collapse, I really can't let such a young and beautiful girl become a real corpse like this, I can't do it, I can't do it.

Suddenly, my heart exploded, my emotions were out of control, my thinking was disordered, my eyes began to turn very red, more and more red, and in this dark dungeon, it seemed to emit a terrifying red light.

The violent qi in my body trembled more and more, and it was about to burst out of my body, and my tendons and veins were all bulging, and I felt like I was about to burst, and it was very painful.

No matter how strong I can bear, I can't bear it, and when I'm crazy, I feel like I'm going crazy, and my body collapses with a bang. Lying on the ground screaming, I kept rolling and rolling, but my body was still suffering from the pain of being torn, and I felt that every cell was pierced by a poisonous needle, this pain has exceeded my limit, and it seems to be ten thousand times more painful than a woman giving birth.

The pain is extreme, but my consciousness is still there, I know that the reason why I have become like this is because I have completely gone berserk, the torture of this harsh environment, the loss of Xia Xiaoxiao's life, makes me mad and angry, makes me violent, but, before, every time I went berserk, there was an enemy on my opposite side, I could use killing, to vent, to release my violent qi, to relieve my pain.

But now this time, I am completely angry, I need to vent stronger and more ferocious, but in front of me, there is no enemy, I am facing only boundless darkness, I have nowhere to vent, I can only bear this heart-rending pain alone.

I really didn't expect that the harsh environment and cruel reality didn't defeat me, didn't take my life, and in the end I was going to die at my own hands, this is really a sad joke, the more I think about it, the more crazy I become, my body has been rolling on the ground, and my clothes have been torn by me. My sweat kept pouring out of my body, and the pain had squeezed out the only water left in my body, and I was going to be a dry corpse.

I can't stop my voice, the more painful, the more crazy I scream, the more I scream, the more painful, it's a dead loop, in the end, my whole body is about to explode, I am also about to suffocate in pain, maybe. Only at the last moment of life can you blast out your last potential, which may be the legendary return to the light.

At this moment, at the last moment when I felt like I was going to die, my chaotic brain suddenly became quiet, I didn't think about it anymore, I seemed to have forgotten everything, I didn't think about going out, I didn't think about saving my father, I didn't think about saving Xu Nan, those miscellaneous thoughts were all thrown out of the clouds by me, and there was a memory buried in the bottom of my heart, but it suddenly surfaced. It is the way of Tai Chi taught to me by Grandpa Han.

Tai Chi, this martial art, I learned it a long time ago, but, the level I have reached, compared to Grandpa Han, but it is always far behind, it is not that I have not practiced hard, it is not that I have no qualifications, even if it is practice, I have used it many times, but after all, I am still a little shallow in the creation of Tai Chi.

Grandpa Han said at the beginning that he valued my qualifications and thought that I was a genius, so he was willing to accept me as an apprentice, but I felt that I would never be able to catch up with Grandpa Han.

Although, in the past few months in Grandpa Han's hometown, Grandpa Han has taught me the essentials of Tai Chi without reservation, but I have never been completely sure of the mystery of Tai Chi and the essence of Tai Chi. In particular, there is the most important program, the key to self-cultivation, which means that you can adjust your breath, be calm, let you get carried away, and put everything behind, this paragraph is the most difficult for me. No matter how much I try to comprehend, I can't comprehend it, because I have never really let go of all the baggage.

But at this moment, that secret came to my mind very clearly, it was like a banana fan specializing in the Flame Mountain, as soon as the secret came to my mind, the violent qi in my body disappeared with a bang, it. It seems to help me adjust my breath and control my emotions.

My world was silent in an instant...

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