Chapter 2 Father's Love Is Like a Mountain
My father's image is unsightly, no different from asking for food on the street, but at this moment, he who protects his calves has an indescribable momentum!
When the onlookers saw him approaching, they all consciously dispersed and made way for him, only Zhou Hao, not only did he not get out of the way, but also blocked in front of my father, and said very arrogantly: "Stinky beggar, it's none of your business here, don't be nosy!"
My dad looked down at me lying on the ground, his eyes were full of distress, and then, he looked up at Zhou Hao and said, "Let my son go." ”
As soon as these words came out, the people present instantly understood that this nosy cripple was my father. Immediately, many people showed contemptuous smiles, and Zhou Hao and those people also laughed sarcastically. And Wang Shiqi laughed even more, she laughed and ridiculed me: "Chen Xiaotian, I heard that your father is a garbage picker, but I have never seen it, today I finally let me see the living one, it is really a superb!" Her sarcasm was merciless.
Ordinary students will be more respectful and even afraid of their parents, and if there are students in the school who are bullied, they can usually be solved by calling their parents. However, my father, the parent, has no deterrent power at all in the eyes of everyone, but is a joke, and his arrival only makes me suffer more ridicule and ridicule. Lying on the ground, I didn't even have the face to raise my head!
After a long while, Zhou Hao laughed enough, he straightened his face and said to my father: "If you want me to release your son, it's okay, your son soiled my friend's clothes, this clothes are 3,000 yuan, you can't just forget it, you either lose money, or kneel down for me to admit my mistake!"
Zhou Hao's request was very unreasonable, this was obviously bullying, without waiting for my dad to say anything, I raised my head directly and shouted to Zhou Hao: "It was Wang Shiqi who soiled my clothes first!"
Hearing my words, Zhou Hao raised his eyebrows, and he scolded me: "Who made you speak!" As he spoke, he stretched out his foot and kicked me hard.
However, before Zhou Hao's foot touched me, my dad suddenly slammed into him, Zhou Hao was unstable, and directly fell into a dog eating, looking very embarrassed and embarrassed.
In front of Wang Shiqi and so many students, Zhou Hao lost such a big face, Zhou Hao was furious, and after he got up, he pointed at my father and shouted: "Brothers, kill him for me!"
Zhou Hao's brothers are a group of students, and my dad is an adult in society, but because he is lame, those students are not afraid of him, so as soon as Zhou Hao spoke, more than a dozen of Zhou Hao's brothers immediately besieged my dad.
Before they could get closer, my dad took out a rusty kitchen knife from the sack, and then he raised the knife and shouted to the audience, "Who dares to move!"
At this moment, my father's eyes were red, like a mad beast, and he looked terrifying.
Those who rushed towards my dad saw my dad going crazy and still holding a knife in his hand, and they instantly stopped their tracks and didn't dare to move anymore.
The other onlookers also turned white in fright and silently retreated.
My dad carried a kitchen knife and walked in front of Zhou Hao step by step, and then, he put the knife on Zhou Hao's neck and said to Zhou Hao word by word: "If you dare to bully my son in the future, I will kill you!"
My dad is usually a cowardly and honest man, he doesn't speak loudly, and he nods his head when he sees everyone, but today for me, he is open, he seems to have changed into a person, a madman who doesn't want to die. Perhaps, this is fatherly love!
Zhou Hao is not timid, on the contrary, he is very bold, he is not less involved in group fights at school, and he is quite fierce, basically he can walk sideways, but at this moment, he is still suppressed by my dad, after all, my dad is now like a madman, and he also put the knife on his neck, Zhou Hao no longer dares to gamble with his life. After holding it for a long time, Zhou Hao gritted his teeth and said, "You are awesome!" After speaking, he took his brother and left aggrievedly.
Wang Shiqi also followed, and before leaving, she glared at me very unconvinced!
The people gathered here to watch the excitement did not dare to stay longer, and gradually dispersed.
When the crowd had dispersed, my dad put the rusty kitchen knife back in the hemp bag, and then he walked up to me, helped me up and said, "Xiaotian, let's go, let's go home!"
At this time, my dad should be a big hero to me, he protected me and drove away the people who bullied me, I should be happy and grateful, but in fact, I am now full of pain and humiliation, I think, he is here to disgrace me!
So when I got up, I pushed him away and shouted dissatisfiedly, "Didn't I tell you not to come to my school, why did you come here, why?"
Since I was in elementary school, I asked my dad not to come to my school, I was afraid that my classmates would laugh at me when they saw his image, but today, my dad still came, although he saved me, but let everyone see me laugh, and I lost what little dignity I had.
After yelling at him, I turned to leave, and my father limped after me with a sack, and he said in a hoarse voice as he walked: "Xiaotian, where are you going, that's not the way home." ”
I stopped, turned around, and shouted at my dad, "I don't want you to care!"
My dad also stopped, he looked at me, and said bitterly, "I don't care who cares about you, I'm your dad!"
I blurted out, "You're not my dad, I'm just the garbage you picked up!"
Hearing this, my dad's face suddenly changed, his eyes were full of helplessness, and after a pause, he said softly: "Xiaotian, don't talk nonsense, go home with Dad!"
I shook my head and shouted, "Home, that's not home at all, that place full of garbage, is it inhabited?"
One sentence instantly made my dad speechless, he opened his mouth slightly, looked at me, and didn't know how to speak.
And the more I talked, the more angry I became, my emotions were like a river bursting its banks, I couldn't stop, I continued to vent at him in spite of everything:
"Since I was a child, I always eat gluttonous food, wear the clothes you picked up, I obviously didn't do anything wrong, but everyone bullied me and isolated me, no one wants to be friends with me, I am full of inferiority complex and fear every day, even when I sleep at night, I am always awakened by nightmares, all of this is caused by you, because you are a cripple, a rag picker!"
"You obviously don't have the ability to support me, why do you want to take me in, let me suffer in this world, do you know, you are harming me, I hate you, I hate this family!"
These words have been held in my heart for a long time, and today I vented them all in one go, and by the end, I had burst into tears.
After listening to my words, my dad was a little stunned, he didn't seem to expect me to say this, his expression became very complicated, his eyes moistened all of a sudden, he wanted to say something, but he wanted to say something, but he stopped talking, and finally he squeezed out a smile that was more ugly than crying at me, and then turned around, limped, and left silently.
His back, incomparably vicissitudes, seems to be ten years old in an instant!
I didn't look at my dad much, I turned around and left in the opposite direction. I wanted to run away from home, away from this home that filled me with countless shadows, and I walked very fast, as if in this way, I would be completely liberated.
I don't know how long it took, my feet were sore, I was tired, and I couldn't walk anymore, so I sat down directly in the flower bed on the side of the road, and the night covered the whole city, and the street lights were lit up one after another.
It was a lively night, with pedestrians and vehicles coming and going on the road, but I felt extremely lonely and lonely.
Slowly, my heart became empty, as if something was missing, and when a father and son passed in front of me, I suddenly realized that the missing piece was my father.
Over the years, I have relied on my dad for my life, it is impossible to say that there is no emotion, I care about him in my heart, but I was ridiculed outside, bullied, and insulted, which caused the resentment accumulated in my heart to be too deep, I need to vent, and now that I have calmed down, I slowly remember my dad's goodness.
Although my dad was poor, he was really good to me, and it can be said that he gave everything for me!
I can't forget that when I was a child, I was sick and my family had no money, and he knelt on the ground and begged the doctor to save me.
I can't forget, he made a good meal at home, he let me eat alone, I asked him to eat, he told me that he ate outside, but when I looked back, he was looking for something to eat in the trash can.
I can't forget that on my 10th birthday, it was raining heavily, and he had to run out to pick up the garbage, and when he came back, his people were drenched in soup, but he brought me a clean little cake.
I can't forget...
There are too many memories, all of which poured into my mind at this moment, my father's love is like a mountain, and my father is humble as an ant outside, but he gave me all the great side, I have no reason to blame him at all, how can I put all my resentment on him?
The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, and the emotions of self-blame came flooding, I stood up abruptly and ran towards the house, I want to go home, I want to apologize to my dad!
I tried as fast as I could, tried my best, ran like crazy, and kept running.
At half past nine in the evening, I finally got home, but at this moment, I was completely dumbfounded, because my dilapidated house was destroyed and turned into a ruin, and my father was lying in a pool of blood, motionless!