Chapter 312: White Hime, Black Epiphany
If you don't succeed, you will become benevolent, and before that knife stabs into your heart, the only thing that can strengthen your mind in the end is these six words.
When asked if she was afraid of death, she would reply, of course, she was afraid of death, in order to be able not to die and live forever, she would resolutely bid farewell to the life of the eldest lady and went to the Beast Control Sect.
But the real truth is known only to herself, and Bai Ji also understands that the reason is a very stupid reason, however, she can't go against her true heart.
Born as a daughter, her future is predestined at birth, happily spent her childhood under the care of her family and servants, and when she becomes an adult, her father and mother decide what kind of man she marries, and after marrying, it is up to the man and his parents to decide what kind of life her future is. It's better, she has no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life, and she lives an elegant and leisurely life as a noblewoman, and then she spends her life like this, and she thinks it's very good. If she is a little closer, she falls behind on the way, her life is difficult, or she plays scheming with other people in the family, for example, her husband has a new love, forcing her to play scheming and compete for favor in order to keep her status, and her mother has also come over like this.
For better or for worse, her life is in the hands of someone else.
It's nothing, it's normal, isn't it? As long as all the women she knows have gone through their lives like this.
However, she can't ignore her own heart, compared with her peers of the same age, compared with several brothers, she thinks she is smarter and wiser than them, she doesn't think that she is worse than those people, as long as she was born with a handle, her achievements will never be worse than others, but ...... Why is her future the only way to go?
When someone told her that she had talent and was suitable for cultivation, Bai Ji did not hesitate to follow the man out of home and go to the Beast Control Sect, not wanting to stay at home and only be a woman who could only be a husband and a child in the future.
With expectations for the future, she entered the Beast Control Sect, but found that the outside world was not as simple as she imagined, and her identity, status, and appearance brought her friends who tended to be inflammatory, and it also caused her disharmony with others, but such an obstacle, Bai Ji didn't care, it was just a little difficulty in her life, nothing. Can...... After really entering the ranks of disciples, she really recognized the cruelty of reality.
No matter how confident she is, how confident she is that she can be firm and unwavering, and she believes that she can grit her teeth and go through hard work, and the truth is that her talent is good, but it is only good, she can only be regarded as the upper middle, not even the best, let alone the top talent.
When she first became a formal disciple, she simply thought that sooner or later she could be like those senior brothers who stood at the top, and even walk faster and stronger than those people, and those people in the future could only look up to herself......
What's the matter, the reality is cruel, talent, cultivation resources, connections, chances, and fortune are all inferior to others.
Self-confidence has been seriously hit, and she is not reconciled!
Shirakhime was desperate to reverse all of this, until the black hole that entered the Valley of Colorful Clouds appeared in front of that door.
The words and patterns on the tombstone, telling the origin of its extraordinary and uncaring to her, clearly painted a bright future in her mind, and the only thing that needed to be paid was her heart's work.
A knife stabbed into her heart, without the help of others, she only died, but when she thought of cultivation resources, she needed to fight with others, and if she wanted more, she had to fight for her small life, no matter what the conclusion was, she had to take out her own life as a bet, since it was also unsuccessful, sooner or later it would turn into a billet of loess and disappear into heaven and earth...... If she dies sooner or later, why should she not dare to gamble? She really can't succeed, she just dies, and when she dies, she doesn't need to watch others rise step by step, but she feels torment and pain in her heart because she can't catch up, because she can't look down on others.
Bai Ji knows that her competitiveness is really stupid, it can be said that she can't see it, or it can be said that her nature forces her to be stupid.
If it is really as the words and patterns on the tombstone say, the future will be different, she can do it, and she doesn't need to suffer herself anymore, because all the people she knows will be trampled under her feet, and everyone looks up to her alone.
When Shirahime woke up and knew that she was not dead, her heart couldn't be more excited.
She was so excited that her whole body was hot, her whole body trembled with excitement, and her eyes were full of excited tears, looking at the flower in front of her that was lined with black leaves, and the appearance of the flower was like an epiphany, but its petals were as transparent as ice crystals, and there were black silk flowing flowers on the petals.
The black epiphany mentioned on the tombstone grows in the black pool in front of him.
"Not everyone can find the tombstone, and since I can be passed to the tomb as soon as I enter, this opportunity must be mine. She firmly believed in herself, "Go into the black pool to exercise my body, and then eat that black epiphany, everything will be different." ”
His eyes fell on the half-human-high stone tablet next to the black pool, and the blood-red words were flashing and flashing, as if calling her. Bai Ji did not hesitate to reach out and touch the blood-red words on the stone tablet, only to see that the blood-red words on the stone tablet seemed to come to life, swarming towards her hands, and burrowing into her hands one by one.
It wasn't long before all the blood-red words flickered faintly under her skin. Bai Ji's eyes were red, and she looked pained, gritting her teeth and walking into the tumbling black pool.
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"Girl?"
Immature, a somewhat familiar voice came into his ears, and Yeyue was instantly in a trance.
In this trance, the arm of the dancing spirit knife slowed down very cooperatively.
"Be careful!" the golden snake, which had just turned around, shouted in horror.
Xiao Bai, who had been guarding Yeyue's side, bit Yeyue's calf violently, and dragged it to the side, so that Yeyue was forced to plant her head upside down, and she almost fainted.
If it's not serious, Yeyue will definitely call the person who doesn't think it's serious to come and take a look, and try the taste of the brain concussion in his head.
Yeyue howled a few times, finally not so dizzy, and opened her mouth to scold the guy who made her head hammer and hammer the floor, but saw Xiaobai's eyes that looked like she had done something wrong, and she was very innocent and peeked at her, and the anger in her head was shaking, and she suddenly became dumb and couldn't scold.
"Master, are you alright?"
The eyes of the tiger and the golden snake, Ye Yue suddenly remembered that the monster poked her front foot, when she was holding the lower grade spirit knife to open the front foot, but she heard a somewhat familiar voice calling the word "girl", and couldn't help but be in a trance at the moment, if it wasn't for Xiaobai biting her in time and dragging her side, she might have been pierced through the chest by the front foot now.
If it weren't for Xiaobai's lack of harm to the monsters in this place, Xiaobai who had to stay by her side would be by her side, and she might really be a corpse this time.
It's just, how can someone call this place "girl"? Is there anyone else? Yeyue wondered.
"Did you just hear anything?" asked the two of them who were busy with their opponents.
Tiger and Golden Snake had the heart to put anything other than the enemy, so naturally they didn't hear anything except the sound of the monster and the sound of hitting each other.
"Why did you come here?" the immature voice seemed a little displeased.
This time, the tiger and the golden snake could hear it, and they couldn't help but look in the direction of the sound.
Eh, is there really anyone else? This voice is very familiar! That tune seems to know me?
A figure couldn't help but appear in Yeyue's mind, and a pair of eyes instinctively moved in the direction of the sound.
Her eyes widened in astonishment.