It didn't take long for Gao Jin to take Hou Yu back to the dressing room, and as soon as he entered the dressing room, everyone stood up and looked at him. Only Suddenly sat in front of the dressing table very calmly, and when he saw that he came back, he didn't react too much, pretending to be very calm.

"Ao is sorry to make everyone wait for so long, because the first makeup trial today came directly from the scene in a hurry, so I didn't buy anything, just let Ran help buy some food, everyone worked hard. Let's share the dessert with the monkeys. He said and instructed Hou Yu to bring it to everyone.

"Okay, Brother Jin specially bought it for everyone, let's share it, and rest for a while" Andy's words can be regarded as breaking this embarrassment.

"Thank you, Brother Jin"

"Thank you, Brother Jin"

Hearing Gao Jin's explanation and what he said suddenly, everyone put away their curiosity, accepted the food, and thanked them.

Hou Yu took a piece of strawberry tart and walked to Suddenly and handed it to her, she accepted it, but the little monkey's expression was indescribable.

"The security guard downstairs told the hotel manager to inform me that dozens of media downstairs blocked the door of the hotel lobby, saying that you pulled a girl into the car, and I was worried about that, what the situation. Karen patted Gao Jin on the shoulder.

"You're worried that I'm kidnapping your company. Gao Jin also asked him half-jokingly.

"You can rely on it, next time you buy something, you say I'll ask someone to buy it for you, you really have to do something, how can I explain to Sister Ling." Finally, the two companies cooperated once, but in the end it fell into my hands, and I don't carry this pot. ”

"Are you really worried about me having an accident, or are you worried about her accident?" Gao Jin said and gave Karen a look at her.

"What do you mean?"

"You won't help Shen Yizhen look at her, right?"

"I'm so big and alive, can I see it?" But what do you mean by that? You don't really have any thoughts about her, do you?" said this, and pushed Gao Jin.

Gao Jin turned his head and looked at him with strange eyes, "You say~ Did Shen Yizhen also have any thoughts about her?"

Karen avoided his gaze, "You, I advise you to dispel this idea, no matter whether Shen Yizhen has that mind about her or not, don't provoke others, suddenly a girl like this doesn't have so many complicated things, it's simple, you rich kids, don't hurt people's hearts." ”

"Hey~ What do you mean by this, what do you mean by us rich kids, I'm different from Shen Yizhen, I'm serious. ”

"I'm afraid that you are serious, it stands to reason that we are all men, and this matter should not be so entangled, but it is also divided into who the other party is, others can, she can't. Karen glanced at her. "Do you know her? Do you know what kind of family she grew up in? Do you know what she went through?"

"I listen to you, you know better than I do. ”

"She can't stand the feelings of our circle, she is very stubborn, and she is very persistent, just because of her simple persistence, so she can't afford to hurt, whether you are Shen Yizhen or you can't give her the love she wants, can you give up your career for her? and those fans of yours. Even if you can give up, don't forget that you are in the entertainment industry in this industry, and the entertainment industry has the rules of the entertainment industry, and she can't withstand the pressure from public opinion. Shen Yizhen is the same, even if he has emotions and feelings, I think he will choose to give up in the end, because you are not from the same world. If you really want to force her into your world, then her grievances and changes are not what you want to see. ”

Listening to what Karen said, Gao Jin was silent. What he said is not unreasonable, if she really chooses to be with him, the pressure brought by public opinion is something that she can't bear as a girl. Seeing that Gao Jin was silent, Karen patted him on the shoulder, "Brother, I know you think a lot, it's rare to be able to meet someone you like after all these years, but I don't want to expose your scars, I don't want things to happen back then, and I don't want to see you slump." ”

In fact, this is a memory that Gao Jin does not want to mention, there will be some reports in the entertainment industry over the years that Gao Jin has a girlfriend outside the circle who has been dating for many years, but no one has ever seen this person.

This memory started from when Gao Jin first entered the industry,—— at that time Gao Jin had a girlfriend who had been dating for two years, they had been together since the campus, the girl was a professional in broadcasting and hosting, but since Gao Jin entered this industry, she gave up her career dream and accompanied him wholeheartedly from this crew to the next crew, and accompanied him to run different crews every day. Gradually, Gao Jin became a little famous in the circle, and gradually signed with the company, she didn't have to work so hard to accompany him every day to run the crew, with a professional team and agent, Gao Jin didn't want her to take care of herself so hard and follow herself, so she rented a house near the place where she filmed and went back to accompany her after finishing work every day, but gradually he became more and more busy and came back to accompany her less and less. And the outside media has also photographed the two going out intimately many times, the pressure of public opinion is increasing, and Gao Jin also has more and more female fans in the circle, and every time he is photographed by the media, many people will run to Gao Jin's Weibo to scold, and some people even find out where the two live. The girl didn't want to affect his career because she dragged him down, so she broke up with Gao Jin. I quietly returned to Shanghai, to the place where they had left good memories, to the small house they rented. Her resignation hit Gao Jin hard, and finally found out that she had returned to Shanghai, so she chased back to Shanghai, but the girl said that she didn't see him for anything. At that time, he would go back to Shanghai every month to find her, even if he was busy, he would take three days to go back, but he never saw her, and one day after about half a year, he received a call from the police at the premiere of the new movie, asking him if he was Gao Jin, and asked him if he knew a girl named Chang Xiaoxiao. Yes, Chang Xiaoxiao is his girlfriend's name. After confirming his identity, the police told him that Chang Xiaoxiao committed suicide at home, when he heard the news, he felt that the whole world had collapsed, he rushed out of the press conference desperately, returned to Shanghai, in the cold morgue he saw Xiaoxiao, he didn't expect a farewell to be a lifetime, he looked at the once lively and cheerful Xiaoxiao lying on the cold bed, his whole body was white, he burst into tears...... The police told him that she had been found in a rented house, that they had no vital signs, and that she was lying in a bathtub, which was bright red throughout.

In the letter left to him by Xiaoxiao, he wrote (Gao Jin, I'm sorry to leave you is wrong, but I really love you, seeing you get better day by day, more people like you more and more, I really feel that I didn't see the wrong person at the beginning, nor did I choose the wrong person to love, but I also know that if you are with me then your efforts for so many years will be in vain, then I will feel heartache and regret, in my heart you are the brightest star, and I can't be your stumbling block, a burden on your way to success. We are all right, but the time is wrong, I love you but I love the wrong time, forget me, find someone more suitable for you, someone who can accompany you in the future, I don't have the courage to face it, just let her face it with you. Xiaoxiao's mother cried heartbroken when she handed the letter to Gao Jin, she told Gao Jin that after returning to Shanghai, Xiaoxiao did not go home and did not look for them, and returned to the place where they used to live, and did not want to contact others, and resigned for different reasons after finding a few jobs, until Xiaoxiao's father saw Xiaoxiao in the hospital a few months ago, at that time she had been diagnosed with moderate depression and was very depressed, this letter was written when she was very sober and wanted to mail it to you for fear of disturbing you, she didn't let anyone tell you about her situation, including your friends, she was no longer in contact。

Gao Jin finally understood that it was the pressure of public opinion that pushed Xiaoxiao to the brink of death, because she loved herself too much, she didn't want to affect her career because she loved herself, she paid so much, she was out of society for three years, and it was too late to return to the industry she liked, and her career and love were gone, so she would lose herself, a girl who used to love to talk and laugh in front of him suddenly couldn't laugh one day, how terrible it would be.

This is also a scar that Gao Jin took several years to heal, and it is also the last thing he dares to mention.

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