Chapter 19: My Dad's Anger
Walking out of the classroom, the math teacher came up to me and asked, "Chen Xiaotian, it's all class, where are you going?"
I ignored him and walked on my way.
I didn't dare to go fast, I was afraid that the on my body would leak out, so I could only walk forward slowly step by step, it was still raining lightly outside, and when I got out of the teaching building, the rain poured on my body, but I didn't feel it at all, and the whole person was like a walking corpse.
The rain kept falling, I kept walking, all the emotions were withdrawn from the bottom of my heart, all the thoughts were empty from my brain, and I didn't know how I walked home.
As soon as I got back, I had a high fever, I was soaking wet and my mind was dizzy. Dragging my weak body, I took a shower, washed my clothes, and then lay down on the bed and covered myself with the quilt. The quilt was thick, but I still felt cold, and I curled up in the quilt, shivering!
At noon, my dad came back, he saw me lying on the bed, touched my head, and found that it was very hot, he immediately became anxious, and hurriedly said to me: "Xiaotian, you hurry up and follow me to the hospital!"
I said weakly, "I'm not going." "No matter how much my dad tried to persuade me, I insisted on not going.
My dad had no choice but to go to the clinic and call the doctor over and give me a bottle of drip. After that, my dad went to a nearby commissary and called the head teacher from the public phone to ask for leave.
On this day, I spent the day in a state of confusion, wanting to sleep, but as soon as I closed my eyes, the picture was full of, and my ears were full of mocking voices, and I was so scared that I didn't dare to close my eyes.
The next morning, my dad got up and saw that I was still lying on the bed, so he came over and touched my forehead, and found that the high fever had subsided, and he immediately said, "Xiaotian, your fever has subsided, you can go to school." ”
Hearing the word school, my heart trembled, my nerves tensed, for me, this place was like hell, it made me scared in my heart, I didn't want to go there, I just wanted to be like a turtle, hiding in a turtle shell, never coming out, so I said weakly to my dad, "Dad, I don't want to go to school anymore." ”
When my dad heard this, everyone was stunned, usually I was the most active in school, no matter the wind or rain, I would insist on going to school, but now it's okay, I don't go to school, which really makes my dad puzzled, he asked me, "Did you encounter something at school?" You tell your dad that Dad will handle it for you. ”
My father once threatened Zhou Hao with a kitchen knife, thinking that this would keep me safe, but the final result was extremely bleak. So, no matter what, I won't tell my dad about Zhou Hao, I can only say to him: "No, I just don't want to study anymore, I want to drop out." ”
Speaking of this, the tears that I had been holding back suddenly welled up, and the tears wet the pillow.
My dad saw me crying, he was anxious, he sat on the edge of my bed, comforted me, and persuaded me: "Child, you can't have this idea, books must be read, your dad is because he didn't read, so he has no interest, dad is counting on you now, if you don't study, this society will not tolerate you in the future!"
My dad's words were serious. When I heard this, I was even more sad. I've always been my dad's only expectation, from the first day I was sent to school, he was counting on me to be productive, and I've really worked hard for so many years, should I give up like this now?
What can I do if I give up studying? I can't pick up garbage like my father, right? For me, reading is my only way out, even if it is not for myself, I have to persevere to the end for my father! Only when reading changes my destiny can my father really be relieved, and I may be able to take him to live a good life in the future.
Moreover, Zhou Hao really wants to deal with me, he can also deal with me when I hide from home, and escaping can't solve the problem at all, I can only keep moving forward, no matter how difficult and bitter it is, I must carry it.
Once I figured it out, I sat up and slowly started getting dressed.
My dad saw that I was so neat and asked, "What are you going to do?"
I replied solemnly: "Go to school!" "I can't give up on the road of studying, even if I kneel, I have to finish it!"
After a brief breakfast, I went to school.
As soon as I entered the school, I had a deep sense of fear, I began to be afraid to face it, the whole person became very uncomfortable, it felt like the whole school knew that I was on me, it seemed that the whole world was laughing at me, I didn't dare to look at anyone, I kept burying my head deeply, and slowly walked towards the classroom.
As soon as I entered the classroom, I heard a shrill voice: "Oh, isn't this Chen Xiaotian, the king of?"
"He is not called Chen Xiaotian now, he should be called Xiaotian. ”
"Haha, this guy's stinks, I couldn't stand it for lunch yesterday. ”
"Why is he embarrassed to come to class, if it were me, he would definitely die head-on. ”
"What's this, don't you forget, people's dad is picking up garbage, can he live until now without a little skin?"
"Well, I hope he doesn't in the classroom anymore, I just can't stand the smell. ”
All kinds of sarcastic voices, such as hurricanes and tsunamis, roared and poured in, completely swept me overwhelmed, made me breathless, made my whole face hot, my chest tightened, and I was very uncomfortable. However, I could do nothing but bear it, and I walked silently to my seat with extremely difficult steps in the face of these terrifying voices.
Until I sat down, the voices were still in my ears, and everyone was in high spirits, and they had to laugh at me, and I felt as if there were countless flies buzzing around me, and my head was going to explode. At this moment, Wang Shiqi, who had been silent, suddenly slapped the table angrily and said loudly: "Don't make any noise!"
Now, my world is finally quiet!
At the end of the first class in the morning, Liu Xi came up again, knocked on the door of my class, and shouted, "Chen Xiaotian, come out!" This time, his tone was tougher.
As soon as I saw this unjust soul, I was scared, I really didn't want to face Zhou Hao. However, I know too well that I can't hide from him, since I have decided to continue studying in school, I am destined to continue to accept the destruction of Zhou Hao, I can only obey this demon, not disobey. So, I didn't hesitate, just got up and walked to the door.
Wang Shiqi was also very annoyed when she saw that Zhou Hao asked people to look for me again, but this time, she didn't stop me, because she knew that I couldn't solve any problems if I hid in the classroom, and she couldn't help me.
I bowed my head all the way and followed Liu Xi to the rooftop of the teaching building.
At this moment, there is a group of people gathered on the rooftop, it is a group of bastard students led by Zhou Hao, they are smoking here, and there are many cigarette butts scattered on the rooftop, obviously, this place is where they usually smoke.
Seeing me come up, Zhou Hao threw away the cigarette butt and stepped on it, and then he asked me casually, "Chen Xiaotian, do you know what I asked you for?"
I was apprehensive, "I don't know." ”
Zhou Hao slowly approached me and said to me seriously: "I asked someone to hurt your father and let people tear down your dilapidated home, aren't you angry with me?"
I whispered, "Don't dare." ”
Zhou Hao paused, and then asked, "Then I forced you to kneel at the door of KFC and eat what I stepped on, and you don't hate me?"
I continued: "Don't dare. ”
Zhou Hao was silent for two seconds, and then asked again: "Then I beat you out of in your class, but the whole school knows about it, and you don't blame me?"
As soon as I heard this, my soul seemed to tremble, this shame is the deepest scar imprinted on my heart, I want to say that I don't hate Zhou Hao, it's impossible. However, I still lowered my head and said in a muffled voice: "Don't dare." ”
These two words are the only answer I can give Zhou Hao, I really don't dare to confront him, even if I am bullied badly, I don't dare to complain, I can only swallow all the shame and pain.
After listening to my answer, Zhou Hao suddenly applauded, and while applauding, he said to me: "Chen Xiaotian, you really make me admire, to be honest, it's really the first time in my life to see you so wasteful, you are really a wonder!"
When Zhou Hao's brothers heard this, they all agreed and laughed.
For me, Zhou Hao's sarcasm is the lightest punishment for me, I don't care about his verbal insult, I just suddenly raised my head and said earnestly to Zhou Hao: "Can Brother Hao let me go?"
Zhou Hao shook his head and said, "Can't!"
My face twitched and asked, "Why can't you let me go?" I'm really afraid that my future life will be entangled by Zhou Hao, I don't want to live such a nightmarish life!
When Zhou Hao heard me ask, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and then, he stared at me and said slowly: "Do you want to know? Then I'll tell you why, because I think that you smashed my head, except for you, this waste, I can't think of anyone else at all, don't think that you are like your grandson, I will dispel my suspicions about you, and tell you, impossible! Now that I am discharged from the hospital, I will thoroughly investigate this matter, and I will definitely find out the truth!"
Zhou Hao's words are firm and have a tough momentum, after I listened to it, the whole person was like falling into an ice cave, it turned out that Zhou Hao had never canceled his suspicion of me, he didn't want to let me go at all, no wonder he went to the class to have a conflict with Wang Shiqi, and he wanted to make me angry, he just used Wang Shiqi as an excuse, and deliberately wanted to find a reason to beat me.
I can't escape, Zhou Hao, the devil is completely entangled with me, and when he finds out the truth, I will die without a place to be buried. I was very scared and worried, but on the surface, I still had to maintain my composure, I looked at Zhou Hao, and said innocently: "Brother Hao, you misunderstood, I really didn't do it." ”
Zhou Hao didn't listen to my nonsense at all, he waved his hand directly at me and said: "Don't tell me these useless things, it doesn't matter if you don't admit it, anyway, I don't have evidence now, I won't do anything to you." However, until I find the evidence, you, as the first suspect, should be taught a lesson, and I will beat you up every day to get angry. ”
With that, he kicked me unceremoniously and knocked me to the ground.
Then, he shouted, "Call me!"
Immediately, his group of brothers surrounded me and beat me wildly, countless punches and kicks kept hitting me, my body was very painful, my bones were squeaking, I was so uncomfortable, but I could only bear it silently with tears.
It wasn't until the class bell rang that they stopped beating me, and then, Zhou Hao took his people and left arrogantly.
The rooftop fell silent, and the wind blew on my broken body, bringing out a desolation.
I lay down on the floor to cushion for a while, then I endured the pain, slowly got up from the ground, patted my clothes off, and walked back to the classroom.
Later, Wang Shiqi came to me and wanted to ask me about the situation with Zhou Hao, I ignored her, and I didn't even dare to look at her, the shame of being beaten out of in the classroom yesterday, and the fear that Zhou Hao gave me on the rooftop today made me miserable and desperate, I didn't have the face to face Wang Shiqi, I was also afraid to talk to anyone, I completely closed myself off and refused everything from the outside world.
The next day, Friday, just after the third class in the morning, I was called to the rooftop by Zhou Hao.
Today's Zhou Hao seems to be in a very bad mood, he didn't let his brother beat me, but beat me himself to vent his emotions, he beat me very hard, and the whole person seemed to fall into madness. Although his injuries have not healed, but his strength is not small, every punch and every kick is like a sledgehammer hammer on me, I have been beaten too many times this week, almost every day, which makes my body's bearing capacity reach the limit, I have been malnourished since I was a child, and my physical fitness is not very good, so today, under Zhou Hao's crazy attack, I was beaten to spit out a few mouthfuls of blood, and my face became as white as a dead man.
Zhou Hao's brothers, seeing that I was like this, they immediately grabbed Zhou Hao, and Liu Xi also persuaded Zhou Hao: "Brother Hao, don't really beat people to death." ”
Zhou Hao stopped, looked at me lying on the ground twice, and then he snorted at me, and said unhappily: "It's really a superb waste, so unbeaten, next time I want you to give me more time!" After speaking, he took his brother and left the rooftop.
I lay on the floor and gasped for a long time before I struggled to get up, and then, dragging my dilapidated body and leaning against the wall, I returned to the classroom.
During the fourth period, I was coughing all the time, probably because of internal injuries from being beaten, and I even coughed up blood.
Wang Shiqi, who has been paying attention to me, saw that I was seriously injured, so after class, she ran over to me and said, "Chen Xiaotian, you seem to be seriously injured, I'll take you to the hospital!"
I ignored her as usual, just lowered my head and left silently.
Normally, it only takes me 20 minutes to walk home, but today I walked for more than half an hour before I finally got home. By the time I got to the door, I couldn't hold it anymore, my legs were shaking, and I was extremely weak.
My dad had already made lunch for me at home, and when he saw me coming back, he immediately said happily to me: "Xiaotian, you are back, and I have good news for you, today my dad picked up a wallet outside, and I returned it to the owner, and the kind owner gave me a reward of 1,000 yuan, and I specially made you a braised pork today." ”
Braised pork is my favorite dish, I always want to eat it, and in normal times, I will definitely die of joy when I hear my dad make braised pork. But at this moment, I couldn't be happy when I wanted to be happy, and before I could say anything, my legs couldn't stand, and I fell to the ground limply.
When my dad saw this, he was immediately frightened, he immediately carried me to the bed, and then touched my head, and found that there was no fever, he patted my face again, and called to me: "Xiaotian, what's wrong with you? Don't scare Dad!" My dad was very nervous and worried, and sweat was oozing from his forehead.
I didn't want my dad to be anxious, I wanted to tell him I was okay, but my throat seemed to be blocked by something, I couldn't speak at all, and my body kept shaking.
My dad noticed something was wrong with me, and immediately, he came to lift my clothes.
As soon as I opened it, my father's eyes widened, because he saw that none of the places where I was wrapped in clothes were intact, and my body, blue and purple, was full of scars, and blood oozed from many places, which was miserable to see.
The next second, my dad's eyes suddenly turned red, he clenched his fists, roared and roared, "Tell me, who beat you like this?"
Growing up, it's the first time I've seen my dad get so angry!