【022】Missing is like breathing pain
On the way out of the rich house, Yuncheng completely lost the positive 'color' he faced Xu Shu'er just now.Although his cold cheeks did not change, his heart was a little annoyed.For Xu Shu'er's such a warm emotional catharsis.How much can I understand a little.An emotion that has been persevering for three years.Can I have a chance to tell my long-term relationship.Even if it is him, it is impossible to insist.Just such a tactful refusal.Will Xu Shu'er be deterred.
It's hard for Yuncheng to imagine.In the previous life, he could bear to know that he had a better half.Xu Shu'er, who was still by his side.In the face of his own words, he had no emotional foundation.He dispelled all his affection.This cold water seemed to be poured on Xu Shu'er.In fact, the final bitter fruit still had to be swallowed by himself.The debt of human affection is difficult to repay.But in the face of the shackles of love.Can you break free.。
Lost his soul and stopped the car.Completely instinctively walked into the clubhouse.Pushed open the 'door' printed with Jiu'er's exclusive room.Yun Cheng sat on the sofa.Stunned 'smoked' a cigarette.Ignoring the news of the king.Just asked for some wine.Drink it yourself.This way of escaping is due to the habits of the previous life.When it is unbearable.A person is used to staying for a day.Drinking wine for a day.Then waking up.Continue to perform the tasks that are 'handed over' like a walking corpse.
Obviously I want to get drunk, but the more I drink, the more sober I become...... I didn't understand it in my previous life, but in this life, I revealed the mystery.It's just that this relationship is too heavy.It's so heavy that Yuncheng doesn't dare to touch it.But Xu Shu'er opened her heart by herself......
Cup after cup of 'fascination' drunk.In the trance, there were a few more figures at the 'door'.There was a heavy double image in his eyes.I couldn't tell who this figure was.But Yun Cheng didn't care.Even if the wine 'essence' was stinging and 'excited'.Yun Cheng was still clear.Still the club.Jiu'er's room was a taboo.Even the king still didn't dare to step in easily.People who wanted to find trouble.The king would still naturally solve it.
Tonight, I just want to be drunk.
Feng Qingsu just stood for a while.Some couldn't bear to walk in with Jiu'er and the little girl.Even with 'Lucy', he also walked in with the little demon 'girl' and Feng Qianya.Looking at Yun Cheng drinking wine without any image.His eyes were already 'confused', but he never put down the wine bottle in his hand.Sitting beside Yun Cheng.Feng Qingsu 'touched' Yun Cheng's cheeks in distress.
"Cheng, I am Su."
Yun Cheng was stunned, nodded, reached out and hugged Feng Qingsu, and breathed hard: "Well, I know, I recognize your taste."
Feng Qingsu smiled instantly.The distress was even worse.As early as when Yun Cheng drove away from home.She had read something from Yun Cheng's eyes.Some things were even if she was reluctant.It was necessary to cut the 'messy' hemp quickly.Unfortunately.Feng Qingsu didn't expect that this would be the result at all.Xu Shu'er.Feng Qingsu didn't reject her at all.To be exact.Compared to Zhou Manrou.Feng Qingsu was more acceptable to Xu Shu'er.
A 'female' person who has been sticking to it for three years in order to repay her kindness.Even if Feng Qingsu is cold to the bone marrow, she has to admire.Collected a little bit of information about Xu Shuer.This 'woman' has been clean and self-conscious since she was a child.There is no stain.And she is careful.Not to mention, she is careful enough to be caring and considerate for Yuncheng.Just this.Even Feng Qingsu thinks that she can't be so meticulous.The only pity is that Yuncheng is more 'excited' for Xu Shuer.The taste of love is not seen.Even if Langshan gets along for a few days, you can also see this.
"Auntie, little brother, what's wrong with her?" Feng Qianya asked worriedly, she almost thought of the reason why her aunt brought them in a hurry, but in the face of her alcoholic brother, Feng Qianya couldn't match her usually cold brother.
"Yes, auntie, it's the first time I've seen my little brother drink like this, what's going on." The little devil 'girl' is also very worried.Admittedly, she usually goes against Yuncheng.And from time to time she 'teases' Yuncheng.But such a decadent cloud city.The little devil 'girl' asked herself that she had never seen it.This kind of decadence is not the kind of decadence that wants to be decadent.But the inner depression and irritability.Want to get drunk and not wake up decadence.。
Feng Qingsu shook his head, closed his eyes, poured himself wine, and drank it all at the same time. Lu's eyes were full of anger and murderous intent. This time it had nothing to do with Xu Shu'er. Even Li Li and the others had to bow down, of course, they didn't know that it was Luxi's 'lane', just that this was Yuncheng's means.
And so it is.' Lucy can know the situation of any part of the house, and its original intention is to think about Feng Qingwei and Feng Qingru. But when she accidentally saw Yun Cheng answer the phone, she instinctively subconsciously eavesdropped on it, and the result she got made Lucy angry. If she wasn't in Kyoto at the moment, she would have the urge to break into the office of the supreme leader, reveal her true identity, and then ask: As the supreme leader of a country, dare not be so shameless.
"Little Aunt ......"
"It's okay, the heart of the small town is bitter, it's okay to get drunk."' Lucy gave the little devil a smile to the wind." Others only see the brilliance of the surface of the town, and the same is true for the two young ladies, but behind the glory, there is unimaginable pain and struggle, such as the birthday banquet you have experienced...... "Lu" paused, turned his head to look at Feng Qingsu's nod, and his heart warmed.
"That birthday banquet, on the surface, the little young master easily defeated the old man, but about the people who suddenly appeared, and the various layouts before the battle, if there was no effort behind it, it would be impossible to simply defeat the enemy from the front."' Lu's Hill sighed. This is probably the reason why the eldest sister asked you to be kind to the little master.A lot of invisible responsibilities....... you can't see it yet."
The little devil 'girl' and the wind tilted her elegant face, and her face changed miserably.Lowered her head and thought about all the things that Cloud City had done since she was a child.Thoughtful.You felt quite distressed.When you looked up.' Two figures came in at the door again, Gao Yanxi and Xu Shu'er, who were late, the moment they saw Yun Cheng, Xu Shu'er's eyes that had been crying were even more tearful.
It turned out that I had never understood such a little man, he was burdened with too many things, and he was stupid enough to put another trouble on him, picked up the wine glass, took a sip, Xu Shu'er stumbled on the sofa, Gao Yanxi also sighed, looking at such a cloud city, her angina was endless, once upon a time, the little man who could joke with himself from time to time, and was shy in the cold, would one day be decadent to this point......
Yun Cheng tried hard to open his eyes, picked up his wine glass, stood up with a shake, refused all support, staggered to a piano in the room, put down the wine glass on the countertop, opened the lid, and his fingers intertwined.
“…… Missing is a pain that breathes.It lives in all corners of my body.It hurts to hum the song you love.It hurts to read your letter.Even silence hurts.Regret is the pain of breathing.It flows back and forth in the blood.Regret hurts if you don't feel intimate.It hurts to hate if you don't understand.I can't see the most painful ......."
Everyone in the room was silent for an instant, looking at Yun Cheng, who was still singing in a low voice, as if his face was already moist, sitting motionless, even Feng Qingsu stopped his wine glass in the air, and turned his head to look at Jiu'er: "Some time ago, Xiaocheng went to Tokyo Tower."
Jiu'er nodded, looked at Yuncheng, and his heart dripped blood: "I heard that I went to the iron tower on the day I went, and when I left, I also went.
The little girl was confused for a moment, and nodded stunned: "Ling'er asked my brother why he went to such a high place, and my brother said that he owed a lot of ...... there."
I owe a lot.Feng Qingsu and Lucy glanced at each other.Both of them were 'confused' and 'confused' at the same time.What did they owe.It can make missing as painful as breathing.