After birth, the childhood memories that should not be remembered were clearly imprinted into his soul at that moment, just like those who were extremely unwilling and should not be discarded, and as soon as he seized the opportunity, he was fiercely dragged into his soul and imprinted to death.

The memories that should not be remembered flowed like a movie, allowing him to see his mother's worried smile, distressed hugs, and the haggard after taking care of him, and the satisfied smile when hugging him, many, many more.

Even the memories that were once deeply remembered but did not know the process were imprinted into the soul without reservation.

After arguing with his father, he angrily left his mother who got out of the car alone, which made him panic for the first time, and he deeply felt that he was abandoned by his mother, and he cried to find his mother regardless of it, forcing his father to turn back, and drove him to find his mother who was walking alone in the cold street, he ran out of the car happily and hurtfully, and pulled his mother's hand.

"Mommy, you don't want me. ”

Obviously angry, with red eyes, helpless and sad eyes, but she lowered her head and smiled at him and stroked his head, "I didn't want you." ”

......

His mother and father divorced, and at that time he didn't know what divorce was, and all the adults in the family hugged him when they saw him and asked, "I like you so much, can you stay?" ”

"Dad loves you the most, grandpa also loves you, do you want to live with dad or mom?"

He didn't understand why everyone asked him if he wanted to stay, if he didn't want to go, if he didn't want to go with his mother, he just knew ......

"No, I'm going to go with Mommy, where Mommy goes, I'm going to go with me. He didn't want his mother to leave him alone again, even though everyone else was fine.

……

For a long time, his mother always hugged him silently and shed tears when others didn't see him, sometimes, one moment he was obviously teasing himself, but the next moment he was choking up and asking himself, as if he was asking his ignorant self.

"Am I annoying that no one wants me?"

He couldn't understand his mother's sadness, but he knew his heart very well.

"Others don't want you, and me, I want Mommy!"

At first, he didn't know how to comfort his mother in front of him, he could only watch his mother cry and be unhappy in silence and helplessness, but his mother was the best for him and loved him the most, he didn't want to see his mother continue to cry and shed tears, so even if it was again and again, he had to tell his mother.

He wanted her.

……

Classmates knew that he was a child of a single-parent family, excluded him, ignored him, and said that he was a child without a father.

He had never said this kind of thing when he came home, and he knew that his mother would definitely blame himself even more when she heard it, wondering if it was wrong to take him away from her previous home, and considering whether she should send him back to the home that broke his mother's heart.

He just wants to bring home the fun and novel knowledge he has learned, and the troubles that happened to his classmates, and share them with his mother.

"Say no more, it's time for us to sleep." ”

Helplessly, he said, "Hurry up and go to bed." ”

Annoyed, he said, "Do you want to sleep or not?"

Angry and said, "Shut up and go to bed quickly!"

After a dozen or twenty urgings, she hugged him tightly and let him nestle comfortably in her arms, and patted him on the back so that he could fall asleep with peace of mind.

……

In his life, he hated the most words.

"If one day I die, how can you tell when I'm not by your side? You have to learn to think, you have to be down-to-earth, you can't take shortcuts, I can't tell you what to do all the time. ”

"My body has deteriorated, I'm getting more and more useless, I'm so worried that after I'm gone, how can you tell it, save more while I can still do it, and when it really doesn't work, the house will be sold......"

"If we buy insurance again, we will have another extra expense every month, and we will have no money, but we can't afford not to buy it, and if you get sick in the future, you don't have to worry about whether you have money to see a doctor. ”

He doesn't like to hear it, and he doesn't want to hear it, but he knows it......

His mother was worried about his future without her, and reason reminded him of the fact that one day he would leave forever, and that no matter how sad he was, he had to face the reality.

After the accumulation of time, he thought that he would take this nasty thing for granted, looked down on it, and learned to face it, but the facts proved ......

He was wrong. Faced with the moment when his mother left him, he still felt heart-rending pain, and he didn't want to believe the fact that his beloved relatives had left him.

Eternal loss, so painful, so painful that he couldn't help but hate.

Hate, his mother left him and went to a world where it was impossible to find her again.

Hate, why does God make rules for birth, old age, sickness and death, life and death.

Hate, why can't we be together forever.

Hate, why should people have sad and sad emotions......

He hated, hated, hated, but he still couldn't stop thinking about his mother.

The mother who does not want to let go is worried, unwilling to go against her mother's expectations, strives to spend every day, strives to survive, and strives to be a father and husband who will not disappoint her mother in the middle of her life.

Although he knew very well that no matter how well and seriously he did, he would not be able to get back his departed mother.

He finally gave up the responsibility of life, walked the road of life, and from then on the dust returned to dust, leaving this world with his mother, and all the memories that could not be separated will be dissipated......

The supreme power with infinite possibilities appeared in front of him, and he suddenly felt a glimmer of hope, longing, and extravagance, and begged bitterly.

"I'm just passing through here, and I'm just curious about your soul, why do I want to help you?" the Supreme Power squinted at him amusefully and shook his head.

He could see that the supreme power didn't mean to help him at all, so he quickly kowtowed and begged, "As long as the Great Immortal can help me, no matter what kind of price the Great Immortal needs me to pay, I am willing!"

"Oh?" the Supreme Mighty looked at him with a hint of interest, "You, who only have your soul left, actually dare to talk about the price in front of this seat, and you are not afraid of the price that this seat demands, that is, you will disappear from now on, and you will not even have the opportunity to be reincarnated?"

Seeing his hesitation, Supreme Power was not surprised at all, and laughed, "Okay, it's okay, you can go." ”

He did not leave as the Supreme Authority had predicted, but murmured, "If you do not violate your principles, when you can't make a decision, ask yourself...... This is what Mommy taught. ”

He raised his head suddenly, met the eyes that seemed to contain the stars, gritted his teeth and made a decision, "It's not false to say that I'm not afraid, but ...... I still want to see my mother again, and if the great immortal really wants me to disappear, I will admit it. He paused before he said: "I believe that Daxian will never give such an inconsequential request, if Daxian really wants me to disappear, let alone help me in this move, just let me be wiped out." ”

The Supreme Power said, "I can sense your hatred from your soul, and if you are hateful, why should you be so desperate." ”

He didn't explain, and he didn't know how to describe it, but the two strong emotions in his heart were just pleading.

"You haven't thought about other relatives?" asked the Supreme Power tentatively.

He was silent for a while, and then said softly, "No matter what...... Whether it disappears or is reincarnation, I have to let go in the end, isn't it? The world can't be as I want, and my relatives and mothers can only choose one or the other...... I still want to choose my mother, and ask the great immortal to be fulfilled!"

Under his pleas and insistence, the Supreme Power finally agreed to him.

"Although this seat can calculate the location of your mother, this is only a vague approximation, and the only thing this seat can do is to send you to that space...... The secret method of this seat is not good at controlling time, and all it can do is to make you as early as possible in your mother's time, so how much time it will take, and whether you can find your mother, is not something that this seat can guarantee. ”

"So, are you still willing?" asked the Supreme Authority after explaining.

"I do. He didn't hesitate.

Supreme Power nodded, "It's okay to ask this seat to help you, but this seat also has several conditions......"