New wounds and old scars
The car drove into the villa area, and not far away, I suddenly saw Dai Feng's figure, "De... Today, I can summon the dragon after I have gathered these few people. β
"I'll go back first, and you guys can have a good talk. β
"Hmm. β
Suddenly got out of Shen Yizhen's car, Shen Yizhen saw Dai Feng nodded and drove away without saying anything. Suddenly walked to Dai Feng's side, "Why are you here!" and didn't say hello in advance. β
"Afraid he's inconvenient?"
"That's not what I meant, we went out on a trip today and came back, you waited a long time?"
Dai Feng looked melancholy, "It's an hour." β
"Then why don't you go in, don't you have the key to my villa!" Hearing that Dai Feng had waited for an hour, she felt a little guilty and blamed herself.
"You're not yourself now, and I can't just come into your house. β
"Looking for me?"
"I want to talk to you. β
"Let's take a walk around the neighborhood then. β
"Good. β
Two people wander under the street lamp of the community.
"Suddenly~ I was too impulsive and said a lot of reckless things that morning, and I promised the professor not to tell you about it, but I lost my word. β
"Honestly... I was stunned to hear you say that morning, I didn't think things would be like this. I also had a moment of resentment against you, complaining about why you told me about this, but then I figured it out, even if you don't say it, Shen Yizhen and I will know sooner or later, because if we want to be together, we will have to face these one day. My family, his family will come together sooner or later, it's just that everything came earlier, so you don't have to feel guilty, you're not at fault. β
"You and him...... You're all right!"
"Brother Dai Feng, I've been... I have always treated you as my own brother, and you are the most special person in my heart. I know you feel sorry for me and afraid that I will get hurt, so you said something like that that day. Don't worry, if he treats me badly, I won't be with him, and if there is a day, I will definitely tell you and let you take me home. But now I want to try to see, I don't want to let go so easily, because I really love him. β
Dai Feng turned around and sighed, "Suddenly... Do you know what you're up against?"
"I know. β
"This matter is not only about the professor and Mrs. Shen's long-term affairs, but also about how the Shen family will treat you, and how much pressure you have to bear, do you know how much pressure you have to bear?"
"Brother, I know you love me, but I beg you, don't let me give up, okay? I really don't want to give up on him. Suddenly choked up and begged for Dai Feng. Dai Feng also had red eyes, and felt very sorry for her.
"Suddenly~ I also want you to be happy, but once the Shen family makes a move on you, I won't stand idly by, and the professor won't allow it, do you really want to see the day when the Gu family and the Shen family are incompatible?"
"But why do you want me and Shen Yizhen's relationship to repay and make sacrifices for the grievances of decades ago?" suddenly roared.
"Do you think I want to see you like this? Do you think I really want to separate you so ruthlessly! Yes, I admit that I like you, but I won't hurt you for my feelings, ruin your feelings, and suddenly you know the Shen family? Do you think you can move to Shen Jicheng just by relying on Shen Yizhen? Do you think Mrs. Shen really lets go of power and doesn't care about anything? I shouldn't have handed you over to him in the first place, I was too naΓ―ve, I thought he could protect you. β
"Then you shouldn't tell me this today, you should let me go when you handed me over to him in the first place. I choose the people myself, I take the road by myself, no matter how difficult it is, I will not bow my head. β
"Shen Jicheng has already investigated your hometown. Dai Feng's understatement was like a needle piercing into Ran's heart.
"Your background was a seal made by someone I found back then, so no one knew that the professor had a granddaughter, but just after you told me that the Shen family was following you, I asked someone to ask, Shen Jicheng sent someone to your hometown, to your family's main house, and to your family's ancestral hall, I think it won't be long before they find out who your mother is. You will also know who your grandmother is. β
Suddenly gasping for breath, his expression became painful, "They... They went to check on my mother, didn't they?"
"Yes. β
The body trembled suddenly, squatting down and gasping. Dai Feng walked behind her and stroked her shoulder, "I know that you hate it when people ask about your family affairs, and you don't like people to ask about your mother's past, because that is the pain in your heart, and it is also the pain in the professor's heart." Suddenly~ I know that you love Shen Yizhen, and he loves you very much, but you have to think clearly about this love and what you are carrying! If you feel that you keep going, I have nothing to say and will not stop you. I can help you with anything you need me to do. β
ββ¦ I want to go back and be quiet. β
"I'll send you. β
"No, I can do it myself. β
Seeing the dejected departure, Dai Feng was also very distressed.
At this moment, her heart was broken, no one knew, and no one understood, how important that home was to her, when she lost her parents and relatives, the former home was something she didn't want to mention, and her good memories were recorded there. Over the years, few people have talked to her about it, and few people have asked about her past. The Shen family turned over not only her past, but also the scar in her heart. She doesn't want her mother and grandmother to be talked about anymore, this is her bottom line and the most intolerable thing for her.
Answering at home, she was like a lost child, helpless, and her heart that had just been healed had another scar, looking at Shen Yizhen, she wanted to say what was in her heart, but she didn't know how to say it.
"It's back. β
"Hmm. β
"Why did you cry?" Shen Yizhen saw that her expression was wrong, "What happened! Did he tell you again?"
"Shen Yizhen... I want to talk to you about something. β
Shen Yizhen pulled her to the sofa and sat down, "You say I'm listening, if you have anything to say to me, just say it, don't hide secrets in your heart alone." β
"I ...... I ...... "She was a little helpless.
Sometimes, we feel helpless. But we don't know how to open our mouths, and who to speak, we are just cautious. Hidden in the heart, in the dead of night, when you are lonely and helpless. We will cry and cry, we will vent all the pain in our hearts, maybe it will be good to vent it! Then we put on a strong mask and continue our disguise, but people will be tired, when we are no longer willing to pretend to be strong. You will find out how unbearable your former self was. You will also be disgusted with having yourself, but we are not that strong.
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