Chapter 199: The Night of Candles in the Cave Room
Whether Han Shuang is really pregnant or not, this is the question I am most worried about, although I keep telling myself that Grandpa Han's words are not credible, but I am not afraid of 10,000 just in case.
If I get pregnant, it will be really difficult, let's not talk about whether I should be responsible for Han Shuang, even if I don't want to be responsible, will Xu Nan forgive me?
In any case, what I need to understand most clearly is this matter, and I must also know Han Shuang's attitude.
And, Han Shuang listened to my words, the sadness in her expression became more and more profound, and there was also worry between her eyebrows that could not be concealed, but she didn't want to show anything strange in front of me, so she had to hide her emotions as much as possible, and said resolutely to me: "If you really want to get pregnant, you don't have to be responsible, I can raise the child by myself!"
Hearing this, my heart couldn't help but hurt again, such Han Shuang, it really hurts me, she is always like this, no matter how much she has to bear, she doesn't want to burden me, she is not the kind of woman who is stalking, even if she is pregnant, she will not use this to blackmail me and snatch me from Xu Nan's hands, but if she wants to beat the child out, it is impossible, and her family will not agree.
But once she insists on giving birth, can I, as the father of the child, treat it as nothing? Can I stay out of it?
The more I thought about it, the more entangled and uncomfortable my heart became, and at this moment, the door of Han Shuang's room was suddenly opened, it was Grandpa Han, he walked in quickly, and said sternly without saying anything: "He must be responsible!"
Grandpa Han's tone was unquestionable, and his face was also very grim, even for Han Shuang.
As soon as Grandpa Han approached, he said with another straight color: "Wu Lai, do you think I lied to you?" I will solemnly tell you now, Shuangshuang is really pregnant, this is not a coincidence, the medicine you take can activate your ability in that area, and it is easy to cause pregnancy." I also took the pulse of Shuangshuang, and I was indeed pregnant, which is a fact that cannot be changed. That's fine, as long as Shuangshuang gives birth to a baby, she won't be afraid of outside discussions. So no matter what, you have to be responsible for Frost and the child!"
When Grandpa Han said this, his expression was unusually serious, and his voice was even more sonorous, it didn't look like he was lying at all, I couldn't help but believe it, and immediately, my heart couldn't help but twitch, my brain was messed up, and I really wanted to tear myself in half.
On the one hand, Xu Nan is sad and desperate, waiting for me to go back and explain, and on the other hand, Han Shuang is pregnant, waiting for me to be responsible, no matter which side I choose, it will be the greatest harm to the other party. I really don't want to be sorry for any of them.
When I was in confusion, Han Shuang immediately stood up, and she said to Grandpa Han without hesitation: "Grandpa, didn't I explain it to you clearly, Wu Lai has a girlfriend, and the two of them are very affectionate, I can't break up other people's, and you don't make your own decisions to decide where I belong!"
This time, Han Shuang was really unhappy, she originally respected her grandfather the most, but at this moment, she obviously disagreed with her grandfather's approach.
Grandpa Han's heart hurt when he saw Han Shuang like this, he looked at Han Shuang distressedly, and sighed: "Shuangshuang, grandpa is also for your good, grandpa doesn't want to see you in a critical life in the future, and he doesn't want your parents to break off relations with you." Child, sometimes, you have to think about yourself, Wu Lai is the only man you love, even if you don't fight for it, don't give up easily!"
Grandpa Han's wrinkled face showed all concern, he was really worried about his granddaughter's future, and his words did make sense, Han Shuang's only attractive man is me, she has an advantage now, she cured me of the disease, gave me the first time, and more importantly, she may be pregnant with my child, as long as Han Shuang takes the initiative, her life has a chance to be complete, but Han Shuang has her principles as a person, she doesn't think about it at all, and directly retorts to Grandpa Han:" You don't have to worry about my business!"
After Han Shuang finished shouting these words, tears burst out instantly.
It's the first time I've seen Han Shuang lose her temper, and it's the same as her most respected grandfather, in my eyes, Han Shuang is the kind of doctor who is as cold as ice, she doesn't please boys, but as a doctor, she has fulfilled her duty, every time she treats people, she is gentle, never distinguishes between people, and truly cares for her patients.
In private, she is even more extraordinary to me, which warms my heart, her heart is very good, and her people are also filial, it is precisely because of filial piety that she will always be full of her grandfather, hiding from her parents, she doesn't want her relatives to be uncomfortable, but in the end, because of me, I disrupted all this, let her secret, surfaced, caused the current situation.
It stands to reason that any woman who encounters such a thing will have the man responsible, but Han Shuang not only didn't let me be responsible, but even got angry with her grandfather.
This made Grandpa Han helpless, he really couldn't bear to make her baby granddaughter sad, so, in the face of such a strong Han Shuang, Grandpa Han could only bypass her, aimed at me, and said solemnly to me: "Wu Lai, you come out, let's talk alone!"
At this moment, Grandpa Han's voice was hoarse, it can be seen that he is also very sad, and when things get to this point, I'm afraid no one wants to.
Han Shuang was afraid that Grandpa Han would mess around again, and wanted to stop her, so I stopped her directly and signaled that she was okay.
Immediately, I walked out of Han Shuang's room with Grandpa Han, and then went straight to Grandpa Han's room.
Closing the door, Grandpa Han immediately said to me: "You have also seen that this girl Shuangshuang has suffered all the hardships by herself, can you bear that she has to bear so much alone? If it is really time for everyone to betray and leave, do you think that Shuangshuang and her children can live well? Even if you don't think about Shuangshuang, you should also think about the child in her belly! After all, it is also your flesh and blood!"
Grandpa Han, know with reason, move with affection, he poked my heart with every word, I am not a hard-hearted person, think about it from Han Shuang's point of view, I can understand how much pain she has suffered, even if she is strong, but after all, she is a woman, she will collapse.
However, let me abandon Xu Nan and stay with Han Shuang here until I grow old, I can't do it, what a difficult choice is this?
After a long pause, I said to Grandpa Han, "Then what do you want me to do!"
Maybe it was too entangled, my voice became very desolate, and my heart was too painful and painful.
Although Grandpa Han is domineering, he is not an unreasonable person, he may also understand my dilemma, and he did not threaten me like before, he lowered his posture and gently persuaded me: "You also know the current situation, your marriage to Shuangshuang is imminent, you must participate in this wedding banquet, even if it is a scene, at least in this way, Shuangshuang will have a name, and if she gives birth to a child in the future, she will not be talked about." My old man is not an unreasonable person, I can tell you clearly, our marriage in the countryside is just a formality, don't get a marriage certificate, and it won't tie your life in the future, so, today, you should help Shuangshuang and make a appearance, okay?"
Grandpa Han is such a profound person, but he prays so much to me at this moment, and he also said, I just need to go through the motions with Han Shuang in this village, so that her parents and the people in the village who know her well will no longer treat her strangely, and Han Shuang's parents and relatives can rest assured, no matter what, it is within my power, and I should help Han Shuang.
So, today's wedding, I can't hide it, if it really gets stiff, not only will I not be able to escape, but it will also make the Han family lose face and let Han Shuang fall into the abyss, no matter how ruthless I am, I can't do it.
The only way to have both is to promise Grandpa Han to get married here, I know that as long as I don't get a marriage certificate, the law will not recognize me and Han Shuang as husband and wife, I will take a formality to let the Han family live on face, and more importantly, let Han Shuang not be so embarrassed, as long as the people in the village know that she is married, then it will be logical for her to have children, otherwise, if they get a wild seed, their mother and son will have no shame to live!
To tell the truth, I care a lot about Han Shuang, I promised in my heart that she would not be wronged, but today's incident, the person who has been wronged the most is still her, I really can't watch her suffer, for her, except for me, I'm afraid it will be really difficult to find a second man and enter her eyes, so in this matter, except for me to help Han Shuang, there is no one else to choose, which is also the intention of Grandpa Han to go to the city to arrest me back desperately.
After thinking about it for a long time, I finally compromised and solemnly agreed to Grandpa Han, but I also explained to Grandpa Han that I wouldn't really be with Han Shuang, I have a girlfriend, and I can't leave my girlfriend behind.
When Grandpa Han saw that I agreed to marry Han Shuang, he immediately smiled, and he didn't say much about the girlfriend I said, just said, I can agree to this wedding banquet.
After chatting with Grandpa Han, I walked towards Han Shuang's room, I knew that Han Shuang was against today's matter from beginning to end, and just now, Grandpa Han lowered his posture and said those words to me, obviously, he gave in a little bit because of Han Shuang's stubborn personality and persuaded me, the purpose was to let me appease Han Shuang.
Therefore, as soon as I entered Han Shuang's room, I immediately explained the situation to Han Shuang and made it clear to her what I meant.
When Han Shuang heard my words, her eyes immediately widened in shock, she looked at me stupidly, and said incredulously: "Are you really willing to marry me?"
I didn't expect that I had already explained it to her, just going through the motions, but Han Shuang still showed disbelief, even a little surprised, I thought she didn't understand, and added: "Well, it's just a formality, for your parents and the people in the village to see!"
Han Shuang looked at me very moving, and said affectionately: "Enough, thank you, Wu Lai!"
For her, such a thing is enough to move her, her requirements are really not high, in fact, Han Shuang really wants to be with me in her heart, she doesn't want to have a stiff relationship with the family, but for me, she is willing to do anything, now with this best of both worlds, can solve this matter intact, of course Han Shuang can't ask for it, her excitement is beyond words.
I was a little relieved to see her like this.
After both of us agreed, immediately, this unexpected wedding began.
This wedding is very simple, it is to worship in a high hall and have a meal. However, I have to dress up in the high hall, I'm fine, a big man, I don't need to have too much embellishment, just wear good clothes.
It's Han Shuang, makeup, hairstyle, clothing, it's very troublesome. Before the wedding began, Han Shuang stayed in the room, and there were special personnel to dress her up.
I was in the other room, preparing my own business, and of course, more to clean up my mood. Although it is a scene, after all, it is a major marriage event, and I always feel strange in my heart, and there is an indescribable feeling.
In the evening, many people in the village came to witness this wedding that can be regarded as a grand ceremony in this village, Grandpa Han's old house is full of festive and lively atmosphere, red is all over all rooms, and even, the dense crowd, the fragrance of the food, have diluted the strong smell of Chinese medicine in the original house.
After Han Shuang and I were dressed up and all the people attending the wedding arrived, our wedding officially began.
Han Shuang and I were in the lobby of her house, worshipping heaven and earth, worshipping my parents, this feeling was like crossing over, today during the day, I was still carefully dressing up, making myself very fashionable and energetic, and I was ready to go with Xu Nan to meet her parents and discuss the engagement.
In the blink of an eye, it was dark, and I suddenly dressed like the ancient groom official, holding a wedding with Han Shuang here, or worshipping heaven and earth with the oldest ritual in this village, which really made me spin the world, even if I was prepared in my heart, but it was difficult to hide my melancholy.
However, the atmosphere was so cheerful that all the people who witnessed the wedding were smiling, and the little sadness in my heart was slowly diluted by the laughter of the simple people.
Anyway, since I have done it, I have to be willing to do it, this is what I owe Han Shuang, and I can only use this wedding to make up for her and let her feel a little gratified.
A wedding banquet lasted for a long time, and in the end, Han Shuang was finally sent into the cave room, and I, led by Grandpa Han, dealt with the relatives and friends present, I kept piling up smiling faces, toasting all kinds of characters, I felt that I didn't belong to myself at this moment, just to cooperate with the Han family to finish the wedding.
I don't know how many cups I drank, I was dazed after drinking, I was pushed into the cave by the crowd of coaxing, until the door in the cave room was closed, I suddenly felt quiet, I know, all this, finally over.
I stood in the room and saw Han Shuang sitting on the bed, with a red hijab on her head and a red bridal dress, sitting there, motionless, as if she was a charming bride in ancient times.
I really didn't expect that this was just a farce for me, but for Han Shuang, it seems to attach great importance to it, whether it is to marry me outside the church, or now sit on the edge of the bed and wait for me to remove her hijab, she is meticulous, perhaps, in Han Shuang's opinion, this virtual wedding, she has taken it as a reality, or perhaps, this wedding is the only time in her life, and she will not have the opportunity in the future, she will attach so much importance to it.
Seeing Han Shuang like this, I couldn't help but walk to the side of the bed and lifted the hijab on Han Shuang's head, and at this moment, I saw Han Shuang's face.
She had never put on makeup before, at least not since I saw her.
Her appearance is a kind of natural beauty, and she is already very beautiful without modification, but I never imagined that she would be so beautiful with makeup, and she is not as beautiful as a mortal. With a bit of fleshy face, exuding a woman's unique light, a pair of bright eyes, and full of endless affection...
The clothes she was wearing were red ancient ceremony clothes, and with Han Shuang's classical and beautiful face, it was simply amazing, and I couldn't help but be stunned when I was slightly drunk.
No wonder when I was drinking outside, others said that I had picked up a treasure, but I didn't care about it myself, and at this time, I realized that indeed, I would have no regrets in my life to get a wife like Han Shuang. Unfortunately, she doesn't belong to me, and no matter how intoxicated I am, I still have a trace of sobriety.
With the only bit of reason, I suppressed my emotions, and then said softly to Han Shuang: "Shuangshuang, why don't you rest!"
I said this to break the embarrassment, because I actually knew that Han Shuang had been waiting for me like this.
And, Han Shuang listened to my words, stood up directly, faced me, and said softly: "Wu Lai, no matter what happens to us in the future, tonight, you are my groom, and it belongs only to me, right?"
Han Shuang's voice was very sweet, and the breath she exhaled was very fragrant, which made me fascinated, and the little reason I had was blown out by her, and she nodded and said, "Hmm!"
As soon as I heard my voice, Han Shuang's domineering queen Fan immediately showed it, the breath on her body seemed to be full of hormones, which directly made me fascinated, and when I lost my mind, Han Shuang couldn't help but say, kissed my lips frantically, and fell on the bed...