I called you three times, but all of them went unanswered. If you're too busy to notice, I'm sorry to disturb you, and if you deliberately don't answer because of prejudices, I'm also sorry to ask you to put your preconceptions aside for the time being. I'm really in a hurry.

My friend teased you before, and I'm here to apologize to you for her. I do not say this to gain your sympathy and your forgiveness. My friend met a couple of people who broke her down emotionally that day, and she lost control for a while, and it was only then that she was embarrassed by you. Although, our ancestors have taught us many times: do unto others what you do not want to be done to others. But I still hope that you will forgive her if you don't remember the villain.

If you feel that it is very difficult for you to forgive her, then please continue to hold a grudge against her. Hope to reply.

It seems that I am too careful, and the root cause of your ignorance should not be my friend. If you don't answer, I'll take you by default.

Since it's not my friend who makes you angry, it's me who makes you unhappy. So, you didn't say a word, it was on purpose. It's a pity that I can't afford to delay what I'm going to discuss today, so please reply to me like a husband who is responsible for his wife.

If you are disgusted with the responsibilities of husband mentioned in my last message, I apologize to you and am willing to take it back. I think what I really mean is, please help me like a friend. May I?

I probably can't wait for your reply, but it doesn't matter, I still have to say what I have to say: Jiang Beisheng, can you come back tomorrow? In the evening, our department had a dinner, and the leader asked to bring his family members to attend. I can't refuse, please cooperate.

Let me tell you the truth, tomorrow night's dinner is a Hongmen banquet, I have to go, I have to go, I have to go, because this is related to the question of whether I can keep my job, so, please don't worry about me for my sake, okay?

Jiang Beisheng, what did I do wrong? Do you mind this?

I was wrong, I shouldn't have sent you a temper tantrum voice message. I apologize.

Jiang Beisheng, for the last time, can you please don't let me become a pitiful and ridiculous crazy woman in the eyes of everyone?

……

From six o'clock in the evening to half past seven in the evening, I forgot to eat dinner and take a shower, but I didn't forget to make myself like an abandoned woman who didn't want to be out of marriage, and persevered to make eleven phone calls to Jiang Beisheng and sent nineteen WeChat messages.

I snuggled up on the sofa with my head on my knees and kept asking myself: Why is it easier to manipulate people's hearts than forgiveness between people?

Kidney Bean is right: as a woman, you must not fight for a man who has changed his mind to return to the family. This truth is the same as trying to hope for a narrow-minded man.

If before today, I was still lucky to have a few unrealistic throbbing remnants of Jiang Beisheng, then at this moment, I can fortunately tell myself that these unrealistic throbbing were finally cut off by Jiang Beisheng.

The next morning, I knocked on the door of the fairy's office with a haggard face.

"Although I temporarily canceled your marriage leave, judging from the current situation, this excuse cannot be a valid reason for your husband not to attend the dinner. Hearing my refusal, the fairy was really unhappy, and raised her eyebrows high, just like her unattainable pride, which made people feel countless disgusts at a glance: "You must understand that I came forward to organize this dinner, not to embarrass you, nor to spy on your private life, I am helping you deal with the aftermath." ”

Such a bitter heart, isn't it another kind of femme fatale?

"Can't you hear those rumors? Don't you know that the cooperative unit will come to the company for inspection in the next few days?"

"I'm sorry, Director. ”

"I don't want to be sorry, I don't want to slip up. ”

"I'm sorry, Director. ”

I have been studying hard for more than ten years, and today I learned that in front of some people, no matter how many books I read, I will be so barren that I will fall into the dilemma of being speechless at any time.

"Have you ever considered going to the subsidiary to exercise?" After a moment of silence, the fairy looked at me shrewdly, looking back at the past from my visual point of view, all I saw was a calculation that was unwilling to converge: "The new job that Manager Mo arranged for you, I paid a little attention to it yesterday, I can't say that it's not good, and I can't say that you won't be able to adapt to it." I don't want to disclose too much about the specific situation. After all, you've been working under me for a few years, and I'm not an impersonal leader, so you should be a reference and go back and think about it. ”

She stroked her bangs in front of her forehead, and her tone was much calmer: "I will inform Mao Riveting of the dinner party in the evening, and let her tell everyone that the dinner party has been postponed." When exactly will it be postponed, wait until you tell me the final decision before you leave work tomorrow, and I will finalize a good day again. Hopefully, by then, your husband has finished his job in Beijing. ”

I smiled emotionlessly: "Thank you, Director." ”

The subsidiary is to put it nicely, it is exercise, and to be realistic, it is to go to the factory. The fairy's extra road is just driving me away in disguise.

I'm not that stupid.

After getting off work, he gave up Chen Yifen's shuttle bus and walked aimlessly in the opposite direction home.

An hour later, I unknowingly walked to the lard flour shop that Dr. Lin had been thinking about. I didn't pay attention to it yesterday, but when I came back today, I deliberately took a look at the store: the people who came to eat noodles were either pairs or a family of three, or a bureau calling friends, and it was really rare to see a diner like me who dined alone at a table.

It's no wonder that Dr. Lin thinks it's pitiful for one person to order two bowls of noodles.

I smiled bitterly: They all say that poor people must have something to hate, but I don't know what my hatefulness is?

"Alone?"

The female boss who came out of the back kitchen brought me a glass of water with a smile on her face.

I quickly ended my daze and nodded listlessly.

"Want something?"

"Two bowls of lard mixed with flour. ”

"Do you want something else? stir-fry or something, do you need it?"

"No, you don't. ”

"Okay, wait a minute. ”

In less than five minutes, the proprietress who kept me waiting came back steaming with a bowl of noodles in one hand.

"Little sister, our shop is small, it's okay to share a table with someone, right?"

The proprietress removed the bowl slightly, and I raised my hand to take out a pair of chopsticks from the chopstick basket, and said lightly: "It's okay." ”

"Thank you. The proprietress turned her head with a smile and greeted on the spot: "Doctor Lin, please come and sit here." ”

The fate of people, there is a time, it can only be described as strange.

I looked at Dr. Lin's gentle face, and Dr. Lin looked at the two bowls of untouched lard mix on the table: "Uh, I see, you don't like soy sauce, you like lard." "Serious nonsense.

(To be continued)