Le Yao's son is more than three months old, and his chubby appearance is different and cute. Qingge hugged him in his arms, oh oh teasing, that kid oh oh oh oh talking to her, that look, but elf, but no matter how funny, he refused to laugh. However, even if he doesn't laugh, he is cute and cute.

"It's so cute!" Qingge was envious, "Xiaowan, you come to hug too." ”

"No, I won't hug. Xu Wan waved her hand again and again.

"What does it mean not to hold, it's very simple, come, I'll teach you. As Qingge spoke, he had already sent the fat boy to Xu Wan.

Xu Wan looked at the little baby she stuffed, and was a little at a loss for a while, but she could only hold it stiffly, the fat boy danced hand and foot, and didn't recognize life, Xu Wan hugged him, and gradually didn't feel awkward, she also learned to tease him just now.

The fat boy stared at her with a pair of dark eyes, and the little fat hand danced and danced, and suddenly laughed, giggling very loudly, like a little Maitreya Buddha, tiger-headed, but extremely cute.

Le Yao was also a little surprised, and said, "This kid is usually very steady, and he doesn't laugh much, and even less when he laughs out loud." Xiaowan, I didn't expect him to laugh like this if you teased him. ”

Xu Wan was slightly stunned, and then looked down at her arms again, but she just glanced at him, and before she could tease him, the fat boy was dancing, giggling, and looking very happy.

The fat boy's smile melted Xu Wan's heart, and she looked at the cute cute face and smiled.

"Wu Jing is here. Le Yao said.

Xu Wan's smile didn't have time to retract, she saw someone not far away at a glance, her heart skipped a beat, her smile froze a little, and later, she retracted her gaze without a trace.

"Light song," Le Yao asked in a low voice, "Are Wu Jing and Zhong Jia together?"

Xu Wan's lips twitched slightly, and she only heard Qingge say, "It seems to be." ”

"They look like a good match," Le Yao said with a smile.

"It's a good match. Qingge said.

Wujing and the others came over, Le Yao stepped forward to greet them, Xu Wan only felt a little dazed in her brain, she wanted to avoid it, so she handed the fat boy to Qingge.

When Qingge was about to pick it up, the fat boy's hand tightly grasped Le Yao's clothes and refused to let go.

Qingge shook his head helplessly, "It seems that he just needs you to hug him." ”

Xu Wan's head was full of black lines, and when she frowned, the fat boy in her arms burst into tears. For a while, it attracted the attention of many people, and she was a little at a loss, and immediately coaxed, "Don't cry, don't cry!"

But he couldn't hold it back at all, and the fat boy cried even louder.

Xu Wan was suddenly embarrassed and had to ask for help, "Le Yao?"

Le Yao turned around, looked at the fat boy, and said very calmly, "There are no tears, this kid is crying again for comfort." Saying that, she was not in a hurry to take the child, but said to Xu Wan, "You hug him tightly and gently pat his back with your hand," she said as she demonstrated, "Yes, yes, that's all." ”

According to the way Le Yao taught, Xu Wan comforted, and sure enough, the fat boy quickly stopped crying, seeing this, Xu Wan breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, and the fat boy looked at her and giggled.

"Is you a member of the Appearance Association at such a young age?" Seeing the scene where the fat boy went from crying to laughing in an instant, Zhong Jia quipped, "Miss Xu, you are so loving, you will definitely love your children very much in the future." ”

Xu Wan's eyes fell for a moment, and she looked at the cute fat boy in her arms.

"If you are a mother, you will definitely hurt your child," Qingge said, "Xiaowan, you said yes." ”

Xu Wan was stunned and didn't answer.

"Miss Xu is so beautiful, and the child she gave birth to must be very beautiful. Zhong Jia smiled, revealing sweet dimples, and looked at the taciturn man beside him, "Wujing, did you say?"

"I guess so. Wu Jing replied lightly.

Xu Wan raised the corners of her lips in embarrassment and reluctance.

"Cousin, this is my gift to my little nephew. Zhong Jia handed over the gift box.

Le Yao took it, "What a cute little yellow duck, Zhong Jia, thank you." ”

"It was chosen by Wu Jing," Zhong Jia looked at Wu Jing as he spoke, and there was a smile in his eyes.

"Really?" Le Yao looked at Wu Jing with a shallow smile, "Wu Jing, thank you." ”

"You're welcome. Wu Jing said, looking at the fat boy in Xu Wan's arms, "Can I hug him?"

"Absolutely. Le Yao said.

After all the words were said here, Xu Wan had to bite the bullet and hand the fat boy to him, which was strange to say, when Wu Jing hugged him, he didn't even cry.

"The last time I saw him, he was just born," Wu Jing looked at the fat boy who kept glaring in his arms, "It's already grown so big now." ”

"Worry about life is not long," Qingge touched the fat boy's cute little hand, "Wujing, you also have to add oil." ”

Wu Jing pursed her lips and smiled faintly, "I will." When he raised his eyes, he found that Xu Wan didn't know when he walked away.

Zhong Jia leaned over, "I want to hug too." ”

*

Xu Wan was in the corner of the garden, a bush of lush roses covered her figure, the garden was full of fragrant clothes and sideburns, and guests came and went, she was a little uneasy.

Didn't Qingge say that he was going to Australia on his flight today to meet the big boss?

If she knew that he would come today, no matter what Qingge said, she would not come.

Last night in the baby goods city, when she saw him and Zhong Jia leaning together to choose gifts, she was stunned for a moment, obviously she mentioned the breakup, but seeing them together, how could her heart be so uncomfortable?

Afraid of being seen by him, she hurried away, but accidentally met Wumu, so she had to turn her face and pretend not to know, and strode away.

She admitted that when Wu Jing and Zhong Jia came with her just now, she was a little jealous...... He turned a blind eye to her, which made her feel even more suffocated.

She secretly scolded herself, she was such a free and easy person, when facing him, why couldn't she be calm and light? Why couldn't she face it calmly?

"Xu Wan!" Wu Jing's voice came from behind her unhurriedly.

Xu Wan came back to her senses, and when she turned around, she saw him standing quietly by the carved fence, that gentle, leisurely and suitable appearance, and I don't know how long he had been standing there.

Seeing him walking towards her slowly, Xu Wan's heart was flustered, and she unconsciously took a few steps back, and she was a little slurred, "We're ...... Hasn't it already been made clear?" Uh, she wanted to bite off the base of her tongue, and he didn't say anything, so why didn't she open the pot?

He had already walked in front of her, and behind her, the rose flowers had no way to retreat, and he looked at her condescendingly, "Say what?"

He asked knowingly, and she had to say, "Break up." ”

"Are you sure, you really want to break up?" he raised his eyebrows slightly, and his tone was gentle.

Xu Wan nodded violently, since he found it, she couldn't hide, instead of running away or avoiding, it was better to be honest, "I think I have made this matter very clear before." ”

"Did you really make it clear?" he looked at her with a cold face, and asked, "Xu Wan, if you really want to break up with me, if you really want to avoid me, you can avoid it cleanly, why do you still pack things for me, don't you want me to see things and think about people, and miss you?"

"I didn't ......" packed and returned it to him, she was just afraid that she would see things and think about people, afraid that she would ...... Also, she also wants to break off with him.

"Also, if you really want to break up, why don't you disappear completely? Why do you still intrude into my sight for no reason? Knowing that I will come today, you will also come, aren't you testing me to see if I miss you?"

Xu Wan's face was slightly pale, and her eyes were a little flustered, "No, it's not like this...... Is it a light song that says you...... I didn't want to test you...... I am ......" She found that her explanation of his accusations was so pale.

"Give me a slap and another candy," Wu Jing sneered, "Xu Wan, I really underestimated you before when you had such a good play." ”

"Not what you think......" she panicked.

"But that's how you feel to me," said Wu Jing, "and you turned me into your captive, kicked me away when I was in a bad mood, and came to see it when I remembered...... Xu Wan, what do you think of me as a plaything? Being played with by you......"

"I didn't!" she shook her head, "there really isn't ......."

Wu Jing laughed at himself coldly, "No, then how do you explain all this?"

Xu Wan was slightly stunned, and then lowered her eyes, "I just don't like you, I don't want to be with you anymore, so let's get together and disperse, Wujing, why are you aggressive?"

"It's you who is aggressive!" Wu Jing said coldly.

Xu Wan was dumbfounded, and then said, "Then what do you want?"

Wu Jing sneered, "What do I want? You ask me what I want? Xu Wan, don't you know what I want to do?"

Xu Wan's face turned pale for a while, "I said I broke up, if you are entangled like this, I only have ......"

"Do you want to call the police again?" he said, "Do you want to sue me again this time?"

Xu Wan was stunned.

"There is a police station a hundred meters away from here," Wu Jing said coldly, "There are so many guests outside, and I don't mind letting others know about our relationship." ”

Xu Wan looked back, through the rose bushes, the garden was full of guests, she was sure that he was deliberately trying to make things difficult for her, "Wujing, the twisted melon is not sweet, I know that I don't like you, is it interesting that you force me like this?"

Wu Jing smiled helplessly, and said faintly after a while, "Xu Wan, don't you know, whether I forced you or you forced me?"

Xu Wan was stunned, her heart was slightly upset, and finally said softly, "I don't want to quarrel with you, Wu Jing, please let me go, okay?"

"Then who will let me go?" he asked, looking at her delicate face, "You are like a devil, attacking and plundering me, playing tricks on me, stealing my heart, my thoughts, and even my limbs. I'm downstairs in your apartment every night, looking out the dark windows and remembering the ...... we used to be together."

"I watch the TV series you play repeatedly, and I can even memorize every line of yours; when I see you falling into the water, I will think if you were choked when you were filming, and when I watch you fall, I will think if you have broken your foot...... I told myself I didn't miss you anymore, but your shadow would always break into my mind for no reason and make me feel suffocated. ”

"I can't remember every time we had a fight, but I can remember your smiling face and the time you gently called me by name in my arms......"

"I look at the weather forecast in Qincheng every day, and when it rains, I always wonder if you have an umbrella with you, and when it snows, I wonder if you will be cold...... Even when you sleep, you wonder if you kick the quilt when you fall asleep......"

Xu Wan was slightly stunned, only feeling a little suffocated, his words moved her, and there was a faint wetness in her eyes.

"Zirui said that I was enchanted and poisoned, yes, I was poisoned, I was poisoned by a poison named Xu Wan, there is no antidote, I can't extricate myself......" Wu Jing said this, he was already a little choked, "You hurt me like this, you even asked me, why did you force you?" Xu Wan, do you have any heart?"

Xu Wan turned her face sideways, quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and after slugging lightly, she said faintly, "I didn't expect it...... You will ......" She only thought that he was attracted to her, but he just liked it, but she didn't expect it...... She lowered her eyes and said, "I'm sorry. It's all my fault......"

Wu Jing pursed her lips.

"But I ......" her throat was a little astringent, "Wujing, I am very grateful for your kindness, and I am also grateful for your care and tolerance for me, but we are really not suitable." ”

"I've said so much, you still want to break up with me?" Wu Jing smiled bitterly, "Xu Wan, are you very proud of looking at me in such pain? ’”

Xu Wan was stupid, and finally said, "Emotional matters really can't be forced." She choked a little, and her voice was a little strange, "From the beginning, I didn't take it seriously. If I knew it would make you so miserable, I would never have started with you. ”

Wu Jing mourned slightly, "I can't force a good one," he laughed at himself, "It turns out that I was alone from beginning to end." ”

"I'm sorry. She scoffed.

Looking at the way she lowered her eyes, Wu Jing just felt heartache and smiled bitterly, "Needless to say I'm sorry, I'm just asking for my own hardship." ”

Xu Wan's lips trembled slightly.

He looked at her deeply, with an irrepressible pain in his eyes, "You have said everything to this, I will pester you again, but it is boring to talk to myself,"

After the silence, he said, "If my previous actions have made you feel troubled, I am here to say sorry to you, Xu Wan, we broke up." ”

When she turned around to leave after listening to him, Xu Wan was already full of tears, looking at his back, her heart seemed to have been grabbed by something, and it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe. She impulsively wanted to open her mouth to call him, but the words kept choking in her throat. She could only watch his figure disappear from her field of vision.

"Xiaowan?" Qingge's soft whisper came from behind him.

Xu Wan turned around, and when she saw her, tears flowed from her eyes.

Xu Wan has always been strong, Qingge He has never seen her so sad, frowned slightly, wrapped his arms around her shoulders, and hugged her, Xu Wan had already burst into tears.

"Since you're so sad and sad, why don't you reconcile with him?" Qingge's voice was shallow and warm, and she gently helped Xu Wan wipe her tears, "Xiaowan, why don't you be wanton, follow your heart, and live for yourself?"

Xu Wan smiled bitterly, and finally murmured, "I don't deserve ......"

"What is not worthy?" Qingge looked at her, thinking that she was inferiority to her own life experience, "You see me and Fengcheng, as well as Le Yao and Yunting, Zirui and Haichen, judging from the family background alone, which pair is compatible?"

Xu Wan just shook her head violently.

"If you are concerned about this, then let me tell you, this is completely unnecessary, I have seen Wu Jing's parents, they are very enlightened people," Qingge said, "I have known Wu Jing for several years, I know what kind of character he is." She added, "Although some people say that he wanders among flowers, I really haven't seen him with any girl in the past few years." ”

Xu Wan was silent.

"Actually, it was he who specifically told me to hide from you what he was coming. Qingge couldn't help but say, "He told me about you being together." He has good intentions......"

Xu Wan finally said faintly, "Qingge, others don't know, but you don't know about my past......"

Qingge's eyebrows tightened, "Who hasn't passed? Whose life is smooth sailing? Those things are all in the past, Xiaowan, forget about them!" she said, "There are some things, as long as you don't say it, who will know?" She thought that Xu Wan was talking about Li Xin.

"Can you hide it for a while, can you hide it for a lifetime?" Xu Wan smiled bitterly, "There are some things that can't be hidden." ”

"Xiao Wan......" Qingge sighed slightly, and couldn't help but say, "Why do you keep chasing the past and being cocooned? You can't treat it as a relationship, perhaps, Wu Jing doesn't care at all?"

"How could you not care?" Xu Wan was a little desolate.

"You're too extreme. You can't impose your own ideas on Wu Jing, that would be unfair to him. Qingge said.

"If I hide it and don't let go, it won't be fair to him," Xu Wan's face was pale, her tone was gloomy, she sighed, and finally said, "Qingge, I can't have children......"

Qingge was shocked and didn't remember, "How can this be?"

Xu Wan smiled bitterly and looked at the garden outside the roses, and the guests were surging, but those seemed to be far away from her, "He likes children so much, I can't selfishly deprive him of his right to be a father." ”

"Actually, you like him. Qingge frowned and looked at her, "No, you love him, don't you?"

Xu Wan lowered her eyes, and her lips were smiling bitterly.

"Xiaowan, what the hell happened, how could you be like this?" They were so good that they talked about everything, but they had never heard her mention this matter.

"Do you remember what happened ten years ago?" Xu Wan asked in a low voice, "After being dismissed from the orphanage, I disappeared for a while. ”

Qingge tried to recall that time, but in the end it was a little vague, "What happened?"

"I was pregnant, I didn't have the money to have an abortion, so I had to go to a small clinic in the countryside, and I ended up bleeding profusely...... Later, although I was rescued, the doctor announced that I was no longer qualified to be a mother. "The events of that year, when I think about it again, are like scabbed wounds that have been peeled open alive, and rivers of blood are flowing.

Qingge was shocked, "You...... How could she get pregnant?" she remembered that Xu Wan didn't have a boyfriend.

Xu Wan smiled bitterly, her voice sounded a little hollow, "Blame me, how could I go to the bar unsuspectingly, how could I drink water handed by a stranger......" In the early morning of the next day, when Yan Yu brought someone to knock on the door and reprimanded her with contemptuous eyes and vicious language, that scene made her remember it vividly, "It was the worst and most embarrassing Christmas Eve in my life." Every year after that, every Christmas Eve, she would think about that night, but she felt extremely embarrassed.

"That...... Whose child is it?" Qingge asked.

Xu Wan shook her head, "I don't know, I was ...... I can't even remember what he looked like...... "Of course, I don't know his name."

It's been too long, and that embarrassing night, except for the pain, seems to remember nothing, only when she wakes up, she finds money next to her pillow...... Because of the money, Yan Yu accused her of not learning well at a young age, and went out to sell it.

And she, in the face of Yan Yu's bad words, couldn't even cry.

I thought that things had changed, but I didn't expect that she was dropped out of school and dismissed from the orphanage to find out that she was pregnant, and she was only sixteen years old at the time......

"Xiaowan!" Qingge was concerned, and hugged her tightly, "Why didn't you tell me and come to me?" She was very sad in her heart, they were so good, she didn't even find out......

Xu Wan smiled bitterly, once, she went to Song's house to find Qingge, but was told that Qingge went to the capital to participate in the cello competition. Everything went wrong and caused an irreparable ending, and she regretted it for life.

"Maybe it's just a doctor's misdiagnosis, Xiaowan, let Haichen check it out for you," Qingge said, "She's a medical doctor who specializes in gynecology...... Also, her mentor is an internationally renowned obstetrician and gynaecologist, and we may be able to ......"

"It's been diagnosed. Xu Wan shook her head bitterly, after she was with Wu Jing, in the face of his careful and considerate face, she was also tempted by him, she also thought about being with him all the time, but she was afraid that she couldn't have children, so she had secretly held a fantasy, for most of the year, they were almost unfortified, every time he wanted to wear a condom, she would stop it, and even tell him that she had taken medicine.

Later, when she learned that Le Yao was born and his envious look, she quietly went to the hospital for examination, but the final result was that she was sentenced to death. Therefore, when she saw Wu Jing talking about how cute and cute Yunting's youngest son was, she would ......

"Xiaowan!" called her out of her voice. is also a woman, she has a personal experience of not being able to have children, thinking that Xu Wan gave up being with Wu Jing for this reason, her heart is somewhat painful, but now, she is full of words to persuade peace, and she swallows it alive.

"I'm fine. Xu Wan wiped away her tears and smiled bitterly, "Qingge, don't worry, I am Xiaoqiang who can't be killed, I was abandoned in the garbage heap, don't I survive......? Yes, alive. ”

After experiencing too much sourness and too many unbearable pasts, Xu Wan has developed a strong and free mentality. Except, of course, in front of feelings...... If Ouyang Yan is her first love when she is cute, and Wu Jing is the first man she fell in love with, and it is also her first man recognized in her heart.

The best way to love him is to let go, to suffer, and to leave it to herself.