Chapter 56
Love is like a kaleidoscope, as long as there is enough firepower to ignite the lead, it can gain the courage and courage of the arrow off the string, and explode a brilliant and colorful firework in the air. Such flowers, the men and women who have been fortunate enough to see them, finally became the best companions for holding the hand of the son and growing old with the son. This is beautiful love. Unbeautiful love, like misfortune in life, is not beautiful in its own way, but without exception it will not lack a stick to chase the mandarin duck.
I took a sip of tea, and the café was less frequented, filled with dim yellow light, and the three waiter brothers, one more depressed than the other, looked like three bundles of rotten pickles from the angle from which I was sitting. This kind of atmosphere, in my usual vulgar and crude cognition, always paranoized that it should be used to listen to or tell ghost stories. It's not the love tragedy that is being told in my ears at this moment.
"Me and Ah Sheng, you won't believe it, he chased me first. ”
Uh, that's a bit hard to believe indeed.
I sneered, and my tone was indifferent: "Unexpectedly, it is reasonable, there is nothing to believe or not believe." ”
Su Xin pursed his lips, and his shallow eye sockets could not stop the small pride that spread and expanded rapidly from the inside out. The thumb and forefinger of her left hand pinched a small lean steel spoon, judging from the movements of her hand, it was somewhat like an ancient strategist who stirred up the storm, as if she was going to exhaust her life's work to stir up a chicken and dog that had already cooled the cup of coffee.
A beautiful woman with hidden thoughts, Jiang Beisheng's predecessor has a tendency to catch up with and surpass this girl's predecessor. I smiled unkindly: Why are the ex's lamps all non-fuel-efficient?
"When I met Ah Sheng, I already had a childhood boyfriend by my side. ”
A disgraceful opening remark made Jiang Beisheng suddenly obscene.
I put my face on one hand and the bone of the glass in the other, trying to hide my urge to laugh out loud and continue listening.
Love in a wealthy family, just like a person in a wealthy family, is so poor that there is only money left, and it is the same as nothing new.
The childhood sweetheart boyfriend who was dumped by Su Xin is the only son of Su's father's business partner, and he is such a wealthy marriage who goes out and is a good match, and one plus one is greater than two. Such an unlucky thing, not to mention Father Su, even ordinary parents like Nanako are difficult to accept for a moment.
According to the timeline given by Su Xin, when Jiang Beisheng chased her, he was 26 years old and she was 23 years old. Sympathetic love, who chases who has always been just a pretense, within half a month, she cleanly cut off the childhood sweetheart without leaving any room for it, and plunged into Jiang Beisheng's shabby embrace.
In the past six years, chasing this pair of sad mandarin ducks, the stick that has been beaten has changed from the original father of Su to the last mother of Su, and what is ironic is that this girl, an outsider, has now become the one who replaced Su's mother by mistake, and Heng Geng was finally the most ruthless stick among the two.
Well, in the world, I probably can't find a more innocent stick than me.
I sighed.
This breath became an opportunity for her in Su Xin's eyes, only to see her curved eyelashes suddenly and quickly fanned, just like the wings of a wasp that vibrated when it rushed towards food, and conspiracy and danger abounded.
"Ah Sheng is a person with a lot of self-esteem, and I am angry at him for refusing all my father's kind and kind arrangements for the past six years. Perhaps this is the difference between men and women in their treatment of love. My idea is very simple, I am my father's daughter, he is the husband I want to marry, and my father-in-law is not the same as my parents helping their children's careers? But he has his own ideas, and he insists that my father's help has no meaning except to desecrate his feelings. Why do men always regard selfishness as self-esteem? Isn't it more important for two people who love each other than to hinder each other to compromise together?"
The corners of Su Xin's mouth flashed a faint trace of sorrow: "We have quarreled about this countless times, there have been periods of fatigue, there have been times when we left for a short time, and we have also had the idea of breaking up. But no amount of disputes can finally stop Ah Sheng's love for me, and my unforgettable love for Ah Sheng, we are like two children who quarreled with the neighbors when they were children, and they would always get back together after being cold. ”
Make peace with?
I raised my eyebrows slightly, picked up my cup and pretended to drink tea, but in fact I covered my mouth and chuckled.
The way adults escape from reality is always to reminisce about the past, to remember the childhood that will never come back. Especially when there is a powerless disappointment in the world or in a person or something, the more irrepressible nostalgia is for the friendship that was noisy and unstoppable when I was a child. But I forgot that this kind of quarrel does not lie in the depth and profundity of the friendship, but just the two protagonists, who are protected under the wings of adults, and the children who are calculated and conspiratorial, ruthless and ruthless have not been rooted in the bottom of their hearts.
Using the naivety and ignorance of childhood to regret the choice of adult interests, Su Xin's injury seems to be true.
Although it's true, I can't help but fake it.
As Jiang Beisheng said, in this world, you can't buy regret medicine.
I put down the cup and smiled faintly: "Although the stainless steel bowl can't be broken, it will always leave scratches that are difficult to erase if you fall too many times." You have been arguing for six years, even if this love is not weak, it should be tired. Jiang Beisheng chose me, maybe just like what you really want to say in your heart but haven't said yet, he still loves and loves you deeply, and for me, it's just a means to escape from a love that is too heavy and has to be used. But life is not all about love, so, in the face of such a fact, I still have to tell you that I will not hastily divorce Jiang Beisheng for the sake of his past. As for whether he will finally obey his heart, choose to divorce me, and return to you, I think the answer has already come out. ”
When I said that I would not divorce, Su Xin's face only changed slightly for a moment, and when I finished the last sentence, her pair of fawn-like charming pupils were like a strong person suddenly learning that she was terminally ill, full of panic and fear.
The defeat of people often depends on whether the last line of defense can be broken.
I left the café and didn't immediately go back to 809, but took the elevator to the first floor, got out of the hotel, and walked aimlessly along the star-like street lamps around the corner, passing by strangers.
Before leaving, Su Xin asked me why I was so sure that Jiang Beisheng would not divorce.
I thought about it, but I still didn't say anything, and left without saying a word.
(To be continued)