Chapter 588: Awakening, Rising
This picture is so lively, and the brothers of the Loyal and Righteous Alliance in the picture are so impassioned and passionate. However, I, the leader of the alliance, are incompatible with this prosperous atmosphere.
No matter how high my brother's fighting spirit is and how warm the atmosphere is, I am still lonely and depressed alone.
My passion seems to have sunk into the sea, nothing can stir up the ripples in my heart, when the brothers are in high spirits, I just said lightly: "It's all gone!"
With that, I lowered my head, dragged my tired body, and walked slowly towards the manor with heavy steps.
When I walked to the inside of the manor and entered the garden, I bumped into the oncoming Xiao Fang, and when she saw that I was down, she immediately cared: "Big brother." Are you alright?"
I still lowered my head, raised my eyes slightly, looked at Xiao Fang, and said, "It's okay, the bad guys are gone, you can play here with peace of mind!"
So saying, I continued on my way, slowly but resolutely, and I almost ignored everything, and went straight back to the master bedroom of the main hall, shut myself in my room, and refused to be seen by anyone.
I was like mud, I didn't take a shower, my injuries didn't heal, I was just sitting alone, in a deep daze.
Although Grandpa Han's previous persuasion shook my heart and made me understand that I didn't find the weakness of the dragonfly to fail miserably, but this could not change the fact that I failed. Whatever the reason, I'm not as good as anyone after all. Dragonfly, he's really tough, and he's beaten me. There is not the slightest suspense about winning, that's the truth.
I can't accept this fact, but I have to admit it, I have to doubt my own strength, maybe, as Poison Rose said, I am a waste, a puppet, a puppet who survives under my dad's wing, take my dad, I am really nothing. I'm like this, what can I do to save my dad. What to conquer the world, and what to build a different underworld kingdom?
Even if my brothers trust me, even if the entire Loyal Alliance is willing to die for me, I can't trust myself, after all, the reason why they follow me, why they are not afraid of life and death, is more because of their loyal nature, because of their blood and passion, than because of my personal ability. Many people joined the Loyalty League, all for the name of my father's Hades, people they really admired. It's my dad. And how many people admire me, revere me, and take pride in me?
Originally, as the leader of the Loyalty and Righteousness Alliance, I was the eldest of all the brothers and the king. I should have the capital of a king, the demeanor of a leader, and the absolute power. I should make my brothers absolutely convinced of me, thinking that there is a future with me and a different future, so that everyone's fighting spirit and enthusiasm will be vigorous, and they will not encounter a powerful enemy like today, and the army's morale will be weakened and fearful.
Like my father, he is not only powerful at leading troops, but his own individual combat ability is almost unmatched, he has always been at the top of the underworld list, so the reputation of Hades is easy for people to flock to. However, compared to my father, I am so weak, I can't even beat a dragonfly, and in the eyes of others, I am a waste.
What kind of sky can such a waste hold up with this loyal heart alone?
That's right, I can take my brothers to the Blood Butterfly Headquarters, but the end is absolutely tragic, if I don't do it, the whole army will be wiped out, I don't regret dying, but the lives of my brothers are also lives, and I am not qualified to let my brothers bury me.
This is a battle without any certainty, the solid fortress I blindly formed has long since collapsed, I recognize the reality, I know very well, no matter how much my brothers trust me, no matter how brave and heroic my brothers are, no matter how fearless my brothers are of life and death, it is useless. If I want the Loyal Alliance to grow up completely, to be looked up to, and to have the support of my brothers, I have to play a leading and exemplary role, and I don't want my brothers to be proud of me, but don't be ashamed of me, just fine. I didn't think that in the time of the great war, because of my personal fall, my brothers lost their pillars, and thus lost their fighting spirit and lost their lives. ad_250_left();
In the final analysis, I only hope that I, the boss of the Loyalty League, the boss of the brothers, and the leader of the team, can become stronger, so strong that I will not be ravaged by others at will. Only I'm strong. My loyalty alliance will not be looked down upon, and I will not be said to be a waste who will always rely on my father, so I can create a different world on my own.
However, wanting to become stronger is the wish of almost everyone in the underworld.
It's easy to say, but it's really hard to achieve.
It's not that I don't have talent, it's not that I don't work hard, and even, in order to practice martial arts, I put everything aside and concentrate on undergoing the devil's training in the dark hall, but in this way, what's the use, in the end, it's still vulnerable.
Perhaps, this is fate, but I don't want to accept fate like this, my self-confidence collapsed, but I am too unwilling, I don't understand why I can't reach the peak, I feel that my comprehension ability is very strong, in a short period of time. I learned all kinds of martial arts moves, no matter who taught me kung fu, I could never forget it, comprehend it instantly, then practice it, and finally basically learned it.
Up to now, I know how to use a lot of martial arts moves, and in terms of heart, I have also achieved the realm of self-forgetfulness, and it is difficult for the outside world to affect my mentality, and I can concentrate on fighting the enemy, but why. I can't reach my father's level, I can't be like him, unattainable.
Don't talk about my dad, even if it's Grandpa Han, it may be beyond my reach in my life, if it is said that martial arts must rely on the accumulation of years, then I really don't have time to exercise, but if I want to reach the sky in one step, it is impossible. So at this moment, my mind was messy, and my whole body was a little muddy.
This time, I was abused by the dragonfly, I hurt not the body, but the heart, it was the brain, at this moment, my brain is like a knot, no matter how I untie it, I feel like I was stuck by something, if I don't dredge it, I will be uncomfortable, I will not feel comfortable, I have no heart to do other things.
For two days. I didn't want to eat, I stayed in my room all the time, meditating, thinking about a seemingly incomprehensible problem. Why, I will lose so badly? Why, my own hard-working strength can't exert all the results? Why, I can't become stronger? Why I have learned all the moves, but I am not the strongest. There is no reason other than shallow experience?
If there was any other reason, what was it? I felt like I was getting caught in a spider's web, unable to break free, and I felt like I was crazy about martial arts.
In the past two days, many people have come to me, but I was so immersed in my own world that I didn't see anyone, and locked myself in my room. At the beginning, the brothers didn't realize the seriousness of the matter, but when they saw that I hadn't been able to go out, they became nervous, and even Grandpa Han couldn't hold it back, and persuaded me outside my room, persuading me to open up, saying that he would do his best to help me, live and die with me, and tell me not to be discouraged.
Grandpa Han said a lot, but I didn't listen to a word.
Then, the beautiful man came, he said, he has always been optimistic about me, over the years, my change is the greatest, enough for him to learn, so that I must believe in myself and cheer up. I still hadn't listened.
Xu Wuqiang also came. He said, I should show courage and not be defeated, otherwise I will be sorry for his trust and followers. I still didn't listen.
Xia Jiang finally came, saying that it was just the beginning, don't make up your mind too early, he said that he wouldn't be wrong about me, I would definitely change, I would rise, it was just a matter of time.
Xia Jiang's encouragement was very useful to me in the past. But. For me now, it's of no use. I still didn't listen at all.
No matter who persuaded me, it was useless. The door to my room, like my brain, was locked all the time because I didn't want to see anyone, I was just thinking about the problems that were bothering me.
Two days later, in the middle of the night, my messy mind suddenly began to clear, and the threads that were wrapped around me were slowly straightened out. After two days of deep thought, it dawned on me. I suddenly understood that where I lost, I just lost on a miscellaneous word.
Actually, my strength is not bad, and I have a lot of martial arts, but the more tricks I have, the more messy it becomes. There is no routine at all, and you can do whatever you want. This will be a loss.
Like Grandpa Han, he doesn't have much martial arts, just Tai Chi, but he can use it superbly, and he can still defeat Poison Rose. Therefore, if you practice a hundred kinds of martial arts, it is better to concentrate on practicing a mastery. It's just that it is very difficult to find a martial art that suits you. Grandpa Han can practice Tai Chi, that's because he is suitable, just by standing there, he has the demeanor of a Tai Chi master, Tai Chi seems to be integrated with him, so he can achieve himself.
And Dragonfly, he relied on his sturdy body to practice the golden bell jar and became a master. Even Xu Wuqiang knew that he relied on his hard bald head to practice iron head skills. Everyone has their own strengths, it's up to you to use them, and if you use them well, you can achieve great things.
After continuous deliberation and analysis, I realized a certain essence of martial arts, that is. Everyone's mastery is combined with the person's character, perhaps, only in this way will your martial arts be natural and integrated with you.
Grandpa Han sees through the world, only seeks tranquility and self-cultivation, so that he can implement the essence of Tai Chi, his mentality, his character, decide. In Tai Chi, no one can surpass him.
Poisonous Rose, she is a vicious woman, the most poisonous woman's heart is her, so, her martial arts are the same as her, vicious, even her embroidery needles are stained with poison, I'm afraid, only she can play this vicious kung fu like fire and pure love.
Liu Longyin, her dragon claw skills. Domineering, cold, and similar to the real character of the Willow Throne.
Zhang Huxiao, his tiger fist, tiger and tiger, powerful, but quite thick, heavy, and Zhang Huxiao's own personality is also similar.
Perhaps, the real masters have combined their own conditions to learn their own strongest mastery.
And me. In one word, it is miscellaneous. I didn't have my own martial arts, I learned a little bit of kung fu, and in the end, it was messy to use, but I was restrained.
In the past, when I was berserk, I exerted the power of the beast, although the moves were simple, but the lethality was still very great, but now I have changed, no matter when, my benevolence and righteousness are there, and my personality will not change, which also shows that all the martial arts I have learned are not suitable for me. Actually, I know that in martial arts, no matter what kind of heart or mentality you have, as long as you show your mastery, the power can be huge, you don't have to be crazy, you have to be vicious. It's amazing. Like Grandpa Han, Tai Chi, who responds to all changes with the same and takes defense as the attack, can still destroy the withering and decaying.
Therefore, my benevolence and righteousness are right, and the key is that it is very difficult to find a martial art that suits my character.
Thinking of this, in my mind, I can't help but think of the martial arts I have practiced, or the martial arts I have seen others play, all the martial arts. One by one, it flashed through my mind, and the martial arts of a hundred schools of thought have their own strengths.
Chinese martial arts are indeed broad and profound, but they are ever-changing.
When all kinds of martial arts flashed through my mind, I seemed to have found the trick in them, and I felt that no matter what martial arts moves, they are not static, they are not rules, and you don't need to follow them completely. Otherwise, there are some moves that you have to work hard to perform, and if you still perform them, you will suffer a loss. I feel that you should come with your hand, how to exert your maximum power, you don't need to follow its routine, if you want to give full play to your strength, you have to let the moves follow you, not you follow the moves.
Thinking about this, my eyes lit up, my brain was released, and my soul seemed to be sublimated.
Unconsciously my body. I got up from the couch, and then, I gently closed my eyes, threw away all distractions, and my hands and feet began to dance, following the direction of my heart, performing the most suitable move for me.
From the late night of the second day I was locked in my room, until the evening of the third day, I kept practicing, practicing with my heart, and I was completely reduced to a martial arts idiot. Immerse yourself in the world of your own martial arts and practice like crazy.
I kept figuring out, constantly scrutinizing, constantly practicing, constantly improving, and kept the room clean and tidy, because of my madness, it was turned upside down and disorganized, just like it had been invaded by the Eight-Nation Alliance.
The emperor lives up to his wishes, and my madness finally has a result. In the evening of this day, I created a set of the most convenient boxing methods, this is a set of my own boxing methods, there are no other advantages, the only advantage is that it is my own creation, it is very handy to use, and there is a feeling of unity of human arts.
I don't know how powerful it is because I don't have a sparring partner, but I'm confident that it's infinitely powerful.
This set of boxing techniques integrates the essence of various moves I have learned, penetrates all my martial arts, and has its own unique characteristics, which are ever-changing and unpredictable. On the surface, it looks like tai chi, slow and soft, but in fact, it hides murderous intentions. It will change with the change of mentality of the person who practices martial arts, when it is soft, it will be docile, and when it is angry, it will roar.
All in all, it is full of mystery, variety, and unpredictable, making it impossible to find omissions and flaws.
For this set of boxing methods derived from the strengths of hundreds of martial arts, I gave it a name, called Zhongyi Boxing!