Yes, he made her feel wronged, if they hadn't come to Beicheng at the beginning, they went to Jiuzhou to work together or stayed in Jing County, then many things would not have happened today.

Han Zhi hugged Nanqiao, he wanted to do his best to give her the greatest warmth, he took all the blame on himself, Han Zhi felt that the root cause of Nanqiao's grievances today was because of him.

Chasing Guangde today is also because Han Zhi had long expected that Gu Changan would take this step, although he didn't hear their conversation the whole time, but with Han Zhen's understanding of Gu Chang'an, he must have said a lot of bad things, and maybe he would make a fuss about himself and Nanqiao.

Gu Changan couldn't take his son, so he could only use Nanqiao to make a move, this move was right, if it was Han Zhi today, he thought he would do the same.

Since no one can blame it, everyone is justified. Then this mistake will be blamed on fate, and fate will not be fate.

When Han Zhi was distracted, Nan Qiao had already withdrawn from his embrace, "Why are you here?" she asked with some astonishment.

"I'm here just for you, buckwheat, I'm sorry. ”

Han Zhi thought about when he became so fond and said sorry, and then he thought, he must have said less to her before, so now God punishes him and makes him make up for all the previous apologies owed to her.

Nan Qiao wiped away her tears and turned to leave the hotel, Han Zhi followed behind her, and the two wandered aimlessly on the streets of Guangde, without opening their mouths for a long time.

During this period, Gu Shunshun came to a phone call, and Nan Qiao used her lifelong acting skills to make a fifteen-point phone call with him, but after this phone call, she couldn't hold back her emotions anymore, and when she hung up the phone, she cried uncontrollably.

It's 10 o'clock at night, and the place where Han Zhi and Nanqiao stop is the famous Jinjiang Wharf Park in Guangde. Under the night sky full of bright stars, the calm and unstable river water exudes a smoky blue light, and the breeze blows lightly, blowing the grass and trees along the river. The hustle and bustle of the city during the day has become extremely quiet at this time, and the rows of high-rise buildings on the opposite bank are performing a dark night party, and the colorful neon lights are projected on the calm river, forming a reflection, and the scenery is picturesque.

It's a pity that she can't see anything in Nan Qiao's eyes except sadness.

Han Zhi took her hand and sat down in front of a wooden bench by the river. He stretched out his hand to directly wipe away the tears on Nanqiao's face, and then his thin lips slowly opened, "Buckwheat, forget it, forget Gu Shunshun, even if you can't forget it now, don't think about it, just like when you made up your mind to forget your love for me." ”

Nan Qiao didn't respond to his words, a pair of empty eyes just looked at the calm river, she listened to Han Zhen's words, but what's the use, if it's so simple to forget a person, then where will you come to be trapped by love?

No one knows when a relationship starts and when it ends, but when it comes to the end, looking back, you will find that many should not have started.

Han Zhi thinks so, Nan Qiao and Gu Shunshun are people from two worlds at all, not to mention whether Gu Shunshun is sincere to Nan Qiao, even if it is, the probability that they can go to the end is very low.

Han Zhi's life experience is different from Gu Shunshun's, his parents are in prison, he has no father's love since he was a child, and mother's love is also equivalent to having no father and no mother, Nan Qiao was abandoned by his parents, they have the same background background, so, if Nan Qiao and Han Shu are together, then this situation will definitely not happen today, of course, in terms of him now, if he wants to give her enough material happiness, it will definitely not be inferior to what Gu Shunshun can give her.

So, this kind of thing is really important sometimes, fish looking for fish, shrimp looking for shrimp, turtle looking for king.

Han Zhi took his eyes off Nanqiao's face, he looked at the scenery on the other side, and said to himself gently: "Buckwheat, do you know? I often sit on the bed when I can't sleep alone at night, look out the window, think of the things I have done before, what I have said, right and wrong, and suddenly find that I am not so good, but not so bad. I often wonder what we would be like now if I had brought you to Jiuzhou at that time, of course I can't guarantee that I will be happy, but at least I won't be as sorry and regretful as I am now. And you won't meet Gu Shunshun, who has been repeatedly injured on the road of feelings. ”

Nan Qiao did not respond, the matter has come to this, if you say that you go back in time and go back to the past, this kind of empty talk seems to be useless at all, and there is no "thinking about the beginning" and "starting over" in life.

"Buckwheat, what are you going to do next?"

Han Zhi asked again.

This time, Nan Qiao gave a response, only to hear her voice say hoarsely: "I don't know, it's reluctant to let go, it's impossible to stay." ”

Yes, she only found out now that she was talking big in front of Gu Changan just now, and it was so easy to leave a person she liked.

A lot of things, it's out of your control......

Han Zhi nodded, "Well, I understand." ”

He really understands, Nan Qiao's biggest sadness now is that she met someone she likes, and the other party also likes her, they want to be together, but there is no possibility of being together anymore.

Han Zhi will not fall into the well at this time, his personality and outlook on life do not allow him to do such a cheap thing, he wants to do the only thing he can do is to accompany Nan Qiao and accompany her through this most difficult time.

There are thousands of loves, and there are very few people who can go from beginning to end, some people love each other, grow old together, and stay together for a lifetime. Some people love each other, but their feelings can only be drowned in the long years, and finally forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

That night, Han Zhi sat by the river with Nanqiao all night, the two rarely spoke, and Nanqiao didn't cry in the second half of the night, just blew the wind all night, Han Zhi knew that the girl who had worked hard would not appear again, and the rest of the future may only be thoughtful.

The next day, the two of them returned to the North City.

When Nan Qiao got home, she fell asleep, and she didn't care if there were other people in the house, Han Zhen's physical strength was better than Nan Qiao, although she didn't sleep all night, but she was not like her.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, he looked at the sleeping people on the bed with deep eyes, he wanted fate to be this thing, going around and around, maybe after they all hit the wall, they came back in a circle and finally got together maybe it was still the same as it was at the beginning.

Han Zhi has never given up the idea of recovering Nanqiao, so this time, Gu Changan's interference can be said to have helped him a lot, but what to do next is something he didn't plan himself.

After sitting for a while, Han Zhi got up and went to the kitchen, he used the existing ingredients to make dinner for Nanqiao, left a note, and left.

It didn't take long for Nanqiao to wake up with a piercing ringtone, and she picked up the phone in a groggy manner, "Hey." ”

"Buckwheat, I'm broken. ”

Nan Qiao took the phone off her ear and glanced at it, and sure enough, it was a horse break.

"Break, what's the matter?"

Since the wedding horse broke and left the table halfway through the wedding at that day, Nanqiao has never seen her again.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment, and then I heard the calm voice of the horse, "Buckwheat, I'm leaving, I want to say goodbye to you, I'm a little reluctant to you." ”

"Let's go, where are you going, are you going back to Jing County?"

Nanqiao's first reaction was that the horse should be ready to go home, which is also the first answer that all normal people will think of.

But the truth of the matter doesn't seem to be like this, and suddenly there was a bleak laugh from the earpiece, and then the horse broke and said excitedly: "No, it's this world that I'm leaving!"

What the!

With a "rub", Nanqiao sat up from the bed, although she was dizzy at this moment, she still pulled the quilt and got out of bed to put on her coat as soon as possible.

"Tell me, listen, don't mess around until I see you, what's the matter, let's talk slowly. ”

Of course, she didn't mess around, she cherished her life more than anyone else, hung up the phone, she stuffed the phone into her pocket with a smug face, tonight was the best moment for her to carry out her revenge plan.

At this time, it was drizzling in the sky, and Ma Jian couldn't help but sigh, God was pitying her, she had thought about this plan for a long time, success or failure was in this move, if Nan Qiao could break up with Gu Shunshun, it would not be in vain for her to put so much effort into it.

Calculating that the time was almost up, Ma broke and picked up the eye drops next to her, she squeezed a few drops in her eye sockets, and now she can no longer shed tears, and there seems to be no emotion in her heart except hatred.

Seeing a white shadow at the door of the rooftop, the horse hurriedly climbed up to the guardrail next to the rooftop, making it look like he was going to jump off the building to commit suicide.

The diameter of this guardrail is very wide, stand up, if you don't jump down, there will be no danger at all, the horse break has been inspected in advance, the play has to be performed, but your own safety must also be guaranteed.

When Nan Qiao, who came over, saw that Ma Break was in a dangerous place, she was frightened and shouted anxiously: "Break down, come down quickly, what are you doing here?"

"Don't come here!"

Ma broke his hand and stretched out his hand to stop Nanqiao, who was about to get close to him, and said with emotion: "Don't come here, and don't call the police, otherwise I will jump in front of you." ”

"Good, good. I'm not going over, what's wrong with you, I beg you to tell me, okay?"

Nan Qiao panicked, it was no one else standing in front of her, it was her best friend who was heavier than her relatives.

I saw that the horse blinked, and two drops of eye drops fell and mixed with the rain, making people stupid and unable to tell the difference.

"Buckwheat, I can't live, if you knew what I went through, you probably wouldn't have persuaded me to stay in this world. ”

Ma broke and spoke slowly, compared to Nan Qiao's anxiety, she looked much calmer.

"Is it because of your illness? Aren't you recovering?"

"Recovery? buckwheat, I was originally recovered, but do you know what kind of inhuman experience I experienced on Chinese New Year's Eve? I was alone in the ward, and suddenly six men came, and they came to me to ask for debts, asking me to pay my father's debts, or they threatened to kill me, buckbucks, do you know how desperate I was at that time?"

Threatening to ask for her life was made up by Ma Break, she has been directing this scene for a long time, and she has added a lot of fuel and vinegar, if she hadn't made herself miserable, how could Nan Qiao easily believe her?

Ma breaking is not harming Nanqiao, she just ended up following the old routine, using the friendship between them, wanting to achieve her own goals, so when it comes to exploitation, this step must be miserable, pretending to be pitiful.

"What?"

Nanqiao's pale lips spat out two words lightly, and then she immediately asked, "And then?"

Then I begged them that I had no money, and begged them to let me go, buckwheat, you know my family situation, my mother is an ordinary worker, where did she get the money. But those scum didn't think about it that much at all, they first beat me up, beat me half to death, and then they did something to me that was not even as good as a beast! You know what? At that time, the emergency person set up in my mobile phone was Gu Shunshun, I called him, he picked it up, I asked him for help, but do you know what he said? He said that he was not available, he was going to set off fireworks with other girls, and not only that, but he also asked that girl to humiliate me on the phone. Do you know how I was feeling? I felt my heart being thrown on the ground and trampled on it. Buckwheat, can you imagine? Gu Shunshun not only didn't save me, but he also asked others to humiliate me!"

Speaking of this, Ma Buckling's eyes suddenly became fierce, she gritted her teeth, and frowned her forehead in a way that Nan Qiao had never seen.

However, what the truth of the facts was that day, I am afraid that only Ma Breaking himself knows.

In fact, she was not tainted by the debt collectors at all, although they did have the idea at first, but there were hospitals, public places, security guards, nurses, and family members in the corridors, which made it impossible for them to do whatever they wanted, at most they took advantage of their hands and eyes.

Although the horse was indeed touched, her innocence was not lost, and at the critical moment, she pressed the caller, and the nurse and security guard arrived to avoid this tragedy in time. So that's the truth of the matter.

Ma broke and hid this truth so well that even her mother Xu Mei was deceived by her amazing acting skills.

And after this incident, she began to plan how to use it to take revenge on Gu Shunshun, but she didn't expect God to favor her and give her this opportunity.

But fortunately, from beginning to end, Ma Breaking still has some conscience, she hated Nanqiao, but she never thought of harming her friends, as long as she left Gu Shunshun, then they can still go back to the beginning.

Obviously, the current Nanqiao still had a trace of doubt about Ma Break's words, she took a step forward, and said in a trembling voice: "Break, is what you said true?"

"Of course it's true, Nanqiao, how could I joke about my innocence and reputation!"

The horse broke her voice an octave higher, and she tried to learn from the actors in the TV series, thinking about what kind of emotions they were in when they performed this kind of drama. It turns out that she is extremely talented in acting, and Nan Qiao believes it.

Suddenly, she blamed herself, thinking of what she and Gu Shunshun did at the wedding in the twilight of Shen a few days ago, she felt very sorry for the horse break!

"Smack!"

Nan Qiao slapped himself heavily, and then said to Ma Jie with great apologies: "I'm sorry!"

Ma broke and smiled desolately, "Buckwheat, you didn't feel sorry for me, really, although Gu Shunshun caused harm to me and indirectly ruined my life, but at least his feelings for you are real, you should be happy together, as for me, it seems that there is really no need to live in this world." ”

Cut, she doesn't have to live, Gu Shunshun has? The girl who insulted her has? As long as she thinks of the phone call that day, she can't suppress the anger in her heart, damn it should be Gu Shunshun, it's that girl!

Ma broke and knew that she couldn't hurt Gu Shunshun, so she could only start with the person he loved the most, even if she wanted his life and could hurt him a little bit of vitality, she was willing. From a psychological point of view, this is called personality distortion, but what if it is vulgar?

Two words, perverted!

"No, don't, break it, you listen to me, you come down first, go back with me, let's talk slowly, okay?"

At this time, Nan Qiao only felt that she had a splitting headache, her whole head seemed to be about to be exploded, and her mental state looked inferior to that of a horse!

"I can't go back, buckwheat, I think I'm so dirty, can you imagine what those scum looked like when they tore my clothes? Can you understand what I felt when Gu Shunshun scolded me on the phone and told me to die? I hate Gu Shunshun, but I love him so much, I'm really conflicted, that day at the wedding, his true confession to you, and his eagerness to run to you with a bouquet of flowers, they are like a sharp knife cutting my heart, at that moment I knew that I loved this man has gone deep into the bone marrow. I'm sorry, I can't face the fact that you're together, I've tried, I want to get out, but my heart doesn't allow me to deceive myself, since I know that you are together, I haven't slept well for a day, I have insomnia all night long, the dose of sleeping pills is getting bigger and bigger day by day, until it finally completely fails, buckwheat, your break really can't last. ”

"Woo woo woo woo ~ "

Ma broke and squatted down and cried as she spoke, it can be said that her emotions at this time are half-truths and half-truths, hating Gu Shunshun is true, and it is true that she can't accept that he and Nan Qiao are together, maybe it is true that she still has feelings for him.

"Break, I know, I know, I'm not with him anymore, okay? You come down, I'm not with him anymore, I'm going to break up with him. Nanqiao cried bitterly, she was defeated, completely defeated!

If she still has a glimmer of hope to be with Gu Shunshun when she comes back from Guangde, then these words are the last straw that completely overwhelms Nanqiao.

"Break, do you know? Even if you don't tell me this today, it is impossible for me and Gu Shunshun to be together, and it is impossible for you and me to have a result with him. His world is different from ours, I just went to Guangde yesterday to see his dad, and he didn't approve of us being together, so I'm really not lying to you. As for those bad pasts, I will accompany you to forget them, we start again, try to live, those that life has embarrassed us, will pass one day. Break, come, give me your hand, no matter what, I will accompany you, protect you, always stand behind you and support you, we said that we will go on for a lifetime. ”

Nanqiao slowly walked towards the horse, and she reached out to her until she was close enough to get close to her.

"Break, trust me!"

The horse broke and squatted on the ground, she would never have thought that Gu Shunshun's father had actually found Nan Qiao, and he still didn't agree with them being together, heh, this is really God helping her, although she did this a little too much today, but she didn't regret it, at least she could cut off Nan Qiao and Gu Shunshun's back road more completely.

Okay, now that the goal has been achieved and the play is almost done, there is no need to continue acting, anyway, she doesn't really want to die!

The horse broke quickly and got up and wanted to walk down the guardrail, suddenly she felt a dizziness in her body rushing straight to the brain, causing her eyes to be dark, and then the center of gravity of the whole person was unstable, plus it was still raining, although the area of the guardrail was very wide, and the person stood on it smoothly enough, but it was not slippery, just like that, the horse broke because he got up too fast, the blood supply to the brain was insufficient, and the whole produced a strong feeling of dizziness, and then the soles of her feet slipped, and her body leaned back, and she fell from the rooftop of the thirtieth floor!

"Ahh

With a scream, Nan Qiao just watched the horse break and fall, she hurriedly rushed to the guardrail, wanting to reach out and grab it, but unfortunately, this is life, not a movie, where is her speed catching up with the speed of the horse breaking and free fall, just like that, Nan Qiao watched her disappear from her sight.

More than 30 floors, looking down, the horse break can't find where it is!

"Breaking !!!!"

Nan Qiao roared heartbreakingly, her hand still in the posture of going to pull the horse and break it!

The taste of this kind of good friend dying in front of him is really not something that people can experience, I'm afraid that livestock can't accept it, and in the end, Nan Qiao fainted on the rooftop because of mental blows and previous physical factors.

Nanqiao and Ma Break met in kindergarten, and at that time, the teacher divided them into the same table as the same table, and the nap beds were also next to each other. When she was a child, Nanqiao was more introverted, she only played with horses, and of course, if she was bullied, only her good friends would stand up for her.

Jingxian County is very small, there are only a few primary schools and a few junior high schools in total, just like that, Nanqiao and Ma Break are all the way together, they are in the same school, even if sometimes they are in different classes, they will go to school and leave school together, waiting for each other.

At that time, Ma Jie loved to eat snacks, especially after physical education class, she definitely had a large increase in food, but Xu Mei was strict and gave little pocket money, which meant that she couldn't eat many snacks, so Nan Qiao tried to steal them from her grandmother's commissary.

In short, it is spicy strips on Monday, biscuits on Tuesday, there are many things, it is not easy to find, and Nanqiao will bring something to the horse.

Of course, Ma Jie is also very good for Nanqiao, during the New Year's Festival, what delicious food is made at home, she first distributes it to Nanqiao, including New Year's money. Once, because Nanqiao had no new clothes for the New Year, he was ridiculed by his classmates, so Ma broke and directly gave his new clothes to Nanqiao.

Later, the relationship between Han Zhi and Nan Qiao, she was not less of a bad person, and after Nan Qiao went to Beicheng, she was also a good friend who gave her many times of generosity to tide over the difficulties.

There are also countless times when the horse breaks and hurts himself for Nanqiao, which is really countless. So, before they met Gu Shunshun, they were really an iron-clad friendship.

The two once promised each other that if they got married in the future, they would be each other's bridesmaids, and if they had a child, my first child would be your second child, and they would be mothers regardless of each other, so good.

But what is the final fact, not only did they not fulfill the same promise, one of them left this world first, and especially died in front of good friends, this is not a human tragedy, what is it!

So, sometimes it's really too painful to live.

Nanqiao stood on a bridge, there was no one around, she didn't know what this place was, all around was willow trees, catkins were flying all over the sky, there were no people in front of this bridge, there were no ghosts in front of the bridge, there was no end in sight, no matter how hard she ran, she couldn't leave the bridge.

"Buckwheat. ”

Suddenly, Nan Qiao heard someone behind her calling her name, Mu Ran looked back, and Ma Jie stood behind, it turned out that she was calling herself just now. Nan Qiao breathed a sigh of relief, stepped forward and said, "Break, where is this?"

"Nai He Bridge, this east is Huangquan Road, west is the Hades Palace, I came from Huangquan Road. ”

Nanqiao furrowed his good-looking brows, "Break, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"No nonsense, buckwheat, I'm really dead, you pushed me down the stairs with your own hands, I don't believe you look at my face. ”

At the end, Nan Qiao glanced at Ma Buck's broken face, the girl who was originally still with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, and in an instant, her whole face was like a mess of meat.

"Ahh

Nanqiao exclaimed, retreated again and again, and the horse broke and pressed step by step, "Buckbuck, my death is really miserable, I'm in so much pain, can you save me?"

The horse broke and clenched Nanqiao's hands, her bloody face began to lose flesh, and pieces of carrion kept falling, Nanqiao was terrified, she couldn't do anything.

"Buckwheat, you and Gu Shunshun are together, just eat my flesh and drink my blood, you see how good I am to you, directly send my flesh and my blood to you, come on. ”

As he spoke, he dug out a piece of bloody meat from his face and sent it to Nanqiao, "Eat, eat, eat and you will be happy with Gu Shunshun." ”

"Don't ...... Don't break it. ”

Nanqiao shook her head desperately, but the horse broke and turned a deaf ear, and she kept digging out the flesh on her face piece by piece.

"Don't break it, please, break it, don't!"

"South buckwheat, buckwheat, wake up. ”

"Buckwheat!"

"Wake me up!"

And who, who will be calling her name in her ear, wake up, where is she going? Where there is no pain and sorrow, is it on earth? or hell?

Even though Nanqiao's life is bumpy and bumpy, she still strives to live every day with a grateful heart, she is kind, lenient to others, and has never hurt others, but the suffering in the world has not let her go.

Even if he is an optimistic person, he will feel hopeless when he comes to experience Nan Qiao's life, in this case, what desire does she have to live?

Ma Xuan's death, Gu Changan's heart-to-heart words, and the imminent separation from Gu Shunshun are destroying Nanqiao's desire to survive, which is the second time that Nanqiao has lost her awe of life and the courage to live after Han Zhi's betrayal.

But on the contrary, if the world is not let go, hell is not collected, she still comes back to life.

Nan Qiao slowly opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was the snow-white ceiling, and the air around her was filled with a strong smell of disinfectant water, this was the hospital, it seemed that someone found her unconscious on the rooftop that day.

"Buckwheat. ”

It was Han Zhen's voice, Nan Qiao moved her eyes slightly, glanced at him, and then tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Han Zhen, break ....."

In fact, Nan Qiao also knows that if he falls from the thirtieth floor, the chance of survival is almost zero.

Han Zhi took Nanqiao's hand a little distressedly, and comforted him warmly: "Buckwheat, it's okay, I'm here." ”