Chapter 110: The road to chasing his wife is long

Nan Zhiguo's youngest son lives in the Children's Hospital, not far from Trillium Lane, so Han Shu decided to go on foot, just in time, he can also take this rare opportunity to chat with Nan Qiao.

But before he could speak, the woman next to him spoke first.

"Han Zhen, I think I understand you quite now, and I can say that I empathize. ”

Nan Qiao popped out such a sentence inexplicably, which was quite incredible, Han Zhi glanced sideways at her and asked, "What do you mean?"

He wanted to see what she wanted to say.

"Annoying people, people who don't want to see are always dangling in front of their eyes, this feeling is so uncomfortable, you used to have a word that was particularly good, disgusted, disgusted. ”

“......”

Nan Qiao's words are a pun, on the surface, she seems to be reflecting on herself, and if she thinks about it carefully, she is talking about Han Zhen.

Understood, Han Zhi understood, how could he not hear it if he was so smart, but he didn't care.

"Well, so we're evened out now, and it's not a bad thing that we go from hating each other, to empathizing with each other, and finally loving each other. ”

The corners of Nanqiao's mouth tightened, she stopped and looked at Han Zhi and said, "I don't want to go back to the past!"

"No one told you to go back, I always thought that we were from now on, Nanqiao, you may not know, you have always misunderstood me, I don't call it eating back grass now, what do you think I think I like you in hindsight, but I haven't found out? And then when you left, I found out that I liked you, do you think so?"

Han Zhi looked at Nan Qiao with some amusement and asked.

"Isn't it?"

Nan Qiao asked rhetorically.

"Hahaha. ”

Han Zhi stretched out his hand and scratched Nanqiao's nose and responded: "No! Nanqiao, even now I still say that I don't like you before, do you know why? Because you were too purposeful in the past, you desperately wanted to get what you wanted, so you never cared about other people's feelings, you wishfully imposed your liking on me, and you felt that you must be rewarded for your efforts." Not only do you not make me able to discover your strengths, but you yourself are losing more and more self and even your self-esteem in the process of chasing. ”

Han Zhi paused for a moment and continued: "Okay, now I'll answer you again, why I like you again later, two reasons, one, because you left me, there is one less annoying spirit by my side, I am very happy, but after a long time, I find that I seem to have become accustomed to you annoying me like this, and at the same time, there is a strong contrast between your kindness to me and my cruel play and deception to you, this contrast makes me feel guilty, and makes me unconsciously reflect on what kind of bastard I have done." This is one, then two, that is, after separation, you start to find yourself, you have found all the advantages that you once lost because you liked me, and now you are the true self, hard work, progress, against the wind, etc. Of course, there is also the fact that you have become beautiful, the way I like it, this is you, not the Nanqiao who turned himself into someone else's appearance because he liked me. ”

In the past, Han Zhi liked Sheng Qiannuan, so his aesthetic standards naturally referred to her standards, and Nan Qiao liked Han Zhi, so she also worked hard to lean on the appearance of the girl he liked.

What is suitable does not mean that buckwheat is also suitable. Later, she found a style that suited her, so after her transformation, she gave Han Zhi a feeling of brightness.

Nan Qiao understood, heh, there seemed to be a hint of a very reasonable feeling, she tilted her head and looked at Han Zhi and said, "So it's my fault?"

"No, we're half of us, let's go, let's talk as we go. ”

Han Zhi put her hand in her pants pocket and stepped forward, Nan Qiao followed behind him, and after a few steps, she spoke again: "But I don't like you anymore, why do you want to be me again?"

"That's my business, and I didn't do what I was at the beginning, buckwheat, am I stalking? No, the reason why I have been allowing myself to intersect with you is because I want you to understand my current thoughts and see that I am good to you, that's right, I Han Zhi don't have that ability, standing there and doing nothing, just let you accept me again." ”

After a lot of self-quibbling, Nan Qiao sighed that Han Zhi was worthy of being a lawyer, and what he said was irrefutable.

Well, she'd better not open her mouth.

Han Zhi skimmed the side with his spare eyes, and he found that Nanqiao hadn't followed, so he slowly slowed down, waiting for the little woman to catch up with him.

When the two were almost side by side, Han Zhi opened his mouth again.

"Buckwheat, I know you like Gu Shunshun now, but I still want to say that you are not suitable. ”

"Is that right for you?"

Nan Qiao asked with some irony, there are so many men in this world, and there are many people to love, why does Han Zhi think that she has to be with a person who has injured herself?

"Not necessarily, so we need to get in touch, but I personally think I'm more suitable for you than Gu Shunshun, he's like a child who can't grow up. That's right, he has blocked a lot of wind and rain for you, but have you thought about it, the best relationship in a relationship should be evenly matched, go hand in hand, and make progress together, rather than who depends on whom and pays unilaterally. He dotes on you and loves you, but if one day he dies first, leaving you in this world who knows nothing, what will you do then?

Han Zhi said this, Nan Qiao heard it, "So, you want me to thank you, because of your original injury, you have made me who I am today, and then you found out that I have become better when I grew up, and you want me to kick the person who saved me from fire and water and be with you again." Han Zhen, how can there be such a good thing in this world, you don't want my bad, when I get better, you want to get my good again. ”

The words are a little ugly, but the meaning is expressed, Han Zhi admitted that he was the idea, he always felt that Gu Shunshun was just a benefactor who accompanied Nanqiao for a while, but he was definitely not a good person.

Not speaking is a tacit acquiescence, and Nan Qiao understands.

"Han Zhi, Han Zhen, you actually don't understand at all, my strength is pretended, I don't want to face the cruelty of the world by myself at all, I just hope that someone can accompany me when I am the most difficult, you say that Gu Shunshun is a child, then I will grow up with him. ”

This time, Han Zhi was speechless......

In just ten minutes of conversation, people will have the illusion of being in a different world.

The two walked and walked to the children's hospital.

Han Zhi and Nan Qiao went straight to the inpatient department, Nan Xiaobao lived in the key ward, the place was not big, it was easy to find, and after a while, they stood in front of the ward.

Just as Han Zhi was about to push the door in, Nan Qiao suddenly stopped him: "Wait!"

She is still not mentally prepared, this suddenly wants to meet someone she thought she would never see in her life, and no one can pretend to face it as if nothing happened!

Nan Qiao wanted to escape, but Han Zhi grabbed her hand and pushed the door open directly.

"Come in with me, you can't solve the problem by escaping!"

Nan Qiao was dragged into the ward by Han Zhen, and the first thing she saw was Nan Xiaobao lying on the bed, there was no one else in the ward, just him lying there alone, with an oxygen tube in his nose.

Nan Zhiguo is right, Nan Xiaobao's situation really doesn't look good, his bed number plate says he is four years old, but in fact he looks like a child who is more than a year old.

Nan Qiao's hand held by Han Zhi unconsciously tightened, and her eyes focused on Nan Xiaobao's small hand full of needle eyes, which was really full of holes.

"Sister?"

Before they could speak, Nan Xiaobao on the hospital bed spoke first, he tried to open his eyes and look at Nan Qiao, he had an innocent smile on his face, and that smile was so friendly.

His "sister" made Nan Qiao's heart throb faintly.

Han Zhi let go of her hand, Nan Qiao took a step next to the hospital bed, she looked at Nan Xiaobao on the bed seriously and asked curiously, "How do you know that I am a sister?"

"I just know, because my father said that as soon as I open my eyes again, there will be a sister standing in front of me, and she is here to save my life, so I know that you are the fairy sister who came to save my life. ”

Open your eyes again? So Nan Xiaobao has actually been in a coma for a long time? Nan Qiao thought that she saw Nan Zhiguo two days ago!

"Sister, you are really beautiful, can I hold your hand?"

As he spoke, Nan Xiaobao raised his hand full of needle eyes and wanted to hold hands with Nan Qiao.

"Sister?"

Nan Xiaobao waited for a long time and didn't wait for Nan Qiao's hand, and finally he slowly put his hand on the bed because of his physical exhaustion.

However, he didn't blame Nanqiao, nor did he cry, but said sensibly: "Sister, my mother said that the hospital is full of germs and can't be touched everywhere, so my sister should not hold Xiaobao's hand, otherwise she will be infected, my sister is so good-looking, she must not get sick." ”

What a sensible child, Nan Qiao was a little suspicious that he was really born to her unreliable father?

Han Zhen, who had been standing aside in obscurity, suddenly came to the bedside, he looked at Nan Xiaobao condescendingly and asked, "Are you afraid of death?"

Nan Xiaobao nodded, tears flashed in his aggrieved little eyes, "I'm afraid, because I'm reluctant to mother, reluctant to father, I still want to go to Jiuzhou to see big dinosaurs, I also want to go to the underwater world, I want to take care of my father, mother, I want to play with my sister, so much!"

Nan Xiaobao glanced at Nan Qiao when he said this, and he didn't know why, he just liked this sister so much.

At that moment, Nan Qiao thought of what Nan Zhiguo said in the coffee shop that day: "Buckwheat, all the mistakes are the fault of adults, but there is nothing wrong with a four-year-old child who wants to live!"

Yes, Nan Qiao's unhappy childhood was not caused by this Nan Xiaobao, he was just luckier than himself and got his father's love, why was he wrong?

If this is the case, what is the difference between her Nan Qiao and Nan Zhiguo?

Thinking of this, Nan Qiao's hand that had been hiding slowly stretched out towards Nan Xiaobao, she gently took the thin little hand, and the moment she just touched it, she felt a kind of blood-connected collision, and at the same time, the tears of indisputability fell.

Han Zhi took a step back, he thought that the sentence he had just asked Nan Xiaobao still had an effect.

In fact, the purpose of his coming today is to let Nan Qiao meet Nan Xiaobao alone, there are many reasons for this, but he definitely does not do it from the perspective of thinking about Nan Zhiguo.

Han Zhi knew Nan Qiao, she was not the kind of person who was ruthless, and in the past two days, he could see that she was also struggling.

Nan Qiao is not the kind of cold-blooded and ruthless person, he thinks that if he doesn't bring her today, one day Nan Xiaobao is really gone, then she will definitely live with this guilt for the rest of her life, which is not what Han Zhi wants to see.

The two accompanied Nan Xiaobao for a while, and he fell asleep because of sleepiness caused by physical exhaustion, Nan Qiao and Han Zhi walked out of the ward lightly, and suddenly a person knelt down in front of them, this person was Nan Xiaobao's mother, Fan Lin.

"Nanqiao, I'm sorry, I sincerely apologize to you, it's my fault for so many years, I shouldn't have stopped you from entering the house, and I shouldn't have stopped your dad from seeing you, it's my fault, you can punish me as much as you want, but I beg you to save my child, I'll kowtow." ”

Fan Lin said that she really kowtowed to Nanqiao, and the sound was not ordinary.

If this had been placed in the past, Nan Qiao would have pretended to turn a blind eye and left, but today, when she saw Nan Xiaobao, it seemed that her previous thoughts had been overturned in an instant, and her thinking had changed subversively.

Fan Lin was still kowtowing, blood was already oozing from her forehead, Nan Qiao glanced at her and said in a cold and detached tone: "Get up, where is Nan Zhiguo?"

Before saving Nan Xiaobao, Nan Qiao had some things to say clearly, but these words should not be said to Fan Lin.

"He, he's downstairs. ”

"Hmm. ”

After Nan Qiao finished speaking, she walked downstairs, and Han Zhi didn't follow her to find Nan Zhiguo.

Before parting, he left a sentence, "Nanqiao, sometimes letting go of others is letting go of yourself, the road ahead is very long, don't carry too much, it's yourself who is tired." ”

“......”

Next to the rockery of the hospital, Nan Qiao and Nan Zhiguo sat side by side on the cold bench, and the two looked into the distance in unison.

After a long silence, Nan Qiao slowly spoke: "You ask the doctor when it is suitable for the examination, and notify me when the time comes." ”

“......”

"What did you say? Nanqiao, what did you say?"

Obviously, Nan Zhiguo was a little incredulous about what Nan Qiao had just said, and he even suspected that he was dreaming for a while!

"Smack!"

Nan Zhiguo slapped himself hard!

Pain, not a dream!

"Buckwheat, are you telling the truth?"

Nan Zhiguo was excited, he almost wanted to kneel down and kowtow to Nan Qiao like Fan Lin, he really wanted to do this, but after thinking about it, it was his daughter who was hurt by doing this, the ancestor said, the father kneeling to his daughter, this is the birthday of his daughter, so he can't.

"Well, really. ”

"Ah, great, thank you, thank you buckwheat, daddy......"

Nan Zhiguo was grateful, and he wanted to say a lot of grateful words at this moment, but when those words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back, because he felt ashamed of Nan Qiao, and he didn't even seem to be qualified to say those words.

"Don't thank me, thank Xiaobao, thank him for his desire to survive, it was he who moved me. Mr. Nan, just now Xiaobao told me a lot of things that you are good to him, and it can be seen that you really love him, you are not a good father to me, but you may be a good father to him, so the person you should thank is Xiaobao, it is your love for him. ”

Nan Qiao didn't understand that her magnanimity at the moment was like a sharp knife piercing Nan Zhiguo's heart, they not only made him unable to breathe in pain, but also made him feel ashamed.

"Buckwheat, dad is sorry, really sorry, I don't deserve to be your father. ”

"It's because we don't have fate, Mr. Nan, I am very grateful to you and Ms. Xia for giving me the opportunity to come to this wonderful world to see, no matter what, this life is given by you, and I can't repay the grace of childbirth, only I wish you peace and joy in the future." ”

The more sensible Nan Qiao became, the more ashamed Nan Zhiguo became, he thought how could he be a daughter like her again.

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't hold back, and cried directly, "Buckwheat, you hate Dad, it's my fault, it's all my fault!"

Nan Qiao glanced at her father, she shook her head, "I don't hate you, but I don't love you either, Mr. Nan, there is something I want to say to you." ”

"Okay, you say!"

"If you really feel that you owe me, don't bother Shen Dusk, you are already sorry for me, don't be sorry for him anymore. He's doing well now, so let this secret sink forever. ”

When Shen Dui was mentioned, Nan Zhiguo was stunned for a moment, he frowned and looked at Nan Qiao and asked, "You already know?"

"Well, I know, even if my bone marrow can't match Xiaobao, you can't tell this secret. ”

In this world, it is not only Shen Dushi who can save Nan Xiaobao, but he can't destroy countless families because he saved one person, maybe more lives will be lost at that time.

Of course, Nan Qiao still prayed in her heart that her bone marrow would match Nan Xiaobao, so that all bad things could end here for her.

Nan Zhiguo hesitated for a moment and nodded in agreement: "Okay, I promise you, I won't bother him whether it succeeds or not!"

"Well, then I'll go first. ”

Nan Qiao got up and walked towards the gate of the hospital, Nan Zhiguo watched her back, until she disappeared, he didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

The father-daughter relationship broke up like this, but fortunately, the ending was not a grudge against each other.

When Nan Qiao walked out of the hospital, Han Zhi came out, and he smiled lightly, "I thought you would cry." ”

Nan Qiao glanced at him, and walked straight to the main road, Han Zhi followed and said, "Buckwheat, aren't you going to say thank you to me?"

Han Zhi knew that Nanqiao would understand what he meant.

Sure enough, she didn't disappoint him, and only listened to Nanqiao's good-looking lips gently spit out the word "thank you".

"Well, I'm quite sensible, remember that this matter will be in the past in the future, and I'll turn the page. ”

"Hmm. ”

Nan Qiao nodded, "It's over." ”

Suddenly, Han Zhi looked at her with a serious expression and asked, "What about our affairs, can you turn it over?" Can you forgive that bastard brother who didn't do anything more in the past?"

Han Zhi wants to start over, he really wants to, and he thinks about it in his bones.

Nan Qiao didn't answer, the question between them seemed to be more complicated than her and Nan Zhiguo's, how could a person let go of two feelings in such a short time?

Well, another unclear end.

Time passed day by day, Nan Qiao didn't wait for Nan Zhiguo's call, and now it has been a week since she went to the hospital to see Xiaobao that day, why hasn't the examination been arranged yet?

Could it be that something happened to Xiaobao?

No, it shouldn't be, it's definitely not, although, Nan Qiao comforted herself over and over again in her heart, but her brain still couldn't help but think wildly.

No, she has to go to the hospital to find out what Xiaobao is doing.

Just when Nan Qiao was about to leave the house, Han Zhi suddenly appeared in front of her, "Are you going to go to the hospital?"

"Hmm. ”

"Okay, I'll go with you, today is an important day. ”

Nan Qiao felt that Han Zhi's words sounded a little strange, but because she had other things in mind, she didn't take his strange words to heart.

Outside the operating room of Jingxian Children's Hospital, Nan Zhiguo and Fan Lin were anxiously waiting outside the door, pacing back and forth, chattering as if they were praying for Xiaobao.

Han Zhi and Nan Qiao saw such a scene when they arrived.

Just now when she went to the ward, the nurse said that Xiaobao had been sent to the operating room for a bone marrow transplant, but she didn't receive any notice from the hospital, why did things suddenly progress so fast?

When Nan Zhiguo and Fan Lin saw the two of them, they hurriedly walked over, he first bowed sincerely to Han Zhi, and then Fan Lin took Nan Qiao's hand with tears in her eyes and couldn't speak for a long time.

This......

"That, Xiaobao?"

Nan Qiao looked at Nan Zhiguo and asked.

"Buckwheat, the bone marrow suitable for Xiaobao has been found, thanks to Mr. Han's help, if he hadn't found a donor for us in Beicheng, I'm afraid Xiaobao would not be able to survive now, thank you, thank you very much." ”

"Yes, that day, your father wanted to call the hospital to arrange for you to do an examination, but Xiaobao's condition suddenly deteriorated, he was sent to the emergency room, the doctor said that the chance was very slim, at this moment, Mr. Han invited the best expert team for us in Beicheng and the bone marrow matching donor suitable for Xiaobao arrived, they came to Jing County overnight to do this operation for Xiaobao, fortunately, the Bodhisattva blessed everything in time. ”

The level of medical care in small places is limited, and the level of doctors is also limited, so if it weren't for Han Zhi finding an authoritative expert from Beicheng this time, I'm afraid Xiaobao would really be in trouble.

"Thank you, Mr. Han, thank you, thank you buckwheat, you are all Xiaobao's lifesavers. ”

Nan Zhiguo and his wife desperately thanked Han Zhi and Nan Qiao.

"It's okay, it's a gesture. ”

Han Zhi responded lightly, he didn't do this for Xiaobao, he didn't want Nanqiao to get hurt. In fact, from the beginning, Han Zhi made up his mind not to let Nan Qiao do this examination, in case it doesn't match, it's okay, what if it really matches? How can he watch the person he likes take that risk, this is to pump bone marrow, not pump!

After hearing this, Nan Qiao looked at Han Zhi with some incredulity, she really didn't expect him to be doing this in obscurity.

"You?"

"Well, okay, buckwheat, I'm hungry, come with me to dinner. ”

Han Zhi responded lightly, as if this was an ordinary trivial matter, indeed, this is a trivial matter in his opinion, although it took some energy, but it finally ended happily, of course, he would never take this matter to ask Nan Qiao for credit, after all, these are two different things.

What I want to get back to Nanqiao is to make her fall in love with herself again, not the impulse to be moved.

The road to chasing his wife is long, and he will go up and down to seek......