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"Teacher, who did you listen to about this, and when did it happen?" Li Yan was stunned and asked, such a thing was too sudden, even he felt unacceptable when he heard about it at first glance, let alone Chen Yan, who had a deep affection for Shao Jiahua. (Free download of the full-character e-book)

"Woo~" Chen Yan cried bitterly and suppressedly, such bad news was really like a thunderbolt on a sunny day and the sky collapsed for her, her weak shoulders were shaking slightly with crying, like a small tree in the cold wind, lonely and shivering.

He hugged the frightened little head tightly with his right hand and didn't dare to look up at his mother's little girl, and pressed his left hand on Chen Yan's back to nourish her breath with innate temperature to prevent her from crying and fainting again, and sighed lightly and comforted: "Teacher, everything is with me, and the sky can't fall." ”

Maybe Li Yan's words played a role, Chen Yan's originally suppressed heart-wrenching cry was let go at once, seeing that Chen Yan no longer suppressed herself, Li Yan was a little relieved, but she didn't want Chen Yan's loud crying to frighten the little girl in her arms on the other side, and she also cried wow, making Li Yan "mess" around.

Chen Yan cried for a long time, and finally stopped crying again, she reached out from Li Yan's arms and took the little girl who was looking at her timidly, and hugged her tightly in her arms, the tears in her eyes seemed to have dried up, and she just sat there in a daze.

"Mom. Xiao Nannan felt her mother's sad emotions, and her little head drilled into Chen Yan's arms, hugging her tightly and not letting go.

"Li Yan, what should I do?" Chen Yan gradually stabilized her emotions after the previous venting, and looked at Li Yan with red eyes and asked, she was so helpless at this moment, and she had developed a habit for a long time, she subconsciously regarded Li Yan as their mother and daughter's dependence.

"Did you call from the prison to inform you, when did it happen?" Li Yan asked with a frown, he needed to figure out the ins and outs of the matter first.

"I got a notice from the prison, so I called you, and the people in the prison said let's go over as soon as possible, and said that when they appeared, Jiahua had already ......" Chen Yan tried her best to let herself say this matter in a calm tone, but when she talked about Shao Jiahua's death, she still felt a pain in her heart, closed her eyes in pain, tears overflowed from her eyes, and drip down her poignant cheeks.

"You clean up, I'll take you to the prison now, and we'll talk about the specifics when we get there. At this time, Chen Yan was already in a big mess, so Li Yan didn't ask for her opinion, and directly made the decision for her.

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Ten minutes later, Li Yan drove out of the family home with Chen Yan and Xiao Nannan, and then drove to the south of Shangyang City, and three hours later, they appeared outside the main "gate" of the No. 3 Prison of the former province.

After they identified themselves in the reception room, the prison guard took them to the prison warden's office, and the prison director did not rest, and seemed to be waiting for Chen Yan to arrive at the special "door".

The prison warden first apologized to Chen Yan, and then briefly explained to them the specific situation, Shao Jiahua died of internal bleeding after swallowing a razor, and the prison guards were already late in the afternoon.

Just as the prison warden was briefing Chen Yan and Li Yan on the situation, the alert who led them in walked in from outside the "door" with a clip.

"Comrade Chen Yan, we have two letters by Shao Jiahua's side, one is addressed to you, and the other is addressed to Li Yan, who accompanied you. The prison guard took out two envelopes from the folder and handed them to Li Yan and Chen Yan respectively.

Li Yan took the envelope, took out two stacked pieces of stationery from the "draw", unfolded it and looked at it seriously, he was very curious about what Shao Jiahua's letterhead should be regarded as a suicide note.

Li Yan:

When you read this letter, maybe I have already left this world, and the idea of leaving this world was in this prison when I was in this prison, but I was afraid of death, so I never had the courage to do that......

I love Yanyan and Nannan very much, for them I can do anything, in order to let them live a good life, I listened to Zou Shikai's persuasion, and went to Hong Kong with him to do the so-called business that can make a lot of money, but I stepped into hell, in order to keep them from being harmed, I endured the torment of my soul day after day......

During the Chinese New Year, Yanyan came to see me with her nannan, and I saw deep sadness in her eyes, although she said that she would wait for me until I got out of prison, even if Shaohua was gone, and my head was white......

Yanyan's determination touched me, and it also made me hesitate to leave this world in advance The determination gradually became stronger, because I love Yanyan, so I would rather go to another world to endure loneliness by myself, rather than let Yanyan spend her beautiful years waiting in pain, because she is so young and talented, she should have her own more "fine" and happy life.

But I know very well Yanyan's feelings for me, for this affection, she is willing to give up the better job arranged for her by her parents, accompany me to Shangyang to become an unappreciated music teacher, willing to accompany me to endure poverty, and now she is willing to wait for me to get out of prison in 20 years......

Yeon-yeon's "sex" Extraordinarily weak, but strong in heart, no one can change what she decides, she said she wants to wait for me, I believe it, I love her, I want her to be happy, so I can't let her waste her years, waiting for me for twenty years, and in the end what I am waiting for is a twilight person who can't give her happiness, but I know that if I'm still in prison, Yanyan will definitely wait, I feel that I have become the biggest obstacle to Yanyan's pursuit of a new life, so I made up my mind to remove this obstacle for Yanyan, although this decision makes me want to suffocate in pain, but as long as I think that without me, she can find her happiness again, even if I die, I will be blind……

Li Yan, thank you for saving me in Hong Kong, and thank you for telling me the news of Zou Shikai's death, thank you for taking care of Yanyan during my absence, I know you hate me, but I still have the cheekiness to implore you, begging you to help me take care of Yanyan after I die, until she comes out of the sad "yin" shadow and finds her own happiness again......

Yeon-yeon will be very sad when I die, and I beg you to help me persuade her, tell her that I left with a smile, and finally say thank you to you.

After reading the letter, Li Yan folded the letterhead again and put it away, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, he didn't know how he should evaluate Shao Jiahua, infatuated, cowardly or brave, and he didn't know whether he should sympathize with him or continue to resent him, and finally these complicated emotions turned into a long sigh.

Turning his head to look at Chen Yan, who had also finished reading the letterhead, he hugged Xiao Nannan, who was crying silently, he stood up and said to the prison warden, "Can we go and see Shao Jiahua?"

"Yes. The prison warden said, and after speaking, he ordered the prison guard to take Li Yan and Chen Yan to see Shao Jiahua's body.

"Teacher, let's go. Li Yan came to Chen Yan's side, helped her up, and picked her up again, and since they came out of Shangyang, they have not spoken, nor slept, but just hugged their mother's little girl with wide eyes, and followed the prison guard out of the prison warden's office and went to the room where Shao Jiahua's body was parked.

When he came to a locked "door", the prison guard opened the "door", and when he walked into the room, he turned on the lights in the room with a bang, and the fluorescent tube dyed the room a layer of white "color", and also lined the "color" of Chen Yan's face standing at the "door" of the room, just like her mood.

Standing at the entrance of the "door", Chen Yan hesitated a little, her feet were a little weak, if it weren't for Li Yan even if she reached out to hold her, she would have collapsed to the ground.

"Teacher, let's go inside. Li Yan said softly, and after speaking, he carried Chen Yan's gently trembling body into the room.

There was a single "bed" in the room, and Shao Jiahua's body was covered by a white "bed" sheet and parked on the single "bed".

Li Yan's expression was a little trance, as if he saw the scene of Chen Yan being carried away by the white "bed" sheet after being martyred in her previous life, in a sense, Shao Jiahua can be regarded as dying for Chen Yan's martyrdom.

Maybe this can be regarded as a kind of repayment for Shao Jiahua's feelings for Chen Yan that he owed in his previous life. Li Yan thought that he felt that his hatred for Shao Jiahua could no longer be raised.

Chen Yan came to the side of the "bed", her hand trembled and gently pulled open the corner of the white "bed" sheet, but she no longer had the courage to lift it again, and put the "bed" sheet back, and her "chest" rose and fell a few times anxiously.

"Li Yan. Chen Yan turned her head to look at Li Yan, who was standing behind her with her 'daughter', and shouted in a trembling voice.

"Teacher, some things have to be faced sooner or later. Li Yan said softly, but did not take her place to lift the 'bed' sheet covering Shao Jiahua's face, "No matter what, I will always stand by the teacher's side and guard you." ”

Chen Yan turned her gaze back again, as if she had exhausted all her strength, she lifted the white "bed" sheet, "revealed" Shao Jiahua's face, his eyes were closed, and the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, giving people the feeling that he was sleeping peacefully.

"Mom, is Dad asleep, why doesn't he come home?" the little girl's crisp voice echoed in the room.

Chen Yan turned her head to look at the "girl", and there was a smile on her face, and she said softly: "Dad is asleep, and he will go home with us when he wakes up at dawn." After speaking, he turned his head again, stretched out his slender fingers and gently brushed Shao Jiahua's already cold cheeks and whispered, "Jiahua, my 'daughter' and I have come to see you." But the tears fell like pearls with broken threads, dripping onto the white sheets, and breaking into several petals.

"Mom, I'm going to pinch Daddy's nose and wake him up so he can tell me stories. Xiao Nannan said again, struggling to get out of Li Yan's arms, her young age could not understand the other meanings of the verb asleep, but simply thought that her father was really asleep, when she wanted to listen to the story before, she would climb on her father, pinch his nose, he would wake up and hug her to tell her a story, although Shao Jiahua has not been at home to sleep with her and tell her a story, but she still remembers those things clearly.

"Nannan, Dad is very tired, shall we let him sleep and rest?" Li Yan was worried that Xiao Nannan's unscrupulous words would sting Chen Yan, so she hurriedly coaxed her.

"Oh, then I'll wait for Daddy to wake up and let him tell me stories, and I'll let him tell me joyful stories. Xiao Nannan tilted her head and listened to Li Yan's words.

Li Yan's worries finally came true, although Chen Yan was also grief-stricken and "desired" in front, but after all, she didn't see her husband in person, and now Shao Jiahua is lying on the "bed", the cold touch from her fingers caressing her husband's cheek told her that her husband can never wake up again.

The child's words undoubtedly stabbed Chen Yan in the already extremely painful heart, and she suddenly felt that the world was spinning, and everything in the room seemed to be about to leave her again, becoming ethereal.

In order not to faint, Chen Yan took a deep breath, but she didn't want a stream of blood to be sucked into her trachea, which immediately caused a violent cough, and scarlet blood spurted out with her cough, sprinkled onto the white "bed" sheets, and embroidered desolate and bewitching "flowers" on the "bed" sheets, and she collapsed to the ground softly.

"Teacher......" Chen Yan vaguely heard Li Yan calling her from a far away, mixed with the voice of the little girl calling her mother.

"Am I going to die?" Chen Yan thought, "Jiahua, wait for me, I'm here to accompany you." A smile appeared on her lips, and she slowly closed her eyes.

ps: Wow, wow, green tea was moved to tears by what he wrote, I really want to cry~, Shao Jiahua's character finally came to an end, Shao Jiahua is a tragedy, although there is not much ink, but Green Tea feels that he is plump, with blood and "flesh", so Green Tea's feelings for him are very complicated, I don't know what book friends will say about him, if you feel it, welcome to leave a message in the book review area.

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