The more you get to the end of the semester, the more impetuously students become. The library has been lit up recently, and Zhou Yan was pushed by his roommate to go there to review and brush up on books. The person who had just finished class was lying on the bed, not wanting to move, and flatly refused the invitation from the top student to form a team.

Then he received Shen Ci's instructions.

"Don't fail this time. ”

Weekly Banquet: ......

Isn't it just that I hung up two doors last time, as for it? I also sent a special message, specifically to say a word. He's going to review now and try to finish in the top three.

It's a July day, and it's a hot summer. Now that there are basically no classes in all the colleges of Y University, the efficient colleges have finished the exams and started the summer vacation. The matter of marking the papers later is not handled by Shen Ci, and other teachers are responsible. Recently, there was nothing to do with her at school, so she packed up her things and left.

Ji Chaoyang is just a lemon online, complaining about how he can have a summer vacation. Pity her, 365 days a year, and there are only a handful of vacation days.

Rongcheng is warm in winter and cool in summer, and Shen Ci plans to go back and have a look. Ji Chaoyang didn't feel sorry for her this time, he only let her cherish it.

But before leaving, she had one more thing to do.

Shen Ci got up early in the morning, went to the flower shop to buy fresh flowers, and then took an hour's car ride to the cemetery in the suburbs.

This is the place of death, Shen Ci looked at the two tombstones in front of him, and felt that his eyes were a little sour.

The photo on Shen Yue's tomb is what he looked like when he was younger. Elegant and easy-going.

His father didn't like to take pictures, and apart from this photo, all Shen Ci's memories of him were the family photo in her bedroom.

Before they arrived at the Xie family, it was their only family photo. And those related to Qin Yan were all thrown away by their father. It's just that what can I do when things are gone, is it so easy to let go of my heart?

Next to it is my grandmother's grave. My grandmother pursued freedom and wanton all her life, but she loved beauty very much. Even if she is old, she is the best maintained and fashionable old lady in the whole street.

But when her grandmother, who loved to be beautiful, told Shen Ci on her deathbed that she should not put photos on her tombstone. The young Shen was puzzled and asked her why.

The old lady touched Shen Ci's head lovingly, but smiled slightly. Shen Ci was a little older and realized that her grandmother didn't want her to see her, and then she remembered it, which only made her sad.

When he was a child, Shen Ci was a little rebellious. She saw that there were pictures on her father's tombstone, and her grandmother had to have them too, so she didn't follow her wishes. Shen Ci was glad that she didn't do what her grandmother said.

It's been a long time, father, grandmother.

*

After Qin Yan and Shen Yue divorced, Shen Ci was handed over to his grandmother to take him. In the first three years of his grandmother's house, Shen Ci sat on the stones in the courtyard every day, staring blankly into the distance, waiting for his father to come back.

But she waited only a handful of times, until she began to wonder if her father didn't want her anymore.

Her grandmother advised her not to wait, but she didn't listen. In desperation, my grandmother went to the house and brought out a small bench, sat beside her, chatting with her and eating melon seeds.

Sometimes, when we chatted, my grandmother would share it with her.

But if you eat too many melon seeds, you will get tired and feel dry. The child's sensitivity is very high, not to mention that she is still precocious. Coupled with his young age, emotions come and go quickly, and sometimes there is a kind of inexplicability. In her memory, Shen Ci remembered that she yelled at her grandmother several times because of this, clamoring for her father.

The tossed grandmother didn't know what to do.

Later, she learned that her grandmother was comfortable and liked to be quiet. The arrival of Shen Ci disrupted my grandmother's originally peaceful life to a certain extent.

But what can be done? This is her own granddaughter, the only granddaughter.

Later, Shen Ci became the only seedling of the Shen family.

Shen Yue walked in front of his grandmother. He was affected and died unexpectedly. At that time, he had just finished evening self-study for his students, and he drove from school to prepare for home. It was so coincidental that day that someone drove drunk and drove illegally, and after the brakes lost control, they rear-ended more than 10 cars in a row, causing four people to die on the spot. The other three are a family of three in their twenties who have just given birth to a child. Shen Yue was the fourth person to die.

It's been a long time, but even after many years, she still remembers the feeling of being pricked and squeezed together with a needle. Her world collapsed with a bang, and the smell of blood from her father in the ruins made the young Shen Ci a little unstable. That's the nasty smell and the nasty ending.

What did my grandmother do at that time?

She covered Shen Yue with a white cloth, took Shen Ci's chubby little hand, and said to her, "Nan, grandmother is only you." ”

Shen Ci was too precocious, and she understood what blood meant. In that moment, she grew up.

"Grandmother, I will be very well-behaved in the future. ”

"Grandmother will also be a good grandmother and protect you. ”

Then the figures of the grandparents and grandchildren left, one big and one small, slowly disappeared into the long corridor of the hospital.

Grandmother thinks she is very open and goes with the flow. But as people get older, they feel that they are getting older, and they are more in awe of death, and they are more likely to sigh.

The grief of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person does not diminish this pain because of the superficial letting go, but will intensify over time. Every time I think of it, it's torture. The pain of devouring the heart, I haven't seen it for a long time. And this pain is endless, unless life stops.

Shen Yue's death was a big blow to his grandmother, and then she became depressed and sick. She didn't survive the second year, so she followed Shen Yue away.

The past is ancient, and it has become loess early. And the living who stayed behind have not lived as their grandmother expected.

Shen Ci stayed in the cemetery for almost two hours, talking to himself, as if he wanted to tell them all the things he had experienced.

"Grandmother's favorite young man is Sven Xiang. If you see Song Jing, you must like it very much. ”

"He's very caring, kind and very comfortable to get along with. ”

"If Grandmother had been there, she would have praised him. ”

*

The school starts in September, and Shen Ci plans to stay in Rongcheng during the summer vacation. Song Jing couldn't cry or laugh, and after asking her about the time of the ticket, he also bought one.

On the flight, Shen Ci touched the people around him with his elbow, "What are you doing over there?"

"Traveling, just want to escape the heat. ”

Shen Ci doesn't believe it very much, how can there be so many coincidences.

"This time, you won't go to the hospital in the middle of the night to hang water, right?"

Song Jing shook his head, this time she couldn't meet someone who would be tired and fall asleep in the hospital corridor.

When Song Jing first met Shen Ci, her mental condition was not very good. The family members who were troubled by the doctor seriously affected her life, causing her to suffer from insomnia often. Unable to sleep in the middle of the night, she went to the hospital to find a former colleague to prescribe some medicine, and went back to take some medicine with the hot water in the office.

I was going to sit on a chair outside the office for a while, but I didn't expect to fall asleep. Later, a colleague called and asked Yi Nanshu to come and send people back.

Afterwards, Yi Nanshu complained about her a lot, hating iron and not steel. It's a big blow, so you can't even lose your brain. Can you let the people who care about her put a snack and not be scared. Do you treat them as friends?

Thinking about those memories, it didn't take long to think about it, it seemed like it was just yesterday. Thinking of the past, Shen Ci felt a little annoyed and unhappy. She put on an eye patch and prepared to sleep.

There was no sound around him, and Song Jing stopped talking. After arriving at the destination, Shen Ci showed no signs of waking up. Song Jing screamed a few times, but she didn't respond, and finally Shen Ci was woken up by her.

Out of the airport, Song Jing followed her all the way and helped her push her suitcase. "Where do you live?"

"Stay at home, what about you?"

Shen Ci has a house in Rongcheng. Although it is said that she has returned to Yuncheng to develop, she has not dealt with the accommodation here, so she thinks that she will have a place to stay when she comes back in the future, and it is definitely not as convenient as staying in a hotel at home.

"The Prosperity Hotel. Song Jing resented.

*

The First People's Hospital of Rongcheng, Yi Nanshu is fighting with his eyelids today, and he is always jumping.

The left eye jumps wealth, and the right eye jumps disaster. Yi Nanshu pinched his fingers and found that it was summer vacation.

My sister is coming back.

Seeing her distraught, Dr. Wang looked displeased, and his face was serious, "Repeat what I said just now." ”

Yi Nanshu cleared his throat and naturally took over the conversation.

Shen Ci and Yi Nanshu are the two youngest students under the tutor, and they are about the same age, and they are only one year old. The older sisters and brothers are either too busy and have no time to solve emotional matters, or they are already married and have children, and their children can play soy sauce.

And the younger brothers and sisters below them are older than the two of them.

Yi Nanshu's talent in medicine is no less than Shen Ci, but he is more inclined to theory and bold in ideas, and he has published one paper after another. Shen Ci, on the other hand, is more practical and doesn't like to post/paper.

After listening to his words, Dr. Wang's face improved a little. But I didn't forget to say two words to him, calm down and be serious.

"The teacher was right. ”

When Shen Ci came over, he couldn't find a place at first. After catching a nurse and asking about the situation, she learned that the cardiology department had been "moved" separately, and Shen Ci took a car to the new address.

Knowing that she was coming, a smile suddenly appeared on Yi Nanshu's originally handsome face.

"I came back for dinner in order to invite me, junior sister, you moved me so much. Say, where are we going to splurge?"

"Your acting skills are getting more and more pompous. Oh, Chaoyang asked me to bring you chocolates. She asked me to bring you a message, eat well if you have a bad stomach, don't be foolish. ”

Shen Ci put the things on his desk and sat down casually. Yi Nanshu's face, which was still smiling just now, immediately became a little more complicated.

"She made you lift something so heavy!"

Shen Ci: ......

I know my hand is crippled, and you don't have to put a knife on my heart.

"I'm just here to help with the conversation, handle the matter between you yourself, I'll go see the teacher. ”

Shen Tool Man resigned gloriously, leaving only Yi Nanshu, who had a chaotic mind, in a complicated mood.

Shen Ci's teacher has a Chinese face, and he is very serious when he works, which is very scary. When he was studying in the past, Shen Ci often heard that the younger students were rumored that the teacher was simply the Thanos of the medical school, which was outrageous.

He has a high status in the medical profession, but he does not accept many students. Only one is recruited every year, and those who can be selected are those who can go through several trials to the end.

But in Shen Ci's session, this record was broken, and she and Yi Nanshu were admitted at the same time.

And before, these two people had pinched for a while, fighting each other openly and secretly. The past is with the wind, and they are all young and frivolous. Shen Ci touched his chin and sighed deeply. If she really only accepted one, maybe she would indeed lose the election.

The two of them knew each other before they were studying for their master's degree, and Shen Ci was one year lower than him. When she was in college, Shen Ci lost to him in the school debate tournament, and then she won it back.

The brothers and sisters have done a lot of things to pit each other, stemming from their thirst for opponents.

Years have passed, and he is still holding on to his dream, but the dream has become a scar on her heart. A little envious, Shen Ci felt that his eyes were sour, and his heart was heavy.

Seeing that the youngest student was back, Wang Chongming's majestic face also showed a little warmth.

"Your sister is always talking about you, go back and see her. ”

Shen Ci trembled, thinking of the dark dishes made by Shi Niang, and the fear and shadow of being dominated reappeared in his mind.

If you want to die together, pull Yi Nanshu, you can't be miserable alone.