Speaking of Jin Ziyu, Bai Bing fell into deep thought. In fact, Bai Bingjie has been thinking in her heart, how to open her mouth to Ye Zhuoran? What should she do about the matter with Jin Ziyu, she has scruples in her heart, she can only confide in Ye Zhuoran, no one else can understand her, even her family can't understand her heart.

Besides, her family is in the county, and she usually doesn't care much about her affairs, and Bai Bingjie doesn't want her family to care about her too much, since she went to the police academy, she is used to being a maverick, and her family follows her.

Bai Bingjie's family is just an ordinary family, although they live in the county seat, their economic conditions are very ordinary. Her father used to be an employee of a chemical plant, and worked as a workshop director for a period of time, but he was sick at home because of poor health.

Her mother was a private teacher who taught in an elementary school. Speaking of which, the identity of this private teacher is a bit embarrassing, private teachers are the teaching personnel in primary and secondary schools who are not included in the national teaching staff, and the main form of supplementing the shortage of teachers for the popularization of primary school education in rural areas, except for a very small number of teachers in rural junior high schools, the vast majority of them are concentrated in rural primary schools. There are many difficulties in the work and life of private teachers that need to be solved urgently, because many difficulties and problems have not been solved, and her mother's work and identity problems have not been solved in the end.

Bai Bingjie also has a brother who is five years older than her, her brother has a somewhat cowardly personality and does not like words very much, especially after her father fell ill, he had a great impact on her brother, and her brother became even more silent, in stark contrast to the cheerful and lively Bai Bingjie. Her brother didn't go to college, but after graduating from high school, he learned to drive, and the family bought a taxi to drive a taxi, which was suitable for her brother, who worked hard to earn some money to support the family.

Her mother had a great influence on Bai Bingjie, her mother was very beautiful when she was young, and she was an excellent teacher, so Bai Bingjie was very well-behaved and obedient when she was a child, smart and clever, and her academic performance has always been very good.

When Bai Bingjie was in high school, because she was beautiful and beautiful, there were many boys who pursued her and wrote a lot of love letters. At that time, Bai Bingjie was ignorant and young, and she felt quite close to a boy, so she had a lot of contact, which still affected her academic performance. Later, her mother found out about the situation and beat Bai Bingjie hard, that was the first time her mother beat her, she was so old, how could she tolerate it, she was very rebellious and resisted. Later, a female teacher who had a good relationship with Bai Bingjie had an in-depth heart-to-heart exchange with her, and Bai Bingjie realized that she should focus on studying, and put all her thoughts on studying, and was finally admitted to the Provincial Police Academy.

In Bai Bingjie's third year of high school, her brother got married and found a very pungent woman. Since her sister-in-law entered this house, she has regarded herself as the head of the family, because her brother is too cowardly, and all the financial power is controlled by women, and her brother is tired of earning money, but she let her sister-in-law buy this and give it to her mother's family.

Once, Bai Bingjie's father was sick and needed to spend money on medicine, but her sister-in-law was unwilling to come up with the money, and her brother couldn't even let out a fart. After Bai Bingjie knew the situation, she was angry and had a quarrel with her sister-in-law, and finally the two of them tore up, Bai Bingjie kicked her sister-in-law in the stomach in a fit of anger, who knew that her sister-in-law was rolling on the ground with her stomach in her mouth, shouting that her child was gone. Her sister-in-law's shout immediately frightened the whole family, Bai Bingjie was stupid, she never thought that her sister-in-law was pregnant, and since she was pregnant, she didn't tell her family.

Her sister-in-law was rushed to the hospital, but fortunately the fetus was saved, but her sister-in-law held a grudge against her, and her brother also looked down on her badly. Especially after her sister-in-law gave birth to a son, her father and her mother also began to treat her a little unkindly, and Bai Bingjie's status in the family plummeted.

In the eyes of her family, girls always have to get married, they will be people from other people's families, and they don't ask too much about her, and her mother will ask her about her studies from time to time, but Bai Bingjie's heart gradually became indifferent.

Therefore, her affairs basically don't need to be asked by her family, because of her sister-in-law's affairs, she rarely speaks, not that she doesn't want to ask, but no one cares about her, maybe it's this indifferent emotion, which makes her feel a lot less emotionally for her family, they are the closest relatives, but they lack the warmth of their families.

Bai Bingjie has never said these things to others, this is the deepest sentimentality in her heart, everyone has unhappy things, this is her deepest hidden unhappiness, an unhappiness that she never wants others to know.

Bai Bingjie is a maverick with her own thoughts, her own persistence, her own self-esteem, and her own bottom line. She firmly believes that in the world, those who are pure are self-purifying, and those who are turbid are self-turbid. If you have a good heart, you will be blessed.

There is a sentence that she feels very deeply, the best friend is the peace between the near and far, the best relationship is the appropriate shade, and the best relationship is not tired of getting along.

Bai Bingjie is most pleased that she has a bosom sister like Ye Zhuoran, Ye Zhuoran's smile can dispel the haze in her heart, and Ye Zhuoran's words can make her heart no longer fluctuate. Therefore, when she hesitated, she wanted to hear Ye Zhuoran's understanding the most.

Ye Zhuoran looked at Bai Bingjie, who had been pondering for a long time on the other side, guessed that she was hesitant in her heart, and saw that her eyes finally blinked, and said warmly: "Bai Bingjie, are you worried about Jin Ziyu because of the matter, so you want to confide in me?"

In Ye Zhuoran's words, Bai Bingjie raised her eyes and looked at Ye Zhuoran, those who know me say that I am worried, those who don't know me say what I want, and the only one who knows my heart best is Ye Zhuoran, she nodded silently, lowered her head and took a sip of water.

"Hey, Zhang Xinping got married, I couldn't rush over, it's really a pity, but I really can't get out, and I don't know if they blame me. Ye Zhuoran sighed.

What she wants to say is always to say, and what she should face must be faced, isn't this what she came for this time.

Bai Bingjie raised her head again, shook her head, smiled and said: "Zhang Xinping's marriage is very lively, several of them drank too much, and they slept in Zhang Xinping's wedding room at night, it's funny to think about how they were drunk, and they didn't sober up for three days." Well, they all understand you, you don't have to think about it. ”

"Yes, it's normal to drink too much, it's not normal to drink too much, a few men sleep in the marriage room, it's really interesting, it's worth remembering for a lifetime, fortunately, Yang Qiaozhen is pregnant. Ye Zhuoran said with a smile.

Bai Bingjie smiled knowingly and said: "Zhang Xinping is the most honest person, but he has done the most dishonest thing, such a thing as getting married to a son can only be done by an honest person like him, this is called doing big things without making a sound, and a spring thunder shook the world." ”

"The whip of your analysis penetrates, Zhang Xinping is an honest person who has done great things, does not show the mountains and does not show water, and the real wisdom is like foolishness. And Zhong Dahai is shrewd and capable, smart and confused for a while, and the relationship is still nothing. Ye Zhuoran said, what she meant in her words was that Zhong Dahai's feelings had not yet gained anything.

mentioned Jin Ziyu just now, and when it comes to Zhong Dahai, Bai Bingjie held back for a long time, and still told Ye Zhuoran what happened on the day of Zhang Xinping's wedding, Jin Ziyu suddenly proposed, Zhong Dahai hastily stopped it, Jin Ziyu gave an ultimatum, Zhong Dahai was drunk for three days, and the cause and effect were like this.

"I know why you hesitated when you called, because Jin Ziyu proposed to you, gave you time to think about it, and waited for your reply, you couldn't make up your mind and wanted to talk to me, but I was busy looking for a job, so you didn't tell me. Ye Zhuoran suddenly realized, and also understood the bitterness in Bai Bingjie's heart, this is the biggest decision a woman will make, no matter how carefully she considers it, she can better understand Bai Bingjie's mood at this time.

"Yes, I've been holding it in my heart for so long, I'm sick, if I don't come to talk to you again, I don't know what I'll become, how should I face it, my mind has been very messy, I can't figure it out, I don't want to just nod and agree, and finally decide my life's events like a fool, that's my life's thing. Bai Bingjie told the bitterness in her heart, and after the words in her heart came out, her heart was much more relaxed.

Actually, she didn't want Ye Zhuoran to make decisions for her, she just wanted to listen to Ye Zhuoran's opinions, help her clear her thoughts, and let her see her future clearly. Once she agrees to Jin Ziyu, then she will marry him, the married Bai Bingjie and the current Bai Bingjie are definitely not the same thing, now she has freedom, can she still have it after marriage?

Ye Zhuoran quietly listened to Bai Bingjie's heartfelt words, nodded his head constantly, thought for a while and said: "Bai Bingjie, I can feel it, Zhong Dahai is really infatuated with you, although his mouth is a little flowery, in fact, what his heart is, we all know very well, I think you know better than me, after all, we know the roots, and we are very relieved of each other." ”

"I understand what you mean, Zhong Dahai is a good comrade, I also know his thoughts, after all, we are good classmates, good friends, good confidants, I am very content to have this friendship, I have not thought about what to do with him, marry him? I remember that he once said by chance that I was his confidante, and I would just be his confidante, and I had no other luxuries. Bai Bingjie nodded and said lightly.

After all, the few of them have been together for so long, and everyone's relationship is so deep, they all know that Zhong Dahai has always pursued her, how can he turn a deaf ear. They all look forward to her and Zhong Dahai coming together, but she feels that it is fate for two people to be able to fall in love with each other, and it is fate to be able to enter marriage.

Fate can be gathered and scattered, scattered and gathered, but marriage is a shackle, either they will be together for a lifetime, or they will be strangers from now on. Her relationship with Zhong Dahai is positioned, she does not have that confidence in the first situation, and she is afraid of losing in the second case. She would rather the two of them always be confidants than be like passers-by.

Bai Bingjie didn't know if she was thinking right, she was thinking like this at the moment. There is no experimental field in life, you can try to plant different seeds, and then choose that better seed, life will not give you a chance, when you go through this time, life will be gone forever.