Chapter 24: Happiness Feels Insensible

Zhang Xinping patiently chatted with Yang Qiaozhen without a word, after all, the two people who had just met had not yet found any common topics. From Yang Qiaozhen's words, she graduated from high school and was not admitted to university, worked as a salesperson in a supermarket in the county for a period of time, and later opened a commissary in the village with her own house to add some meager income to her family. Yang Qiaozhen also has a younger brother who is in high school, and the family's hope is that her younger brother can be admitted to college.

When it comes to the college entrance examination, Zhang Xinping and Yang Qiaozhen have a common topic, he learned that she suffered from a severe cold before the college entrance examination, delayed her studies, and she had good grades, but she failed to play her real level, and finally missed the university, which is the biggest regret in her heart.

Zhang Xinping can feel the pride and regret of Yang Qiaozhen, she is a girl who once had a dream, although she failed the college entrance examination in the end.

Zhang Xinping unconsciously had a complicated emotion in her heart, looking at Yang Qiaozhen in front of her, there was no loss on her face, only a pure and flawless smile, and her big sparkling eyes were like a window to see through the world, without any impurities, full of bright colors.

After chatting for a while, Yang Qiaozhen became much more natural and smiled. Zhang Xinping is an honest man, very easy-going, he didn't look down on her, he was also a rural child, but because he was admitted to the police academy and got a job, he was not superior. Yang Qiaozhen's optimistic and open-minded attitude and positive spirit still make Zhang Xinping very admired and respected.

Zhou Lifang returned to the room, saw the two of them chatting hotly, felt that there was a play, and was happy, and called Yang Qiaozhen to cook. Zhou Lirong saw Yang Qiaozhen's handsome and reasonable, not to mention the beauty in her heart, and praised the girl's goodness vigorously.

Zhang Shougu stayed alone and smoked a dry tobacco pouch, smiling at the corner of his mouth, happy in his heart. It doesn't matter if the girl is beautiful or not, the important thing is that he can hold his grandson.

Yang Qiaozhen is diligent and neat, cooking is good, and following to help, several women are quite lively together. After a meal, Zhang Xinping and Yang Qiaozhen did not speak, she knew the rules very well, and she was also very generous, this is just a meeting, and knowing each other does not necessarily mean that there will be a continuation. Therefore, after sitting for a while after dinner, Yang Qiaozhen went back with Zhou Lifang under the pretext that there was something else at home.

Zhou Lirong's smile was sweeter than honey: "Xinping, this girl is good, she is handsome, has a good personality, her hands and feet are nimble, she can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen, don't hesitate anymore, it's her." ”

She was afraid that Zhang Xinping would not agree, and wanted to directly determine this matter.

"Well, I think it's good, listen to your mother. Zhang Shougu, who had not spoken a few words for a day, suddenly spoke, and his opinion must be expressed, and the final word must be made.

"Dad, Mom, you let me see, people have met, the task has been completed, I am about to take the exam now, I am not in the mood to think about this matter, and I don't have the energy to fall in love, I will talk about this later. Zhang Xinping couldn't stand the attitude of the two people, threw down a sentence and went back to the room, and he had to continue reading and studying.

"You kid, what kind of attitude do you have?" Zhou Lirong stood up and asked.

"There is no attitude. Zhang Xinping entered his room and closed the door.

Zhou Lirong ate a closed door, and was so angry in her heart, it can be seen that Zhang Xinping's tone is so indifferent, she really can't tell what her son thinks, is it not fanciful? or disagree? Or can you talk? Say a word! Zhang Xinping's blunt words made Zhou Lirong not dare to continue to force him, he can promise to come back to meet, or coax him back, this matter is not in a hurry, you have to take it slowly.

Zhang Xinping's state of mind is calm, and after meeting the girl, he doesn't feel anything special in his heart. At this time, he didn't think about this at all, he only thought about studying hard and preparing for the graduate exam.

Zhang Xinping stayed at home for one night, and the next morning he took a car back to the special service mobile team. Zhou Lirong felt in her heart that her son did not have a definite attitude, and how to reply to the girl had become a difficult matter.

The blind date meeting is over, and there are many follow-up things, no one can predict whether Zhang Xinping and Yang Qiaozhen will have any development. Zhou Lirong had no choice but to tell her sister Zhou Lifang truthfully, how to tell the girl specifically, let her sister think about it herself! The son has grown up and doesn't listen to his mother anymore, Zhou Lirong is unwilling.

Zhang Xinping returned to the special service mobile team, Liu Zhiyu and others asked him one after another, how was the blind date? Is the girl drifting beautiful? Did you hold hands? Did you kiss the mouth? Did you sleep together at night? Can you still get up in the morning?

The honest man Zhang Xinping was stunned when he was asked, he hadn't thought about these things, and now it's a little late to think about it!

In the end, Zhang Xinping was forced to be really helpless, and only held back one sentence: "You guys are too boring!"

Liu Zhiyu saw Zhang Xinping's cute face, and seemed to have a little remorse, so he didn't feel sorry for him anymore, and asked, "How do you feel?"

"Happiness?" Zhang Xinping's eyes were stunned, his eyes were full of doubts, and he only said two words, "I don't feel it." ”

Everyone couldn't get the answer they wanted from Zhang Xinping's mouth, looked at him sympathetically, and shook their heads, why is this kid's brain not open, when can he get the girl in his hands, if you want to find the feeling of sexual happiness, it's difficult, it's too difficult!

Zhang Xinping's ears were quiet, but his heart was not calm, he didn't know if he hadn't experienced it, once he experienced it, he had an idea in his heart, what kind of idea was it, he couldn't think clearly for a while, and his thinking was a little confused.

What will the feeling of happiness look like? Zhang Xinping touched his heart, is it a very fulfilling feeling here? The feeling is, but it doesn't feel all, at this moment, he feels empty in his heart, maybe if he really finds the girl he likes, it will no longer be empty here, and then he can experience the sweetness of love and the feeling of happiness.

Happiness is a feeling, for everyone, happiness, to have a feeling, Zhang Xinping thinks so from the bottom of his heart.

After New Year's Day, the training patrols were still the same, the living conditions were still the same, the situation did not change, and everyone was very disappointed. It is an eternal truth that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. The hope that the leaders of the listing bureau said at the New Year's Day party is like the clouds in the sky, mirrored and ethereal.

Liu Zhiyu understands that he has lost hope, but he cannot lose his fighting spirit. Life is like this, creating in struggle, enriching in the ordinary, and constantly moving towards the goal. Only after experiencing wind and rain can we appreciate the extraordinary of life, and only after experiencing setbacks can we realize the fulfillment of life. On the road of life, there is loneliness to accompany you, friends are calling, and dreams are waiting to be explored, and ideals will surely become reality in continuous practice.

After disappointment, there is hope, and disappointment will soon dissipate, and hope will always exist in the world. Because people have hope, they can keep moving forward. And the topic of Zhang Xinping's blind date has continued to ferment, which is the spiritual food of all the team members, like a pool of stagnant water, boosting everyone's spirit.

Zhang Xinping didn't expect that his blind date created a precedent for the special service mobile team, and many teammates took him as an example and continued to interpret the story of the blind date. Starting from Zhang Xinping, falling in love has become a trend, whether it is introduced by others or taking the initiative by himself, falling in love has become the most interesting thing nowadays. Young people, young hearts, can't stand too long empty talk and loneliness, must have feelings to fill, must have love to fill, so as to maintain a young heart, a passionate heart to move forward.

Of course, it's not time for the graduate school six to fall in love, their most important thing now is to prepare for the exam, and everything else has to be sidelined. Zhang Xinping also put aside the blind date, ignored it, and had no follow-up.

Training patrols continue with less than two weeks to go before the annual graduate exams.

On winter nights, a cold wave hits, the temperature plummets, the wind blows, and the clouds are thick.

Ye Zhuoran, who studied hard late at night, listened to the cold wind howling outside the window, and concentrated on reciting knowledge, such a night day after day, he was able to be consistent and persevering, and he didn't know how much effort and sweat he had paid.

"Yet, go to sleep, it's too late, and you can't finish learning in one night. Bai Bingjie felt a little cold, hid in the quilt early, and woke up to see Ye Zhuoran still studying hard.

"Well, I'll just go to sleep, and I'll finish this chapter in a little bit, just five minutes. Ye Zhuoran didn't raise his head and responded.

"Outside, the wind is so strong, winter is coming, and spring will not be far away. Hey, I'm asleep!" Bai Bingjie muttered, closing her eyes and falling asleep.

Getting up early in the morning, Liu Zhiyu walked to the window, looked at it, the world was snow-white, and he couldn't help but exclaim, it was snowing!

He stood in front of the window and stared at this white and flawless world, and suddenly felt that the tired heart had long been eroded by the busy life and could not perceive the extremely pure beauty around him.

In fact, this world is originally very beautiful, the snow is still falling, large snowflakes, like thousands of white butterflies flying all over the sky, like catkins, like poplars, like goose feathers, gently and softly, fluttering down, snowflakes in thousands of forms, crystal clear, like soldiers on the march, wearing silver armor, and like a piece of white sails sailing away......

Liu Zhiyu chanted a song "Tasha Xing • Snow Like Plum Blossoms" in Lu Benzhong: Snow is like plum blossoms, plum blossoms are like snow. Seemingly and unseemly, it is amazing. Who knows, please ask for the South Building. I remember last year, the plum season. No one talks about old things. For whom is drunk and for whom to wake up?

Liu Zhiyu didn't want to remember that snowy night last winter, but he couldn't suppress his emotions, and the memory of love knocked on his heart. It was his first love, deep love in winter, broke up on a snowy night, because they couldn't work in the same city, a pair of lovers separated by two places, finally compromised with reality, hugged tightly in the snow, turned around and waved his hand and said: cherish, goodbye, goodbye.

Liu Zhiyu is not a sentimental person, true love will always be remembered in his heart, he has missed it, but he has no regrets. In life, it is impossible for everything to go smoothly, as long as you want to open it and let it go.

Liu Zhiyu shook his head, sobered up his brain, turned around and went to wash and tidy up, he wanted to meet the snow in a new mental state.