Chapter 13: I'm not going to forgive him
My heart is very sour, I obviously didn't do anything wrong, and I have some opinions about him in my heart, but I know, I'm not qualified to say it!
I want to cry, it feels really bad to be under the fence!
I'll have to work harder in the future, and I'll get better.
I went back to my room and stayed alone for a long time, and this was one of the few times I didn't go to the kitchen to help, for fear that my mother would see that I was unhappy.
When eating, I helped my mother serve the food, Aunt Yao had already come down, Song Junxi should still be in the room, I was thinking about whether to go upstairs to call him, on weekdays, I would go upstairs to call him to eat, when I was hesitating, Song Junxi came down from upstairs, I breathed a sigh of relief, I finally didn't have to face his cold face alone.
"I'm going to move to the school dormitory!" Song Junxi's tone was calm, and his tone was not a discussion at all, but a decision, just telling Aunt Yao his decision.
I was shocked to hear him say that, what was he doing?
I don't know if it's self-inflicted affection or what, but I always feel that when he said this, he seemed to look at me extremely indifferently, and then sat down at the dinner table.
Aunt Yao naturally saw the strangeness, and asked him later: "It's good to live at home, why do you go to school, the conditions at home are not better than the school?" Aunt Yao doted on Song Junxi very much, lived in the school, and only went home once a week, she definitely couldn't accept it.
"It's more convenient to live in school, isn't it, I just watched a country girl outperform me!" Song Junxi glanced at me coldly, then put down his chopsticks and went back to his room.
My mother's face was expressionless, very embarrassed, I felt that my dignity was completely trampled under his feet, biting her lip to death, trying her best to endure it, not letting herself cry in front of adults.
Aunt Yao smiled a little embarrassedly: "Junxi, this kid doesn't know what's going on today, Sister-in-law Li, I'm really sorry! The child may have made some trouble at school!"
"It's okay, it's okay, kid, I'll talk about Xia Xia too!" My mother pulled my arm with a slightly flattering smile, and I could only bite the bullet and say, "I'm fine!"
"This kid, I'll go up and talk about him, Xia Xia, don't take it to heart, this kid may have been under a lot of pressure to study recently!"
When I woke up in the middle of the night, I heard my mom wiping tears alone. I want to persuade my mother, but I'm afraid that she will find out that I'm awake, my mother must be sad for me, the days in the city are not happy, before, although I knew that my parents were hard, but I didn't see it with my own eyes, and now, I don't know if anyone understands this mood, the same person, is the mother of the child, but watching his mother work tirelessly to serve their family, this difference, makes me feel more sorry for my mother, I also want her to be like Aunt Yao, but, for me young, it's really a fool's dream!
I don't know how I fell asleep, when I woke up, my mother was no longer there, I cleaned up and hurried to the kitchen to help, Song Junxi came down from upstairs, very indifferent, I, I was also angry in my heart, and I turned a blind eye to him for the first time!
I made a fuss with him like this, even I felt a little inexplicable, he was also very good in the school, he was the president of our eighth class, and he was also the backbone of the class, and I gradually integrated into the collective life, and my classmates didn't know what the topic came to ask me, I was very patient to help, although I don't like to talk much, but my classmates are very friendly to me, plus I'm young, and my classmates take care of me, but, just like that, the popularity is still two, from the time he said that last night, I officially got it, I don't plan to forgive him.