"I argued with him because I was complaining about others. ”

The Song family is based in Yuncheng and has a prominent status. Therefore, some parents want their children to have a good relationship with Song Jing in order to seek some benefits for the family. Song Jingda was pampered and grew up when he was a child, and he was arrogant and lawless. If someone is uninterested and comes forward to disturb his interest, according to his habit, let the other party not get off the stage, hurt the self-esteem of others, and just talk about trivial things. As for what the despised person thinks in his heart, how humiliated he will be, those are never in his mind.

People are used to huddles, even if they are children, and they have the habit of conforming to the majority of behaviors, as well as the unconscious pursuit of "authority." ”

What's more, children in Vanity Fair are precocious and can better understand the relationship of interests. Song Jing didn't need to show anything in person, those who were attached to him could speculate on his attitude and do what he liked, so as to curry favor with him.

It is difficult to put yourself in the shoes of others with too many people, so in the eyes of ordinary people, Song Jing's personality can be called bad.

Xie Sinian remembers that the cause of their dispute was the daughter of an upstart family. The kid had probably never been to any banquets before, and when he first came into contact with such an environment, he was cramped and uneasy, and he kept nervously clutching the corners of his clothes, and he was at a loss for what to do.

Some children like to play pranks when they are young, and they want to make girls angry. was pranked by several bad-skinned bear children, where had the child seen such a battle, and immediately cried aggrievedly. Adults don't really take the fight between children seriously, and they are used to skimming over this stubble smoothly, and nothing has happened. And on this basis, he said that this child was really from a nouveau riche, and he couldn't get on the stage, and it was difficult to get into the elegant hall. Since then, the children in the family have deliberately isolated her with the influence of adults.

Xie Sinian was originally theorized with those mischievous boys, but Song Jing had a bad relationship with him. Anything that can make him unhappy, the other party wants to get involved. The two of them also got into a fight, so much so that they both made a move later.

The milk tea in the cup bottomed out, Shen Ci put down the straw and looked at Xie Sinian suspiciously, "You had such a sense of justice at that time?"

"What kind of eyes are you?" Xie Sinian smiled kindly, his eyes full of threat.

Shen Ci pursed his lips, "The sense of justice is bursting outside, and I sneer at my sister inside." ”

For others, the view is that everyone is equal, and compassion is overflowing. To herself, then she is unworthy. is not worthy of joining the Xie family, not worthy of being his sister of Xie Sinian, and not worthy of getting along with them. Sure enough, it is prejudice that achieves double standards, and double standards are clear.

Xie Sinian knocked on the table, "The focus is on the one in your family." Do you really think he's what you see?"

"I know you want to say that people grow. But Ah Ci, the country is easy to change, and the nature is difficult to change. Do you know how that kid is doing now because of Song Jing?"

"Whether it is invisible or openly isolated, there is no difference to the isolated person, and it is just as easy to be noticed. It's nothing to be isolated, but what if someone takes pleasure in targeting her? With the big Buddha of Song Jing on her back, those people will only be unscrupulous. The child is still withdrawn and introverted. Afraid to show herself in front of others, she can't heal the shadow of her childhood, she should have a good life. ”

"Ah Ci, not everyone is as indifferent as you. ”

Shen Ci has a tenacity in her bones, no matter how young Xie Sinian belittles her, insults her, and looks down on her, she can stand firmly in front of him, confidently fight back, and be evenly matched with him. She is rebellious and unwilling to be submissive. What about the rumors, she doesn't care about it, she won't be swayed by it and force herself to pity herself, wondering if it's really because she is not good enough, so she will be disliked?

But not everyone is as strong as she is.

It's not wrong to have a weak heart, it's just a normal human emotion. Shen Ci is not qualified to hold his own strength, despise and disdain the weakness and arrogance of others.

The dish was a little cold, and Shen Ci's hand holding the chopsticks paused, a little silent. The conversation came to an abrupt end, and there was silence in the room. Xie Sinian was not in a hurry, and patiently waited for Shen Ci's answer. What is the character of the person in front of him, what he accepts, and what he can't accept, no one understands her better than him.

When the water is clear, there are no fish, and when people are observed, there are no fugitives. But the person Song Jing fell in love with, she pursued purity too much. People-oriented, only good is respected. If you are selfish and cold, if you control it well, it doesn't matter. But if it goes beyond moral perception, it is cold-blooded.

"I'm a little lost right now. Shen Ci sighed deeply and collapsed a little.

The so-called setting of bearing the world for one person, only smiling at one person, and being indifferent to the life and death of others, may seem cute to some people, but what Shen Ci feels is downright cold.

She studied medicine to save lives. Even though she saw too much humanity in the hospital, she always believed that there were always many good people and warm-hearted people in the world. So even though her hand was injured and destroyed, she still did not disappoint in the world. There are a lot of bad things in this world, but it is loved because of the good things. What if her hand was abolished, when she was in danger, there was also someone who stepped forward to save her regardless of her comfort and fear of the consequences of retribution.

The stranger is still so kind, but the beloved past is not warm, Shen Ci is really confused.

Song Jing in the past, was it so bad?

She suddenly thought of a sentence, no one's fault is worthy of death, and it seems that it is not worth mentioning. But the consequences they caused, no one deserved to die, and no one could get away with responsibility.

For example, drunk driving. Shen Ci suddenly remembered Shen Yue, her father died in Huangquan because of someone else's drunk driving, and she lost her father at a young age. Just driving a car while drunk, such an act doesn't seem like a big deal, and the sin is not punishable by death. But several of their families were torn apart and destroyed. None of them deserve to die for such consequences.

Shen Ci hated such a behavior of "just making a mistake for a while".

"Brother, what should I do now?" Shen Ci pressed her eyebrows, the world was upside down, but she couldn't adapt.

"Ah Ci, just follow your heart. Don't push yourself, don't be pressured, you're not sorry for anyone. Xie Sinian rubbed his palms and played the role of a good brother and good friend. If Gu Ting was here, she would probably just roll her eyes without giving face to show her hellish heart.

Shen Ci: "......"

*

The National Day is quietly coming, thinking of Mrs. Song's instructions at home, Song Jing has a slight headache. Shen Ci deliberately avoided him in the past two days, and Song Jing couldn't say why he felt like this. But in the dark, he felt that Shen Ci was a little far away from him. As if she was about to lose her, her heart was empty, panicked and afraid.

Mrs. Song read the formal meeting with Shen Ci, seeing her current situation, Song Jing had no choice, so she found an excuse to push the matter back.

They haven't known each other for even a year, and it's not appropriate to meet their parents so soon. Shen Ci is a woman, and the girl is thin-skinned and inappropriate. Mrs. Song thought about it for a while, and she was right. If she wants to have a daughter, this good cabbage was abducted by someone else's pig not long after, so she has to be angry. In order to make her son's father-in-law and mother-in-law pass a little better in the future, Mrs. Song had no choice but to suppress the disappointment in her heart and continue to wait patiently.

Qin Yan has the intention to ease the relationship with Shen Ci, and has been looking for Shen Ci recently, and he has made frequent appointments for dinner. Every time I make an appointment, I have to make a special explanation, and she comes alone. Song Jing is completely nameless and faceless in her eyes.

In the future, his mother-in-law had the intention to separate him from Shen Ci, and it was useless for Song Jing to grit his teeth, so he could only knock out his teeth and swallow blood. Seeing the news that Shen Cifa said that he had an appointment with Qin Yan and would not go home for dinner, the folds on Song Jingmei's peak were two points deeper.

Song Jing now regrets it very much.

His temperament has always cared about the people he cares about, and others are like floating clouds, whether they live or die, they have nothing to do with him. Shen Ci's attitude towards her mother has always been unclear, and even rejected her. In this way, Song Jing thought that the relationship between them would not ease. What Shen Ci likes, that is, what he likes. If she didn't care, then he wouldn't pay more attention. Therefore, Song Jing originally had no scruples about Qin Yan's attitude. Now that he suddenly found that the relationship between the mother and daughter was getting better and better, and he was excluded, Song Jing resented like an abandoned woman.

The cold was cool for a while, and the crematorium followed. Horizontal batch: Pit

Shen Ci was frequently distracted today, Qin Yan wiped his hands with a tissue, his red lips opened slightly, and asked the person opposite, "Your face is so ugly, Song Jing is upsetting you?"

Shen Ci was annoyed and sighed, "Something has happened recently, and I don't know what to do." ”

Qin Yan touched his chin and thought about it, "You have always had an idea, and there are times when you don't know what to do!"

This child was very assertive when she was a child, and she was often independent, which made Qin Yan wonder if she was too precocious. If you want to say why she has been relieved to resign for so many years, there are a number of reasons. She was so assertive that she really didn't have to worry about it.

"Why did you divorce Xie Sinian's father in the first place?" Shen Ci had never asked Qin Yan about his personal feelings, but he could still guess that something must have gone wrong.

Although Qin Yan deviated from the scriptures, her love for Xie Li was true. They have been in love for many years, and Shen Ci once really thought that they would grow old together.

"Because she wants to erase my edges and edges. Daughter, no matter how much you love someone, you must understand one thing, love does not make you a vassal of the other person, it is not against your own heart to dedicate all your own spirit. ”

People are used to camouflage. Criminals and perverts will not be directly manifested, there is a process of camouflage. The love is true, and Xie Li's psychological distortion wants to imprison her, break her wings, and make her a canary in his cage.

Qin Yan pursed her red lips and shook her eyes that were still amorous lightly. "No matter how much you love, don't forget your principles. Compromising the principle for the other side is the first step to fall. ”

The principle of harmlessness is romantic to compromise for the other party. But the principle of being a human being cannot be easily violated.

"It seems that I have never been as clear as you can see. Shen Ci shook his head.

"Why, did you ever be proud of me?" or why would you have to compare yourself with her.

Shen Ci pretended to be dead, not wanting to answer this question.