Chapter 1130: Qianmo's heartache
"It's not that I don't want to listen, I am, I'm just ......" Qianshu was told by Qianmo and didn't know how to answer: "I just said the wrong thing last time, Childe wants to punish me, and then Qianluo helps me speak, and I have to be punished for me, I don't know what's wrong, anyway, I always think about Qianluo." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoβ
"Isn't that interesting? I treat Qianluo like my own sister, if you really have this heart, don't let her down. Qianmo couldn't help but laugh and looked at Qianshudao.
Qianshu nodded: "I will, but I don't know what Childe and Miss mean, and I don't know what Qianluo means." β
"Miss won't object, Childe listens to Miss, and Qianluo also believes in Miss, but Miss advocates equality and freedom to say goodbye, so as long as you let Qianluo like you, you can do anything. "Qianmo really knows Xuan Miaoer, and has also learned Xuan Miaoer's emphasis.
Qianshu looked at Qianmo in surprise: "Qianmo, what you said is true?
"Who is Miss, don't worry, but if you don't treat Qianluo well, Miss is afraid that she will have to fight with you. Qianmo also talked about Xuan Miaoer with kindness, in fact, sometimes he felt that Xuan Miaoer was his own miss, sometimes he felt that Xuan Miaoer was like a sister, and sometimes he felt that she was like a sister who understood them and tolerated them.
Qianshu hurriedly promised: "I promise to be good to Qianluo." β
"You are stupid, what's the use of promising me, and I promise to go with Miss Gongzi and Qianluo in the future, but we will go back to Yong'an Town after the battle, and you also know the current situation, so your business, I think it's good to let it go." "Qianmo has a very good heart, he can always distinguish the importance clearly, and he can always stay calm.
"You're right about Qianmo, the most important thing now is the matter of the Taishi Mansion and the Third Prince, then you help me take good care of Qianluo, I'll wait for these things before pursuing her. "Qianshu's life was saved by Qianzuki, so he knows what he should do.
"Don't worry, I know in my heart, I will greet Miss in advance about this, don't worry, as long as Qianluo is also interested in you, this matter can't run." Qianmo gave Qianshu a reassurance.
The two talked and went back to Qianfu, but Qianmo didn't go in, Qianshu got out of the carriage, and he went back.
Qianmo also thought a lot on the way back, he remembered the past, closed his eyes, and tried to calm himself down.
He entered the courtyard, and Xuan Miao'er walked over with a smile: "Qianmo, if it's okay, talk to me?"
Qianmo nodded, because Xuan Miao'er was more easy-going, and she was the same as them, and she often chatted alone: "Hmm." β
Xuan Miao'er walked in front: "Let's go to the back yard and take a walk." β
At this time, the courtyard lights in the courtyard have been lit, and there is some wind tonight, and the sky is a little dark, as if it is going to snow.
Walking to the courtyard at the back, it was very quiet, Xuan Miao'er stopped: "Qianmo, do you have something on your mind?" I used to think that everyone has privacy, if you don't say it, I shouldn't ask, but we are friends, I don't want something to keep you from letting go, so how can you find your own happiness?"
Qianmo found Xuan Miaoer's sensitive mind, and saw that his heart was normal, and he didn't deliberately hide it, but this matter was the biggest pain in his heart, so he didn't want to mention it.
Seeing that Qianmo didn't speak, the expression on her face was so solemn, Xuan Miao'er didn't ask any more: "It's been Sanjiu, and it's cold again today." β
"Miss, I do have something on my mind, I owe a love in my life, and I can't repay it. In front of Xuan Miao'er, Qianmo seemed to have asked a lot of things, and she didn't want to hide it, or she wanted to open up to her.
Xuan Miao'er looked at him: "Qianmo, sometimes one thing is held in my heart for too long, and people will get sick, we are friends, I can help you share it." β
Qianmo took a deep breath: "That was the year I was brought back by my son, I was less than ten years old, there was a flood in our village, few people died in the village, my father and mother are gone, I have a girl Jiang Cui'er who ordered a baby kiss, her father handed Cui'er to me before he died, let me take her to escape, let me take care of her, but on the third day we escaped, I lost her." Qianmo couldn't control his tears when he said this, he squatted on the ground and cried loudly, for so many years, his heart has been pressing on his heart like a big stone, making him unable to breathe when he thinks about it.
Xuan Miaoer didn't expect Qianmo to have such an experience, this young man who has always looked very cheerful and understanding, has always had such sadness in his heart.
She squatted in front of Qianmo, handed over the handkerchief, and then gently patted him on the shoulder: "Qianmo, I can't blame you for this, you were only less than ten years old at the time, and you were also a child." β
"No, I was not young at that time, I promised Cui'er's father that I would take good care of her, but in just three days, I lost her, I asked her to wait for me in a broken temple, I went to look for food, but she disappeared when I went back, I looked there for more than a month, and I didn't find it, and then I rolled down the cliff and was rescued by Gongzi. Qianmo finally said all this, and he wiped his tears: "Miss, I don't think I will have peace of mind in my life." β
Xuan Miaoer knew that the ancient people were precocious, and she also knew that Qianmo was a person who valued love and righteousness: "Qianmo, that's not your fault, natural disasters and man-made disasters, no one can reverse it, no one can find anyone to prove that she is still alive, as long as people are alive, there is hope, if people are gone, there is really nothing, I will go to Qianfu tomorrow and let Gongzi help you find someone." β
"I haven't told anyone about this, when I first arrived in Qianfu, I didn't dare to speak, and then I grew up, and it was too long, in fact, every year I would go to that place for a few days, I actually wanted to know that he was alive, if she was doing well, I didn't have to recognize her, if she was not doing well, I could also help. Qianmo wiped away her tears, stood up, and looked in that direction.
Xuan Miao'er stood beside him: "Tomorrow I will go to Qianfu and ask Gongzi to send someone to help you find it." β
"I haven't told Childe, I haven't told anyone, I don't dare to say it, I'm afraid...... Miss, don't tell Childe. The shadow in Qianmo's childhood heart has been following him until now, and his heart has not been completely released.
Xuan Miao'er didn't want to be reluctant, after all, this matter is not so good to open up completely: "Okay, I won't tell him yet, but if you really want to find someone, find someone who has not been heard from for so many years, except for Qianfu, there is still some hope, let's find it by ourselves." β
"Miss, in fact, I'm afraid, I'm afraid of bad news, I'm afraid I owe more. Qianmo was conflicted in her heart.
"Qianmo, we have to believe that she is still alive, if she is alive, if she is not doing well, you can also make up for it, if she is doing well, then aren't you also at ease?" Xuan Miaoer tried to explain him as much as possible, some things must have an answer to be at ease, otherwise Qianmo would not be at ease in this life.
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