I took advantage of the winter vacation to go back to my hometown once, I went back on the second day of the Lunar New Year, thinking that I would definitely be able to catch her when I went back at this time.

It's a pity that I was still pounced, and the people in my hometown didn't know what happened to my family, so I didn't stay long, and only asked the neighbors if my aunt had come back.

It's a pity that the answer I got was that I never came back.

After looking for so long and not finding it, I am also dead, I am afraid that the money will not come back, I was still thinking, if I want to come back, at least I can have time to study, this last hope will be dashed.

I also know that my grandmother is right, I can't serve a plate for a lifetime, but now I'm afraid I can't achieve it.

I brushed the dishes in that shop for a year, until the couple left the shop, and while brushing the dishes, my grandmother introduced me to a job of stringing beads, so that I could save more money and have time to study later.

My mom's illness has gotten better, but she still can't see me, and she still goes crazy when she sees me.

I thought that if my mom saw that I wasn't crazy anymore, I would want to take her out for the New Year, but unfortunately it didn't work.

I saved some money this year, but if my mom continues to be hospitalized, it won't last long.

Now that I am an adult, it is easier to find a job in City A, and my grandmother asked her son to find me a job at a friend's bakery, working eight hours a day and taking one vacation a week.

The salary is naturally more than here, the first month, one thousand two, and a commission can be taken.

Actually, the only thing I'm worried about is where I live, and the rent in City A will definitely not be cheap.

Grandma was very thoughtful for me, let me stay in the bakery, and put a small bed in the back pantry, cold in winter and hot in summer, but I was already satisfied.

I said goodbye to my grandmother with my luggage, she said that she was very reluctant to me, why not, if there was no grandmother this year, I don't know how long I could last in that situation.

But my grandmother said that we would see each other again soon, and that his son was seeing that she was old, and that I used to be her companion here, but now that I am gone, she will live with her son.

That's fine, otherwise my grandmother will stay here alone, and I won't be at ease.

In order to express my gratitude, I took the initiative to take care of all the groceries in the bakery, and the store manager was very satisfied with my steadfastness and hard work.

smiled and said that Uncle Yao didn't introduce the wrong person, and he was really a good boy.

Originally, it was a three-month probationary period, but thanks to the store manager's appreciation, I became a regular in the second month.

I was the youngest in the shop, and I was hardworking, so everyone liked me.

My girl with me told me that the owner of this bakery has several bigger pastry shops in the city center, and those shops are more profitable and pay more than this one.

It's just that this shop is the first store that the owner started, and he has been reluctant to throw it away.

She wanted to apply for a transfer there when she was more familiar with her business.

Because it's an eight-hour clock, I have more time to visit my mom in the hospital.

I used my salary to buy my mother a few new clothes, which are not famous brands, and the cotton ones are comfortable to wear.

Every time I buy clothes for my mother, I will remember that the scene when my mother bought me clothes feels like yesterday, but in the blink of an eye, it is like this.

I took my clothes to the hospital, found that they were not in the ward, and asked the nurse on duty to find out that the sun was good in spring, and the nurse took them downstairs for a walk.

I knew where the hospital garden was, and stood quietly not far from her, hiding behind a tree to watch her.

She behaves like a normal person, and can help the nurse take care of other patients, and the doctor also said that she is usually normal, diligent, and knows how to take care of people, and no one in the hospital does not like her.

I went to the doctor again and asked about my mother's condition, and the doctor said that he had never seen this situation before, and it could be that the patient was hit so hard that she would remember those bad memories when she saw me, which irritated her nerves, so she would go crazy.

I sometimes wonder if Mom subconsciously blames me, otherwise why would she go crazy when she saw me.

The doctor advised me not to show up in front of her, as long as she was so normal that she didn't get sick and would recognize me one day.

It's just that day, when the hell is it.

Spring has gone to summer, and half a year has passed, and I still think about the past from time to time, and every time I go to those familiar places, I still feel sad.

I don't know, if he's good in the United States, he should have forgotten about me, right?

I laughed self-deprecatingly, no matter whether he was good or bad in the future, it really had nothing to do with me anymore, and I would never see him again in my life.

I still can't help crying when he forced me to write about the scene where I couldn't see him for ten years if I left him.

At that time, neither of us thought that we would leave each other one day!

"Xia Xia, are you crying?"

"No, my eyes are uncomfortable!" Xiao Juan didn't ask, I hurriedly continued my work.

In order to facilitate contact with the hospital, I gritted my teeth and bought a mobile phone, the most common style, without a camera and not with a memory card.

In the morning, I was at work when I received a call from the hospital saying that my mother had passed out.

At that moment, I felt that the world had collapsed, and the little hope that had been kindled was shattered again.

When I asked the store manager for leave, it was almost unclear, and the store manager saw that I was in such a hurry that he approved my leave, and I didn't even have time to change my work clothes, so I ran directly to the hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, the doctor said that my mother's condition was very dangerous now.

In the past, my mother had a car accident and had a bruise on her head, and the doctor also said that my mother's madness was very strange, and it was not ruled out that the bruise on her head was compressing the nerves, but the bruise was in the brain, and it was very dangerous to have surgery, so there was no surgery.

However, after my mother passed out that day, the doctor found that the location of the bruise had actually moved, and if the operation was not performed, the patient's life would be in danger at any time, but the possibility of failure of the operation could not be ruled out.

I signed the consent form with trembling hands, feeling that my mother's life was tied to my mother's life with each stroke of my hand.

The lights in the operating room were always on, and my heart didn't dare to relax for a moment, the corridor of the hospital was so long, I couldn't see any hope.

I begged God not to take my mother away, I was the only one left in the world in the future, and if she left again, then I really had no idea of living again.

At that time, I thought, if my mother died, I wouldn't want to live.

My life is too hard, too tired, and I don't have the courage anymore.

The operation lasted a full six hours.

The doctor came out and told me that the operation was a success and that the patient was out of danger for the time being, but that there would be a 48-hour observation period.

After the surgery, my mom was placed in the ICU.

I could only look through the thick glass, her head full of various tubes.