Shen Dushi turned sideways and gave way to Yu Yi'an outside the door, it seemed that he was not surprised by her arrival at all, on the contrary, he was very accustomed to it.

"Twilight, did you have a good meal today? Look what I brought you. ”

Yu Yi'an raised the bag in his hand, and Shen Dusk recognized the brand, which was his favorite sushi.

"Bang~"

When the door closed and Yu Yi'an walked to the sofa, he looked at the medicine box in the trash can.

She knew it was anti-depression medicine, she knew he should be sick again, but she didn't ask him what caused it.

Why did Yu Yi'an get so close to Shen Dushi, and why did he know that he was depressed, it all started from the accidental encounter in the hospital two months ago.........

That day, Yu Yi'an was admitted to the hospital because of a fever of the virus, and when she was about to take a blood test, a familiar figure suddenly walked in front of her, that person was none other than the twilight she thought about day and night.

"Miss, clench your fists, I can't draw blood if you're like this. ”

Through a glass of glass, the male nurse sitting across from her urged in displeasure.

"Uh, I'm sorry, I'm not pumping. ”

Yu Yi'an pulled down his sleeves and hurriedly got up and chased in the direction that Shen Dushi left.

At first, she thought that he was just coming to see the common cold like herself, but she didn't think that this would go directly to the psychiatric department.

Yu Yi'an admitted that she was frightened, and she didn't understand why Shen Dusk, who looked more normal than normal people, would see a psychiatric doctor.

She saw him walk into a consultation room, and after waiting for about half an hour to come out, Yu Yi'an sneaked into the consultation room where Shen had seen a doctor just now.

Coincidentally, the doctor turned out to be her friend, so naturally Shen Yi'an's illness at dusk couldn't be hidden.

In this way, she learned that Shen Dushi was suffering from depression, and since then, Yu Yi'an has tried every means to get close to him.

Sometimes people are like this, when a person is struggling in the dark, he always hopes that someone can bring him light, and Yu Yi'an is the light in the twilight, he gradually got used to her care, but his feelings for her are only gratitude that stops at friendship.

"Sit down. ”

Shen Dusk poured Yu Yi'an a glass of water, and the two sat down on the sofa.

"In the twilight, do you have another headache? Do you still have nightmares lately?"

Of course, Yu Yi'an knew Shen Dushi, she was the one who walked through the darkness with him, during that time, he was emotionally unstable, so she accompanied him day and night, looking at him, if it was not an exaggeration to say that she was his savior.

"It's fine. ”

Shen Dushi responded shallowly.

"Yi'an, please help me prescribe some medicine when you have time. ”

This medicine for depression is not something that can be bought casually, if you want to prescribe it again after taking a course of treatment, you have to go through the process again to do all kinds of examinations, Shen Dushi doesn't want to waste time like this, so he can only trouble Yu Yi'an to help him.

"Well, okay, but in the twilight, the doctor also said that medicine is only an aid, and you still have to rely on yourself if you want to get better. ”

Yu Yi'an is right, what is the matter of taking medicine all the time, she asked the friend who treated Shen Dushi, in fact, his depression is not very serious, and his biggest problem should be the knot in his heart.

Of course, what this knot is, Yu Yi'an doesn't know, she has been abiding by her duty during the time she has been by Shen Dushi's side, and she resolutely does not ask about things that should not be asked, and she knows how to be measured.

"Yes, I see. ”

Shen still didn't talk much, but the news brought by Shen Donghai today gave him a big blow, and his originally good mood was swept away because of Xia Jieying's pregnancy.

Xu is this matter is too uncomfortable to hold in his heart, Shen Dushi can't help but want to find someone to confide in.

"Ian, can I ask you a question?"

"Yes. ”

"If, I mean, if someone who is important to you is killed by another person, there is an opportunity to take revenge on her, but to take advantage of an innocent person, do you choose to use this opportunity to take revenge or give up. ”

Shen Dushi said it very implicitly, but he also said the essence of the expression.

Yu Yi'an glanced at Shen Dushi, thought seriously for a moment and replied, "I choose to be worthy of my heart." ”

"Worthy of your heart?"

Shen Dushi couldn't understand what the answer was for a while, how could he be worthy of his heart?

"Yes, twilight, I think it's really important to follow the heart, of course, the premise is that what you think in your heart must be thought out in a calm state, in short, you can't be impulsive, take what you just said as an example, revenge is impulsive, especially if you want to involve an innocent person. If it were me, I would never choose revenge, because even if the revenge is successful, I will not be really happy, I will change from a victim to a perpetrator, obviously I am not wrong, but I have to bear the charge of hurting others, this is harming others, not only can I not get any pleasure in revenge, on the contrary, I have to live with a guilt in this life, so I think I am worthy of my heart, that is, I don't do anything that is sorry for my conscience. ”

Yu Yi'an's answer was very good, and the analysis was also in place, if it was according to the usual routine, what should Shen Twilight do? It was to bring Nan Qiao to Xia Jieying and use her to take revenge on them.

Then tell everyone in the Shen family about Nanqiao's life experience, so that Xia Jieying can't stay in the Shen family, so that Shen can comfort Liao Juan's spirit in the sky at dusk, and also untie his heart knot.

Seriously, Shen Dushi once wanted to do this, even if it would hurt Nanqiao. But in the end, he still didn't do it, to put it bluntly, he still has a little conscience.

Now, Yu Yi'an's words made Shen Dushi's mouth suddenly, yes, Nan Qiao is the girl he likes, how can he hurt her?

The smart Yu Yi'an had already roughly guessed the knot in Shen Dushi's heart, before, she asked people to check him, knowing that he lost his mother at a young age and his father remarried, some time ago, she was not quite sure if his crux was his mother.

To this day, the question asked by Shen Dushi completely solved her doubts, but later, Yu Yi'an never imagined that Nanqiao would be the "innocent person" in his mouth.

"Thank you, Ian. ”

Shen Dusk suddenly seemed to be reborn after waking up, at this time, he felt that his head did not hurt so much, and the thick fog that swirled in his heart gradually dispersed.

What does it mean to listen to your words and read a book for ten years, this is the truth.

Although there was no revenge against Xia Jieying, Shen Dushi was also fortunate in misfortune and did not take a step that made him regret.

"You're welcome, twilight, as long as you are well, it is the greatest thank you to me. ”

In the last sentence, Yu Yi'an lowered her voice very low, and she didn't know whether it was right or wrong for her to like Shen Dushi in this way.

Sister Yu Yitang often scolds her for being an elm brain, and she likes a person who doesn't even dare to confess in a bright and bright way, all she will do is accompany her in obscurity, which is really despised.

Whether Shen Dushi can resolve the knot in his heart is something that cannot be seen for the time being, after all, the things that have been held in his heart for more than ten years are not something that can be brushed over with a few words, and in the future, how things develop still depends on his own creation.

To be honest, there are not many people who can play Fate, and if it wants to kill a person, it is a matter of minutes.

After chatting with Yu Yi'an, Shen slept peacefully that day, without nightmares, and it was dawn when he opened his eyes, at least in his opinion, the situation was developing in a good direction.

Yu Yi'an went home and told his sister about today's incident, after all, they are sisters, and naturally the first thing to tell each other is what happened.

After listening to this, Yu Yitang began to make up all kinds of brains, "Sister, let me tell you, I think this thing should be like this, Shen Dushi's father Xiao San, and then killed Xiao San, and since then, he has hated his father and Xiao San, many years later, he found that Xiao San's first love or someone who is very important to her, eh, that innocent person, and then he wants to use him to take revenge on that Xiao San." As a result, I was persuaded by you, a fool, so that I couldn't watch a good show. ”

Yu Yitang glanced at his sister with disgust and continued:

"Yu Yi'an, Yu Yi'an, are you possessed by Mary Sue, how can you say anything at this time with a clear conscience, you should instigate Shen Twilight to blacken, or the kind that is open, and since then you have embarked on the road of forcing the palace. Damn, it's so fucking exciting, I should write it with my brain. ”

The more Yu Yitang talked, the more hilarious she became, she was forced to babble endlessly, dancing with her hands, and the whole person was fucking like a doping.

This kind of behavior is called psychoautomatism syndrome, referred to as brain damage.

"Yitang, you are enough, don't build your happiness on the pain of others, Shen Twilight is already messy enough, how can I add oil and vinegar to push him into the abyss at this time. ”

Yu Yi'an doesn't think there's anything wrong with what she did, in the face of right and wrong, she will never be as foolish as her sister.

Yu Yitang glanced at her disdainfully, "I really think I am a confidant sister, Yu Yi'an, you listen to my advice, don't try to keep a man's heart with warmth, don't you know that Shen Dushi likes Nanqiao, you like him so tepidly and unhurriedly, sooner or later you will give him to others." ”

"What else should I do?"

Yes, otherwise is there a better way? Yu Yi'an is incompetent.

"You should be like me, stalking, taking sleeping until Han Zhi is your life goal, and constantly harassing him, what men are most afraid of is soft grinding and hard bubbles. ”

Yu Yitang's crooked reasoning is a bunch of piles and piles, she has always been like this, she has always taken the initiative to pursue the person she likes, and she has almost never missed, of course, there will be difficult opponents like Han Zhen, but without exception, she has been in her pocket, so this time she is also very confident in herself.

"Yitang, don't ......"

Yu Yi'an wanted to say anything more but was interrupted impatiently by his sister, "Okay, okay, put away your big truth, I'm not Shen Dusk, Chicken Soup for the Soul is useless to me, I only know that life is in the world, and being cool for a while is a while, I like a person to do everything possible to get it, and I won't tell you." ”

Yu Yitang walked to the dresser and bewitched a big red lip, "Po~ Xiao Zhen, I'm here." ”

Han Zhi will return to the Beicheng Mansion recently, don't get me wrong, this has nothing to do with a change of heart, his feelings have been exhausted in Sheng Qiannuan's endless nonsense, and now there is only sympathy left.

Many times, he asks himself, is he going to go on like this, is this the only way he can spend his life?

Han Zhi sat in the car, and every time he went back, he habitually stayed for a while, and then went back, because now facing Sheng Qiannuan was a more disgusting thing for him than making him eat.

"Bang~Bang~"

Suddenly, there was a knocking sound outside the car window, Han Zhi turned his head and found that it was Yu Yitang, pushed the car door, and he got out of the driver's seat.

"Han Zhen, do you miss me?"

Yu Yitang greeted Han Zhi in her most enthusiastic way, yes, she put her arms around his neck, and didn't ask others if they wanted to, just get started.

"Take it away. ”

Han Zhi was very cold, his tone was very cold, three feet freezing, it was definitely not a day's cold, he had always been like this.

"No, Han Zhen, don't be so cold every time you see me, I really like you, just give me a chance. ”

Yu Yitang coquettishly hugged Han Zhi's neck, she felt that she was really eaten to death by him, since she met him, in order to keep his tree, she directly burned the entire forest.

“………”

Han Zhi squinted, looked at Yu Yitang without squinting, and was silent for a moment The corners of his mouth turned into a soul-like smile, "You want a chance, aren't you afraid that I'm a scumbag?"

"Don't be afraid. ”

Yu Yitang thought that he had a chance, but before he could say this, Han Zhi reached out and stroked her cheek, only to see him mock with a cold face: "You are not afraid, but I am unwilling to give, I advise you, don't be self-righteous and cause trouble to others, cheekiness is a good thing, leave some for yourself, eh?"

The two of them are very close, and if you don't know, you will definitely misunderstand that there is some ulterior secret between the two.

Letting go of Yu Yitang, Han Zhi put one hand in his trouser pocket and walked in the direction of home.

When he got home, as soon as he entered the door, Han Zhi saw that the window in the living room was open, and Sheng Qiannuan walked towards him with an unnatural expression.

"It's back. ”

"Yes. ”

After a short exchange, Han Zhi guessed that Sheng Qiannuan saw that he and Yu Yitang had "close contact" downstairs just now.

Yes, that's good.

He wasn't afraid that she wouldn't see it, what he wanted was for her to see it.

Sheng Qiannuan took Han Zhen's coat and carefully hung it on the hanger.

The two ate peacefully together, and Han Zhi once wondered why Sheng Qiannuan was so quiet today?

Did she not see herself and Yu Yitang or did she change sex? Han Zhi thought, couldn't he have acted in this play today?

It wasn't until the middle of the night that Han Zhi felt something strange coming from his neck and woke up from his sleep, and he realized that Sheng Qiannuan was singing a play.

Han Zhi glanced down at the fruit knife against his neck, and asked unhurriedly, "Xiao Nuan, what's wrong?"

"What's the matter? Han Zhen, how long are you going to torture me? Didn't you promise me to be with me well? Why do you still have to go all day and night. ”

Sheng Qiannuan emotionally moved the knife closer to the major artery in Han Zhen's neck.

Therefore, Han Zhi had been worried that she was using Yu Yitang to pretend to be intimate, Sheng Qiannuan didn't see it, or she learned to be obedient and turned a blind eye.

Now it seems that it is not, and the correct understanding should be that her endurance has improved.

Han Zhi is playing such a black-bellied calculation, Sheng Qiannuan dragged on and refused to let go, almost every once in a while he was going to stage a suicide scene, if he was unmoved, wouldn't he be the one who was tortured into madness in the end?

Sheng Qiannuan saw that Han Zhi didn't speak, and his heart was even more resentful, "Let's die together, let's die together, don't torture each other." ”

It can be seen that she is really broken, if she is not driven into a desperate situation, who would do the crazy act of holding a fruit knife in the middle of the night and trying to kill the person next to her pillow?

Han Zhi only felt a tingling pain, and he knew that he should have seen some blood.

"Xiao Nuan, listen to me, ending up together is not the solution, letting each other go is what we should do now. ”

Han Zhi held Sheng Qiannuan's wrist with one hand, and with the other hand, he slowly snatched the fruit knife and put it aside while she was distracted.

Let go of each other, for two people who love each other, how can you talk about love that goes deep into the bone marrow?

Sheng Qiannuan's mood collapsed, she hugged Han Zhi's neck tightly, wagged her tail and begged to cry bitterly, "Don't break up, okay?" Do you know that your casual words can kill me, Han Zhen, I know that I have done something wrong in many places, but I will change it, do you believe me?"

Believe her? Han Zhi also thought, but who would dare to be with a person who threatened his life with a knife in the middle of the night?

Han Zhi was originally a calm and self-contained person, and it is the instinct of human nature to seek advantage and avoid harm.

Everyone would, but he was a little cold-blooded and pulled out a little faster than others.

Han Zhi doesn't like to drag mud and water in anything, and this is especially true when it comes to feelings.

If you like it, you will be together, and if you are not suitable, you will be separated, and it is true that feelings need to be managed, but it is not his style to compromise endlessly, knowing that you can't do it.

Gently embracing Sheng Qiannuan into his arms, Han Zhi said softly: "Xiao Nuan, don't talk about your life casually, no one is whose life, be sensible, you will come out, I can only accompany you for a ride, and the rest of the way will be walked by yourself, you will eventually meet someone who suits you." ”

Sheng Qiannuan still didn't believe that they had come to this day because they were not suitable, she pushed Han Zhi away and grabbed his arm and kept shaking, and said with a broken mood, "Is it because you have someone else? Han Zhi, don't you lie to me, okay? At the beginning, you broke up with Nanqiao because of me, so now you are breaking up with me, and who is it because of you? Is it Nanqiao? Did you find that in the end, you actually liked her all along? So you want to repeat the same mistakes. ”

If you want to talk about Sheng Qiannuan's ability to drill the horns, then you can definitely apply for the Guinness Book of Records, Han Zhi feels that even if they get married in the future, there will always be a person named "Nanqiao" sleeping on their bed.

"There is no one else! The problem is in the two of us, I, Han Zhen, have always known what I want, the kind you said may not exist at all, if what I like is Nanqiao, how can I bear to hurt her for twelve years? Xiao Nuan, let go of your paranoia. ”

Sheng Qiannuan turned her sad gaze back to Han Zhen's eyes, "Do you really want to break up?"

Han Zhi nodded, "No, you have to divide it." ”

"Okay, if I fulfill you, then can you promise me not to find someone else in the future, to guard for me, and I won't marry, if after many years, we still have each other in our hearts, and we are all relieved of the past, then we will get married, okay?"

This was Sheng Qiannuan's last concession, and Han Zhi couldn't help but laugh out loud with this remark.

What is the difference between her doing this and not breaking up? Getting married and having children is a major event in life, and he Han Zhi is just an ordinary ordinary person, why do he want to do such a great feat?

"No, Xiao Nuan, separation means that we will no longer have a relationship, do not disturb each other, you will have your life, and I will have my life. You will have a man who loves you, and I will also meet the woman I like again, the right relationship is from the beginning, and the wrong one, then what can be done is to stop the loss in time. ”

Sheng Qiannuan looked at Han Zhi with tears in her eyes, what kind of man did she fall in love with, why could he be cold-blooded and ruthless to such a point?

"Ahh

Hearing only a roar of pain, Sheng Qiannuan got up like crazy, picked up the fruit knife and walked to the wardrobe, opened the cabinet door, and used the fruit knife in his hand to cut Han Zhen's clothes one by one, "I don't allow it, you don't want me to fulfill you, I will pester you to the end even if I exhaust this life!!"

Sheng Qiannuan ruined Han Zhen's clothes, she thought that in this way he would compromise and stay by her side.

She was even crazy enough to report a false police to accuse Han Zhi of domestic violence, in short, how crazy and how to come.

Sheng Qiannuan didn't know that she would only make the man she loved hate her more and more.

Before the patrol came, Han Zhi got out of bed and left the house without looking back.

At this time, the best way to relieve sorrow is to drink it happily, and Han Zhi called out the chicken.

The bustling bars are filled with glamour, the lights are bright, and the dance floor is full of demons, some seeking pleasure and others venting their grievances.

Han Zhi drank wine as water, and Ji Ji had never seen him like this.

"Brother Zhen, don't drink it. ”

The chicken is good wine, but it is not crazy to this point, in his opinion, Han Zhi is really playing with his life to drink.

"Let go!"

Han Zhi pushed away the hindering paw of the fence chicken and continued to drink his wine.

This drunk spits out the truth, and looks at the truth under the bed, but these two things are not easily leaked.

The chicken sat awkwardly next to him, and he couldn't pull out a single hair except for a few nonsense words.

Suddenly, Han Zhi drunkenly patted the chicken in the face, sneered and asked, "Xin Xiaozhi, let me ask you a question." ”

"Yes. ”

"You say, if I hadn't been admitted to Beicheng University, I was with Nanqiao at the beginning, and we went to Jiuzhou to work, what would happen now?"

As soon as Ji Ji heard this, his heart was in turmoil, and his simple brain was very logically interpreted as Han Zhi regretted it.

If this was before, he would have "frozen" and instigated Han Zhi to find Nanqiao, but now, after seeing the fate of his stupid father, Ji Ji felt that people like them who didn't know how to cherish should eat a lesson.

Ji Ji pursed his lips and replied angrily: "It's not good, Brother Zhen, don't go to harm Sister Buck, she is very good now, you should fall in love with your Bai Yueguang and kill each other." ”

Dead Fence Chicken, Dead Thing!

Han Shu kicked him, "Want to die?"

"Originally, how can there be such a good thing in this world, when you don't want to be alone, you can hurt her ruthlessly, and when you regret it, and want her to come back, Brother Zhen, even if you have good looks, even if you Pan An is reincarnated, you can't do it like this, no one will always wait for you in the same place, especially a person who has been hurt by you. ”

Fence chicken has been very obsessed with this kind of literary style recently, and he thinks that it is very compelling to speak like this, so he thinks that what he said just now is very awesome.

Han Zhi sat on the sofa on his back, he reached out to unbutton a shirt, picked up the wine on the table, and drank another glass.

"Fence chicken, what do you want? Do I Han Zhi look like a person who eats back grass? Don't worry, I won't harm your sister buckwheat, we have no fun. ”

Is it impossible, Han Zhi admits that the current Nanqiao is very attractive, but so what? There are thousands of women in this world, does he have to love a person who has been discarded by himself?