There is nothing wrong with us liking each other, we have not failed our parents, we have not failed our teachers, we have not done anything that everyone regrets, we are polite and polite, we study hard, what is wrong, but why do we do this to us?

In the end, I couldn't cry, only a low whimper, and I could hear Song Junxi's breathing in the silence over there.

"Xia Xia, don't cry, I'll accompany you, you take the exam for one year, I'll accompany you for one year, I'll take the exam for two years, I'll accompany you for two years, in short, I'll wait for you, don't be afraid, as long as we can be together!"

Song Junxi has never spoken to me so gently, even when he confessed to me last year, he was in a domineering and commanding tone, not as gentle as he is now.

I don't know if it was because I was moved or what, but I cried even more, and in the end I coughed loudly as if I couldn't breathe.

My mother pushed the door in at this time: "Xia Xia, Xia Xia, what's wrong with you, what's wrong?"

I squatted on the ground with my head on my lap, shaking my head desperately but I couldn't speak.

After a long time, he said, "Mom, I'm so sad!

"Mom, I know, we Xia Xia has been wronged, it's all my parents who have no ability, let my child be so wronged, Mom knows, Mom knows!"

Mom hugged me, and I lay on my mother's chest, crying tired, and finally fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was already dark, my mom fed me something, told the nurse to watch me, and went back in the evening to sort out some clothes for me.

I saw that my mother had been running back and forth in the hospital recently, and she looked even more haggard when she was already thin.

"Mom, come back tomorrow morning, I don't have to take care of me in the hospital at night, besides, there is a nurse sister?"

"No, how can Mom leave you alone in the hospital? Mom can't rest assured!"

"What's not to worry about, I'm good here, you can only lie on the side of the bed to rest here, you go back to rest and have the energy to take care of me during the day, otherwise, I'm fine, Mom, you should fall!" I didn't cling to it, and my tone was very resolute.

"Mom is not so delicate, Mom will come over in a while!"

"Mom, if you don't listen to me, then I don't want to stay in the hospital, go home and recuperate slowly!"

"Okay, Mom can't listen to you, come back tomorrow morning, okay!" My Mom had to compromise and let me lie down on the bed and put all the water and snacks in my hand before leaving.

I slept all afternoon and didn't feel sleepy at all, so I simply got up and stood by the window, because the ward was on the eleventh floor, so I didn't know what I was looking at, especially at this time, the street lights were very dim.

I think this ward is very stuffy, it smells of disinfectant water, which makes people suffocate, and I want to open the window to breathe.

I just opened the curtain and was about to open the window, when my body was suddenly hugged tightly: "Xia Xia, you are crazy!"

It's Song Jun-hee!

"You let go of me, let go of me!" I was very anxious, why did he come, this time it was **, he came out, how dangerous it was!

"I won't let go, will I let you do stupid things!"

I'm a second monk who can't figure it out, I just open a window and do something stupid, he won't think I'm 。。。。。。 Thought I was going to kill myself?

I couldn't laugh or cry: "You think I'm going to jump off the building, I'm not so stupid?I jumped, how sad my parents should be~" I struggled, and Song Junxi was afraid of touching my right hand, so he quickly let go of my body.

I turned to look at him, Song Junxi had a wrinkled face, the whole person was thin, and there was green stubble on his chin, which looked very haggard.

"Didn't you think that I would be sad too? If you do something stupid, I might be even more sad!" Song Junxi stroked the bandage that was still wrapped around my head with his hand, and his eyes were full of deep guilt and regret.

"I 。。。。。。 You still have parents, and you will have a better future in the future, slowly 。。。。。 You're going to forget about me! You shouldn't have come!" I thought about the future of the two of us, which was already difficult, and now it was even more hopeless.

I can't be so selfish as to let Song Junxi accompany me to repeat my studies, he could have gone abroad for better development, but he stayed for me, and if I missed the opportunity to study at the best university in China, I am really sorry that he likes me so much.

"What are you talking about? I haven't been able to see you worrying about my life these days, I can't eat or sleep, I'm trying my best to escape, I went to ask Teacher Han, Xiaohai, and even over the wall, just to hear you tell me this?

When you called this afternoon, there was suddenly no sound, and I only heard my aunt calling your name, do you know how worried I am? Xia Xia, you can't do this, when there is a difficulty, it's like leaving me alone, we can face it together!"

Song Junxi suddenly hugged me, as if he was really afraid that I would disappear at once, I knew how much he liked me, but in that mood, he would suffer from gains and losses, and he would say a lot of duplicity.

Actually, I'm trying to express that I'm 。。。。。。 I can't bear him, but why did it mean to break up with him?

I just don't want him to feel sorry for me, I just don't want him to do stupid things for me.

He actually climbed over the wall, and a student like him would actually do such a thing as going over the wall, is he crazy?

I hugged him with my left hand: "I... I'm not, I didn't mean that, Joon-hee, I didn't mean that!" I shook my head, tears breaking again.

"I know you don't mean that, okay, you lie down, after standing for so long, aren't you dizzy?" Song Junxi helped me to the bed and lay down.

It turned out that in the afternoon, not long after receiving my call, Song Junxi came out of the school over the wall and asked Wu Gang to ask the teacher for leave to rest in the dormitory.

Then, I went straight to the hospital and came over, ran to the hospital and saw that my mother had been in the ward, so I waited at the elevator for an afternoon, and only dared to come in when I saw my mother go out.

Li Nuo and Wu Gang also wanted to come and see me, but the three of them were too big a target, so they could only cover up and let Song Junxi come over first.

Junxi told me that Director Liu was helping to contact Tsinghua University, and had faxed my usual grades and the like, and now I can only wait for the news from there to see if I can be treated differently in special circumstances.

"Even if you can't apply, it doesn't matter, I'll wait for you for a year!" Song Junxi seems to have a plan, he has always only had ideas, but, again, people are not as good as heaven.

Zhuge Liang is so powerful, he needs the east wind to help him come up with a strategy of borrowing arrows from a grass boat.

And what about us?

Small as a drop in the ocean!