Chapter 29: It hurts, and I don't blame Mommy
Gate. With a certain man's great anger. There was a fierce crashing sound. Xiao Caifu stared blankly at the door panel that was still shaking in front of him. It was as if my heart had been hollowed out in an instant.
She really. Not intentionally......
But. But no one was willing to forgive her.
Chu Qing looked back at her when he left. With anger. With disappointment. There is also a certain kind of deep despair that cannot be dissolved. She will never forget that look. That feeling. It seems like the last moment. She is still in the beautiful world. The next moment. She was beaten into the bottomless eighteen layers of hell and never turned over.
She slid down the door with some weakness. I don't understand how things became the way they are in the blink of an eye. Chu Qing's anger. The child's sadness. Constantly dangling in front of her eyes. She just felt bored. It's as sad as suffocation.
The next second. She clung to the doorknob and stood up. Pull open the door barefoot. stumbled all the way out.
"Aqing ......"
Empty hallway. The figures of Chu Qing and Chu Liangchen have long since disappeared. She was the only one. And her voice echoing in the hallway.
Shangguan Mingqing's home.
"Seriously. Chu Qing sat beside Chu Liangchen. The face has long been difficult to see.
"No problem. Do not worry. Shangguan Mingqing carefully handed the little guy delicious candy. sat down beside Chu Qing. "It didn't hurt the bones. You'll be alive and kicking in no time. But. Look at Chu Qing's face. knew that between him and Xiao Caifu. Something must have gone wrong. "What's going on with you. She's the baby's mommy. There was no reason to hurt him. Maybe ......"
Chu Qing immediately opened his mouth and interrupted Shangguan Mingqing's words. "But she did it anyway, didn't she? "Actually. If not to see it with your own eyes. He never imagined that she would do that. In Chu Qing's cognition. Don't say it's your own biological child. Even if Chu Liangchen is a complete stranger and unrelated child today. His buds. It won't hurt him.
How could she. It became like this......
Shangguan Mingqing on the side was silent for a few minutes. Then I turned back again. "I can't explain that. Maybe it's the after-effects of surgery. There may be other factors you don't know about. The phone in my pocket rang. Shangguan Mingqing before getting up. patted Chu Qing on the shoulder. "You didn't even get a chance to explain to her. How could she be sentenced to death like this? ”
Shangguan Mingqing finished speaking. Strode out. And Chu Qing pursed her lips tightly. Sit there and be silent.
Chu Liangchen on the side didn't know when he crawled over from the other side. Took the initiative to sit on his daddy's lap. I don't know what I'm thinking when I keep my head down.
"Baby. Chu Qing saw that something was wrong with him. Bow your head and ask softly. "What's wrong. The wound hurts. ”
The little one doesn't speak. It's just that the little shoulders twitched slowly in silence. From time to time. It was accompanied by the intermittent sobbing of the little one.
"Baby. Chu Qing was shocked. Hurriedly broke Chu Liangchen's head. Take a look. My heart suddenly cooled. "Why cry. ”
"Daddy ......" while crying. The little guy was talking about his sadness. Chen Chen didn't know that Mommy would push Chen Chen away. Chen Chen was sad. Once upon a time. Chen Chen doesn't care what he does. Mommy won't be angry. Mommy used to say. No matter what Chen Chen did. She won't be angry. will love Chenchen very much. But just now. Mommy hit Chenchen. Chen Chen hates her ......"
When it comes to sad times. The little one lay in his daddy's arms. I cried sadly.
Heart. For a moment, it was as if a bucket of cold water had been poured over it. Cool and painful. Chu Qing hugged the child in his arms tightly. When Xiao Caifu pushed Chu Liangchen away, appeared in front of him. The look on his face. His face couldn't help but be a little gloomy.
One way or another. She shouldn't have done anything to a child. That's still. their children.
"It's Daddy who didn't take good care of the baby. I'm sorry. "It's okay to mess up in my heart for a moment. It's like a twisted flower that has been tied. There's no perfect clue to it anyway.
What should he do with her.
"Daddy......" After a while. Chu Liangchen suddenly raised his head from Chu Qing's arms. With tears on his face. But he grabbed Chu Qing's neck with both hands. Said with a serious face. "But. Daddy, don't be angry. Don't ignore Mommy. Good no good. ”
Chu Qing's throat tightened. Ask him. "Why. ”
A child of a few years old. He never knew he had such a mind.
"Because Mommy is Chenchen's Mommy. Mommy must have forgotten the reason for Chenchen. will not like Chenchen. If Mommy doesn't like to see Chenchen. Then Daddy can tell Mommy. Chen Chen is not a daddy's child. Chen Chen believed. Mommy one day. I'm sure I'll remember it. ”
Chu Qing's heart rushed through the unspeakable sadness. In order to let Xiao Caifu relax. He even discussed it with the baby in private. Not only did he have to say that Chu Liangchen was not his own child. Even a child of a few years old. cooperate with him. Pretending not to know in front of his mommy. When it started. Chu Qing didn't expect Chu Liangchen to agree. But unexpectedly. The baby agreed unusually obediently.
And the baby did. But. Look at what he looks like now. Chu Qing suddenly felt a strong self-blame, crawling all over his heart like a creeper.
"Daddy shouldn't have let you lie with me. And now the results. It's really not what he wants to see.
A small pair of hands. The little adult patted Chu Qing's head like a little adult. "Don't be sad Daddy. You see. Chen Chen is not sad. Raise your little face. Trying to open the curvature of the corners of Chu Qing's mouth. Daddy asked Chenchen to pretend he didn't know Mommy. Chen Chen pretended not to know Mommy. Although Chen Chen was sad. But Chenchen loves Mommy very much. Chen Chen will definitely be obedient. Mommy her. Will definitely be back. Right, Daddy. ”
Chu Qing only nodded. Such as a fish in the throat.
This is. Their children......
Angel-like child. Buds. How can you bear it.
"So. Chen Chen decided not to be angry with Mommy. Daddy, don't be angry, okay? ”
“…… Good. ”
She didn't know what to do.
It's been a long time coming. Wandering in front of the Chu family's villa. Xiao Caifu never had the courage to walk in. She didn't know. After going back. What kind of face does she want to use to face Chu Qing. Face that cute baby. Hurt is inevitable. She made a mistake. I don't know how to make up for it. She didn't know even more. How to tell Chu Qing. She's out of control. It's because of those strange images in my head.
He. I guess I don't believe it.
Not far away. A tall figure. Slowly walked towards Xiao Caifu. Finally, she stopped behind her.
"Baby. ”