Chapter 166: I Choose to Let Go

"It's stomach medicine, I have stomach pain. Ji Lingfei didn't know why, when she saw his eyes, she blurted out an explanation.

"The medicine has expired. Xia Zechen also discovered her "fierceness", retracted all her edges, she was wearing a wide sweater, her figure was thinner, and her face was even paler. Thinking of last night, seeing her like this again, my heart was filled with pain.

"I remember that it hasn't expired," Ji Lingfei reached out to take it, Xia Zechen watched her movements, and Ji Lingfei suddenly retracted her hand, "I'll go clean up the debris." As soon as she turned around, Xia Zechen reached out and hugged her waist and pulled her into his arms. The tip of her nose pressed against her soft long hair, and Ji Lingfei suddenly panicked in her heart.

"Why do you always turn your back on me when I want to let go of all my hatred for you?" Xia Zechen pressed against her cheek, mixed with hatred and more pain, "What I hate most is the woman who betrayed me, but you have treated me like this again and again." Ji Lingfei, why, tell me why?"

Even if she treats him like this, he still can't let go of her, even if he hates her...... Also tied together.

"It's that I'm not worthy of you. Ji Lingfei's eyes were closed, and her fingers trembled slightly.

"That's not what I want to hear!" Xia Zechen pulled her, as long as she said, Xia Zechen, I'm sorry, I've always loved you. Whether it's true or not, he's willing to do it.

"I hurt the He family and your mother. Xia Zechen, as long as you let Jin Xuan go, I am willing to make up for all my previous mistakes!" Ji Lingfei's bones turned white, Xia Zechen, I'm sorry, I really can't be with you anymore, even if I love you.

The shoulder was pinched very painfully, Ji Lingfei was suddenly pushed down, her hand was pressed on the glass slag at once, the sharp glass pierced into the palm of her hand, and suddenly, blood flowed down.

His chin was pinched, and Xia Zechen became bloodthirsty again: "I will let your Jin Xuan come out, but I will let him live as well as a dog!" Xia Zechen turned around and slammed the door, opened the door and left.

Ji Lingfei raised her hand, and the bright red blood had already stained the glass ballast, and the glass ballast was deeply pierced into the palm of her hand. Ji Lingfei turned her head and saw Xia Zechen driving away, and suddenly her eyes were clouded with tears.

Ji Lingfei took tweezers to pull out the glass ballast, put some medicine on it, and wrapped it in gauze. The debris was then cleaned up. cleaned up the house again, originally these were all done by Sister-in-law Zhao, but Sister-in-law Zhao left, only she did it. Mopping floors, wiping tables, wiping stairs, doing laundry. When her hand invaded the cold water, her palms began to hurt, and Ji Lingfei couldn't bear the pain but washed her clothes. After cleaning up Xia Zechen's room again, she carried her salute to another room and put her clothes there.

After cleaning it all up, it was already around 11 o'clock in the morning, and Xia Zechen's mobile phone was also left at home by him. Ji Lingfei held his mobile phone, and his eyes darkened again. He forgot to bring his phone and didn't know where he was now.

opened the Internet, and a message broke out that the director of Jin Xuan's icebreaker movie has announced a replacement, because Jin Xuan's drug use is too bad, and secondly, the movie is about to start shooting, and Jin Xuan may still be in prison, so the producer decided to change the protagonist. This is undoubtedly a fall, originally a magazine wanted to use Jin Xuan as the cover, but it was also discarded. This made the media speculate that even if Jin Xuan was safe and sound, it would be difficult for him to mix in the entertainment industry.

'I'll let your Jin Xuan come out, but I'll let him live as well as a dog!'

Did she say the wrong thing again? The more she said Jin Xuan, the more Xia Zechen hated him, and unconsciously, she seemed to have harmed Jin Xuan again.

At this moment, the doorbell rang. Ji Lingfei walked to the window and saw a woman standing in front of the door, wearing a mink coat and big sunglasses, it was Han Yiyan. Han Yiyan looked up and saw her standing in front of the window. Han Yiyan took off his sunglasses and looked at Ji Lingfei without the slightest expression.

Ji Lingfei finally went downstairs and opened the door: "What are you doing here?"

"I left something here and forgot to get it back, are you afraid that I will come?" Han Yiyan sneered.

Han Yiyan walked in with sunglasses, looked at the smooth floor, and mocked: "How is he to you?" She stepped in directly without changing her shoes, leaving a series of footprints on the floor, Han Yiyan glanced at the bandages on her hands, and pinched her hands: "Yo, they're all injured." It seems that he is not much better to you than he is to me. Is this the man you stalk about? For him to be anorexic, quit the entertainment industry, but in the end, he still treats you like this. You're really the cheapest woman I've ever met. ”

Ji Lingfei shook her off: "If you have your things, go get them, don't let me drive you!"

"I'll get it right away. Han Yiyan went upstairs, went straight into Xia Zechen's room, and took out a purple corset from the bedside on the bed, Han Yiyan turned around and saw Ji Lingfei's face turn pale. Han Yiyan's fingers touched the corset: "This is my favorite corset, and Chenchen also said that my corset is very beautiful." That night, after he and I finished doing it here, we ended up here, and forgot to take it back when we left. Han Yiyan put the corset into the bag and then into the bag, and walked to Ji Lingfei: "Do you think he really loves you? Love a woman who has cuckolded him? Although he doesn't love me either, he told me personally that for the woman who betrayed him, he will play her to death, make her suffer for a lifetime, make her cry and shout to beg her, and make her become a woman who can be a husband." He should have done it now, because now you have become a woman who turns her back on Jin Xuan and only likes money!"

The more painful Han Yiyan saw her, the happier her heart became, she turned around and went downstairs gracefully.

"Wait. Suddenly, Ji Lingfei called out to her, and Han Yiyan saw Ji Lingfei walking down unsteadily.

"What's the matter?!" Han Yiyan screamed, and Ji Lingfei hit her with all her might: "Han Yiyan, you are a woman who is more of a husband than me! I repeat, I didn't poke out the matter between you and your teacher!"

"It's not you, who else!" Han Yiyan stepped forward and grabbed Ji Lingfei's hair and dragged it desperately.

At that moment, the door suddenly opened. Lu Han stood in front of the door and watched this scene in astonishment. rushed over in one step: "Let go, don't fight!" Lu Han dragged Han Yiyan away, Ji Lingfei's footsteps were vain, and Lu Han grabbed her: "Ji Lingfei!"

"Get out of now, or I'll call the police and say that you trespassed into the house!" Lu Han scolded, Han Yiyan's face was swollen, and he was still dragging Ji Lingfei's hair: "Ji Lingfei, I also wrote down this account, don't think that there are so many men protecting you, you are just a bitch! I won't let you go!" Han Yiyan opened the door and left.

"You'd better stay away from this woman, the person who messes with her will be unlucky for the rest of his life!"

"Get out!" Lu Han shouted, and Han Yiyan slammed the door and left.

"Ji Lingfei!" Lu Han hugged her and shouted.

"I'm fine, I want to go upstairs, Lu Han, you can sit by yourself." Ji Lingfei pushed Lu Han away, stumbled upstairs, snapped, and locked the door from the inside, she slipped from the door, knelt on the ground, tears welled up, she bit her arm to prevent herself from crying, and bit blood under her teeth.

"Ji Lingfei, Ji Lingfei, open the door!" Lu Han knocked on the door, there was no movement in the room, it was ...... Scary.

called Xia Zechen, and his mobile phone actually came from the house!

"If you don't open the door again, I'll kick it open!" Lu Han shouted, and Ji Lingfei's voice came after a while: "Lu Han, let's go, I want to be quiet, I'm fine, I'm really fine." ”

"You're fine, it's okay, P! Ji Lingfei, open the door!" Lu Han shouted again.

"Lu Han, you go!" Ji Lingfei's violent cry came from inside the house, Lu Han was completely quiet, Ji Lingfei sat on the ground, her head buried in her knees, she couldn't hear Lu Han's voice anymore, and she herself fell into a dead silence.

When Xia Zechen came back very late, the whole house was dark, and there was no light. He looked at it and felt a chill in his heart. Xia Zechen got out of the car drunk, shook three steps, and pushed the door in.

As soon as the light on the door was turned on, it illuminated Lu Han's face that seemed to have crawled out of hell, Lu Han grabbed Xia Zechen by the collar and punched him, and Xia Zechen slammed into the wall.

"Where did you go? You came back so drunk! Do you know that your woman was bullied!" Lu Han grabbed Xia Zechen's collar and said viciously.

Xia Zechen's face immediately turned blue, and the wine also woke up: "What did you say?" At the same time, he looked upstairs, which was very dark, like a bottomless pit.

"Your celebrity girlfriend Han Yiyan has been here, and when I came, the two of them were fighting! Han Yiyan didn't know what to say to her, she had been locking herself in the house, and she hadn't come down yet! Xia Zechen, you are still not a man? Put yourself at home and let other women be humiliated!" Lu Han gave him another punch, Xia Zechen caught his punch, and unscrewed his backhand.

Xia Zechen stepped upstairs in a few steps, took out the key and opened the door. It was also dark in the room, and he turned on the light. I saw her huddle on the bed, huddled into a ball. With gauze wrapped around his hands, he remembered that she was not hurt, but he suddenly remembered that he had pushed her down in the morning, and there was broken glass next to her......

"Ji Lingfei!" Xia Zechen slid a sharp pain in his heart, he took her into his arms and rubbed her long hair: "It's me who is bad, it's all my fault...... tears flowed from his eyes, he shouldn't have quarreled with her in the morning, so she became like this.

"I won't say anything in the future, as long as you're by my side. Xia Zechen hugged her tightly, he could let go of everything for her, as long as she was by her side.

Seeing the two of them like this, Lu Han leaned against the wall, wiped away his tears, and walked downstairs.

"Xia Zechen. Ji Lingfei finally spoke, her voice was muffled in his arms, distant and unfamiliar, "I have never liked Jin Xuan, I am with him because I feel that I am not worthy of you, the He family and your mother are all because of my accident, how can you let me be with you with peace of mind? I will have nightmares at night, He Yiyi and your child came to me covered in blood and asked me to pay for my life." Xia Zechen, by your side, I'm really tired. I know you hate me, I've become a shameless bad woman now, can you let me go?"

"I won't let go, Ji Lingfei, you are the only woman I love in my life, I won't let go!" Xia Zechen pressed against her forehead, "Even if I die, I won't let go." ”

"Do you really love me? Xia Zechen, you love yourself, not me. You don't understand what love is. Her tone was cold, as if she had lost her soul.

"I love you, no one loves you more than me, Ji Lingfei. Xia Zechen whispered.

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"What did Han Yiyan tell you?" Xia Zechen hugged her from behind, burying his head in her neck.

Perhaps, he should thank Han Yiyan, he tried his best, but he couldn't get her a word he wanted to hear. But as soon as Han Yiyan came, Ji Lingfei "made peace". But when he knew that she was forced to leave because of his father, Xia Zechen couldn't help but blame himself again. She could faint because she got anorexia, why did he deny her so easily?

"Xia Zechen, don't embarrass Jin Xuan anymore, okay? I asked him to accompany me to act, Xu Zhi'an and Zhang Xiaoling both know about this matter. Jin Xuan is innocent, and he has now been ruined by the fact that he is addicted to drugs. Ji Lingfei let him hold him and said softly.

"He's acting with you? Do you know how much it will make me hate? I said that even if we hate you, we have to be tied together. If it weren't for Han Yiyan, how long would you do this to me?" he turned his face sideways and stared at her with burning heat.

"Until you let go. ”

"Ji Lingfei, you are more ruthless to me than anyone else!" Xia Zechen couldn't help but hug her tightly, "But I just can't let go." Even if there are a thousand reasons, ten thousand reasons, as long as I see you, I don't want to let go. Even when I met you on Moonbend Island, I wanted to take revenge on you for your ruthlessness in the past two years, but in the end, I found that I loved you more than before, and loved you more deeply......"

"What's good about me, is it worth it?"

"What do you say?" he asked.

"It's not worth it. Ji Lingfei turned her head to him, "It's not worth it for a woman like me." Xia Zechen, we are too similar, two people who are too similar should not love each other, it will be very hard to love. Since we met, nothing but hate is still hate. When will torture like this end. Xia Zechen, I love you, but I want you to be happy more, so I let it go. Have you ever thought about your parents? Mom doesn't blame me, but her legs are lame because of me, and I don't have the face to face her. Dad loves you very much, he doesn't want the Xia family to encounter any more accidents, and wants to have grandchildren to live in the old age. I'm with you, how can I be worthy of He Yiyi and your child?" Ji Lingfei leaned into his arms, tears streaming down her face: "I really can't forgive myself!"

Ji Lingfei cried non-stop that night like a dam that had opened the gates, and fell asleep in his arms until he was tired of crying. Xia Zechen hugged her to the bed, covered the quilt, wiped away her tears, and his eyes became deeper and deeper.

Xia Zechen sat downstairs all night, reflecting Ji Lingfei's words back and forth in his mind.

'I've never liked Jin Xuan, I'm with him because I don't think I'm worthy of you, the He family and your mother are because I had an accident, how can you let me be with you with peace of mind? Xia Zechen, by your side, I'm really tired. I know you hate me, I've become a shameless bad woman now, can you let me go?'

There is a talk show on TV, when a childhood sweetheart couple is about to get married, the woman is raped, and unfortunately the woman has cancer, although the man who loves her will not leave, but the girl does not want to drag him down, so she leaves the man. The man never married, and after 30 years he finally found the woman he loved, although the cancer was not cured, she also lived until now, and the woman was married a long time ago and had a pair of children. The man had become an old man by this time, and when he saw the woman he loved deeply with his children in the mall, he lied to her and said that he had come to buy clothes for his wife. The host asked him why he didn't say that he had been waiting for her at that time, and that he had been waiting for her for 30 years. The old man smiled honestly: She has children and daughters, what do I say here, as long as she is doing well. The host and the audience were all puffed up: Uncle Zhang, you let me know what love is, love is by no means selfish possession, but to make her happy. If you really love someone, if letting go will make her happier, you should let go. At the end of the story, the woman finally comes to see him a few months later, only to learn that he was never married at all, and that the woman's husband had died a few years earlier. When a man and a woman are gray-haired and go from young to old, they finally complete their love that spans decades.

Love is never selfish possession, but to make her happy. really loves someone, if letting go will make her happier, she should let go - Ji Lingfei let go to make him happy.

'Do you really love me?' Xia Zechen, you love yourself, not me. You don't understand what love is. ’

Xia Zechen, what you love is yourself.

When Ji Lingfei woke up, the sun had already risen, and Xia Zechen was lying beside him. The warm winter sun was extraordinarily warm, and it seemed to shine on his face.

Last night, how long did she cry? She doesn't remember, but she hasn't cried like that for a long, long time.

She loves him and still loves him, otherwise Han Yiyan's words yesterday would not have made her heart fall into that abyss again. The deeper you love, the more you hurt. Even if you say you don't love it, love has become a habit, and it's hard to quit. But I was too tired of love, and I had to break up in the end, and it wasn't that I didn't love each other when I broke up, but because I was too tired.

Ji Lingfei looked at Xia Zechen quietly. In this relationship, she has been letting go, and he has not let go, so the two of them are extremely tired.

After a long time, Xia Zechen opened his eyes, and when he looked at each other, Ji Lingfei wanted to escape. Once caught in his gaze, she involuntarily indulged, and this indulgence made her unable to breathe at times. Xia Zechen clasped her shoulders and pressed her down, but her body did not press up again, pinching her soft face and pretty nose, I wanted to hold her all my life, and I didn't want to let go for the rest of my life.

But he had caused her too much pain, hadn't he?

Xia Zechen took her into his arms and murmured, "Why don't you sleep for a while?" You cried for a long time last night. ”

"I'm not sleepy. The rare calm between the two of them seemed to change back to the original in an instant.

"But I'm sleepy, sleep with me for a while. With that, he kissed her forehead and fell asleep with his eyes closed. Ji Lingfei didn't struggle, she also closed her eyes, although it was a fake sleep, she suddenly realized something.

"I want to see my parents. Ji Lingfei said softly.

"Tomorrow, I'll take you there. ”

The morning air was fresh and quiet, and Ji Lingfei and Xia Zechen hugged each other and slept together. Perhaps, neither of them is asleep, but two people want to be so close to each other.

Xia Zechen knew that she quietly got out of bed, he still pretended to be asleep, and waited for her to open the door and leave before he opened his eyes. The bosom was empty, and the room was empty. Can you really afford this kind of loneliness again?

When Xia Zechen came out, she was making breakfast. He silently hugged her from behind: "What are you doing?"

"Breakfast. ”

"I'm going to set the dishes. Xia Zechen took out the dishes and chopsticks from the cupboard and put them on the table, Ji Lingfei looked at his back, turned around, and burst into tears. Wiping away her tears, she hurriedly continued to stir-fry.

The two of them ate quietly, and Xia Zechen suddenly said, "Jin Xuan, come out soon." ”

Ji Lingfei's expression froze, and Xia Zechen continued to bow his head and eat: "After breakfast, let's break up." ”

The north wind was still blowing outside the window, and the residual leaves were fluttering, although it was very warm in the house, Ji Lingfei felt a chill in his heart, although he had already felt it, but he said it too quickly...... It was so fast that she still felt caught off guard.

Xia Zechen looked out the window: "You said that I only love myself, and you are very tired with me, so this time I will let go first, let's break up." Today, you can go, and I won't pester you anymore. ”

"Hmm. She bowed her head, hid the tears in her eyes, got up, and pulled out her chair. Pushing the chair back and taking a few steps, she didn't turn around and just asked him, "You're going to have a girlfriend, right?"

"Hmm. ”

"This time find someone who loves you. Tears streamed down her cheeks, "Don't look for a cold-blooded woman like me." ”

"Hmm. He answered again.

"Take good care of yourself, eat on time when you eat, and dress more when it's cold. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Go home more often to spend time with your mom and dad. ”

“……”

"Marry a woman who can cook and she will take care of your stomach. If you get married one day, remember to let me know. ”

“……”

"Xia Zechen, I wish you happiness. Ji Lingfei turned around and went upstairs, and every time she took a step, tears flowed wildly.

Every time I parted, my heart hurt more than ever.

This time, Xia Zechen, thank you, forgive me, a selfish woman, who always makes you hurt, always swaying, and always wanting to escape.

I have made you so miserable, with me, you will not be happy, there will be a woman who loves you more than me, and you will love her more than I love.

Ji Lingfei entered the room, leaned her head against the door, and let her tears flow.

Xia Zechen clenched his fists, and a tear fell down his eyes. It's like a piece of the heart that has been stripped of it, and it can no longer be healed. The soup on the table was still steaming, but it wasn't even a second back.

It is such a pain to give up, and the wounds left behind can only be licked and healed by themselves......

When Ji Lingfei cleaned up, there was no Xia Zechen downstairs. Just now, I have already said goodbye. Ji Lingfei walked down with a salute, looking around, very quiet.

Xia Zechen, goodbye.

She opened the door and saluted away. And Xia Zechen stood on the second floor and watched her, just like when she divorced five years ago, he watched her leave with a salute.

At that time, it was easy.

Now, it's overwhelmed by pain.

Ji Lingfei came out, and a car was waiting outside. Lu Han turned on the car and got down: "I'm here to pick you up." ”

Lu Han took her salute and looked towards the second floor: "He is watching you from the second floor." ”

"I know, Lu Han, let's go. Ji Lingfei desperately didn't let herself turn around, pulled the car door and got into the car. Lu Han put her salute in the trunk, got into the car, drove and left.

"Why don't you give each other a chance again? weren't you okay yesterday?" Lu Han asked.

"He called you?"

"I hit him in the middle of the night last night, saying that you are miserable with him, saying that you say that he only loves himself. In order to prove that he loves you, he decides to let it go. Let me pick you up in the morning. Lu Han sighed and gave her a tissue, and Ji Lingfei took it to wipe away her tears.

"If he only loves himself, he won't want to be with you all the time and don't care about anything. If ......" Lu Han didn't continue, if my mother broke her leg because of you, it would be too late for me to hate you, let alone for a lifetime, I would never be together for eight lifetimes. He didn't dare to say it ruthlessly, he was afraid that if he said it, it would aggravate Ji Lingfei's sense of guilt.

"Think again. Just because of the in the past, I don't even want love, is it worth it? Everyone is dead, and Aunt Su's leg is broken. Besides, it had nothing to do with you at the time. It was the He family who did too much abuse, retribution. If you have to pull on yourself, you will live an unhappy life all your life, who can blame you? Forget it, you should be quiet first, do you want to go back to D city now, or are you in T city for the time being? I also have a house here, I will send you there first. Lu Han said.

"I want to go see Aunt Sue. Lu Han, can you come with me?" asked Ji Lingfei.

"Of course, old man, it's not something you can handle. Now you want to go?"

"Now. ”

Ji Lingfei bought some tonic and brought it to Su Lanqing. When he arrived at the door, even Lu Han was a little nervous: "Go in for a while, whatever the old man says, let's bear it." ”

Ji Lingfei nodded and rang the doorbell.

After a while, someone came over, it was Sister-in-law Liu: "Who?"

"Sister-in-law Liu, it's me. Lu Han raised his hand and smiled.

"Sister-in-law Liu. Ji Lingfei said.

"Young Master Lu!" At first, Sister-in-law Liu was very happy, but when she saw Ji Lingfei: "Is it you? You still have the face to come here, how badly did your wife hurt you......

"Mother Liu, you're not a wife, who are you teaching this lesson?" Lu Han blocked Ji Lingfei's move, and he was also worried in his heart, this time with her, I am afraid it will be difficult to get out of the way.

"Mother Liu, who's coming?" Su Lanqing pushed the wheelchair out.

"Mom......" The thing in Ji Lingfei's hand fell to the ground and cried out in a lost voice.

"Fei Fei ......"

Ji Lingfei knelt in front of Su Lanqing with a puff again: "Mom, I'm sorry!

"Fei Fei, get up! Lu Han, pull her up. Su Lanqing hurriedly pulled her, Ji Lingfei shook her head, and burst into tears: "Mom, I really don't have the face to see you." You became like this because of me, I don't know what to do before you can forgive me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

"Fei Fei, get up, get up! I don't blame you, get up. Su Lanqing also cried and pulled her hard. Lu Han pulled Ji Lingfei up: "Don't kneel, can you make Auntie feel better every time she sees you!"

"What's the use of saying I'm sorry! You are not welcome in our family, get out of here!" There was a violent cry from upstairs, Xia Chaolin smoked a cigarette and said loudly.

"Chaolin, stop talking!" Su Lanqing shouted, "It's not about the child, I don't blame her, and you don't blame her!"

"You mourning star, you are not allowed to come to my door in the future! Get out of here!" Xia Chaolin used to pick up Ji Lingfei when he came down.

"Uncle, can you be reasonable, we are here to see Auntie! Aunt Su's affairs can't all be blamed on Ling Fei. Lu Han said.

"You kid also get out of me, immediately, immediately, you all get out of me!" Xia Chaolin's strength was amazing, he pushed both of them out, and the gifts he bought were thrown out: "Get out!"

With a bang, the door slammed shut. Lu Han was so frightened that he shrank: "This old man is really unreasonable, Ji Lingfei, you can come back in the future." Now you can't really come here. ”

Ji Lingfei knelt down again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

"You're enough!" Lu Han picked her up and slapped her, "You kneel for them like this? If you break up with Xia Zechen, they will forgive you?" Ji Lingfei, are you a little brainy, can you? Even if you make a mistake, there is no need to kneel down three times or twice!"

Lu Han corrected Ji Lingfei back into the car and sent her to a female friend to live temporarily. Seeing that she was depressed, Lu Han had no choice: "What are you going to do? Eldest sister, don't you want Xia Zechen to relieve you, you broke up, didn't you? Why are you still like this? I'll book you a plane ticket, you go back quickly." Xiao Han said that if you don't go back, she will kill her. Knowing that you look like this, it's a mess again. ”

Ji Lingfei didn't speak, Lu Han was gone, and said angrily: "You're like this, right? Then I'll call Xia Zechen and ask him to pick you up quickly!" Lu Han called: "Xia Zechen, are you really going to let go?" She just went to see your mother today, and was blasted out by your father. He knelt down and begged for excuses again, and now he doesn't say a word......"

The mobile phone was suddenly snatched by Ji Lingfei, but Ji Lingfei found that Lu Han didn't call at all!

"You don't care at all, split up your hands!" Lu Han scolded again.

"Help me book a ticket, the sooner the better. Ji Lingfei returned the phone to Lu Han and said.

"That's right, tomorrow, right?" Lu Han said.

She nodded slightly, and Lu Han immediately booked a ticket: "Tomorrow morning, you sleep, tomorrow, I will send you to the airport." ”

Sleepless all night, Ji Lingfei has been doing it on the balcony, looking at the stars in the sky. Zhang Xiaoling called her and said that it was a friend of Jin Xuan who put drugs at his house, because Jin Xuan was smoother than him everywhere, and he was unwilling, so he released drugs. Although some pleaded guilty, Kim Hyun was also detained for 15 days for drug use. Xu Zhi'an recorded Jin Xuan's apology video, which was frantically reprinted on various websites.

Everything was finally settled, Ji Lingfei hugged her body, and only felt a chill emanating from the bottom of her heart. She didn't know where she would be in her life and what she was going to do. It was as if it had become a kite without a string, teetering and not knowing where it was going.

Xia Zechen stopped near the community where she lived overnight, and Lu Han had already told him about her going to see his mother. Originally, he promised her to take her the next day, but it became a dead letter. She was humiliated by her father again, and he gradually understood the pain. How much pain he caused her.

The next day, Lu Han sent her to the airport, he knew that Xia Zechen was nearby, but he didn't tell Ji Lingfei. These two people don't know how long they will have to fight, but this time let's see which of the two of them can survive to the end. He never believed that he could say it in vain if he had been entangled for so long. Unless he really doesn't love it, but he doesn't believe it when the two of them kill him.

Before Ji Lingfei got on the plane, she said to Lu Han: "Tell him, take care of yourself, I'll go." Ji Lingfei took the ticket and entered the ticket gate.

"You use me as your microphone?!" Lu Han shouted, Ji Lingfei had already entered.

Ji Lingfei returned home, calm after a long time. Even if it's just a rented house, it's your own home, so you don't have to worry about being thrown out at any time.

"Sister, did Jin Xuan take drugs?" Ling Han picked her up and asked, "What the hell is going on?"

Although Jin Xuan once had an affair with Ji Lingfei and caused her sister so badly, Jin Xuan often came to see Ji Lingfei during that time, but Ling Han blocked her back. Although Jin Xuan was also very hateful, compared to Xia Zechen, Ling Han hated Jin Xuan less.

"It was when he was having a party with a friend, and his friend asked him to smoke, and there were drugs in the cigarette, and he didn't know it. Is there any new report on the Internet now?" asked Ji Lingfei.

"Kim Xuan will be detained for 15 days. Ling Han looked at Ji Lingfei and held back for a long time before asking, "Sister, did you break up with Jin Xuan and be with Xia Zechen again?"

“……”

"Is it true? I don't talk nonsense on the Internet! You tell me why? Sister, you are my sister, I thought I knew you, but I don't know you more and more now! They said that you love money, and said that Jin Xuan fell, so you ran to be with Xia Zechen, I don't believe it! You always say that you won't be with Xia Zechen anymore, but you break your promise every time! Sister, how can you be so ......cheap" Ling Han scolded without words, and with a snap, Ji Lingfei slapped her, and her hands trembled: " Anyone can say that about me, you are my sister, you have to say that! Xiaohan, how can you say that about me!"

"It's because you don't know how to cherish yourself!Sister, you're letting me down!" Ling Han opened the door and left, Ji Lingfei stood there and staggered, tears streaming down.

Two hours later, Li Xiao called her, saying that Ling Han was at his restaurant, and asked her not to worry and ask her out to meet her. Ji Lingfei agreed, and met Li Xiao in another restaurant.

"Qingqing has said everything about you. She said, Xia Zechen loves you very much, and you love him very much, it's really a pity to be where you are today. Li Xiao sighed, "Come back this time, are you still leaving?"

"I'm not leaving. Ji Lingfei looked outside, "What is Xiaohan doing?"

"I'm practicing the songs I wrote for her. Xiaohan also cares about you, and if you care, you don't want to say anything. Xiao Han came to me and regretted saying such a heavy thing to you. Did you and Xia Zechen really break up this time?" asked Li Xiao smoking a cigarette.

"It's divided, this time it's really divided. Ji Lingfei sighed lightly, "How are you and Mu Qing?"

"I confessed to her and agreed to be in a relationship with me. Li Xiao showed a happy smile.

"I envy you. Ji Lingfei also smiled.

"You and Xia Zechen can do it, as long as you let go of those things. Ling Fei, I know how you feel in your heart. But things have passed, and the most important thing is for people to live in the present, and we must cherish the people in front of us. You have always wanted to break up with Xia Zechen now, but after you broke up, I didn't see how relaxed you were, you made me feel more lonely, like a kite with a broken string in the sky, no one is holding you anymore, you are fluttering and not knowing where to go. In this life, people are like a kite with a string, there is someone who leads you, no matter where you fly, he (she) always follows you; no matter how far you fly, you can find him (her), with him (her), that is, there is a home, there is a pull. What people are most afraid of is that if they are not involved, if they have no friends, if they have no family, then they will be like lonely ghosts. When you are younger, you don't feel anything, and as you get older, you know how important your friends and family are to you. Ling Fei, look forward, don't look back. You and Xia Zechen have been entangled for so many years, if there was no fate, he would have been married a long time ago, and you would have been married a long time ago, even if you have been away for two years, the two of you have not found a person to love again, this is fate, destined fate. Even if you want to divide it, you can't separate it. Li Xiao spit out his eyes and said, "Don't easily say break up with the person you love, if you miss it, it's a lifetime thing." Who do you love, or who don't you love, and with whom do you have the most important relationship besides yourself?"

That day, Li Xiao said a lot, Ji Lingfei has been listening quietly, Li Xiao knows that she is a stubborn person, she doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back, so dry persuasion will not be useful.

Ji Lingfei followed Li Xiao back to the restaurant, and Xiaohan was singing. Ji Lingfei also knew that in the past two days, there was a scolding war on the Internet, originally a brokerage company was looking for Xiaohan, and she didn't mind her legs, but it suddenly broke out on the Internet that she was the sister of the restaurant girl Ji Lingfei, and she was suddenly scolded, and there were a lot of swear words under each song, which was unbearable. As soon as the brokerage company saw this momentum, it didn't sign with Xiaohan, and it was yellow.

"Xiaohan, I'll take you home. Ji Lingfei said to Ling Han, and Ling Han followed her with a guitar on her back, limping away. Ji Lingfei helped her get the guitar: "Still angry with me?"

"Nope. Ling Han was obviously not happy.

"Then you also slapped me out of anger?" Ji Lingfei said, "Xiaohan, I'm sorry. ”

Ji Lingfei hugged Ling Han: "This past few days have also made you suffer with me." I know about signing the contract, and it's my sister who has affected you. ”

"Sister, I don't care about this, I just want you to live happily! I talked too much in the morning, I'm sorry, sister. Ling Han also hugged her, "I know that you are more bitter than anyone else in your heart, but I don't understand you, and you still say such ugly things that make you sad." ”