Chapter 3: I Am Willing (3)

If you could do it all over again, what would you like to do?

This is a series of supplements planned by Guo Yang in the summer of 2012. At that time, this topic resonated with many people on Internet platforms and print media, and tens of thousands of people participated in the interaction. But just like the hanging rail proposition of "who should save the mother and wife when they fall into the water at the same time", this is also an unsolvable puzzle.

For Guo Yang now, this is no longer a multiple-choice question, but an unswerving must-answer question. Once again, he has no reason and no possibility for the woman he loves to continue to the abyss of destruction, and he will never allow fate to take his mother's life in some ruthless manner!

Suffering, tragedy, regret...... At this moment, what Guo Yang needs is not necessarily those bold words to create brilliance and climb to the pinnacle of life, but it must be the ambition to make up for regrets and live vigorously!

Therefore, this affectionate meal is actually eaten for a short time. Zhou Bing brewed and typed dozens of hours of drafts on the plane back to China, and those tender and sweet words that exhausted all her imagination did not come in handy. Before she could say the emotion, Guo Yang skipped the process and went straight to the result, giving an answer beyond her imagination.

When Guo Yang and Zhou Bing walked out of the restaurant hand in hand, their mood had become very calm. With a faint smile on their faces, both of them walked down the sidewalk.

"We can deceive others, but we can't deceive ourselves, and as we go into the leafy summer, life is no longer a mystery......"

I don't know who took the lead in reciting the love poem that the two of them jointly created at the university campus poetry contest that was once popular in the entire Beijing literary and artistic youth circle, Zhou Bing laughed while walking, and the crisp laughter like a silver bell added a bit of playfulness and vitality to this stuffy space.

Guo Yang's mood was particularly relaxed.

At this time, he suddenly realized that the problem of suffering that he had been entangled in his previous life and couldn't extricate himself was actually just self-torture from which he was too pretentious, overly sensitive, and too conceited.

After years of vicissitudes of life, he stopped to look back at the way he came, the layers of fog had already been blown away by the light, and he found that between himself and Zhou Bing, all the obstacles could be kicked away.

If one kick doesn't work, then two kicks, this is not a question of the ability of "whether you can kick away" at all, but to put it bluntly, it is a question of the mentality of "whether you want to kick away".

In fact, why should the Zhou family and his wife, who have status and status, look down on themselves? At least in the summer of 1998, Comrade Xiao Guo did not have this qualification. It is not so much that Comrade Xiao Guo was humiliated by the Zhou family and his wife to go out, but that he was crushed by his own extreme self-esteem.

From the standpoint of the Zhou family, at least the Zhou family and his wife are not at least not at fault. It seems that it is not too much to entrust the pearl of the palm that has been raised by others for 20 years to a better and more perfect man.

Zhou Bing originally thought that as long as the two truly loved each other, they would inevitably face all the resistance hand in hand, persevere, and one day they would get what they wanted. She thought like this from the beginning, but she didn't expect that neither her parents nor Guo Yang would give her a chance.

The pressure from her parents was nothing, and she was mentally prepared. She believes that with Guo Yang's talent, as long as he is willing to work hard to win the approval of his parents, it will be sooner or later. Unexpectedly, the person she loved "gave up halfway" and left all the hardships to her alone.

It's cruel.

Fortunately, love has returned to the original point. The lover holding hands by his side gradually regained his self-confidence and sunshine, which is similar to the gloomy and violent two people a year ago. Zhou Bing's heart was full of joy, and the wordless long-lost warmth flowed in her heart, and she was willing to hold hands with Guo Yang like this until the end of her life.

But Zhou Bing still had deep anxiety and faint uneasiness in his heart after all.

She stopped, cast her eyes as clear as water on the main entrance of the park not far away and the fiery metal sculpture representing the city logo at the entrance, and said tentatively: "Yangyang, it's time for me to go home, my luggage is still at the door of the house, if I don't go back, I'm afraid my parents will ......die in a hurry."

In fact, Zhou Bing originally wanted to say: "Yangyang, are you willing to send me home?"

But Zhou Bing didn't dare to say this. She was afraid of touching Guo Yang's unpleasant memory scars a year ago, and on the other hand, she didn't know if her parents would break out into unimaginable fierce conflicts after their parents met Guo Yang. Or, like last year, Guo Yang couldn't bear to go away again with anger and break up unhappily.

Zhou Bing will never forget that Guo Yang at that time was unusually gentle and a little mischievous, stumbling through the door like an angry lion!

"Well, I'll send you back!" Guo Yang blurted out this sentence naturally, without any delay or hesitation.

The corners of Zhou Bing's mouth trembled, and he turned his face to stare at Guo Yang deeply, in addition to joy and excitement on his beautiful face, there was also a trace of astonishment and relief.

With her understanding of Guo Yang, she knew that Guo Yang had completely untied the knot in his heart, and the problems that plagued the two were no longer a problem, otherwise he would not be so calm and calm. As long as Guo Yang no longer escapes, even if there are mountains and rivers in front of her, she will face it side by side with him.

"You...... Are you willing to go to my house? Yangyang, in fact, my parents are not evil people, they are just ......" Zhou Bing was emotional, not knowing how to explain, let alone whether to defend his parents.

"Of course I do. Xiaoice, don't say it again, I understand everything. In fact, it is not normal for an angelic lady like you to mix with a poor boy like me who is useless, and they don't object. ”

Guo Yang smiled lightly and shrugged: "However, we can be regarded as a potential stock, and we are not worse than others if we are talented and good-looking, right? They can't just look at the present, they have to look at the long-term." Okay, okay, don't worry, I'll do my best to make your parents accept me. ”

"If it doesn't work once, then twice, if it doesn't work for a year, then two years. We are still young, and one day they will understand that I love you and you love me more than anything else. ”

"If ......" Zhou Bing was still a little worried.

"Xiaoice, don't worry, this time, they just beat me with sticks, and I won't leave." I will use my own efforts to win their approval, as long as they are willing to give me a chance. Guo Yang slowly straightened his waist, his eyebrows were radiant, and an invisible self-confidence and arrogance gradually dispersed, which was a temperament that Zhou Bing had not seen in Guo Yang in the past.

Zhou Bing was stunned and a little stupid.

"Yangyang, you can say that, I am really happy in my heart......" Zhou Bing hugged Guo Yang tightly, and tears couldn't help but gush out: "If you thought like this a year ago, we wouldn't have been separated for a whole year......"

We're not separated for a year, but for a lifetime!

Guo Yang sighed lightly in his heart, and reached out to stroke Zhou Bing's long black and smooth hair, without the slightest hesitation in his eyes.

For the sake of his love, in order to no longer leave any regrets in life, he must face it strongly, and he can no longer escape. Besides, Zhou Bing's parents are not man-eating tigers, since he wants to go down with Zhou Bing, he still has to step into the door of the Zhou family again, at least, he can't leave the pressure on Zhou Bing alone.

"Let's go. Knowing that there are tigers in the mountains, I prefer to go to Tiger Mountain, and when I come to Tiger Mountain, we are Wu Song......" Guo Yang laughed, took Zhou Bing's hand, stood on the side of the road, and began to wave to stop the taxi.

Zhou Bing burst into tears and laughed: "Poor mouth!Yangyang, I was still thinking on the plane back to China, I don't know if our family's Yangyang has changed, this time I see you, listen to your mouth, I know that you haven't changed." It's really hard to change your nature, where will you change......? I warn you, goodbye to my parents, don't be glampy!